occupy your heart

Chapter 62
Originally, Yan Tingting was going to stay with her parents, but in the end she was driven back by the two elders together.When she got in the car, she turned her head and saw her parents wiping her tears, and felt sore in her heart.Yes, that's what I said, I support you in whatever choice you make.But people's hearts are fleshy, so if you say you're not sad, you won't be sad, how is that possible?
Yan Tingting quickly got into the car, not wanting her parents to see her overflowing tears.

After spending some time in the car in a daze, when I got home, there was no one there.Tired, he threw the bag on the sofa and lay down like that.Although she was tired, she was sober-minded, and she couldn't close her eyes no matter what.

Looking at the grids on the ceiling that are connected one by one, he stretched out his fingers to count, and remembered that when he and Shen Yi were arguing for the remote control board, the two of them were arguing, and for some reason, their shoes ran to the ceiling , There is still a big footprint there.

Thinking of this, she suddenly discovered that there are memories of her and Shen Yi everywhere in this house. "It turns out that such a long time has passed." However, it has only been a few years since she moved here, but it feels like a lifetime to her.She always thought that she would not be able to remember these memories, but when she touched these things, she suddenly realized how deeply she remembered them.

Is she really leaving?

Although she was reluctant, she knew very well that staying here would only make her suffer more.Do you want her to be here to witness the memories of Qin Xi and Shen Yi?No, she doesn't want to.She would rather all of this have nothing to do with her anymore, even if that is the case, it is better than being so hurt.She will not be able to live, because now she realizes how deeply that person has left in her heart.

Suddenly feeling a bit of coolness, I stretched out my hand to touch it, only to find that my face was full of tears.

She was really, really, really, really sad.

So she decided to skip school for the last week! ! !She raised her hands, "Yes, I won't go to school anymore, anyway, I'm going abroad, and studying won't help much..." She admitted that she really wanted to give up on herself. "Ah~ I suddenly feel a little tired after thinking so much, let's go to sleep first." Turned over and got into the sofa, and fell asleep as expected.

And falling asleep so uncomfortable, she even had a dream, but she didn't know what dream she had in such a mess.Just feeling sad, always like that, sad. ． ．
In fact, after accepting the fact that she had to leave, she was not so sad. She just felt very lonely, and the feeling that she couldn't express it was really lonely.But fortunately, Yu Ling was still by her side. When she thought of Yu Ling, she thought of a very important thing - why did Brother Shen know that she was leaving?If someone hadn't said it, how could he know!
Moreover, the identity of this person is very obvious, because apart from the members of the Xia family, only Yu Ling knows it!What kind of mood did this guy have to tell Shen Yi about this matter?What a bad girl. ． ．
Now Yan Tingting is awake, but her eyes are closed again, she belongs to the type who thinks clearly but doesn't want to move her body lazily.

So, when someone approached her, she knew it, but she didn't want to move, so she continued to pretend to be asleep.Unexpectedly, not only did that person not leave, but he also covered himself with something.And sat down on a corner of the sofa, because Yan Tingting felt that a corner of the sofa had sunk.

Then she heard Shen Yi's voice, sighing.Then she felt a hand gently touching her face, tender and loving, which almost made her sink into that kind of satisfaction.It would be fine if there were no such words, "...Bon voyage." It was a sad tone, but it made Yan Tingting's heart ache even more, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.Wiped dry by that person, "Silly girl, you are crying even in your dreams, can't you think about happy things?"

But he doesn't know, because all her happy things are related to him, how should she think?She didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't want to think about it. She didn't expect him to become a taboo in her heart. She really didn't expect it.

Hearing the sound of Shen Yi going upstairs, she dared to open her eyes, looked at his back, and lightly parted her red lips, "Bad guy." But she didn't make a sound, but the scolding person burst into tears.

Yu Ling was very loyal and didn't show up for a week, and so did Shen Yi. Since that day, Yan Tingting has never seen her again.Since she didn't go to school herself, and of course she didn't see Shao Feng, thinking of the few friends she had in school, Qin Xi shouldn't be counted, because she made her feel bad.

Counting with fingers, let's count Yanyu, I haven't seen that guy for a long time, hey, let's count as one, or make up the number of people.Yu Ling, I don't know why we became good friends with her, so I said that people are incredible creatures, no matter in terms of physical structure or spiritual world.

What is Brother Shen?friend?No, it's too shallow to use such words to describe his position in her heart.But now apart from relatives, she really doesn't know how to position him. For the time being, they are relatives.

After thinking about it, she decided to add Qin Xi to it.My friend, she still did a lot of things for herself in the past, although she also did things that hurt her very much, so let's pay off, my friend. ． ．
"Ah, I haven't counted all five fingers!" Thinking of this, she felt very angry. Although she said that she had very few friends, she had a lot of enemies. Is this fair?unfair!His eyes widened angrily, "Eh? That guy Shao Feng can be considered a friend, who cares, he must be a friend, otherwise he would be too pitiful."

She entertained herself all afternoon, and thinking of leaving tomorrow, Yan Tingting couldn't help being very melancholy~ melancholy!In endless melancholy, Yan Tingting heard the doorbell, and ran down to open the door quickly, only to find that it was Yu Ling who hadn't shown up for a long time.Originally, Yan Tingting wanted to slam the door and leave, but for the sake of leaving this person tomorrow, she forgave her once.Anyway, I won't see her in the future, so make a good impression.

He opened the door with a smile, "Damn girl, you only think of me now, if you waited for you to raise me, you wouldn't even know I was dead!"

Yu Ling walked into the door in panic, "Yan Tingting! You didn't open your voice to scold me? It seems that I still don't understand you. I didn't expect you to have such a broad mind."

Yan Tingting held back for a while, and spat at her, "Damn girl, if I hadn't left here tomorrow, I wouldn't have let you go so easily! I just want to leave a good memory for you , Then, the me in your memory is just smiling~ You won’t feel that having such a friend is scary.” See how kind-hearted she is.

But there are still people who don't appreciate it, Yu Ling waved his hand, "No, forget it. I will think it is normal if you scold me. If you continue like this today, I will feel that this day is the one I have lived since I met you. It's the scariest day! Do you understand?" She actually had good intentions, and she didn't want to see Yan Tingting suppressing herself like this. What should I do if I get overwhelmed? I heard that foreigners don't like mental illness.

"You are really indebted, Yu Ling! Didn't I scold you because you feel uncomfortable all over? Didn't I say that I will leave here tomorrow, you heartless thing, at least they will put you When the two of you are friends, you don't come to see me like this, come and see me, it's time for me to leave! You must have done it on purpose."

"Oh, you have wronged me, really, I swear." Yu Ling held up three fingers, "It's not that I don't want to come to see you, in fact, I was ready to come a long time ago, but something delayed me."

"What's so important, is it more important than me?" Yan Tingting was curious.

"Of course, Brother Yi's affairs are always more important than you." Yu Ling took it for granted.

Although Yan Tingting also felt that for Yu Ling, Brother Shen was really more important than herself, but wouldn't it be good to keep such things in her heart?It just needs to be brought out and said, it's fine to say it, but it's still needed to be heard by the less important person in the party!

Yan Tingting jumped to Yu Ling's sorrow and tied her neck, squeezed a threatening word from between her teeth, "What a guy who values ​​sex and despises friends, see if I don't strangle you to death." In fact, although it looks very hard, Yan Tingting Really only with very little effort.Yu Ling was also very cooperative, pretending to be uncomfortable, "Wow~ Yan Tingting, you murdered, I'm telling the truth...ah, I'm going to die." Professionally tilted his head to one side, pretending to be dead look.

As a result, the two women laughed together on the sofa. After laughing, there was silence.There was an oppressive silence, neither of them spoke, neither cried nor laughed, making the atmosphere very stiff.

"What are you talking about about Brother Shen?" In fact, she cared very much, very much, because Brother Shen didn't come home for a long time.And what worries Yu Ling is definitely not a trivial matter.

Yu Ling lowered his head, "I don't know, I just think Brother Yi has been acting weird recently, I guess it's because of you. So I don't know what mood I should use to face you, so I didn't come to see you." Uneasy Stirring his fingers, Yu Ling didn't raise his head to look at Yan Tingting, his voice was very low.

"How could it be because of me, haha, think about it, he left me alone at home for a whole week! I didn't see him for a week, so how is it possible?" She didn't believe that Shen Yi was What happened because of her, she thought it was possible because of Qin Xi.

"Brother Yi, he goes to the bar all day long and doesn't go to class. The school has issued an ultimatum. If he doesn't go to school again, he will be expelled! That's why I want to beg you, go and see him. Can he go to school?" Yu Ling really wanted Yan Tingting to help Shen Yi, because she had seen Shen Yi sitting in a corner full of alcohol, although there were a group of girls around her, But I still feel that he is a lonely person.With red eyes, she kept calling Yan Tingting's name, which made her very jealous, really jealous!

Yan Tingting's eyes are red, is it really because of herself?Is it because you said you were leaving?But why, he had to say something like that that day, and it was a good trip?Don't you want to leave by yourself?Then why does he still go to the bar, why doesn't he go to school!Although she didn't want to admit it, she was really, really worried.

Stubbornly turned away, "I don't want to go." What's the use of her going, "He has Qin Xi by his side, and someone is already with him, why should I interfere."

Yu Ling turned Yan Tingting's face away, "Do you know what you're talking about? Qin Xi! I've never seen that woman appear before, and Brother Yi is calling your name all the time now. Don't you understand? Although I once doubted Brother Yi, but now I am very clear and understand. Brother Yi loves only you from the beginning to the end, what else do you want? Really don't want to go? Think about it Let him go down like this, and then you go to the Xia family to be your eldest lady? You have always been like this, right, how can you be so selfish..." Yu Ling was very excited, because it was related to Shen Yi, She is more serious than ever.

(End of this chapter)