Shanyue doesn't know what's going on

Chapter 87 Sunrise
The result of Ye Yun's matter has not yet been resolved, and administrative punishment may be inevitable, but no matter what, he doesn't have to face prison.After going through that incident, Ye Yun seemed to have matured a lot overnight, and became a lot quieter. His whole body became quiet, and he was no longer the ignorant pure white boy he used to be.Once, Xiang Yuan said to him: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to return to the team, just come to the company to help me. The company has your share, and this is also your job." Ye Yun responded casually at that time. Said: "Okay."

He was too quiet and too obedient.As long as Xiang Yuan said anything, he was willing and nodded.For a while, Xiang Yuan didn't know whether such a change was good or bad. He also tried to invite a psychiatrist to his home and tried to communicate with Ye Yun, hoping that Ye Yun could get rid of that nightmare, but he was never awakened by the nightmare again at night. Pass.After politely sending the psychiatrist away, he smiled and said to Xiang Yuan, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Later, Xiang Yuan and Ye Yun took the child home from the hospital.This boy named Yu Sheng has been in many disasters since he first came into the world. Before he opened his eyes, he lost his biological parents forever.He was born short-term, congenitally deficient, weak and sickly.The doctor said that this child is considered lucky. If he was born in an ordinary family, he might not escape the fate of early death.

Lucky?Holding the child in his arms, Xiang Yuan couldn't help smiling wryly.Children are always innocent, they have no choice when they come into this not beautiful world.Sometimes looking at that crumpled smiling face and the little hands he clenched tightly after he fell asleep, Xiang Yuan would always think, if one day, this child grows up, will he have hatred in his heart?However, he came to her by surprise. This was Xiang Yao's last memorial to her. If possible, Xiang Yuan was willing to give the child the whole world.

Xiang Yuan still has to devote a lot of time to work, and the one who spends more time with the children is Ye Yun.Although the family hired a professional babysitter, and Aunt Yang who claimed to have brought up many children, Ye Yun devoted more effort to this child than anyone else.He guarded the child meticulously, wishing he could do everything himself.The little baby also seems to know who treats him well, so he seems to be very close to Ye Yun.When Ye Yun hugged him clumsily and jerkyly, his dark eyes looked particularly serene, and sometimes he would stretch out his immature hands and giggle towards Ye Yun.Only when Ye Yun looked at the child with a smile, did Xiang Yuan feel that his heart was at ease, and he found salvation little by little in front of this new life.

When he was free, Xiang Yuan would even accompany Ye Yun for a walk nearby with the child in his arms at dusk.Their family lived in seclusion, and they usually entered and exited the car, so when the two of them walked on the old-fashioned boulevard, not many people recognized them.

After the full moon, the child looked a little better than before. Originally, Xiang Yao and Ye Yun were both beautiful young people. How could such a "offspring" of a man and a woman be difficult to see?Xiang Yuan hugged him, and occasionally women and old people whom he didn't know would come up to tease the child. When others praised the child for being cute and beautiful, both Xiang Yuan and Ye Yun felt joy spontaneously in their hearts.Once, a middle-aged elder sister touched the pink face and said repeatedly: "You two are really blessed. When the child grows up, he will be as beautiful as his father."

The speaker had no intention, but the listener inevitably had intentions. Xiang Yuan and Ye Yun looked at each other, and there was inevitably some embarrassment in each other's eyes. They both thought that the other party would speak up, but neither of them made a sound.After the eldest sister left, Ye Yun took the child from Xiang Yuan's hand, hugged it with one hand, and quietly grasped Xiang Yuan's hand with the other hand.Xiang Yuan didn't speak, but looked at Ye Yun and smiled.

Yes, why bother explaining?Yu Sheng is their common child.

From that moment on, Ye Yun's interest obviously increased.He deliberately walked up to Xiang Yuan, put his face close to the child, and asked seriously, "Xiang Yuan, which one do you think looks better, me or the child?"

Xiang Yuan said, "I remember that you hate people saying you look good. I don't want to cause trouble."

Ye Yun was a little embarrassed, "Others can't say it, but I want to hear it from you."

This was the first time that Ye Yun was truly happy after the incident with Teng Jun.Xiang Yuan's heart was also warmed by the bright red of the setting sun, she chuckled, "No one looks better than you."

Two months later, it was the fifth anniversary of Ye Qianze's disappearance, and it was also a high tide day. Xiang Yuan and Ye Yun drove to the beach together, holding in his arms the ashes of Ye Ling taken from the Temple of the Six Banyan Trees.

Xiang Yuan stood on the wet reef, looking at the sky grayer than the sea.The white waves rushed over one after another, and she felt that she was alive as if she was standing in the waves, and she always wanted to climb to the top of the waves, but even if the wind hit the rocks with force, it still didn't break into countless sprays.Thinking about it, it's not as quiet as a stone sinking into the sea.

She grabbed a handful of Ye Ling's ashes and sprinkled them into the sea.If the sea water never dries up, and the sun and the moon are forever, then the tide rises and falls, and Ye Ling and Ye Qianze will meet each other one day.Let her and Ye Qianze's life be like this, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, love and hate follow today's tide, the brilliance of the mountains and moons will always be in the memory, and it will never go back.

Facing the endless void, Xiang Yuan said silently in his heart, Ye Ling, you are right, no one dares to say until the day of death.Now you get it, he didn't dare to answer your sentence when he was alive, but in this life besides himself, he still loves you the most.

Ye Yun stood not far away, tore up the white flower and threw it into the sea.He was paying homage to those who passed away, and he was also paying homage to the yesterday when he died. When the water gradually filled his feet, he cautiously jumped to Xiang Yuan's side.

"They're all gone, let's go back."

On the way back, Ye Yun kept playing with his mobile phone in the passenger seat.Xiang Yuan accidentally saw his screensaver, which was a photo of Yu Sheng, and he really loved this child.

Ye Yun noticed her gaze and said with a smile, "Do you think this child looks like me when he smiles?"

"Really?" Xiang Yuan couldn't help but laugh, no one could tell if a child a little older would look like him.

Ye Yun seemed quite dissatisfied with her perfunctory words, and said seriously: "Auntie Yang was watching me play in the yard this morning with her child in her arms, a woman passed by the door and asked if it was my child. You see, others have said so, which proves that it is a bit like it.”

"Then how do you answer her?" Xiang Yuan asked casually as he turned into the intersection going home.

Ye Yun pursed his lips and smiled, "Of course I say yes." He paused for a while, then suddenly turned his head to the direction of the car window, "Xiang Yuan, if... I mean, if we have children, we will look like you Still like me?"

Xiang Yuan glanced at him, but he was unwilling to turn his face away.

"This, I haven't thought about it."

"Oh." Ye Yun responded, as if a little disappointed.

In fact, Xiang Yuan really wanted to tell him that she had no other intentions, but that they had the rest of their lives and that was enough.

Ye Yun quickly changed the topic, "I don't know if the child has woken up. The eldest sister who is watching the child has something to do today, and Aunt Yang is the only one at home. She became confused, so she probably forgot to feed the child."

Xiang Yuan laughed at him, "Don't worry about anyone, you can go and see for yourself later."

Ye Yun stopped talking, but his fingers did not stop fiddling with the phone.

Xiang Yuan's cell phone on the center console vibrated suddenly, she freed up one hand to take it, but Ye Yun pressed her hand down, "Don't look."

"What's wrong?" Xiang Yuan raised his eyebrows inexplicably, and then he understood a little bit, "Did you post it, and what are you doing?"

Ye Yun remained silent awkwardly, and said after a while: "Forget it, you delete it for me."

"How can this work? If you send it to me, it's mine. If you want to delete it, I have to delete it." She smiled and put aside Ye Yun's hand, which was in the palm of her hand. Don't watch it now... well, wait until the evening, okay?"

"Reason?" Xiang Yuan felt curious and amused.

"Anyway, you can watch it after I fall asleep."

"Mysterious, I don't know what you want to do."

While speaking, the car was only tens of meters away from the Ye family's old house, and across a bend, Ye Yun suddenly straightened his back on the seat, "Xiang Yuan, look, what is that?"

Xiang Yuan squinted her eyes, and looked in the direction Ye Yun pointed, she saw the green treetops, with thick smoke billowing from above the treetops, straight into the sky.And that tree is so familiar to her, every morning when she opens the curtains, she can almost smell the leaves.

"fire?"

Xiang Yuan stepped on the gas pedal subconsciously.However, after passing that curve, the car could no longer move forward, and the driveway was blocked by onlookers and people running around in a panic.

Ye Yun and Xiang Yuan rushed down from the car, the focus of the crowd was not what is the Ye family?Thick smoke billowed from the windows on the second floor, accompanied by the looming flames.

"It's on fire... Ye's big house is on fire..."

Ye Yun fought his way through the crowd and squeezed to the front.The onlookers realized that the owner was coming, and they also turned sideways to make way for a narrow road.Enthusiastic people said on the side that they also just discovered that something happened here. The fire started very suddenly, and the fire became very violent within a few minutes. Someone had already called the fire alarm, but the fire truck still did not appear.

Before Ye Yun and Xiang Yuan could speak, the door on the first floor of Ye's house was opened, and a figure stumbled out.Ye Yun clutched his nose and rushed into the yard to support the man with weak legs. The man's gray hair was disheveled, and the smoke choked his face with tears. Who else could it be if it wasn't Aunt Yang.

"Where's the child? You came out, why don't you see the child?" Xiang Yuan also ran over, grabbed Aunt Yang and asked urgently.

Aunt Yang coughed non-stop.

"Say, where is the child?"

"Fire... ouch... my god... the child is upstairs... I just slept on the sofa on the first floor... ahem... almost died..." Aunt Yang was so frightened that her tongue froze. It's all tied up.

When Xiang Yuan heard it, his mind was broken, and he pushed away Aunt Yang who was patting his chest like crazy, "You, how could you just run for your own life and throw the child upstairs?"

Ye Yun looked back without saying a word, and over the heads of many people, the ambulance did not appear at the intersection as he expected.No wonder the fire brigade made mistakes. Ye's house is an old house, and it coincides with the dry season. Once it encounters a fire, it will be out of control. Moreover, the fire started from the second floor. It is so fierce in a short period of time, there must be something strange in it.

"What are you doing?" Xiang Yuan noticed that something was wrong with Ye Yun, grabbed his sleeve in time, and shouted sharply: "You want to go in? Are you crazy? Don't you know what it looks like on top!"

"I know, so I can't let the kid stay on it, he can't wait for the fire truck to show up."

"No, Ye Yun, no, you can't go." Xiang Yuan cried out.The child is still trapped upstairs, which has already made her desperate. If Ye Yun breaks in again, it will push her to death.She dragged Ye Yun desperately, "You are going to die, do you know that?"

Ye Yun was far calmer than Xiang Yuan at this time, "I can't just watch the child have an accident, I will bring him out, you wait for me."

"Ye Yun!"

After all, Xiang Yuan's strength was not as good as his.He shook his hands vigorously, and Xiang Yuan staggered back a few steps, Ye Yun's figure disappeared into the door that Aunt Yang opened when she escaped.

Waves of heat hit his face, and Xiang Yuan couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears on his face.Ye Yun couldn't hear her voice, and she didn't even remember whether she had made a sound at that time, but only remembered that on the window on the second floor, in the noisy thick smoke, a pale woman's face flashed past. There was even a strange smile on his face.

This is the last picture frozen in Xiang Yuan's memory that day.

She recognized that face - Yuan Xiu!
Even though the firefighters tried their best to rescue them, the old house of the Ye family was almost reduced to ruins in a fire that day.The fire was raging, and the public security personnel found evidence in the mess that was said to be the burning residue of a gasoline tank, and the old house died together with a woman's carbon-black body.

Xiang Yuan never loved this old house. This old house was as deserted as her memory of living here, but when it was finally destroyed in the most decisive way in front of her, her heart was empty. The last ashes, nothing left...

She sat in the curtain of the isolation ward of the burn department, looking at Ye Yun who was wrapped in gauze.Ye Yun did not break his promise, and finally returned to Xiang Yuan's side with the child with the assistance of firefighters, but what he brought back at the same time was second-degree burns over 65% of his body.The doctor said that compared with the burns on the surface of his body, what was more worrisome was the burns on his respiratory tract and lungs and the symptoms of poisoning from inhaling excessive carbon monoxide.From the moment he was admitted to the hospital, all the medical staff in the burn department mobilized without leave. The hospital organized the best experts to conduct consultations. It took a full 23 hours of surgical rescue to save his life from death. , but he has never woken up, nor has he passed the dangerous period and the infection period, and he may die of a minor complication at any time.

Xiang Yuan blamed Ye Yun, he knew it was unwise to rush in, so he left her outside alone, but Xiang Yuan knew exactly why he didn't even want his life.Ye Yun always felt that he owed Xiang Yao his life. If he watched the child being burned into charcoal, he might not feel better than lying on the bed dying for the rest of his life.

What is retribution?Xiang Yuan was never afraid, but she never thought that this retribution would be fulfilled on Ye Yun. This is the most vicious part of the so-called retribution.She was the one who ruined Yuan Xiu's child, and Yuan Xiu who escaped from the mental hospital gave her a raging fire.Yuan Xiu must have mistakenly thought that the child was Xiang Yuan's flesh and blood, so she risked her life to retaliate wildly.One eye for one eye, causal cycle, but all the evils were planted by her, why can't she pay it back by herself?

It was late at night, and the tick-tock-tick sound of the instruments in the ward was mechanical and cold.The wind knocked down the leaves outside the glass window. The palm-sized leaves, withered and yellow in color, slapped on the glass with a soft slap, and they were swept to nowhere in an instant.

Ye Yun said before that fallen leaves are poor, when the time comes, no matter how much they miss the branches, they have to leave.

But Xiang Yuan said at the time that the most pitiful thing was not the fallen leaves, but the tree trunks that were forced to stay.When the leaf is gone, it has its own home, and the trunk watched the part that once belonged to it leave little by little, and finally there is nothing left, but it still has to stand there and always be there.

When the firefighters found Ye Yun, he was already unconscious, but he still held the child tightly in his arms.Xiang Yuan would rather he never knew that the extremely fragile child had already suffocated to death long before the arrival of the ambulance personnel.Child, poor child, the rest of her life was ruined like this.

Xiang Yuan accidentally saw her sleeves. In order to be close to Ye Yun, she was wearing an isolation suit to prevent bacterial infection.The clothes are white, the walls are white, the ceiling is white, and Ye Yun on the hospital bed is white... She began to feel that this scene was surprisingly familiar, how it resembled the dream she often had over and over again.In the dream, the woman with a blurred face was dressed in white, and she sat surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, and there was nothing but whiteness.Every time Xiang Yuan wakes up from this dream, she feels very sad, but she never thought that this woman was actually herself.

That charlatan was full of lies, but only one sentence was correct. In her life, she was rich and honored like a cloud, but the people she loved were destined to leave one by one.

Xiang Yuan only remembered his mobile phone at this time, and there was a text message from Ye Yun that he hadn't checked in time.

Ye Yun said, do you know that the night my elder brother proposed to you, I went to watch the sunrise alone.It was dawn, and it rained a lot, but the sun didn't come out, so I sat in the car and cried a lot.Xiang Yuan, I want to know if you ever loved me.

Xiang Yuan closed the phone, and slowly knelt on the cold floor, kneeling in front of the gods and demons she never believed in, holding tightly the half-necked Guanyin that she found in Ye Yun's coat pocket, for the first time in her life. Once as a believer piously begged for God's mercy.

She didn't know how long she had maintained this position, until there was a strange fluctuation on the monitoring instrument beside Ye Yun's bed.The doctor on duty got the signal, and the sound of hurried footsteps came from far to near.

Before they arrived, Xiang Yuan knelt and sat beside the bed, and said to the person on the bed in the lightest voice: "Look, it's almost dawn, let's watch the sunrise together."

(End of this chapter)