Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 52
After get off work on Monday, I received an anxious call from Hongdou.When I heard the name Du Xiaohang, the heart-wrenching pain came again, and I hurried to Midnight Flower without saying a word.As soon as the car drove to the side of the road, I saw Du Xiaohang bent over throwing up in a nearby flower bed, and the red beans were still patting his back.I got out of the car immediately, and ran over in three steps at a time: "Hongdou, what's wrong with your belly?"

"He asked me to accompany him to drink, but he drank too much. No matter how much he persuaded him, he just kept drinking."

Compared with the pain, I am almost out of breath now. I let him live a good life, but he still looks like he is dying. How can I live my life with peace of mind when he is like this?

I tried my best to coax him to talk: "Little belly, let me take you home, okay..."

"Don't come here! I don't need you to control me!" He turned around and waved his hand like a different person, preventing me from approaching him.

"You don't want to be like this..."

"What do you want me to do? Tell me what you like about him? Who has been by your side for the past ten years? Who has been by your side to protect you, love you, and spoil you for the past ten years? You fucking Can't see it!"

"Little belly, last time you fell down the stairs and was hospitalized, what do you think this time? Are you going to keep going like this?"

"Shen Meng! I saw you clearly today! You are a fucking white-eyed wolf!" He was completely drunk and seemed to be in a daze.

"Do I have to repay you with love for your love? The only way to repay you is kindness. Do you want this kind of affection?" I stared into his chaotic eyes. don't know.

"Okay, Du Xiaohang, you drank too much today, go home first." Hongdou interjected.

"I'm not going back! I..." Before he finished speaking, Du Xiaohang vomited again, and fell on the side of the flower bed, already unconscious.I held back all the sour tears, picked him up like crazy, and dragged him to the car.

"Hongdou, I'll take him home, you go back first."

"Are you all right by yourself?"

"It's okay, you can go home early and rest."

"Alright then, call me when you get home."

"it is good."

The moment I turned around, I seemed to see the twinkling tears on Hongdou's face, but I have no time to take care of so much, the world is too tiring.

I put Du Xiaohang in the passenger seat and drove all the way to his home. One person dragged his heavy body to find the keys from his pocket, dragged him in directly, and put him on the bed in the bedroom.

He took out a towel from the bathroom and returned to the bed to wipe off the sweat and wine stains on his body.His face used to be so innocent and full of joy, but now it is so sad, just because I...

As he wiped his face again and again, he opened his blindfolded eyes, opened his lips, and called my name: "Shen Meng..."

"Little belly... don't do this again, okay... I really feel sorry for you..."

"Why can't you like me...why..."

I finally cried, the great sadness hit my heart, I threw myself into his arms and muttered to myself, but from the beginning to the end, I could only say to him: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"Stop saying I'm sorry! I've heard it countless times over the years!" He suddenly pushed me away, then roughly pulled me over and pressed me on the bed, with his whole body on top of me.

I struggled frantically, to the point of despair, and to the point of weakness: "Small belly! Don't do this, let me go!"

"Why are you someone else's! Why not mine!"

"Little belly! You drank too much! You can't do this to me!"

"Why can't I treat you like this! So what if you're married! Can he love you more than me?" He couldn't help but bow his head and kiss my neck fiercely.I struggled crazily and pushed him away desperately, but he pressed me down and ravaged me like a beast ready to go.

"Du Xiaohang! Get out!" I roared angrily with tears streaming down my face.Finally, he relaxed his strength, and I took the opportunity to push him away, picked up my bag and stumbled out.

I really didn't expect that one day, the relationship between me and him would become what it is now. We who were so innocent in the past are now constantly depicting wounds one after another.

When I got home, I wiped away my tears with my sleeve, rushed to the bathroom and washed my face.Just after finishing my face and returning to calm, a pair of warm hands behind me hugged me tightly.

"Why did you come back so late today? Why didn't I answer your call?"

I froze immediately, not noticing the vibration of the phone at all.

"Hmm... just went shopping with Hongdou, I didn't hear."

"I thought something happened to you, but it's okay..." He hugged me tightly behind him, and kissed my neck tenderly with his lips.I was startled suddenly, I instinctively pushed him away, and covered the mark where Du Xiaohang had just kissed me with my hand.

"What's wrong?" His expression was a little embarrassed.

I stammered and said: "I'm going to take a bath, you go out first!"

Only then did he smile lightly and walked out.

The grudge between me and Du Xiaohang continued like this, he still went to Midnight Flower every night to drink heavily, and got drunk until midnight until he passed out.Hongdou and I took turns persuading him, but he didn't listen. He just looked at me with drunken eyes and asked me over and over again why I couldn't fall in love with him.Up to now, I can't say anything. The little belly I love the most has become a stranger. He no longer considers my feelings, but just tortures my spirit with his own body over and over again.Until one day, he finally grabbed me tightly and asked me: "Shen Meng, is it because Ji Liangchuan is rich and can give you a rich life?"

"Can you stop thinking of me like that, I'm not the kind..."

"Okay! I get it. Give me time, and I will make more money than him. Just wait!" He looked at me resolutely, turned his head fiercely, walked alone, and disappeared into the black and gray In the shadows, it was like a farewell between life and death.

I have been busy with Du Xiaohang's work these days, and I feel exhausted. I have long forgotten how to put on my hard shell to resist the wind and cold outside, so that when Director Ji called me, I was a little stunned. I was speechless.

"Do you have time? I want to talk to you." Ji Yuankang's voice to me has always been the same tone, cold, alienated, and never changed. It was also this phone call that announced that my happiness was finally coming to an end.

There was no such shock and ups and downs. When we came to Ji Dong's house, we sat face to face in the study, and he looked at me and said, "Do you know about the recent drop in Tianyu's stock price?"

I smiled: "Do you want me to divorce Ji Liangchuan? I have no other questions. I just want to ask you whether Levin or Li have the strength to support Tianyu? Some companies are not potential stocks. It may be caused by a little mistake, and then Director Ji will continue to use your son as a bargaining chip and use marriage to save the company?"

Director Ji didn't expect me to say these words at all, his face froze, he gave me an embarrassed look, then stood up and walked to the window: "Don't worry about this, I make my own decision, I will pave the best for Liangchuan. Bright road, even if he will hate me for the rest of his life."

I don't know why, but I felt relieved when I heard this sentence. I didn't struggle, because I knew that even struggling was useless.Even if I use our love as a bargaining chip and say something shocking to Ji Yuankang, it is nothing in his eyes.And with the current Xinghai, it is impossible to compete with Tianyu. We have no stock price chips, no market chips, so there is no need to place a bet. Even if I don't make concessions, Director Ji will use other means, and Li Ziran Never let it go.Rather than procrastinating like this and letting Tianyu be affected by the sea of ​​stars, it would be happier to end everything early.

When I left the study, I just said lightly: "I see, Ji Dongduo take care."

When he started walking, he stopped me and said after a moment of silence: "Thank you for understanding my heart as a father."

I just thought it was ridiculous, turned my head and said to him: "I made a concession not because I understand you, but because I love your son."

After I finished speaking, I turned and left, and I will never come back again.

Walking alone on the street alone, I dare not think, dare not recall, I am afraid that if I think of a little bit about Ji Liangchuan, I will cry.Obviously we can live a less tiring life, but we have to bear too many things. After all, there is not only love in life.

The phone vibrated in my pocket, and I saw a familiar name. I really didn't know what else she wanted to do when she came to me.

"Miss Shen, do you have time?" Li Ziran's voice came from the phone.

"What? Is there something else? Thanks to Mrs. Li, Xinghai has almost snatched up the most profitable projects, so Xinghai has never been able to find a chance to turn the tables."

Li Ziran just smiled "hehe": "It's nothing, since you don't want to come out to meet, it's fine, I just hope you can see the facts in front of you clearly. If you really love him, you will definitely not let Tianyu collapse for your own benefit ,so……"

"Li Ziran, even if I divorce Ji Liangchuan, you still won't be able to get him. Ji Yuankang will let Ji Liangchuan marry the daughter of the Levin Group. You spent so much effort but ended up with nothing. I feel sorry for you."

"What, what are you talking about!" Li Ziran finally let go of her disguise, her voice became harsh. She probably never dreamed that although Ji Yuankang knew about Li's power, he thought that in order to make his son have a good harvest in love and career, the same conditions Next, of course, will choose Levine.

"Don't play tricks, Li's strength still has my thoughts, Ji Yuankang can't be unaware!" Li Ziran had already torn off the disguise of quietness and was completely confused.

"If self-comfort can make you feel better, you can think so, goodbye."

It was only after I put down the phone that I felt pathetic, obviously I was the one who lost this war so badly.

Walking aimlessly on the side of the street alone, I couldn't help but think of Meiyi again.Recently, we seldom meet each other. She always prevaricates my invitations, saying that she is busy, but I have long understood in my heart that she has not come out of the past relationship, so there is nothing I can do for the time being. Facing me, this is her usual style. She is afraid of being alerted by others, so she chooses to hide by herself.

I walked in the direction of her house unconsciously, and when I passed a pharmacy inadvertently, I happened to see a girl with a bag in her hand, walking forward sadly with her head down, and when I looked carefully, it happened to be Meiyi.She is sick?Out of curiosity, I followed her all the time, and she was still looking down at her own shadow on the road.He followed her all the way home, and hurriedly followed her upstairs.She opened the door feebly, even forgot to close the door, and walked inside with the bag in her hand.

Suddenly there was a sound of collapse inside, without turning on the light, I tiptoed in and came to her bedroom.She sat on the floor with her arms around her knees, and buried her head deeply. The room was in chaos, and the ground was full of waste paper.I held back the pain in my heart and walked over quietly, and looked at the floor through the dim light of the moonlight. Those were not waste papers at all, but photos taken by Ji Liangchuan and Meiyi when they were together in high school. Smiling, sweet, happy, all It’s all their hard-to-break memories. The bag next to her from the pharmacy turned out to be a bottle of sleeping pills... She pretended to be strong all the time, and she spent the years of leaving Ji Liangchuan like this...My heart Violently torn apart by her lonely back, tragically torn apart by the photo on the ground and the bottle of sleeping pills.I shouted loudly behind her: "Meiyi, I am the one who is sorry for you, hit me! You scold me! This year you have been through so much pain! Why didn't you say anything! Why!"

She was obviously taken aback, and suddenly froze all over, turned her head and stared at me incredulously. Still trying to pull out a smile: "Ah, Shen Meng, why are you here! You don't even say hello, just barge into other people's houses, you really are, haha!"

I rushed over and hugged her, tears hit her shoulders, she was so bewildered that she stroked my hair indiscriminately: "Oh, I was just tidying up the room, these old photos were meant to be thrown away...don't cry ...You didn't do anything wrong, it was me who was wrong, be obedient, don't blame yourself...If you are unhappy...I will feel even more uncomfortable, you know?"

I cried and trembled, and the pain in my whole body made it difficult for me to breathe. I could only hold her thin shoulders tightly with my fingers: "Meiyi! I think I am so annoying! Both you and Xue Kai can give up their love for their friends , but I can’t! I’m so selfish! I’m so selfish!”

"Don't be stupid, it's not a question of whether to give up or not, but a question of whether you love or not, understand? My relationship with Liangchuan is over, and he loves you now."

"But...but..."

"Okay, don't think so much anymore, I'm really fine, be obedient."

"Meiyi, can I stay with you today?"

"Haha, aren't you afraid that your husband will be worried?"

"Meiyi, let me accompany you..."

She stopped talking, just looked at me with a smile, but that smile was really sad...

I dialed Ji Liangchuan's cell phone, and his voice was still as soft as a piece of silk slipping through my heart: "Hello?"

"Liangchuan, I spent the night at... Hongdou's house today, she has something to tell me."

He chuckled lightly on the other side of the phone: "Are you going to cause trouble for others again?"

Listening to his familiar voice, I suddenly felt pain in my heart: "Go to bed early, good night."

"Well, good night, wife."

Hearing this sweet address, after that huge warm current hits his whole body, his whole body is actually icy cold.I don’t know if you still remember, when we first met, you liked to call me by my full name, or Miss Shen, Miss Shen Meng, then you started to seduce me and called me baby, and then we got married Yes, you called me Mrs. Ji, and later we fell in love, and you finally started calling me Mengmeng, and now you gently call me wife.That feeling is very happy, very happy, but I can understand that when a person has a premonition that he will lose his most precious thing, he will always cherish it twice.

"Hehe, are you done?" Zhang Meiyi walked over from behind and asked me with a smile.

I hastily wiped away the tears on my face, and responded with a smile: "Yeah."

That night, the moonlight shined through the glass windows and filled the ground with silver light. We hugged each other and fell asleep. Before going to sleep, we talked about the bits and pieces of those high school days. We once walked through every corner of the campus hand in hand. We used to play basketball games together with the boys, we used to have lunch together on the huge football field, we were so innocent and carefree at that time, it would be great if we could not grow up.

The next morning, Zhang Meiyi woke me up and made breakfast for me.We all sensitively didn't mention that person, just chatted simply, as if all the pain had never happened to us.

After breakfast, I got a call, and when I saw the caller ID, I knew it couldn't drag on any longer.

I called Mr. He to ask for a day off. Unknowingly, Mr. He was still slapping my ass with a smile, so I hung up the phone with a wry smile.

I thought it was the last time I came to this house last time, but I didn't expect to come for the second time so soon.I came to Director Ji's house alone, and after entering, Aunt Ji was not at home, and the nannies had gone to nowhere. In the empty house, only Director Ji and I were left sitting face to face on the sofa in the living room.

"Has the divorce procedure not been completed yet?" He said it easily and directly, it felt like he was talking about a very simple matter, but he didn't know that the word "divorce" sounded like walking away to me. The horn of the execution ground made me lose control like that.

(End of this chapter)