Shanyue doesn't know what's going on

Chapter 86 Sin
After Xiang Yao's funeral was settled, Xiang Yuan had a dream that night.For half of her life, she has been walking forward over thorns and thorns, climbing to high places without hesitation, but in this dream, she has been falling, falling from a bone-chilling height to an invisible abyss.The hardships of childhood, the persistence of studying in a foreign land, the hard work of entering the society, the loneliness and beauty after marriage... and the gentle smile of Ye Qianze under the moonlight, the sad wind on the sea that day, the increasingly blurred feelings of parents and Xiang Yi. The face, the back view of Xiang Yao and Teng Jun walking away holding hands, all these are like imprints carved on the cliff.She was falling at a speed like a meteor, and before she had time to take another look at those fleeting fragments, she had already missed them again and again.

The wind on the cliff brushed past her, the fear of jumping turned into desperate relief after the endless fall, and the yearning for the ending where the dust settled and her body was smashed to pieces... Finally, the bottom of the cliff was in sight, Just wait for a while, after a deep muffled sound, what greets her is endless freedom, a freedom that she has never experienced in half her life.However, the moment Xiang Yuan closed his eyes, he fell heavily into unexpected softness, it felt like a fatal blow from the force of wind and thunder, and he was trapped in a whole ball of cotton wool, leaving only endless disappointment.

Xiang Yuan opened his eyes and saw Ye Yun's innocent smiling face.At the bottom of the cliff, he took over her fall with his flesh and blood.His eyes were looking at her and smiling, but the hands that caught her were horrible, blurred with blood and bones.

"Do not--"

Xiang Yuan woke up from his dream with a scream, the hanging curtains were swinging in the dark without wind, the night was as cold as water, and the brocade quilt was thin.How could she believe that a pure and kind child like Ye Yun could be cruel?It is said that he shot Teng Jun in the head ten meters away, and shot him in the head.During his several years in the police force, he never fired a single shot. Kindness is the biggest similarity between the two brothers. Even seeing a bird with a broken leg, Ye Yun would feel distressed for a long time. What made him ignore Xiang Xiang? Yao's last plea completely cut off Teng Jun's way of life.

After dawn, Xiang Yuan and the Ye family's lawyer went back and forth to see Ye Yun who was still in confinement.On the night of the accident, it was proved that Teng Jun did not have a deadly weapon on him, that is to say, Ye Yun and another colleague did not encounter violent resistance or violent attack in their pursuit. one shot.No one knew what it was for, and even his boss, who had always valued him, tried hard to ask him, but he didn't get a reasonable explanation.Ye Yun had only one answer: he was too nervous and impulsive at that time, completely lost his mind, and was willing to accept any punishment.It was already the fourth day of his quarantine inspection, and his superiors had already ordered him to hand over his gun and suspend his duties. As for whether he would be subject to administrative punishment, he had to wait for further verification and investigation. If things went in a worse direction, he It is very likely that he will be prosecuted criminally.

It's just been four days since we saw each other. Across the long table, the two sat face to face, as if they had been separated forever.Ye Yun's eyes were bloodshot, it could be seen that he hadn't slept well these days, but his body was still tidy.This kind of meeting was an exception, Xiang Yuan's heart was so turbulent that it was difficult to calm down, but his face was calm, and he asked, "Are you okay?"

Ye Yun nodded slowly, bit her lips for a while, and then said: "Is Xiang Yao okay, does he know about Teng Jun...she must hate me very much."

Thinking that he has been isolated from the world these days, none of his colleagues bothered to tell him about Xiang Yao, but he would know sooner or later.

"It doesn't matter whether you hate it or not. Ye Yun, Xiang Yao died. There was an accident during the delivery, and she left behind a child. I just brought her ashes home yesterday." Xiang Yuan's narration was as calm as water. , The tears have already flowed, it is unnecessary to repeat it again.

"died?"

Ye Yun repeated blankly, for a short while, hoping that Xiang Yuan's next sentence would say: "I lied to you." How could he die?When he was a child, Xiang Yao, who walked one after the other on the field road to school with him, cried and said, "For the sake of you who I loved", and begged him to let Teng Jun's girl go. died?But Xiang Yuan would not make such a cruel joke.

The corners of Ye Yun's mouth moved, and his hands that were lying flat on the table were slowly clenched.He didn't cry, but his shoulders trembled uncontrollably.It seemed obvious to him that if Teng Jun was still alive, something might have happened to Xiang Yao. His shot killed two living people.

"Ye Yun." Xiang Yuan stretched out a hand towards him. The table was too long, so he couldn't reach him no matter what.Ye Yun slowly put his hand under the table.He didn't dare to touch her, because there was blood on his hands that couldn't be wiped away, and he was the one who sent Xiang Yuan's only relative to the point of no return.

Xiang Yuan didn't know about Ye Yun's pain, and a small piece of her heart was slowly festering under the severe pain.She raised the knife with one hand and chopped off the other hand, but what can she do?The dead are all dead, and she must keep the living one, because she can no longer lose it. This is her only, unquestionable choice.

The lawyer sitting on the side got a look from Xiang Yuan, got up knowingly, first made a phone call, then walked to the door and whispered a few words to the guarding policeman.The policeman glanced in Ye Yun's direction and walked out in silence.

"Ye Yun, raise your head, give me your hand...give me your hand." Xiang Yuan knew that her time was limited, so she couldn't care less about soft words of comfort.Her toughness and determination made Ye Yun, who was still unable to get away from the news of Xiang Yao's death, slowly stretched out his hand and placed it on her palm as if in a dream.That hand was as cold as ice, and Xiang Yuan held it tightly behind his back.

"You'll be fine."

Ye Yun has a kind of indifference to the trial he is about to face, "I am responsible for the consequences of what I do, and I can't blame anyone for anything."

"But I won't let anything happen to you." Looking into his eyes, Xiang Yuan said in an unquestionable tone, "Remember, that shot was a last resort. That night, you and another colleague hunted down the murder suspect Teng Jun to that road. In a dead end, Teng Jun had nowhere to go, so he counterattacked and fought you desperately. He knocked down your colleague in a frenzy, and rushed towards you. It was too dark, and you didn’t see clearly whether he had a murder weapon in his hand. You give I gave him a stern warning, but he didn't listen, so you fired, maybe it was too defensive, but you didn't have a choice. Do you remember? He was the one who came at you first, and you didn't have a choice."

"It's not like that." Ye Yun shook his head in confusion.

"It must be!" Xiang Yuan said decisively, "Because your colleagues have personally proved this point. What you explained before was because you were too frightened to remember clearly. Everything you did at that time was to protect you and For the safety of your colleagues, Attorney Liu will represent you in handling the next matter, but you have to believe what I just said is the truth."

"Xiang Yuan, you..."

"I said that if I want you to be well, I will never let you have an accident."

Ye Yun couldn't accept it, "But what you said is not true. I know best what I did. No matter what the consequences are, I deserve it. I can't do what you said."

Xiang Yuan showed a sad expression, "It's not for yourself, Ye Yun, it's for me."

Two days later, Ye Yun finished the quarantine inspection and left the police station accompanied by Lawyer Liu.Although the shooting of Teng Jun has not been finally settled, and Ye Yun's official position has not been restored, but he knows that Xiang Yuan has made enough efforts to get through the joints of all parties.What's more, Teng Jun is a fugitive murderer with proven evidence, without any background, and Ye Yun has always performed well in the past, and his superiors are willing to do this favor to protect his own people, so he was able to return home and regain his freedom temporarily.

On the day Ye Yun returned home, Xiang Yuan didn't say anything.At night, on that huge bed, they entangled fiercely as if the world was about to be destroyed, crazily absorbing each other's warmth, as if they would dry up and die after a short separation.

For a long time after that, Ye Yun didn't have to work in the bureau anymore.He doesn't go anywhere, and always shoots in the yard alone with a basketball in his arms, time and time again, from morning to night, without getting bored or tired.After Xiang Yuan came back, he happily ate with her, and the two of them never talked about those people and things in the past.At night, after the most secret passion, they hug each other and sleep together peacefully in an illusory paradise built by themselves.Happiness is like the stars in the sky. Lying under the sky in the summer night, I feel that it is very close to me, as if it is at my fingertips.

It's a pity that Xiang Yuan's sleep is shallow. Almost every night when she wakes up, she always sees Ye Yun lying beside her with his eyes closed, his teeth clenched, being chased by nightmares covered in cold sweat.From his expression, Xiang Yuan could imagine the fear and torture he encountered in his dream. He wanted to get rid of it, but he couldn't.But when the sun rises, Ye Yun will wake up next to her pillow with a smile, as if he doesn't remember the nightmare that haunted him at night.

Finally, in the middle of the night, Ye Yun woke up screaming, sweating profusely like he had been washed.

Xiang Yuan sat up and hugged him from behind, feeling his heartbeat that was about to break free from his chest.

"Tell me, what are you afraid of?" She once thought that if she didn't ask, and he didn't mention it, everything would slowly evaporate in the desert of time, but she was probably wrong, that nightmare refused to let him go, he Refuse to let go of yourself.

"Blood, I dreamed about the blood on Teng Jun's body. There was more and more blood on Teng Jun's body like a tide. It didn't even pass over my head. All I breathed was the smell of blood. I opened my mouth to scream, and the blood came from I poured it into my mouth." Ye Yun panted heavily, never thought that he would shoot and kill an unarmed fleeing man, even though Teng Jun was guilty, he should not die that night.

Xiang Yuan gently turned Ye Yun's face to face him, "Ye Yun, did you kill him because of me?"

Ye Yun seemed to have returned to that deep and dark alley again. On the concrete floor, their footsteps were hurried and messy.After chasing down from the small apartment where Xiang Yuan used to live, Ye Yun has been chasing after Teng Jun. He has only one thought, that Teng Jun can't escape. Things in the world, if he was allowed to escape tonight, the consequences would be even more disastrous.

Although the location of the small apartment is not remote, it is mostly surrounded by old-style residential areas, with many narrow alleys and corners.Teng Jun is not familiar with this place, but Ye Yun is different. When Xiang Yuan was still living here, he was a frequent visitor in this area.

Teng Jun was finally forced to a dead end by him, and the sound of sirens was getting closer and closer.Teng Jun tried to climb over the wall at the end of the alley, but fell in vain.Ye Yun was approaching step by step behind him, and he knew that he was not Ye Yun's opponent.

"Don't come here, what good will it do you if I go to jail, I will reveal all Xiang Yuan's scandals, and then no one will have a better life... Ye Yun, let me go, I don't want to go to jail! Yao and the child are still waiting for me." Teng Jun flinched against the wall in vain.

Ye Yun stretched out his hand, "Hand over the recording you said."

"Hand it over? Then you send me to the execution ground to be shot? Stop dreaming, let me go, or just wait and see what happens to Xiang Yuan! What do you want, kill me if you have the ability , Do you dare? If you don’t dare, just give me a way to go, if you are in a hurry, I will die, and as long as I have a breath, I will definitely not let you go.”

"I'll say it again, hand over the things." Ye Yun's hand was already on the gun, but the leather case was wet from the sweat of his palm.

"I'll say it again, don't even think about it. The police brigade is coming, Ye Yun, will you let me go or not!"

The sound of footsteps approaching quickly came from behind, and each sound seemed to knock on the hearts of two equally nervous people.Ye Yun couldn't help turning his head back, his colleague Old Wang was chasing after him.

"Ye Yun, don't let him run away."

From the moment Lao Wang appeared, complete despair appeared on Teng Jun's face, and he knew that he could never leave again.All his unwillingness and resentment were poured on Ye Yun who was facing him. It was Ye Yun who chased him to nowhere, and it was Xiang Yuan who forced him here. He wanted both of them to pay the price, even if it was going to hell, He wants to give them a hand too.

"Don't regret it!" Teng Jun cursed all this, and yelled at the policeman Lao Wang who rushed over, "I have a future..."

He only had time to say this, and the next half sentence came to an abrupt end.The bullet pierced his forehead, blasting a red and white flower of blood on the mossy brick wall behind him.In that one-thousandth of a second, Ye Yun drew his gun, took aim, and shot without hesitation or thinking... The ballistic trajectory was precise, and he was killed by one shot, just like he had achieved good results on the shooting range countless times.It was no longer possible for Teng Jun to say the next half of the sentence, and he fell down under Lao Wang's stunned eyes.

The devil lurking in Ye Yun's heart finally strangled the angel. He had known for a long time that evil thoughts and greedy desires grew in his heart, and he was infatuated with things that should not belong to him, so at this moment he succumbed to the selfishness of human nature .Even if what Teng Jun said is true, even if Xiang Yuan really kills, Ye Yun can not have justice, but he can't allow anyone to hurt the one he loves, and he can't let anyone ruin the happiness he just tasted.He committed a whole body of crimes because of this, and from then on, he remembered Teng Jun's last wide-open eyes and unbelievable face in his nightmares every night. However, even if he couldn't escape the self-condemnation in his heart, he would still I have no doubt that I will still make that decision.

Xiang Yuan found the answer from Ye Yun's silence. She thought she was making every step, but it turned out that she was just an insignificant pawn in the hands of fate, no matter how she moved, it would be a dead end.

"Sure enough, you didn't shoot because of nervousness and impulsiveness, and you didn't lose your head. You were afraid that he would say something that shouldn't be said, so you killed him to silence him." Xiang Yuan didn't know who to pity, Ye Yun, Teng Jun, Xiang Yao, or herself. "It's a pity you don't know that there is nothing in the USB flash drive on Teng Jun that can threaten anyone. Xiang Yao changed it privately. Even I didn't expect you to kill him. Ye Yun, who and Did we make this a joke?"

"Change?" Ye Yun turned around, and for a few seconds, the room was suffocatingly quiet.Ye Yun then bent down, buried his face deeply in Xiang Yuan's chest, and curled up like a panicked child.

"Don't be like this, Ye Yun, just cry if you feel bad." Xiang Yuan smoothed his short black and thick hair with his knuckles.

Ye Yun shook his head, "I promised you never to cry again."

"Forget what I said. Many times, the person who is most wrong is myself. I am too stubborn. In fact, whether it is crying, laughing, loving or hating, which one can be forced? I am the most I regret that I shouldn't have involved you."

"Xiang Yuan, I killed someone. Will guilty people go to hell?" Ye Yun murmured.

Xiang Yuan raised his head and laughed, "That's fine, at least we can still depend on each other there."

Ye Yun's tears finally burst, and he cried bitterly in Xiang Yuan's arms. If yesterday was a sin, could tears wash it away?

(End of this chapter)