occupy your heart

Chapter 60
Shen Yi frowned, "What? Do you want me to go back first?" Yan Tingting couldn't help being startled when she heard the questioning tone.Could it be that saying this is also a flaw? "Why? Didn't you ask me to be with you just now? Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

Yan Tingting scratched her head in embarrassment, how should she answer?Could it be that she still said it was because she was afraid that things would be revealed, so she would definitely be killed in seconds. "Why? Actually, I'm just worried about you. Think about it, the most important thing for you now is to study. Right, and the school needs you for many things now. I thought about it carefully, maybe here It is not so easy to solve the problem, maybe one day, maybe four or five days. I really want to wait until my parents understand me, so that I have the strength to do other things, otherwise, I will Definitely will be thinking about it. So..."

Although this reason is her nonsense, it cannot be said that all of them are untrue.At least the feeling she wanted to make her parents feel at ease was true.

Shen Yi touched his chin suspiciously, and looked at Yan Tingting's eyes that were dodging left and right, "Impossible, based on what I know about you, you would think so far? When will our little girl grow up?" Thinking about it, before Yan Tingting could answer, she shook her head and shook her head vigorously, "Impossible, absolutely impossible!"

"What's the meaning!!!"

"Um, well, I promise you, I'll just go back to school first. How about it?" Shen Yi quickly changed the topic because he didn't want to taste that fist again.

Yan Tingting patted her buttocks and stood up from the lawn, "Okay, the walk is over, let's go home~" She said while walking on the way back, but she was caught by Shen Yi within two steps, " Wait, if I remember correctly, we've only been out for 10 minutes, and the other 15 minutes are just sitting here to rest..."

An ominous premonition suddenly rose in Yan Tingting's heart, "So?"

"So, we still have to take a walk together!" Shen Yi clearly proposed.

"No! Yes!" Breaking free from Shen Yi's hand, Yan Tingting quickly ran back, but because of someone's short hands and feet, she was caught again two or three times.Moreover, this time Shen Yi was still holding on tightly, no matter how hard she tried, it was useless, "Okay, okay, I admit defeat, brother Shen, congratulations! You have won again. I will take a walk with you soon Go for a walk~" No longer struggling, "But let me tell you first, if you walk fast alone like last time, maybe I will sneak away!"

Shen Yi pursed his lips and looked at her smiling face, stretched out his hand to hold her hand, "How about this? This way you won't slip away? Also, don't worry, I won't walk away too fast It's over. I won't go too fast in the future, but I don't have time." You have already decided to leave me.

"What, why don't you have time? Brother Shen, there is still a long time to live." I will wait and see, I hope you can live a happier life than anyone else, even if she is no longer in his life, she is still alive. Will strive to live happily ever after, so. ． ． "Brother Shen, I feel that our conversation is very strange today! Speaking of it, it feels like a bull's head, hahaha!" She laughed stubbornly, she could feel that Brother Shen had already noticed, but since he didn't intend to stop himself , What's the point of not talking about this kind of thing?

Yan Tingting thought that this was the last time she would be alone with Shen Yi.

In the early morning of the next day, Shen Yi took the morning bus back to school, seeing his back gradually disappearing, she suddenly had a feeling that she wanted to stay.In the end, he just shook his head with a smile, turned around and went back, even if they parted ways from now on, it was the choice of the two, no one could be blamed!

As soon as I stepped into the house, I saw my parents sitting in the living room with serious expressions.Infected by this atmosphere, Yan Tingting's emotions also began to become tense. She carefully moved a chair and sat down. She knew that they wanted to ask her something, and she was mentally prepared, even if she was scolded. .She will face it bravely!

Yan's father lowered his head and sighed, "Tingting, you have to know that we have always regarded you as our own daughter. We have worked so hard to raise you, how could we hope that our child will be born overnight? How can you tell us to accept such a thing?"

Yan's father was a little agitated, so Yan Tingting didn't dare to say a word, she was afraid that if she spoke, her father would vomit blood in anger, so it's better to keep silent now.When they have finished what they want to say, and their emotions are almost released, when she speaks again, the effect will be much better.

Yan's mother sniffed, her voice was a little choked, and she seemed to have cried, "That's right, child. We love you and love you since we were young, and we don't want to be taken by someone someday. We are just ordinary parents. I just hope that my cherished child can be by my side, that's all."

Yan Tingting didn't know what to say, as if the current situation was not suitable for explaining such things.Just keeping silent, she really didn't know how to respond to her parents' feelings, that kind of affection for a daughter, such a heavy feeling.It's not something she can bear with just saying sorry, from her babbling to becoming a college student.She is loved every day, and because of this, she doesn't know how to comfort them.

Yan's father took out a cigarette and smoked it, while Yan's mother shed tears quietly, and the atmosphere suddenly became extremely cold.It's so depressing that I can't breathe!
"I...I know. I know that in the hearts of my parents, I have always regarded me as their own child. But for some reason, I returned to the Xia family. But I swear, I am definitely not because of the money of the Xia family! "

"Because then I know that I am not the biological child of your parents. But I would rather I am! You will not know the contradiction after I just heard about this incident. I don't want to believe it at all, but in my heart There is a trace of curiosity. If, if all this is true. Then, who are my parents? Am I an abandoned child? What should parents do if such a thing really happened?"

Yan Tingting covered her eyes with her hands, "You won't know how I feel, of course I know you love me very much. But I wanted to meet my parents whom I have never met. As a result, both of them died long ago Lost. It’s a pity, but I know that I’m not a child rejected by my parents. They left me because of helplessness. Then, I’m lucky to have my parents again. I’m very grateful to God, To be your daughter in this life is the proudest thing for me."

Tears overflowed from between fingers, "I, I know. You will definitely not be happy after knowing this, but I have my own reasons. I don't expect you to understand me, just don't hate me..." She was so scared. Could it be that she had to leave this house like this?Could her favorite home really not come back?

Yan's mother was still crying, but Yan's father was no longer smoking. He looked down at the ants on the ground, "Do you know the biggest difference between living things and human beings?"

Yan Tingting raised her head and looked at Father Yan, wondering what the meaning of his sudden question was.

"Because creatures don't have feelings. Some are just instincts, but human beings are different. They have feelings. Sometimes they will suffer and wander when making decisions. This is human beings. Even if they want to be selfish sometimes, but in their hearts There will still be conflicts. So I know that Tingting must feel uncomfortable when she makes such a decision, but since you have made such a decision, there must be something attractive to you on that road."

Yan's father said, his eyes started to turn red, "As your parents, Tingting, we will unconditionally support the decision you make. Even if you regret it in the future, your parents will always be your strong backing, no matter what When, whatever happens, the door of our house will always be open to you..."

Yan Tingting's tears suddenly poured down, she didn't know how to describe her current emotion.Instead of blaming himself, Dad supported his decision.

Yan's mother looked at Yan Tingting who was crying into tears, but smiled with relief, "Yes, Tingting, no matter what. No matter whether your decision makes us sad or not, you will always be our father in our hearts. Mommy's good boy, no matter what, you will still come back to me, and in that case, it can be regarded as an explanation to us."

Yan Tingting wiped away her tears, "I know, no matter where I am in the future, or how long I will be away from you, I will come back, because this is my only home." The people she loves, all It's all here.Even if she had to leave them temporarily, she would not forget everything here.She will come back, this is the only home she agrees with!

Yan's father suddenly suppressed his smile and looked at Yan Tingting, "Oh, by the way, Xiao Yi told us that you will go back to foreign countries in a week? Is this true? But your mother and I still want to hear from you personally."

Yan Tingting's eyes widened in shock, "...Brother Shen said...?" Sure enough, her feeling was right.Brother Shen knows, knows about that matter.No wonder his tone sounded weird yesterday, as if there was something in his words.

"Yeah, did something happen between that child and you? He looks weird." Father Yan looked at her expression worriedly.

"...No, it's nothing. Hehe, it's just that I didn't tell him, and I don't know how he knew, so I feel a little weird." She just didn't want to worry her parents, and said that she and Brother Shen had already broken up? ?This will only increase the trouble.

"Is that so? Hey, it's actually quite right to think about it. That kid Xiao Yi grew up with you, can't he guess what's on your mind? How can you hide it from him?" Mama Yan He sighed on the side, "Tingting, are you really going abroad? I can see that Xiaoyi child wants to tell you not to go, he looks very lonely, do you really want to leave like this? Maybe you Once we leave, there will be no possibility for the two of us to see each other again."

"This kind of thing... this kind of thing..." Of course she knew, but the two of them saw that it was already over, and even if she didn't go abroad, there was no way to undo it.Therefore, it can be said that half of the reason why she agreed to this request was because of Shen Yi.It can also be said to be an escape, even if it is an escape!
She is a coward.

(End of this chapter)