Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 33 A Prosperous Marriage (3)
The dark blue night sky pressed low above our heads, and Xue Kai and I sat down on a bench in a park. The sensitive him and the sensitive me finally started to chat with each other.

"Did something happen between you and Liangchuan?"

I don't want to go around in circles anymore, and get straight to the point: "Meiyi is back, do you two want to fight and see who gets it?"

Sure enough, Xue Kai's expression suddenly became flustered, with vague anxiety and joy: "You mean... Zhang Meiyi? She's really back? How do you know her?"

"Meiyi and I are classmates in high school. As for how you and Ji Liangchuan met her, I'd like to know."

Xue Kai was silent for a long time before he narrated the youthful past in that memory.

About six years ago, Ji Liangchuan and Xue Kai were classmates in the high school next door to us.One afternoon after school, Xue Kai and Ji Liangchuan were stalked out of the school gate by many girls. Xue Kai walked forward impatiently, ignoring the noisy girls beside him, while Ji Liangchuan just walked forward with a smile. with.One of the extreme girls finally couldn't stand her disregard for Ji Liangchuan anymore, she grabbed his arm and shouted why she couldn't accept her, Ji Liangchuan was a little embarrassed, he didn't want to hurt this girl, but he didn't know what to say What, at this moment, Zhang Meiyi happened to be passing by, so she went over to watch the fun out of curiosity. When she heard the girl's questioning and saw Ji Liangchuan with a helpless face, she immediately understood everything, and rushed up After grabbing Ji Liangchuan's arm, he yelled at the girl, he is my boyfriend, don't bother him anymore.Everyone present was shocked, including Xue Kai and Ji Liangchuan.But when the girl looked at Zhang Meiyi angrily, she suddenly smiled and asked her, do you know that I am the daughter of the principal of this school, and do you know what will happen to you if you offend me.Zhang Meiyi was not afraid at all, and said even louder, I don't care who you are, in short, you are not allowed to cause trouble to others.In the eyes of others, they naturally don't think so, they are just afraid that others will take away their boyfriend, but in the eyes of Ji Liangchuan and Xue Kai, Zhang Meiyi is a girl who is not only beautiful but also has a sense of justice.

After that, the three met each other.Zhang Meiyi often went to the high school next door to see if Ji Liangchuan and Xue Kai were being harassed by other girls again, and once foolishly patted her chest and said to Ji Liangchuan, handsome guy, don't be afraid, I will protect you.As expected, that girl found a lot of hooligans in the society to trouble Zhang Meiyi again and again, and once even accidentally injured her.Afterwards, when Ji Liangchuan and Xue Kai found out, they couldn't help being furious, but she no longer accepted how to negotiate terms with that girl. In desperation, the two had no choice but to send Zhang Meiyi home together after school. in love.

They said that Zhang Meiyi could become a little more ladylike, but she played with them like a boy, always making appointments to play games on the basketball court, wearing fat shorts and hurdling vests, and playing with them on the football field Play like crazy.In summer, the sun shines on her bright smiling face. At that moment, it seems that the sunshine all over the world loses its color.

One day after school, Xue Kai went home because of something urgent, and only Ji Liangchuan took Zhang Meiyi home alone. On that day, maybe at a certain place, at a certain time, the two of them knew that they had fallen in love with each other a long time ago. other side.

The next day, Zhang Meiyi told Xue Kai with a bright smile that she was in love, and the person she liked was Ji Liangchuan.At that time, his heart ached like he was dying, and the sudden despair slowly gnawed at his whole body, but he had no choice but to give them the best wishes, who made them his best friends.

From then on, Xue Kai wisely stopped being caught in their world.They lived together without incident for two years, and finally when they were about to graduate from high school, one day, Ji Liangchuan found him. In a bar full of people, he had drunk too much, smelled of alcohol, and looked different from his usual well-dressed appearance. If there are two people.Later, in his intermittent narration, Xue Kai learned that Zhang Meiyi had betrayed him, fell in love with another man, and moved away from T City. He left so decisively without a trace of regret, as if the memories between them were like a thread. Like a ribbon, it can be torn and torn in an instant.

After Zhang Meiyi left, Ji Liangchuan's whole person changed, he became bohemian and flirtatious.During the college entrance examination, in order to allow him to take over Tianyu Group as the general manager in the future, Director Ji asked him to major in international finance. Just casually filled in psychology, which has nothing to do with the economics department.

After entering university, Xue Kai found out that he and Ji Liangchuan were assigned to the same dormitory. Both of them felt that God's arrangement was very ironic. They were obviously the best brothers and the biggest rivals in love.

Afterwards, Ji Liangchuan, who just entered the freshman year, started playing Huacai, and his girlfriends were all enchanting and charming, completely different from Zhang Meiyi.Finally one day, Xue Kai couldn't help asking him why he became what he is now. In the past, he was kind and gentle, with a strong sense of responsibility, and he didn't want to hurt any girl, but now, college life has just begun, and there are countless girls who have been raped by him. The girl who played with him and was played by him made the world turn upside down.And at that time, Ji Liangchuan finally spoke the truth. He said that since a woman chooses to betray him, he should also try to betray others, or change it. If he falls in love with a woman, he doesn't have to. Sinking in painful memories, he can be freed.

Until the third year of junior year, he met me. I was one of the women he was looking for. His purpose of approaching me was not pure from the beginning. I was just a victim he used to test the taste of betrayal. Or maybe it was a pedal to make him forget the past, that's all.

I am completely different from the women he used to play with, not because I am so beautiful and proud, but because I bewitched him, pulled him into bed, and robbed him of his first night, so he cheated on me while hating me, But we can no longer stop this hypocritical love game, because we are going to get married.It is conceivable how much resentment he has towards me, but people still have to live, and Zhang Meiyi is almost gone forever for him, so he chose to compromise on my side .

On the day of my senior year graduation, I overheard those words.Xue Kai thought that even he had betrayed Zhang Meiyi, he thought that Zhang Meiyi was not that kind of girl, and blamed him for not continuing to wait until she came back, maybe there would still be a chance between them, but Ji Liangchuan finally despaired, faintly Tell him calmly that the biggest misunderstanding between them is meeting, and tell him lightly that the relationship between him and me is just a play on the spot.

Xue Kai finally ended his long memories, and my eyes became dry because I haven't blinked for a long time.

I am silent.I know I'm sad, I'm sad, but I can't blame him because I love him and because I knew from the beginning that I didn't understand him.I can't see his past at a glance, and I still don't understand his nature. His whole person seems to be covered with a thick layer of fog in my heart. I can only vaguely see his outline, but Can't really see all of him.

I laughed secretly, it turned out that he and I were both playing the same role, seeing through the sadness behind love and choosing rebellion.

The night sky is full of stars, today is the first day I left him, and the [-]th day I fell in love with him.When I'm not at home, who else can throw those fleeting beads into the glass jar instead of me, and count the time to love him?
At nine o'clock in the evening, Xue Kai insisted on taking me home, but I declined.I still have a place to go, I want to get lost completely this night, and get back to my original self completely.

When I stepped into Midnight Flower again, I had completely adapted to the dark background and gorgeous lights inside, including those noisy sounds.From then on, I was also a part of this place. I was not a quiet woman in the first place, let alone facing the pain of losing my first love, why should I be a reserved and good woman?I want to continue to squander my youth and play with the men I want to play with.

I frantically rushed onto the dance floor, twisted my waist with those crazy men and women who couldn't hold back their loneliness, and shook my head desperately.The crazy movements rose and fell, and the men next to me immediately noticed me, and they all started to move closer to me, touching their chins maliciously, and said restless words in their mouths: "Beauty, do you mind dancing with me?" ah?"

"Okay!" I started to laugh, and my body moved violently, wriggling along with those strange men, and the movements became more and more crazy.The blurred lights flashed in front of my eyes, and changed into another color in a blink of an eye. I couldn't see everything around me, but I just shook my body ecstatically, as if I wanted to break all the bones, as if I wanted to Shatter all memories about him.

His smile is fake!His tenderness is fake!His concern is fake!Our love is fake!Our marriage is the biggest lie!

I was completely taken advantage of by him!Be deceived by him!Hurt by him!
Ji Liangchuan!I love you so much!love you so much!Love you crazy!I love you so much that I forget my self-esteem!You don't know!you do not know!You always thought that I was playing with feelings just like you!You are sorry for me!You are sorry for me!I gave you my first kiss!I gave you my first love!I even gave you my first night!I give you all the pride and self-esteem of a woman!You betrayed me!Do you understand or not!Do you understand how painful it is for me to face your betrayal!

The man's hand began to caress my thigh frizzily, but a person with extreme heartache will lose all reason in an instant.He picked up a glass of wine from the side and poured it straight down my throat. I lost all resistance and could only let him pour the bitter liquid down my throat glass by glass.The orange-yellow liquid slowly flowed down the corner of the mouth, and flowed coldly into the neckline.Tears were also slowly flowing down my cheeks, seeping into every inch of my skin with a cold temperature.

After a few drinks, I was drunk, my face was flushed, and I twisted my body even more frantically, completely ignoring the restless hands of the man who kept stretching towards the restricted area of ​​my body.

However, when I was completely drunk, his face, his smile, and his gentleness appeared more clearly in my mind.Ji Liangchuan, I haven't seen you all day, I really... miss you so much.

I suddenly remembered that time he took my hand and walked straight forward, walked into the dreamy Midnight Flower, sat opposite me with desperate pain and drank cup after cup.Later I got angry. He thought he had left long ago, but when those hooligans smashed the wine bottle on my head, he appeared heroically, and calmly blocked the sharp pieces of glass for me, still hanging from the corner of his mouth. Wipe a leisurely smile.Now, I'm in danger again, will you show up again, give me a surprise, warm my heart, and make my heart hurt?
When the man's fiery palm was attached to my body again, a powerful big hand tightly grasped the man's arm.The big hand was trembling faintly, and the veins were obviously protruding from the wrist.A faint joy slipped through my heart, as if rewinding the tape that day, he finally appeared, stepped forward at the most critical time, and rescued me desperately.

Ji Liangchuan, is that you?
(End of this chapter)