Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 31 A Prosperous Marriage (1)
On the sixth day in city A, Zhang Meiyi and I rushed back to city T by subway.When parting, Zhang Meiyi left me her mobile phone number and home address, and said goodbye to me in a hurry.

When I returned to my warm home, I found that it was not Ji Liangchuan's off-duty time yet. To be honest, I haven't had time to ask him about his job yet.

As soon as I packed up my things, Hongdou called me to invite me to dinner, and I left the house without thinking much.Hongdou and I made an appointment to meet in a restaurant in the city center.As soon as I got there, Hongdou said with a smirk on her face, "I suddenly remembered something, are you going to confess your love to Prince Ji?"

Confession! ?I was instantly stunned by the word.

I stammered and said: "Watch... watch... watch..."

"Why are you so nervous?"

I am completely dumbfounded.Knowing that I fell in love with Ji Liangchuan was ridiculous enough, and he was my first love, but then I thought about confessing... It's strange, I'm already married... A lot of things are going backwards for us of?First a one-night stand, then a marriage, and finally a confession...

"Ah, here we come!" Hongdou yelled, and I looked at the door, and it turned out to be Du Xiaohang.

He came over quietly and stared at me.All of a sudden, a great sense of sadness swept over me, dear little belly, you have lost weight...

"Little belly..." I watched him walk slowly, calling him softly unconsciously.

"Du Xiaohang, sit down." Hongdou pulled Du Xiaohang to the seat next to her.

"Are you... okay?" He still looked at me intently, as if I would suddenly disappear in the next second.

"Well, little belly, you've lost weight, haven't you eaten properly recently?"

"I'm fine, you and him...forget it, let's talk about something else." Du Xiaohang swallowed the second half of the sentence, picked up the wine in front of him and drank it.

"Hehe, ah! By the way, the boiled beef in this store is delicious. I just ordered...hehe." Hongdou smiled awkwardly.

"Shen Meng, if he treats you badly, you must tell me." Du Xiaohang looked at me seriously.

"Well, little belly, you have to be happy so that I can leave everything at ease and adapt to another life again, do you understand?"

"Well, I understand." He nodded heavily, as if the simpler his answer, the more happiness I would get.

"Hee hee, come on, let's toast!"

Let go of everything, return everything to zero, everything is beautiful, as long as we don't give up on life, keep going, and walk our own path according to our own principles, all difficulties can be eliminated!

"That...you drink less wine." Hongdou's complexion was reddish, and she gently tugged on La Du Xiaohang's sleeve.I looked at Du Xiaohang slightly startled, smiled embarrassedly, and suddenly felt moved for no reason.

I turned around to wipe away the tears in my eyes, and then turned to smile at him foolishly.At this moment, we seem to be much younger, and we seem to have returned to the past, laughing foolishly.

Taking advantage of the weekend, I held a small party at Hongdou's house, the purpose of which was to let my dearest friends get to know each other.Me, Hongdou, Du Xiaohang, Han Jiali, and of course the cutest Zhang Meiyi.Du Xiaohang and Zhang Meiyi couldn't help but drink a few more glasses when they met. We gathered around the small coffee table at Hongdou's house and had a lively night.

When I got home, I felt a little drunk in my heart.Ji Liangchuan was lying on the bed reading a book. When he saw me coming back, he casually asked, "Are you back? Did you enjoy the party?"

Hongdou's words entered my mind for a moment, whether or not to confess... His side face was surrounded by a warm color under the orange light, and there was a faint smile on his lips.

He turned to look at me with soft and calm eyes.Suddenly I was in a mess, and a bunch of drunken shyness broke out in my heart: "The girl you... liked, where did she go?"

He closed the book in his hand, and suppressed the slight smile: "I don't know where she went."

He lowered his eyes, and memories seemed to flood into his mind, the usual sunshine and gentleness were covered with a sad shadow.

"Go to bed early, good night." He retracted his body into the bed.He was sleeping lightly in the dark like an elf, mysterious and sad.

The next morning, as soon as I opened my sleepy eyes, I found that the side was empty.I sat up abruptly, realizing with some dismay that my confession failed yesterday!
I looked at my watch, it was still early before going to work, I didn't have time to eat breakfast, I rushed out of the house and drove out my red car from the garage, and drove all the way, just as soon as I got on the road, I saw the high-end BMW in Jiliangchuan, very good, Anyway, I don't know where he works, so I will follow him to have a look today.I secretly rejoiced in the car, Ji Liangchuan probably never expected that I would follow him by car.

He stopped and stopped at the red and green lights all the way, and I followed him all the time, but the surrounding scenery became more and more familiar, as if I always passed by here.

Finally, when the BMW stopped in front of a building, I was completely dumbfounded... Tianyu Group Building!So I work in the same place as Ji Liangchuan!
Why didn't I remember the simple truth that the son inherits the father's business?The chairman is the father, and the general manager is the son.

"Hey, you can't park here!" A traffic policeman slapped my car window and yelled.

I drove the car into the underground parking lot, and when I got out of the car, I suddenly remembered that Mr. He has already transferred me to the head office, why am I still here?After thinking about it, I went back to pick up the car. I just sat in the driver's seat and felt that something was wrong. I really wanted to see how Ji Liangchuan was working.It’s really ironic to say that I’ve been working here for such a long time, but I don’t know that we work so close together, maybe just a few floors away. Maybe someday I’ll walk around the other floors of Tianyu Building I could still see him, if I hadn't been so lazy in the office and didn't want to go out, if... It's just that I was transferred to the head office just after I found out about it.

After hesitating for a long time, I still really want to see him, even if it's just a glance, I don't know if he will be as attractive as other successful men when he is working...

"President Ji is really handsome!" All the girls were drooling as they lay beside Ji Liangchuan's office door.

At this time, a charming and enchanting female secretary twisted her buttocks, and carrying a cup of coffee, walked through the human wall surrounded by layers of colorful women, and came to the watertight glass door.

After she entered, the handsome and compelling President Ji raised his head and smiled slightly. In an instant, a white light fell from the sky, illuminating the entire office. The women lying beside the door were stunned by the dazzling white light. All of them fell at the door, only the female secretary supported her trembling body, staring and said: "Mr. Ji! Actually, I have been secretly in love with you for a long time! Please give me a chance."

Mr. Ji took the coffee cup in her hand, frowned slightly, and stared deeply at the female secretary with loving eyes. The female secretary almost couldn't stand still and shook her weak body.

"I'm sorry, Ah Hua, I'm already married."

The female secretary stood still as if struck by lightning suddenly, but after a long time, she shouted decisively: "I will try my best to make you fall in love with me! Whether you are married or not! I know that you and Xinghai The group's daughter is a political marriage, so I won't give up on you!"

At this time, Mr. Ji smiled lightly and said, "In this life, I only love my wife."

……

"Hahahahaha——" There was an instant echo in the empty parking lot, and I burst out laughing. It wasn't until an old man coughed lightly next to me that I woke up like a dream.

Um?I was daydreaming just now?But what a beautiful daydream!

I happily walked out of the parking lot, still looking forward to finding Ji Liangchuan's office and seeing the embarrassment of the third party Ahua I imagined in frustration.

The moment I came out of the dark and deep parking lot, the white world rushed into my eyes. Looking up, the narrow sky was filled with clear floating clouds. A crow flew over suddenly, and the sky seemed to be torn open with a dark gray hole.

Ji Liangchuan's figure seemed to be far away in the sky, blurred and blurred, turning into a blurred abstract painting.

And the girl who buried her face deeply in his arms twitched her body sadly, and when his clothes were soaked with tears, he just hugged her tightly in the shadow of the backlight.

I huddled alone in the shadows of the parking lot, letting tears fall in the dim light and shatter into crystal particles on the hard marble floor.

A beam of light passes through here and is reflected on the ground. A small circle of light spots is as far away as the sky from me. Fine dust falls slowly in that beam of light, as long as a fleeting year.

It turns out that this is what heartache feels like.Murdered by love, murdered by betrayal, my heart was blown by a gust of cold wind from the north, instantly freezing the cells in my body.

I can only blame me for forgetting to say those loving words to you during the years of being with you day and night.

You are so gentle, so good, you can guess everything in the world, but you can't guess how much I love you.

The coffee cup glowed slightly white under the glare of the sun. Looking out of the window in a blink of an eye, the rustling autumn wind blows off the leaves. It turns out that summer is over.

The scene in the morning was frozen in my mind. I sat alone in the large and simple office of the head office, quietly looking out the window in a daze.It turns out that love needs to be fought for and pursued. If I don't say it, he will never know.

Maybe, it's just a girl who likes him very much, she should have gotten used to it long ago, shouldn't she?There are endless girls around him who admire him, but...why does he hug her so tightly?Why... In his heart, what am I?Is it really just the titular Mrs. Ji?
After get off work, I made an appointment with Hongdou at Midnight Flower, which she has always been curious about.When I walked in, there was still a lot of people, and the lights were feasting.Lily put on heavy makeup again and sang coquettishly on the stage.

This is a good place, the darkness is everywhere, no one will notice you, no one will hear your voice, and no one will see your tears.

Hongdou and I sat at the bar and ordered two glasses of beer from a handsome Korean guy.

"This is Midnight Flower. Tell me, why did you ask me out?" Hongdou was still looking around, acting like a girl next door who had never seen the world.

I took the wine glass and drank it vigorously, letting the bitter liquid cut through my throat like sharp thorns, the soreness choked in my throat, and the pain in my heart: "Red beans, I would rather be the same as before and be different from others." When a man is in love, at least there is no time that can make me sad."

Seeing that something was wrong with me, Hong Dou immediately thought of something and asked, "Is it because of...Ji Liangchuan?"

"This morning, I saw him hugging a girl tightly, with a distressed expression on his face..." I stared at the wine glass in my hand in a daze.

Hong Dou was silent for a while, then asked, "Then you didn't go over and ask clearly?"

I turned to look at her: "What position do I have to ask? It's not like you don't know that our marriage is not based on love at all. Even if I want to, what about him?"

Hongdou pushed me and shouted, "It's all your fault for not speaking up sooner! If you speak up earlier, maybe today's scene will not be over!"

"It's...it's all my fault...I like it so much, but I never knew it, and I never dared to tell him..." I put the back of my hand on the eye socket, as if I was resisting the bursts of regret that pierced my heart.

"Maybe it's a misunderstanding? Ask him when you get home, or call him now?" Seeing that I was sad, Hong Dou patted my back lightly and said.

"I don't want to! Why should I, Shen Meng, fall in love with a man! Why should the person I fall in love with not love me! Why!" I began to cry loudly.

Hongdou caressed my back one by one, no longer talking, just quietly by my side.

"Hey, beauty, are you sorry for some heartbroken man?" The handsome Korean guy on the opposite side looked at me with a teasing expression on his face.

I sucked my nose and wiped away my tears, and suddenly smiled: "What do you men have to make women cry?"

"Hehe, there are many more, such as betrayal." The handsome Korean guy was still smiling, with a casual look.

"Haha, do you want to date me and try to see who plays better?" I laughed out loud.

"I don't think any man would refuse such a request from a beautiful woman like you."

"Shen Meng! Are you crazy! I'm sorry, my friend drank too much!" Hong Dou panicked, took out money from his pocket and put it on the bar, and dragged me away.Among the dark figures, Hongdou pulled me straight to the gate, and I was dragged away by her expressionlessly like a dead body.

"What's wrong with you! Let me tell you, you can't be decadent if you want to be decadent! You are already a married woman!" On the noisy street, Hongdou poked my forehead and shouted.

"So what if you get married! Do you think that getting married can tie a person's heart for a lifetime!?" I stared at my red eyes and retorted.

"You damn girl! Now go home and ask me if your guy is having an affair! I'm going crazy if I don't stay here with you!"

I calmed down and said softly, "I'm sorry, Hongdou, I'm fine, I'm not that fragile, and I'm just a man? You go home first."

Hongdou looked at me worriedly and said, "Then don't go crazy looking for other men, I'm leaving?"

"Ah."

After watching Hongdou leave, I drove aimlessly on the road, the speed getting slower and slower.I'm waiting, waiting for his care, it's already so late, will he think of calling me who hasn't come home yet, and ask me what's wrong?Will you send a text message and call me Mrs. Ji affectionately?

It's just that the time passed by every minute and every second, and the phone was still quietly motionless.Tears slid down my face again and dripped gently onto my chest. I thought of so many things between me and him.

I shook his big warm hand coquettishly on the side of the road, he was not angry, but just smiled; I bought a lot of snacks in the supermarket with his card, he was not angry, but just smiled; I lost my way on the streets of Japan, the first When I woke up the next day and saw him, his smile warmed my whole heart, all the uneasiness disappeared, all the panic disappeared; on the sunny street, he once hugged me quietly from behind , so gentle, so warm; and the nice "good night" every night, only when I hear him say good night, can I fall asleep peacefully.

Wiping away the tears that kept pouring out, I gritted my teeth and said to myself, I don't want to cry for a man, the embarrassing love is not worth ending with tears.

When I got home, Xiuyun rushed up and asked me anxiously: "Young Mistress! Where have you been? You won't say hello until you come back for dinner!"

I stared blankly at her anxious face, but only felt sarcasm: "Where's Ji Liangchuan?"

"...The young master locked himself in the room as soon as he came back, he didn't eat dinner, and he didn't answer when he called the door outside...Young mistress, go upstairs and have a look, I'm afraid something will happen to the young master..."

something wrong?Now that things have happened, what else can happen to him who has embraced the beauty?
I went upstairs and came to the door of the bedroom. I knocked on the door lightly, but the inside was as quiet as ashes, and there was no movement for a long time.I suddenly felt flustered for no reason, and all kinds of unease came to my heart.I opened the door with the door key and rushed in. I saw him sitting on the head of the bed, and the hanging heart slowly fell. I didn't expect that I was still concerned about his safety at this time. Maybe love will really come true. Let people put everything down.

The orange light hit him, and cast a thick shadow on the other side where the light couldn't reach. He didn't hear such a big movement from me, and he still sat there motionless, like A weathered statue.

Walking quietly to his side, I saw that his gaze had lost its previous expression, just staring at the photo in his hand without focus, as if time had stagnated in his world.

When I saw the girl in the photo, my whole body lost strength in an instant, and I slumped to the ground, making a dull sound.He finally turned his head mechanically and stared at me blankly.

"This is the girl you have always liked? You can't forget it, can you?" I asked him blankly.

(End of this chapter)