Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 51: Memories Like a City of Wounds (3)
After a few days, my mother also began to become sad and sad.Facing the difficulties at home, I can't help anything. I can only look at them and feel sad with them.

That day I went home after school as usual, but the weather was not good. Just after I left the school gate, I looked up at the endless sky, where there were rolling black clouds, and the air was dull and damp, making it suffocating.After a while, it rained heavily, and the dark gray sky was divided into different spaces by the rain curtain.When I was rushing home in the rain, my father called home and said that he had to deal with things at the company and would be home later.

The nannies were also busy preparing dinner in the kitchen. When I wanted to go upstairs to take a shower, I heard a burst of unusual movements from the master bedroom, mixed with frantic gasps and suppressed screams.

My heart instantly froze three feet in the dreary and humid rainy season, and I pushed open the door with panic and despair.The scene that caught my eyes was my mother and a strange man entangled naked on the bed.

My mind went blank for a moment, all the blood was taken from my whole body, and I collapsed on the ground at the door, tears slipped down my cheeks without feeling.

I will never forget that man's face in my life, and I will never forget my mother's expression when she was pressed down by him.

I struggled to get up, and ran out of the room, almost fell down the stairs, followed by the woman's shouting, she shouted "Mengmeng", "Mengmeng" at the top of her lungs.I covered my ears with all my strength. At that moment, even her voice felt so disgusting.

My weak body lost all its strength, and I fell downstairs in an instant.The nannies heard the sound and ran over to help me up: "Miss! Why are you so careless? Where did you hurt?"

"Don't touch me! Get out of here!" I waved my hands, shook them off and rushed out of the house.

Without an umbrella, I was running alone in a world full of rain curtains, not knowing where to go, despite the oncoming raindrops slapping my face fiercely like a taming whip with vicious force.The pain on his face spread to the bottom of his heart, and the deep despair was colder than these icy raindrops.

I ran wildly, accidentally tripped, and sat on the ground watching the crowds coming and going.Those families of three went home happily holding an umbrella, and those families of three snuggled together under the eaves to shelter from the rain, but my home was broken.

At this time, the woman's voice sounded from behind, with a voice of despair pulled from the bottom of my heart, and filled my ears in the dense rainy air: "Mengmeng!"

I stood up abruptly, turned my head and yelled at her in despair: "Why did you betray Dad!"

She looked at me with sad eyes, and said nothing, her delicate and pale lips just opened and closed in the rain and fog.

"Speak! Speak! Speak to me!"

There was still a long silence on the opposite side. It turned out that there was no need to even explain, because what I saw had all become facts.

I got it, I got it, and I started smiling at her: "Ha! I know, I know it all! You've been a vain woman from the beginning! Daddy's company is going bankrupt, and Daddy is about to become pauper Yes, so you went to have an affair with the rich boss, for your future life of glory and wealth!"

"Mengmeng!" She shouted my name angrily.

"Don't call me by my name! I think you are dirty! What a random reason, what a great love, if Dad didn't create Xinghai, how would you marry him! How would you say you love him! You proposed it at the beginning That condition is clearly your greed! You are simply a woman who can sell anything for money!"

She was stunned by her beautiful face, showing a sad expression I had never seen before, she looked at me deeply, but did not defend herself, letting my insults and scolding mixed with the raindrops hit her face directly whole body.

Finally, she took a deep look at me for the last time, then turned around and left. Maybe I will no longer be able to understand the depressing and lonely back in this life.

That painful feeling was imprinted on my heart like a mark, she didn't explain anything, what made me sad the most was that she used her silence to agree to all my assumptions.

A few days later, she didn't go home again. Dad anxiously dialed her cell phone over and over again, but it was always turned off.When Dad tried to try one last time, I rushed up and slapped the phone from his hand and shouted: "Stop calling! She won't come back! She doesn't love you anymore! She betrayed you! She Sleeping with another man!"

The elderly father looked at me with dull eyes for a long, long time, until a line of tears slowly trickled down the corner of his eyes on the face engraved with years, and I finally cried with my father.

The warmth and joy of the past were lost in the big villa, and those golden years passed away in a flash with deep sentimentality.I hugged my father desperately like this, the innocent him, the injured him, the him who loved her so much.He was trembling and breathing in my arms, crying like a child, unable to speak.

A few days later, the woman's personal lawyer came to visit the house, and what was handed to my father and me was a divorce agreement.As long as we sign our names, we can completely draw a clear line between us and her. This is her request, to cut off all lifelines and all blood ties silently.

Dad sat on the sofa, staring at the pale piece of paper in a daze, and I cried, "Dad! Don't think about that woman anymore! Sign your name!"

"Mengmeng...but...father loves mother so much..."

I called him hysterically, over and over again, but there was only that name, because even I could hardly breathe, my throat was strangled by the paper like a white silk, and I couldn't breathe anymore.

When the woman's personal lawyer visited for the third time with the divorce agreement, Dad finally despaired and wrote his name—Shen Ruisi—in the bottom corner with his trembling right hand and weak strength.

After the last stroke was made, my father's tears fell on the divorce agreement, smudged into deep water stains, as if the tears that hadn't evaporated for a long time were hidden in those sad memories.

She just walked out of the world of my father and me, leaving quietly and without any warning, not even saying goodbye.From then on, only an old man who missed his lover and a girl who started to really grow up with hatred remained in that luxurious villa.

The woman I respect the most in this world and whom I love the most has since left in my life along with the divorce agreement that was taken away by the lawyer.

Soon, the matter of Xinghai was exposed by the media on major Internet TVs, and the scandal of the Xinghai Group CEO's wife having an affair outside was also spread on the Internet.Afterwards, Dong Ji, who learned that the company's financial deficits frequently appeared, began to subsidize Xinghai non-stop by relying on his friendship with his father, so Xinghai did not go bankrupt immediately.

And the female classmates around me at the university learned that the daughter of Shen's enterprise was down and out, not as good as before, they all broke up and left my side overnight, leaving only the gang still coveting my beauty rich man.

I began to laugh at my own life. It turns out that any affection around me has never been real.At this moment, I began to despair. All these injuries and pains were brought to me by that woman. Her betrayal made me hate love deeply.Seeing those men who keep seducing women with money, I even feel disgusted, so I started to use the beautiful appearance that that woman inherited to me to seduce big bosses, rich entrepreneurs, rich second generations, etc. man.Until later, I became arrogant and meaningless, and I would not refuse any man. I played to my heart's content and squandered my youth wantonly.I thought I understood that woman's choice. Those people will flatter and pamper you like a queen, buy you the most popular and fashionable clothes and jewelry, and take you to high-end places that poor people dare not even take a look at. Shopping malls, this is the material life women need.With all this, who wants shit love?
It turned out that the woman I have loved and respected for so many years is such a woman.Obviously, on that quiet night that day, she held me in her arms and talked about how close I was to my father in the past.

I never saw her again until now, until today, I saw her and her current husband in that silver-gray car, that is, the man who was lying on the same bed with her four years ago.

It wasn't until I told Ji Liangchuan everything about that woman that I realized that my mood had calmed down.After getting married, Ji Liangchuan never asked me why I never saw my mother. As early as when we first met, he had already guessed that there was something wrong with my parents' marriage, so he didn't want to touch my pain. The woman never said a word, and his understanding and caring have always touched me.

I put my hands on my knees in silence.

After a long time, Ji Liangchuan hugged me, kissed my forehead, as if nothing had happened, and said softly: "Go to rest early."

If it weren't for that woman, I wouldn't be in that state when I met Ji Liangchuan, I wouldn't be such a disgusting arrogant lady.I lightly grabbed his cuff and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't meet you with the most perfect posture. I hated the old me, didn't I?"

Ji Liangchuan just smiled lightly and said, "Me too, we are fair."

I just discovered that when we met, we were all so incomplete, so incomplete that I loathed myself so much.

I don't remember how I fell into a deep sleep on this desolate night. In the blur, I held our dumb in my arms.He comforted my head again and again, hummed nursery rhymes to lull me to sleep, and said goodnight to me many times.When I shed the last tear, I clearly saw his handsome side face illuminated by the moonlight, and there was a drop of distressed tears in the corner of his eye.

(End of this chapter)