Love for a limited time

Chapter 187 I Bet My Life On You
Song Junxi gritted his teeth, put his hands around my neck, I looked at him, he really wanted to strangle me to death: "What about you? You don't come to me even though you know I'm alive, you hide from me, you don't see me, you don't let me Knowing your news makes me look like a lunatic, fool? Is it very interesting? Huh? Xia Xia, huh?" Song Junxi's fingers were secretly exerting force, but they were only trembling and placed on my neck without exerting force.

I closed my eyes, it would be fine if I was strangled to death by him, it would be over once and for all.

I don't speak, I know he has suffered a lot for me, but I don't know that he will give up his marriage because of me who is dead.Even Aunt Yao, I let him bear the charge of disobedience.

How painful he has lived for so many years, it must be a hundred times more painful than mine!

Tears and waves of heartache surged through my body.

I closed my eyes, but he was all in my mind. I knew that I had lost again. I lost to him in terms of cruelty, endurance, and even who I loved more.

He pinched my neck and changed it to holding my face, his voice softened, "Xia Xia, you can't treat me like this, you said you would never give up, see you there, how can you forget!"

With tears streaming down my eyes, I opened my eyes and looked at him: "I was ignorant when I was young, how could I take what I said seriously! Song Junxi, I have stopped loving you a long time ago!"

"Nonsense!" Song Junxi was furious, "You can only love me, you can only marry me! I don't allow you to get a certificate, I just want to trap you for three days, five days, forever..."

"We can't, we can't, we can't... why don't you understand, torturing each other like this, we are all in pain, aren't we? Junxi, let go!" I yelled at him like crazy.

"Don't even think about it, even if it is pain, even if it is torture, I will keep you by my side, you don't want to run away again! Even if we are separated for ten years, 20 years, even if we are gray-haired, I want you to see me in your eyes and only me in your heart." !"

"No," I shook my head, "I can't." I can't let him bear too much anymore, he is already suffering enough, and I am the source of his pain, I can only leave him!
"Song Junxi, if I still love you, I can leave everything behind and endure these tortures with you, but the point is, I don't love you anymore. Ten years can change a lot. You are right, I don't It’s the old Liu Xia again, you are the only one who remains the same! Let go of me, let me go, unless you strangle me to death here today!”

As soon as I gritted my teeth, closed my eyes, and looked at death as home, everyone said when it was time to repay the wrong, so why not love?
He and I, neither one is right, but both are wrong again, separation can only be a doomed ending.

"Fart, I don't believe it!" Song Junxi swears unexpectedly.

"It's no use if you don't believe me. If I still like you, why should I marry Chen Zhiwen, who is inferior to you in everything? There is only one answer, I don't love you anymore, Song Junxi, you heard me clearly!
In fact, I don't have to take this case at all, but do you know why, did I take it in the end?Because, you, Song Junxi, are just a customer in my eyes, no different from people A, B, and C. I only know that after I get this money, I can quit my job, get married, have children, and walk the path I should take in life , just like that, you get it? "

Now that the situation is like this, I don't want to quarrel with him anymore. Contrary to his emotions, I am very calm.

Calm like never before!
There are too many things between me and him, family background, my father's death, Aunt Yao can't stand up anymore, we can't face each other at all.

Maybe, getting it is just an obsession in my heart.

We missed it once, and we can't make it a second time.

And it hurts the people we care about the most!

"I don't believe it. I won't believe anything you say now. Don't believe that you can fool me with these words. I don't believe a single word!" Song Junxi was furious again, looking at me with red eyes.

"Yes, compared with me now, you would rather believe in Xia Xia who was ignorant and ignorant ten years ago, but that Xia Xia will never come back to you again, it's all over, unless you turn back time!"

I watched Song Junxi pinch my neck trembling again, and let it go little by little. I pushed it lightly with my hand, and it pushed away.

Song Junxi's rationality has been exhausted, even if I don't leave here, at least I can no longer appear in front of him now.

I went back to the room and locked the door directly, I was really afraid that he would come up again.

Sure enough, I just came up, and he followed.

Everyone has been busy during the day, so we will go to bed early.

Song Junxi knocked on the door: "Xia Xia, open the door!"

I think Song Junxi ten years later is more obsessed than before.

"It's late, I want to rest!"

"No, you open the door, or believe it or not, I will tear down the door!"

I opened the door abruptly, and looked at him helplessly: "I believe it, why don't I believe it, you Mr. Song can't do anything, even if you set a torch and burn this place, I will believe it!"

Song Junxi kicked back and slammed the door shut: "Xia Xia, if I meet you again this time, I won't let you go, don't say you want to get married, even if you are already married and have children, I want you! "

Song Junxi looked at me, every word clearly.

I shook my head: "Song Junxi, you are crazy!"

"I'm crazy, I've been crazy for ten years, I've been crazy since the day I couldn't see you again!" Song Junxi approached step by step, and I retreated step by step.

Until I hit that bed!

Song Junxi grabbed my arm, pulled me tightly, and let me approach him. When I pulled hard with both hands, my shirt immediately turned into rags.

"Song Junxi, you can insult me ​​in this way, but you will never get Xia Xia who loves you again, you are undoubtedly rape!"

I stared closely at Song Junxi's eyes. When he heard the word rape, his body shook and he took two steps back. Rape|rape?
Song Junxi suddenly laughed loudly: "You said I raped|raped? You are fine, fine!"

Song Junxi suddenly moved forward, spit out a mouthful of blood, and sprayed it on my white shirt. I wanted to go over, but he held his chest with one hand and stretched forward with the other to block me!
"I won't admit defeat, you are mine, you can't escape!" Song Junxi smiled and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand.

"I beg you not to go crazy again, okay! Song Junxi, we are classmates, even if we don't have the chance to be husband and wife, I don't want to see you die in front of me like this!" I took out my mobile phone and prepared to call the doctor.

He just smiled at me like that: "I knew it, you care about me, Xia Xia, I don't believe you don't love me, I'll bet my life on you!"

(End of this chapter)