The little wife of the demon president

Chapter 904 The Pain of Living

This is to be alive, there are feelings, pain, and happiness.

Chen Jingjing saw me and came over with a smile: "Hey, Mo Qianxun, you don't look well, are you okay?"

"Fortunately."

"Then go to class."

"it is good."

After class, the rain has stopped, the sun is showing its head weakly, the wind is still whistling, messing up my short hair, I am holding an umbrella and shaking the water on it.

He said he set me free, I can go where I want to go, but I don't know where to go?

I stood outside the compound and walked in.

Opening the door and going in, Mama He saw me coming back and said with a smile when she had finished the meal, "Miss Mo, the meal is ready."

"Thank you."

Go to the bedroom after dinner, take a nap like every day, Lin Xia is not there, the quilt is like I left, messy on the bed, but it is so lonely when I sit on it.

I slept all the time without class in the afternoon, Lin Xia came back, I heard him push the door, just looked at me for a while and then closed the door.

He went to rest in another room, so he would not worry and affect me.

On Saturday, when Ji Xiaobei was buried, Zhixian called me, and she was still lying on the bed with a little fever.

I measured the amount with my body temperature in my mouth, it's just a low-grade fever, so don't take it to heart.

Put on a black dress and gently take the door out, Mother He won't ask me where I'm going, I know Lin Xia is resting today, he won't come out, and he doesn't ask as he said.

I bought a bunch of calla lilies, the cemetery is so quiet, the sky has only had a light rain, the air is so fresh, the rain on the peach blossom trees is still dripping, it is so vivid and moving.

Without you, the flowers are still beautiful, but they can't smell the fragrance.

I stood quietly behind your family, your father still didn't show up, Xiaobei, being born in such a family, whether it's your luck or your sorrow, will never be as important as power.

No matter how fond you are, there is only a limit.

The three Ji family sisters stood there very straight.

I present the calla lily, there is not much in between the white chrysanthemums, Xiaobei, my favorite flower, you give it to me every time, this time, I give it to you.

In heaven, I hope you can really free yourself, don't be sad for anything or anyone anymore.

The photo of the face above, you can’t let go of the whole world in your eyes, I like to caress your eyebrows, I like to pull your earlobe, you like to bite my chin, pinch my nose and kick my ass, you still like me to go Squeeze toothpaste for you.

Now, it's just a memory.

The words Ji Xiaobei are so lonely on that stele.

I stretched out my hand and touched it gently, feeling the bumpy feeling at that moment.

"Qianxun." Ji Zhixian came over and pulled me: "Don't be too sad."

"I'm not sad, Xiaobei won't like me crying all the time."

I stayed quietly, it started to drizzle, and they all went back, Ji Zhixian walked slowly in the rain with me.

I sighed deeply: "Zhixian, it's all my fault, I have received a call from Li Feier a long time ago, if I had listened to her at that time, if I had called Xiaobei desperately at that time, maybe the result would not have been like this. "

"Don't think so, Chihiro, because Xiaobei's cell phone has a bad signal, so he put it in the camp at the foot of the mountain, even if he calls, he won't be able to pick it up."

But I always feel that I am not good. When I walked out of the cemetery, it is not easy to take a taxi here. Ji Zhixian didn't drive here, and neither did I.

Maybe the two sisters of the Ji family thought that I was driving and would take Ji Zhixian back by the way.

The two looked at each other with a smile, and I said, "Do you dare to just do this, walk back to Beijing with me in the rain, and go drink in Xiaobei's former house."

"What's not to dare."

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, but the more you walk, the easier it is.

The two of them were like crazy people, they took off their shoes when they were tired from walking, and ran after each other with one in each hand.

The heavier the rain, the better, the stronger the wind is really enjoyable, pour all the pain in our hearts down, and blow away all our sadness.

When I went back to the place where he and I lived, the password was still the same as before, and I entered it, the floor was dusty, and there was no one living alone.

Running to turn on all the lights, Ji Zhixian came up with big bags of red wine, white wine, and beer: "Don't say anything today, drink whatever you want, and don't drink if you don't want to."

Liquor is nothing to me, not to mention red wine, and beer can be drunk as water.

I found a plate and washed it, mixed all the wine and drank it, so how can I not get drunk.

Just get drunk when you get drunk, lie on the ground, you can have a good sleep, okay, don't remember anything.

Those past injuries, those past pains, those past loves, I don't remember them.

Xiaobei, you have a good journey.

Ji Zhixian slept soundly, and I also smelled of alcohol all over my body, and I was so uncomfortable, I threw up as soon as I felt the disgusting smell.

The sky and the earth were shaking a little, I leaned on the wall and came out, my forehead and palms were extremely hot, I thought I had a fever again, and my whole body was soaked.

I turned on the TV in the middle of the night, and the VCR still had the same things as before.

I appeared on TV, smiling so happily.

He said: "Chihiro, go a little further, go a little further, yes, beside the almond tree, how beautiful, do you see this, that is the pit with the most terracotta warriors and horses."

I blocked the video recorder with one hand and shouted: "Why are you taking these ugly pictures for me? No, no, do it all over again."

Then two distorted faces crowded together and appeared in front of his eyes, grimacing, he quickly kissed me, smiling so triumphantly: "Mo Qianxun, after you die, I will make a hole for you. "

"I don't want it."

"It has to be, maybe it will be dug up like this in the next few hundred years."

I made a gesture to give him a punch: "You have a bad heart, you want someone to dig it out, and then let me die without peace. People look at and show it like this every day."

He laughed loudly: "Baby, now IQ has finally improved a bit, and I can guess what the young master is thinking, okay, I will count the stars in the future, and you will count the moon and the sun."

I rushed forward and grabbed his earphones, and said to the video recorder: "Look, this is his punishment, Ji Xiaobei, you scoundrel, go and count your sun, moon and stars, your uncle."

The more I look at it, the more I dare not look at it. The happiness I saw in the past late at night can never be touched again.

I turned it off, and went to touch Ji Zhixian's face, and I also had a little fever.

I pushed her hard, but she still didn't wake up, so I called Ji Xiaoyi: "Zhixian is drunk, she is in XXXXX, and now she has a little fever, come and pick her up to the hospital, the password is the pinyin abbreviation of my name."

I also have a bit of a fever. I don’t know where to go when I leave this neighborhood in the middle of the night?

Taking out the phone, pressing so many names, I still called Lin Xia.

(End of this chapter)