Chapter 903
Droving the car to the airport, I opened my eyes and looked outside, it will be April soon, but the weather has not changed much, it is still so cold, and it will still drizzle from time to time, delicate and greasy, dirty Dirty.

The plane hovers in the sky, leaves and returns, every day is like this, many people come and many people leave.

After parking the car, I went straight to the pick-up hall. I saw Mother Ji, sitting in a wheelchair, even thinner, and her hair was graying a lot.

It's just that I didn't expect to see it for some time, but it became like this.

The most painful thing in the world is when a white-haired person gives away a black-haired person, and when the baby in the palm of your hand dies prematurely and will never come back.

The flight from France to Beijing will arrive soon. I wear sunglasses to prevent others from seeing my tearful eyes.

Blocking all pity eyes, no need.

Standing here, people come and go, but I have never felt so lonely.

The one I love the most has left me again.

Ji Xiaoyi was dressed in black, and so was Ji Zhixian, with sunglasses covering her eyes. They were followed by Ji Xiangxiang, holding a wooden box in her hand. When I saw that moment, I felt my heart being cut piece by piece.

Always with a fluke mentality, always thinking that you can reach the sky with your hands and eyes, but you still can't match the cruel reality.

Xiao Bei, the man who kept saying he loved me and said that I would not marry him, just left forever.

Xiaobei, how can you be so cruel, and leave before me, do you know that the one who stays is the one who hurts the most?

Ji Xiaobei, you are always so selfish, leaving all the pain to others, but you don't know anymore.

I clenched my hands into fists, grasped them tightly, pinched my palms with my nails, pinched them fiercely, the pain was only slightly able to stabilize me, so that I would not even lose the strength to stand.

I am always so lonely, before without you, and after losing you.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter no matter how lonely Mo Qianxun is, I can get through it. I don't want to cry, but the tears are too disappointing, and keep sliding down.

Ji's mother was also in tears, and the three Ji family sisters couldn't make a sound.

Li Feier came out with her things, her eyes were red and swollen from crying, but these were not what I wanted to see, I just looked at the wooden box, my little Bei, who was alive, arrogant, domineering, The very fierce Ji Xiaobei is there now, how many places, Ji Xiaobei, are you used to it, can you still adapt to the cold weather in Beijing?The peach blossoms in early spring are blooming, but you will never see them again.

Ji Zhixian came forward, hugged me tightly, then opened her mouth and cried loudly.

I hugged her, wanting to smell some of Xiaobei's breath, I smelled it vigorously, but there was no smell of him, nor his warmth.

"Chihiro, take care." She said softly.

I closed my eyes, and it shouldn't be me who said this, right?
Ji Xiaobei and I are just in love, you are his sister, you are his relatives, in fact, it doesn't matter to me.

No matter how much pain, no matter how sad, it will come one by one.

There is a distance between me and them, which I can't go beyond. It's just people who have nothing to do with them. If I want to touch Xiaobei, I can't do it.

I watched obsessively, watching them cry and go out surrounded by a large number of guards at the airport.

Lin Xia said softly: "Let's go, we're going back too."

Get in the car and go back to the city on the same road.

They are in front and I am behind.

Then there is the fork in the road, which is getting farther and farther away.

You and I can only walk that road together, and we will share things.

"Chihiro."

The sudden call surprised me, why is this call a bit confused, is it calling me?

I turned to look at him, and he stopped the car: "Here we are."

I lowered my head to unfasten my seat belt, but he turned around and hugged me tightly, patting my back lightly: "Chihiro, it's just a passer-by in life, and it will pass."

I just laughed, and I was very tired from laughing.

I didn't want to say anything, I felt as heavy as if I had been cramped, and my whole body felt weak.

He got out of the car and came over, and I couldn't even open the door.

He turned around: "Chihiro, come, I'll carry you on my back."

I obediently lay on his back, and he carried me like this, and went to the elevator.

Lin Xia's warmth can't warm my cold heart right now.

Lying on the bed, I only remembered how beautiful that moonlit night was at XZ.The moon that night was round and cool, and I was alone at that moment, thinking that I had lost everything.

But there, I was so calm.

It's not mine, if I don't come, it's mine, and I can't escape after all.

I have fought, I have worked hard, no matter what I do, I will never wait.I persuaded myself and used various Buddhist books to explain.

Now, it will.

Life is meant to be tempered. After all this, is there anything you are afraid of losing?
"Qianxun, drink some ginger soup."

I cupped my body, held his hand, and drank quietly. The slightly spicy ginger soup was slightly sweet.After drinking, he wiped the corners of my lips with a handkerchief, and said softly: "Qianxun, if you hate me, if you want to leave me, I will not force you, as long as you are happy, as long as you can take care of yourself One point. Where are you going, what are you going to do, I will not stop you anymore, you are with me because of Ji Xiaobei, now he is gone, Chihiro, don’t be confused, don’t feel bad, you want to fly, I'll let you fly, I don't want to trap you, I'll see how unhappy you are all day long."

I lay back to sleep, this night, he didn't come in again.

I used to think that Lin Xia would just let go of my hand. When he understood that loving someone is not possessing but letting go, I must have been very happy at that time.

When I said these words, at this moment, I felt like I really had nothing.

Every night when I wake up thirsty, he will bring me water, which is slightly sweet and tastes like honey. Every morning, he will prepare hot water, squeeze toothpaste, and put away the towels.

After I finished washing, he put away the clothes I need to wear every day.

Habit is really a terrible thing. I looked at the dazzling array of clothes in front of the closet, but I didn't know which one to wear. I looked at it with bare feet, and the colors were so well divided from light to dark.

I wore a black dress and went out. When it was raining, I held an umbrella and walked from the shade of the trees. The raindrops were particularly big, and the umbrella made a sound when it landed.

I look up at the rain, whose tears are the rain, and who is sad for whom.

The roses in early spring bent their branches with rain in their mouths, falling drop by drop.

I stretched out my hand to catch the falling raindrops, but my hand was cold and wet.

Go inside and put away the umbrella, the wind blows the rain outside, the students who don’t have umbrellas run in embarrassment, laughing, wet hair and clothes, still can’t hide the youthful smile on their faces.

(End of this chapter)

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