Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 53
"Can't wait to work with Levine?" I asked mockingly.

Director Ji's face froze, but he quickly returned to his usual cold expression: "Do you know that the daughter of Chairman Levin Zhang Xianhe is your good friend Zhang Meiyi, who is also Liangchuan's ex-girlfriend?"

"A few years ago, you objected to Ji Liangchuan and Zhang Meiyi being together because Zhang Xianhe's company couldn't meet your requirements. Now that Levin has a certain strength, that's why you changed your mind."

"You have to know that when I die, Tianyu Group will be owned by Liangchuan alone. For the sake of his future, I have to do this. Similarly, the strength of Levin Enterprise is now much higher than that of Xinghai. In addition, Liang Chuan also had feelings for Zhang Meiyi, I don't think there is anything wrong with me doing this. Ms. Shen, if you really love Liang Chuan, I don't think you can bear to watch him have nothing. Xinghai, you still have to face many financial problems?"

Very well, the center of the long talk is to let me go through the divorce procedures quickly. I really have no way to refuse this reason, because I really love Ji Liangchuan, so for his future, I can sacrifice everything.Director Ji, everything is as you wish. Originally, a small person like me has no way to compete with you. Love is a woman's weakness, so a cold-blooded person like you will never have a weakness in his life.

I raised the smile on the corner of my mouth, even if I leave, I will continue to be my noble and proud woman.When he picked up his bag and walked out, Director Ji said the last sentence: "Shen Meng, maybe you don't know Liang Chuan, but he is my son, I can understand, he is a very proud man, he is Absolutely can't stand a poor life, so your retreat is the best way to survive for him."

I was driving crazily on the road alone, and the howling wind blew hard on my face. The sharp pain finally drew out my tears.Ji Liangchuan, we have no fate after all, but how deeply we love each other...

I cried and rushed into the house, the home that once belonged to me and him, a home full of warmth and happiness.I rushed up to the second floor, hid in the bedroom, and brought out a huge suitcase.This box was bought when we were on our honeymoon because of my willfulness and lack of restraint. I bought a lot of things and couldn’t bring them back. Thinking about it carefully, I turned out to be such an unpleasant girl. But...he can endure all my petty temper and capriciousness, he can calmly face all my shortcomings with a smile...Ji Liangchuan, if I leave you, there will be no one in this world who can love me like you...

The time when we spent our honeymoon in Japan was the happiest time in my life. Perhaps, the days with you by my side are my greatest happiness.You hold my hand across the road, in a foreign country, as long as you can lead me, I will not be afraid; you teach me how to make cotton candy, at that time, the happiness overflowing in my heart is as sweet as that cotton candy; Take me through every street and alley, never care about what I bought, just give me the warmest smile, and help me carry those big and small bags; every night when I go to bed, you will quietly cover me when I fall asleep Good my quilt.Actually, I know all of this, I know all of this... Without your "good night" in the future, how should I sleep peacefully...

These days we lived together, you never got angry with me, no matter how I played childish temper, you were willing to coax me.Every time, you pick out the dishes I don’t like in my bowl and eat them by yourself; when it’s windy and rainy, you tell me to wear more clothes, but then you forget to add more clothes .Sometimes, you are really stupid... But, your badness, your stupidity, and everything about you are so hard for me to let go.

Obviously, we have both agreed that we will become husbands and grandmothers together, and we will stay together when we grow old, but I am really not a good girl, I have to renege on my promise, we said Promises made cannot be fulfilled.

It's just... our Ji Duan hasn't had time to conceive, you like children so much, but I have been willful not wanting them all the time, and now I am leaving you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, it's all because of my willfulness.When I finally made up my mind to have a baby with you, we never had another chance...

As these memories kept pouring into my mind, the tears became more and more turbulent, and a large area of ​​my collar was wet.With trembling and weak hands, I dialed the series of numbers that I am all too familiar with.

His voice is what I miss the most. How can I adapt without this nice voice in the future?
"Hey?"

"Liangchuan..." I tried my best to hold back my tears, and kept smiling on the side where he couldn't see.

"Huh?" You are always like this, responding gently, because of your gentleness, I can't help crying.

"I...I..." My heart ached so badly that I was about to collapse.

"What's wrong? Did you miss me?"

I burst out laughing with a "puchi": "Yeah, I miss you, why haven't you come back?"

"Hehe, I'm going to get off work soon, so wait for me at home."

"Ah."

The moment I hung up the phone, I slumped on the ground and cried bitterly, only calling out his name over and over again.There were times, really times, when I wanted to rush over and hug him and tell him over and over again how much I loved him.But, I don't have a chance anymore, I really want to listen to it again, he gently called me "wife", but, I don't have a chance anymore.Ji Liangchuan, do you know?The me just now actually wanted to tell you... I really love you...

Wipe away my tears and continue to pack my luggage. I tidy up his clothes while packing my own things. The light blue shirt he likes, the perfume he used, and the tie he often wears. Fiber, like using this touch to record all the memories about him.Walking to the bedside table, I stroked it and drew a circular trajectory with my fingertips. Before going to bed every night, he likes to put a glass of pure milk here to read, with a refined posture.Over time, I also got used to drinking a glass of milk with him before falling asleep. My habit is his habit.

When I came to the desk, I looked at the bottle of fleeting beads, the colorful ones were shining under the light, those are the days I love him day after day.I packed all the time beads and large glass bottles in my luggage, and I never told him that the time beads are actually used by me to count the time I love him.

After packing all the luggage, the tears stopped, but the huge wound in my heart was empty and nothing could fill it. It was an endless black hole, leading to eternity.

After taking one last deep look at Dumb who was lying on the bed, I finally closed the door slowly.

When I pulled my luggage, calmed down, and walked downstairs with no expression on my face, I happened to bump into him rushing home in a hurry. His gentle smile stopped abruptly when he saw my suitcase.

I struggled to hold back my sadness, pretended to be cold, and looked at him coldly, at the person I loved the most in my life.

As expected, he looked at me solemnly and asked, "Mengmeng, are you going on a business trip? Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

I spread my hands and said casually: "Ji Liangchuan, why is Xinghai still not improving? Enough is enough, I can't wait any longer."

His pupils dilated instantly, his lips were tightly pressed together, and his face was pale.He looked at me with deep, sad eyes, as if he wanted to use the light projected from those eyes to tightly net me and not let me leave him half a step.He is so smart, how could he not understand what I mean?
"I'm sorry, I really thought that my dad's company would get better after I married you, but... now it's not the result I want at all. I'm sorry for using you." I tried to say a complete no Flawed sentences make myself look like a qualified actor.

After a long silence, he stared at me with deep eyes: "Did my dad tell you something?"

"It's none of your father's business." I interrupted him hastily, and continued, "I don't know what your father thinks, I just know that Xinghai won't be as beautiful as before, so I won't play this game It's over, Tianyu... has no use value, so our marriage should also end, I have the happiness that I should have pursued."

He shook his head slightly, but still stared at me closely, his tone full of bitterness: "This joke is not funny at all, what's wrong with you today?"

"I'm sorry, what I said is true. I know it's my fault to use you, but that's the way I am." I turned my head, not daring to look at his face, I was afraid that I would collapse in the next second.

Suddenly he put on an expression I had never seen before, cold and distant: "You know? I won't believe a single word you're saying now."

At this time, I opened my lips stiffly and said, "Mr. Ji, don't you understand? Don't you think about why I have been married to you for more than a year but I don't want to have children with you."

(End of this chapter)