occupy your heart

Chapter 59
Shen Yi looked at Yan Tingting, looked at her motionless, until Yan Tingting also felt very strange, he still didn't look back, "What's wrong? Is there something strange on my face?" Wiping his face in panic , I found that there is no strange thing sticking to it.

"Tingting, can you just stay by my side like this?"

"Ah? What are you talking about." Looking at Shen Yi uneasily, "Brother Shen, what you are saying now is so strange, it seems like something happened." Is that so?It seems that he knows that he will leave, so reluctant, is it brother Shen's emotion?But, if that was the case, why did he push himself away in the first place.Or, just treat yourself like a younger sister, the relationship between relatives.

Shen Yi turned his face away, "It's nothing, just treat me as nonsense." Perhaps, he is not qualified now, saying such words to keep her will only make her suffer by his side, it is better to let go .

Yan Tingting took a deep breath, and then exhaled again, "I feel so comfortable, I haven't felt so comfortable like this for a long time. Maybe I won't have the chance in the future~ Lying down like this and looking at the sky of my hometown." At this time, the blue sky, like It's like agreeing with her words. "Brother Shen, do you remember when we were young? Fishing in the small river below?"

Shen Yi immediately raised the corner of his mouth, "How could I forget that when you were young, because your fish was robbed by another child, you invited me to teach them a lesson together. In the end, you were scolded bloody by their parents , and finally went home dirty, and was scolded by my mother."

Yan Tingting also giggled, "What, so you remember so clearly." Tilting her head, "Brother Shen, will you remember me forever?"

As the sky gradually darkened, Yan Tingting couldn't see Shen Yi's face or his expression clearly, but felt that his tone seemed a bit sad, "Well, I will never forget it in my life, how could I forget it? Almost all the living expenses until I grew up were spent on me. In this way, you are still raised by me, so how can you forget?"

"What! What are you doing remembering this so clearly? Anyway, I won't pay you back in the future, and it's useless for you to remember. I won't recognize any debts without an IOU~" Mainly where did she come from? Pay back the money, nothing at all!She's just a pauper now.

"I will definitely remember, but I won't ask you to repay it, but you must remember to owe me a favor in the future. This must be repaid!" He just didn't want to have nothing to do with her in the future, at least let him There is a tinge of connection with her. "In the future, no matter how high or far you fly, you must remember that there was once a person to whom you owed a lot of favors! That's all."

"...What?" What, she said it so sadly, it felt like she was afraid that she would never return, but what should I do, she would never return, after going abroad, how could she return Have a chance to come back?Not anymore.So, did elder brother Shen know about this?But she didn't tell him.She remembered that she just told Yu Ling alone, maybe this guy. ． ．

"Brother Shen, you...do you know something?" Yan Tingting asked a little uneasy, if he really knew something, how would she explain it?

"What are you referring to? Or, do you think I should know something?" Shen Yi said in a daze.

"No, just pretend I didn't say anything." If Brother Shen really didn't know anything, why would she tell him these things now? Anyway, he might not care if he said it, so why should she be so affectionate Woolen cloth?At that time, it will be yourself who will be injured.

"Tingting, do you know? Do you know what kind of person you are in my heart?"

Yan Tingting didn't answer, but quietly looked at Shen Yi's side face, she knew that what she had to do now was just to listen.

"I don't know when it started. You have become a symbol of purity in my heart. What I have always thought in my heart is that I can't defile you. You are the purest person in the world. An absolute angel-like woman, although she is Thinking this way, another voice in my heart tells me that I want you and want to be with you."

When Yan Tingting heard such a monologue from Shen Yi, she didn't know how turbulent her heart was.It turned out that I also had such an important moment in Brother Shen's mind.

"Although I really dated you later, I didn't feel the feeling of two people's hearts being close to each other. It seems that there is an insurmountable wall between us. You are an angel, so you don't belong to me alone , this idea is finally getting stronger and stronger..."

Yan Tingting could guess what happened later, "So, at this time, a woman who is very similar to you appeared. You finally felt the feelings without barriers, so you gave up on me as a woman and chose Qin Xi." This is the ending of the story she guessed. From then on, the two lived happily together.And myself, from now on exit.He can no longer enter Brother Shen's life.

Shen Yi didn't speak, but his face was not very good-looking, he let go of his clenched fist leisurely, and laughed a few times as if laughing at himself, "That's right, Tingting, it's really a pity that you don't write novels, a genius like you , the most suitable thing to write about..."

Yan Tingting tilted her head, "Okay, I'll take your words as a compliment."

Shen Yi shrugged and spread his hands, "It doesn't matter, you can think so if you want." But she doesn't know, when will she know the real reason.Maybe, it's impossible for a lifetime, as long as Qin Xi doesn't let go, it's really impossible for a lifetime.

"Hey, Brother Shen." Yan Tingting's voice was a bit ethereal, as if it came from a far away place, but it was obviously so close.

"what?"

"If, I mean if, one day I'm gone. Going far, far away, and probably never coming back, will you think of me?" Think of her now and then?That angelic woman who was once in his heart.

"..." Shen Yi didn't answer, "Tingting, I don't answer hypothetical questions, that's totally meaningless."

Yan Tingting turned her eyes away, her expression was a little lonely, "That's right. But, if there is such a day, I will still miss you very much, and I will always miss you." Missing the days when he belonged to her, Mingming It still feels like it was yesterday.But now they want to tempt each other in such a roundabout way.

"Brother Shen, let's not go back tomorrow, okay?" After going back, all that was left was hurt, and now there was Qin Xi between them.But whether it is Shen Yi or Qin Xi, they all hold a very important place in her heart.So, I'm sorry, in the last week, can she be a little more selfish and willful?She promised that as long as this last week passed, she would not be able to watch or listen to anything that happened in the future.Even if it hurts!

"Why? Didn't you say you didn't want to come back a little earlier today?" Shen Yi habitually rubbed Yan Tingting's hair in a very pampering manner.

Close your eyes and enjoy the tenderness for a moment, "But it's different now, things need to be resolved here with Mom and Dad. If it's late, there will be no time... Also, there are many memories of our childhood here. Let's reminisce here together, this is called, relive the beautiful time of the past! How about it?" Yan Tingting was very excited.

"Well...Actually, I don't have any questions, I just want to ask you a question."

"what? What?"

"Why do you have no time when you're late?" Could it be that what Qin Xi said was true!He has been testing her, but the answers are very vague, thinking that this matter is probably non-existent, but judging from the current situation, it is very likely to be true.

"Ah... because, because I have to study hard! Maybe I won't come home for a long time, ahaha, that's it, I'm going to pass CET-[-]!" God knows how bad her English is, saying this She was really afraid that she would slip her tongue if she said that.

Shen Yi suddenly realized and nodded, "If it's really like what you said, then it really took a little effort. I don't think you will come back next year, and you will continue to study in school until you graduate. Let me see if you can Pass."

Yan Tingting immediately got up from the ground, gave Shen Yi a hard slap, gritted her teeth and seemed very angry, "You're looking for death! How can you look down on me so much? It won't take so much time. When I was in senior year I will pass!!!" Yan Tingting put down her rhetoric.

"...Tingting, there is a god when you raise your head three feet up."

"So, what do you mean?"

"I'm afraid that you will offend people by talking too much, no, God." Yan Tingting saw this scene with a playful smile on Shen Yi's face, and she refused to obey, "Hey! Student Shen, please be more serious! Now Is it an occasion for a hippie smile? If you don’t drink now, let me make it clear, and I guarantee that next year today will be your memorial day.” Because now she is already angry, completely burning.

Shen Yi showed a frightened expression, and raised his hands, "Okay, I'm joking, isn't it okay to be joking?" Yan Tingting snorted, indicating that it was more or less the same. "But, is it really what you said? Tingting, is it true? I can trust you."

Yan Tingting suddenly fell silent, and looked at Shen Yi in disbelief, he asked himself, is there any meaning in it?Or say, "...Damn, of course. When have I ever lied to you? Oh, I thought about it. Sure enough, you should go back first. You go back to class first, and I will deal with the matter here. I'll go back! How about it?" She thought it would be better to let Shen Yi stay away from her, because it felt like he could detect something.It's better to keep a distance from him than talk too much.

(End of this chapter)