Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 32 A Prosperous Marriage (2)
He looked at me blankly and stopped talking.I barely supported my limp body, stood up and shouted loudly, letting the tears flow wantonly on my cheeks: "Didn't you say that you hate me? I know, you must hate me! Because I put your first I snatched it away for the first time! Because I married you! Because the person you want to give to is not me at all! It's Zhang Meiyi!"

The dust floating in the air slowly floated in the dim halo, time stopped at this moment, and the severe pain in my heart turned into sharp knives, stabbing me one after another, making me unable to speak.

The girl in his arms in the morning is my best friend, Zhang Meiyi.

He opened his eyes wide, puzzled and confused, and after a long time he quietly said: "Do you know Meiyi?"

Meiyi...calling her name so affectionately.And me?When did you call me Mengmeng?For me, that is the most intimate name.

I started to go crazy, grabbed his collar irrationally and pulled him up from the bed, roared, tears flew to the neckline of his placket, instantly smudged dark wet stains.

"You are right! Zhang Meiyi is smart and kind! She is the best girl in our class! She sees people who are in trouble and will help them desperately! I was bullied by the girls in the class and she helped me Talking! That's right! You should love her! You shouldn't choose me! I am vain, self-willed and proud! I don't know how to be considerate and gentle! I..." I was tired of crying, tired of shouting, gently Let go of him, but he just looked at me with a confused look, with sadness and helplessness.My heart is softened, I don't want to see him like this.

I rushed out of the door and went downstairs in a hurry. Xiuyun saw me and immediately stopped me: "Young Mistress, Young Master... what's wrong with you?"

I turned my head and smiled and said to her: "Why did you fall in love with Ji Liangchuan, don't you feel pain?"

This is not so much for her to hear, as it is for himself.After speaking, I rushed out of the house without looking back.

I didn’t drive, I ran crazily on the road alone, no matter how passers-by cast curious eyes on me, no matter how those lovers cuddling each other laughed at me, when I ran against the wind, the rustling autumn wind dried up all the tears in an instant.

When did I, Shen Meng, shed so many tears for a man?No matter how handsome a man, no matter how rich a man, never!But why, Ji Liangchuan, you can let me shed so many tears for you?Why can you break my heart, hurt my heart?I never thought that these boring dramas would happen to me one day.In this gambling game of love, you win again. In the field of love, whoever falls in love with the first will lose the game.

I used to circulate among different men, and then betrayed them. I thought I understood the taste of betrayal in love, but when I became a passive person, I really realized the taste of it.

I ran to Hongdou's house, hugged her and cried.

I cried until two o'clock in the morning before my tears stopped.Red beans have always been with me.Accompanied by the cool evening breeze, the pale yellow moonlight shone faintly on the light blue curtains.

"I never thought that the girl Ji Liangchuan has been obsessed with for so many years is actually Meiyi..." Hongdou sighed and shook her head helplessly.

I sat on the sofa silently.

"But, since he can't forget Meiyi, why is he still playing around with so many girls?"

I was startled, and images from the past kept flooding into my mind.The handsome and unrestrained man leaned against a BMW with a lazy smile and looked up at me from the bottom of the gymnasium. In just a moment, I was fascinated by his smile, and I no longer had the strength to divert my gaze; He hugged me in his arms, obviously we were just acquainted for the first time, yet he was so stubborn to flirt with me, women's nature is hard to resist the domineering and possessive side of a man, he remained silent, He just hugged me, who was still a stranger, tightly, and in just a moment, I fell into an unspeakable joy; he took my hand and pulled me into the luxurious BMW, looking at me with a smile, his voice was so It sounds good; after our first date, he lowered his eyebrows and smiled, and kissed the back of my hand to say goodbye... All of this is an irresistible temptation.

Don't blame others, just blame myself for being a bitch, but why is she so bad, and I love all kinds of flair.

At three o'clock in the morning, Hongdou pulled me into the bedroom, told me to lie down, covered me with the quilt, and lay beside me, saying softly: "Don't think too much...be careful first. Get some sleep."

"Yeah." I turned my back to her and responded softly.

After a long time, listening to the sound of the wind, I realized that I was still not sleepy, and my heart was already so tired. It turned out that the sentence "good night" was missing, and the "good night" that could only be effective if he said it.

The next day, I woke up very late, and looked at my watch, it was already past working hours.I hurriedly called Mr. He and asked him for leave, and Mr. He still graciously agreed.

I really didn't expect that in this world, sometimes power and power are far more useful than money.When I got up and came to the living room, I realized that Hongdou had left me a note, asking me to have a good rest.

Fortunately, when I had nothing, there was red beans by my side.

I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and washed my face, and quietly looked at myself in the mirror. My face was pale and weak, and it was no longer the same as before. The old Shen Meng seemed to have been severely stripped from my body.The only difference lies in whether you love or not. If you fall in love with someone, you will grow old quickly.

After eating breakfast, I went out alone, walking on the street in the dim autumn sun, aimlessly, not knowing where I would go, just walking forward unconsciously, feeling the cold wind constantly blowing into my neck.

Time always flies fast, and before you know it, summer is over, and then the beginning of autumn comes, and then winter, so another year passes away in a hurry.

When I looked up again, I actually wandered to my alma mater, S University.Before the holidays, the campus is still bustling with activity. Several couples are strolling on the campus path, which is very sweet.I walked in slowly, looked at the familiar scenery, and looked at every footprint I had left, only to realize that time and temptation are equally helpless.

"Hey, hey! Look over there, beauty! Go talk to her and ask for a phone call." The voices of two boys came.

"No, I'm sorry, you go."

"You go, you go!"

I smiled slightly, turned around and walked into the teaching building.Men and women are actually the same. When a man pesters you, you feel insignificant. When a man treats you hot and cold or even indifferent, you start to pay attention to him and subconsciously want to attract his attention. You'll find yourself falling in love with him.The same principle applies to women. Men always like to pursue the love they can’t get, and when they get it, they start looking for the next stimulus. This is a unique ambition of men in the field of love.

In fact, it’s just one word—cheap. Rather than saying “at the beginning of human beings, nature is inherently good”, it would be better to say “at the beginning of human beings, nature is inherently cheap”.

I came to the top floor of the teaching building, walked into a computer room, turned on the computer, and casually browsed the school’s post bar. What caught my eyes was that a certain man or a certain woman in a certain class of a certain department fell in love with someone again, and confessed to someone. Kind of gossip news.

Looking back through the old posts, those shocking topics attracted me all of a sudden.

After "Ji Liangchuan and Shen Meng got married on June 6, XXXX", there are nearly tens of thousands of views and reply rates. Click to see, there are all kinds of replies.

Many people say they envy me.Envy... Yes, I used to think that I would always live in the envious eyes of others, worrying about food, clothing, money and work, living the life of a wealthy young lady envied by all women.However, seeing this word again at this moment, I only feel ridiculed.What I once thought, what you once thought, is not all the happiness of a woman. These things that seem real at first glance happen to be the most illusory.

My marriage is not watered by love, without the nourishment of love, no matter how much prosperity and wealth, it is nothing but nothing in the end.

After walking out of the teaching building, looking up at the continuous floating clouds with black and gray light faintly, it makes people feel depressed for a while.

When I walked to the school gate, I saw two familiar faces, Yu Xiaoxu and Xue Kai?Then they saw me too, with the same surprise on their faces.

"Sister-in-law!?" Yu Xiaoxu jumped and ran over.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"Hi! Just like my sister-in-law, miss my alma mater!"

"Have you eaten yet? Xiao Xu and I invite you?" Xue Kai said on the side.I glanced at Xue Kai, and remembered what I overheard him talking to Ji Liangchuan in the bathroom.If Zhang Meiyi was the one Ji Liangchuan liked all these years, then Xue Kai was the one who also liked her back then.

Thinking of this, I just feel a little ironic.I can't hate Zhang Meiyi, she is a pure and kind girl, she and Ji Liangchuan met first, but I, like a third party, not only fell in love with Ji Liangchuan, but also married him in the end.However, when Zhang Meiyi called back then, the voice was so desperate and exhausted, she kept saying that she was broken in love, and Ji Liangchuan said that it was Zhang Meiyi who left him back then, who left who first...

When I was thinking about this, I realized that I had been taken away by Yu Xiaoxu and Xue Kai.The two of them took me to a small restaurant in the city center and sat down opposite to me. The expressions of the two were completely different. Yu Xiaoxu was naturally optimistic and looked at me with a smile on his face, while Xue Kai looked melancholy Look at me thoughtfully.

"Sister-in-law! How is your life with our boss?" Yu Xiaoxu grinned at me.

I froze slightly, and it took me a long time to say: "It's pretty good."

"Hey! Do you plan to make me the sixth godfather? Haha!"

I was startled, trying to understand Xiao Xu's words, but my heart felt cold.

"...haha." I forced a smile.

"By the way! Boys and girls! What's your name... Ouch!" Yu Xiaoxu had a pained expression on his face. It turned out that Xue Kai elbowed him beside him.

"What are you doing!?"

"Why do you talk so much, the food is served, eat quickly."

I took a peek at Xue Kai, he was giving Yu Xiaoxu winks, Yu Xiaoxu looked at me, smiled awkwardly and started to eat sullenly.

During the meeting, we chatted about everyone's current work and the old chores of S University, which was quite pleasant.After dinner, I had nothing to do anyway, so I followed the two of them around the city and looked there.The autumn wind is still blowing, people are busy in this city, some are struggling hard, some are living their own lives, but different life attitudes reflect the same kind of empty busyness.In fact, when you calm down and take a little more time to look around, you will find that everything is actually beautiful.

After shopping for a day, and having dinner at a small restaurant at night, Yu Xiaoxu hurriedly left after receiving a call from his girlfriend at around seven o'clock.

(End of this chapter)