occupy your heart

Chapter 63
"Enough! Yu Ling is really enough! I don't want to listen anymore, you go, just treat me as such a selfish person, okay, you go! I don't want to see you now." Is she selfish?That's right, she is selfish, she is just an ordinary person who wants to be cared about by the person she loves.What can you prove by calling your own name?Do you love her, or do you owe her?She wanted to escape, but she didn't want to face it anymore. She had a bad premonition that if she didn't leave, she would be caught by sadness, and she would never recover.

"I don't know what you're thinking, I just know that if I were you, after knowing that the person Brother Yi has always loved deeply is me, I would desperately go to him, even if I would be crushed to pieces. Yan Tingting! Listen carefully , Brother Yi is at the Red River Bar, it’s up to you whether you go or not. Please don’t make me feel like I’m looking down on you at the last moment!” Yu Ling slammed the door and left, leaving a room of silence.

Yan Tingting's mind became confused, and the room was so quiet that only the ticking of the clock remained.She didn't know how long it had passed, and she didn't know how tormented her heart was, she stood up and stumbled to the outside.He stopped a taxi and told the driver in an uncontrollable trembling voice, "Please... Please take me to... Red River Bar."

The driver gave her a strange look, turned around and started the car and started driving.

"Miss! It's here."

Yan Tingting suddenly came back to her senses, glanced at her watch anxiously, "Oh... how much is it?"

"20 yuan, thank you."

She found 20 yuan in her bag and gave it to the driver, and Yan Tingting got out of the car.Looking at this brightly lit place, she suddenly had an urge to escape.But she went in anyway, because of her attire, she was stopped by the guard, and she went in after showing her ID card helplessly.

It's very dark inside, the music is loud, there is a strong smell of cigarettes, and there are all kinds of people.In short, she didn't like it very much.Looking around, he quickly found Shen Yi's location, because it was almost the focus of the audience.A group of promiscuous girls, Shen Yi, who was unconscious, was wandering among such a group of girls.

Her feet moved to that side uncontrollably, her eyes fixed on Shen Yi for a moment, she had never seen him like this before.Why did it become like this?She didn't like, didn't like those women surrounding him!I really don’t like it, no, it’s not that I don’t like it, it’s that I hate it, I hate it! !

When he got closer, he found that Yu Ling was also sitting on the ground not far away, looking at Shen Yi with tears in his eyes.Perhaps, she was really not as brave as Yu Ling, and she didn't dare to ask for answers, and she didn't dare to come and see Brother Shen.

"Tingting...Tingting..." Shen Yi hugged a woman, but kept calling his name.Yan Tingting stretched out her hand to cover her chest, she felt so uncomfortable that she was about to die.She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she rushed up and pushed the women around Shen Yi away one by one.Pulling out the naked woman he was holding in his arms, Shen Yi's expression suddenly became flustered, and he stretched out his hand to hug that woman back, "No, Tingting don't go, stay by my side, okay? Even if I can't touch you, I can only see you, don't leave me..."

Yan Tingting grabbed his shoulder and began to shake, "Why? Why!! Aren't you going to break up with me? Aren't you with Qin Xi? Why do you still suffer for me? Why?" She was not only asking him, but also She was asking herself, why did she become like this, and what kind of things she didn't know.

Shen Yi's eyes were very confused, he raised his head to look at Yan Tingting's crying face, and suddenly smiled, "Are you crying? Crying... why? Why are you crying? It's me who is so sad! It's me! Why are you crying?" If you want to cry, you have to go, you have to go...Since this is the case, go! Go! Leave me alone, just go away without looking back." Shen Yi bent down and cried like a child, Yan Tingting was at a loss .

"Obviously you are the one who wants to break up with me, why are you blaming me now, you scoundrel!" Tears fell drop by drop, "Scumbag..."

"Tingting, don't go, don't go!" Shen Yi suddenly hugged Yan Tingting, and Yan Tingting was also crushed by Shen Yi because of a momentary carelessness, and the gentle kiss fell on her body like a storm. He stretched out his hand to push, but was easily subdued by him.

She tried her best to dodge her head, not wanting Shen Yi to invade her further, tears kept streaming for some reason, unstoppable, "Why do you treat me like this? Don't you have Qin Xi? In your heart, who am I?" What! Uuuuuuuuuu..." It was her fault, she shouldn't have come here to see his situation softly.The current state, not only did not help, but also let myself fall into such a situation.

Shen Yi reluctantly wanted to kiss Yan Tingting's lips, but finally, she had no strength to resist, and closed her eyes helplessly.But he didn't feel the movement of Shen Yi's kiss for a long time, he opened his eyes in doubt, and found that Shen Yi was looking at him with red eyes, not for a moment, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the next second.This feeling made her feel pampered.

"What's wrong?" Yan Tingting wiped his tears with trembling hands, "Why are you crying?"

"Is this my dream? I thought you were so cruel that you didn't even want to come into my dream. I miss you very much, but you are leaving. I can only drink here. Only I can't even walk anymore, so I won't go to you, so I don't have to go to you!" Shen Yi's voice was a little hoarse, which made Yan Tingting feel very worried.

"What... mean? What exactly do you mean!! Tell me clearly, why do you still tell me these things after you broke up? What's the point of saying this now, you..." Her accusations were all blocked In Shen Yi's mouth.

Yan Tingting felt a little dizzy, perhaps because of Shen Yi's mouth full of alcohol.Maybe it's because of my full expectations?Expectation, yes, she herself didn't know what was going on with her current feeling.Don't want to let him go, don't want to let him go!What to do, if this continues, she will want to stay by his side, even if her body is smashed to pieces and her bones are destroyed forever.She would do that. I don't know when she started to have such deep feelings for Brother Shen.

Tasting the salty taste in her mouth, she didn't know whose tears it was, her own?Or brother Shen?Perhaps it was because Shen Yi also tasted it, his movements suddenly slowed down, he was no longer impatient, but slowly, slowly drifting around her lips.In the end, his whole body stopped suddenly, and he looked at Yan Tingting in disbelief, then got up and stumbled away.The action was so fast that Yan Tingting couldn't react. ． ．
Staring blankly at Shen Yi's back, Yan Tingting was confused, what do you mean?The one who was still pampering me just now has run away!
What kind of person is she in that person's heart?Whether it is important or not, why she can't see clearly now, she is confused, she doesn't know what to do.Is she going to leave anyway?But what if you don't leave, the same thing can't be changed, Qin Xi is still brother Shen's girlfriend.

Even though elder brother Shen still has himself in his heart, he is still dating Qin Xi. Why is that?If there is a reason, then what is the reason? Could it be that Qin Xi is still brother Shen's fiancée who made a marriage contract since he was a child?Ah ha ha, how could she not know about this kind of thing.Since this is not the case, why is Brother Shen unwilling to break up with Qin Xi even though he is drinking here in pain?

Carefully huddling on the sofa at one side, ignoring the noise around her, Yu Ling was not here because she chased after Shen Yi from the beginning, and now she feels helpless.It was as if the whole world had abandoned her, no one cared about her, and brother Shen also left himself and ran away alone.

She didn't know how she got home, her consciousness was blurred, and her whole body seemed to be floating.When I got home, it was already dawn, and I sat on the sofa for a long time without saying a word.I don't know what I was thinking, but all the things in my mind were mixed together in a mess, and I couldn't figure it out.

It wasn't until she heard the doorbell ringing that she came back to her senses a little, rubbed her swollen brain nucleus, stood up tremblingly and went to open the door, only to find that it was Shao Feng who came.

She was stunned for a while, "You...why did you come so early."

"Miss, it's getting late. It's already past nine o'clock. The master asked me to pick you up at the airport. We have more than an hour for the plane at eleven o'clock. You can pack your things first, and of course you can do whatever you want." You don’t need to bring it. If you find it troublesome, you can leave empty-handed, anyway, everything has been arranged in advance.”

Yan Tingting actually didn't listen to a word, she was very dizzy now, but saw Shao Feng's mouth opening and closing chattering endlessly.As soon as it went dark, she really fell into the boundless darkness. Yan Tingting's dizziness didn't matter, it just ruined Shao Feng and his party.

He hurriedly carried Yan Tingting into the car, and rushed to the hospital, only to feel relieved when he heard that it was just fainted because of staying up late and tired.Before they could breathe a sigh of relief, Xia Quan started calling again to rush to the airport. Anyway, Yan Tingting didn't bother to faint, and those scary people were still exhausted.

At 10:30, a group of people showed up at the airport on time.In fact, it's strange to say that Yan Tingting doesn't wake up in the morning and doesn't wake up in the evening, but she woke up as soon as the car sounded stable.He sat up slowly, and before he knew where he was, he was dragged down by Shao Feng.Shao Feng nervously pulled Yan Tingting up and down to look, "Miss, how is it? Are you okay, do you still feel unwell? Why did you stay up late, Miss, what are you doing late at night? Didn't I tell you that staying up late hurts?" body?"

"No, you didn't tell me, I told you. Also, I'm a little confused now, where are we?" How does it look like an airport?How come, isn't she going to leave, leave? ! !

"Professor Shao, is the one-month period due today?" She was asking knowingly, she knew it was due today, but she was not mentally prepared yet, how could she just leave like this? To say goodbye to the few friends she had!He hasn't completely given up on Brother Shen yet, but the time of one month is up again.

Can she go back on it?
(End of this chapter)