Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 56 Time can't take away longing (2)
After coming out, Hongdou didn't dare to look up at me, so I had to ask first, "What's wrong?"

"That... Ji Liangchuan asked me where you are... I really can't bear it..."

I suddenly felt a burst of panic: "Red beans! You will make me feel more uncomfortable if you do this, you clearly know..."

"Sorry……"

I shook my head helplessly, I really can't imagine his thin face, when I think of him again, even breathing becomes so painful.

After Hongdou left, I continued to accompany Du Xiaohang, chatting casually in the ward.

"Hongdou left?" Du Xiaohang asked.

"Hmm." Seeing that Du Xiaohang's face darkened slightly, I couldn't help being curious, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing... You said yesterday that you were willing to come back to me... Is it true?" He looked at me cautiously, observing my expression, he was afraid that I would go back on my word.

"...It's true...I've already signed the divorce agreement, and now I'm waiting for Ji Liangchuan to sign it before sending it over."

"Divorce? Did you have a problem?" Du Xiaohang suddenly stared at me in disbelief.

"Yes." I tried to pretend to be calm.

"why?"

"It's nothing, it's just that their personalities don't match, and they can't get along with each other."

At this time, Du Xiaohang suddenly lifted the quilt on the hospital bed, and was about to jump out of bed: "Did he bully you? Tell me the truth!"

I stopped him and pressed him back into the quilt again: "No! It's really just because it's not suitable! He didn't apologize to me!"

He looked at my firm eyes before he settled down and lay down again: "Really?"

"Hmm." I nodded slightly.

"Then...we..." His face was reddish, he lowered his head and looked at me narrowly.

Now, I don't have any choice. Du Xiaohang can accept a married woman, why can't I accept him?After all, he has been waiting for me for so many years.

I smiled at him, nodding slightly.

"But, I still can't believe it, you know? It all happened so suddenly for me, I..."

I patiently watched him, who has always been carefree, begin to speak shyly. At this moment, I saw the image reflected in the mirror on the bedside table. Ji Liangchuan slowly came to the ward from the corridor.Just when his head appeared at the door of the ward, I made the most painful decision in my life.

I suddenly rushed over and kissed Du Xiaohang's lips fiercely.Both Ji Liangchuan and Du Xiaohang were equally shocked.Ji Liangchuan froze and stared at me with wide eyes, but I could only close my eyes tightly, afraid that the moment I opened my eyes, tears would flow down uncontrollably, afraid that the moment I opened my eyes, his A vulnerable, painful face breaks my heart.

Time seems to have stayed at this moment for a long time, the quiet ward was pale everywhere, the fine wind blew in, slid past the ears, slightly scratched the hearts of the two people, the blood flowed drop by drop in the heart, that is, heartbreak the sound of.

I heard the sound of the door of the ward opening feebly, and the sound of his slowly approaching footsteps, heavy and slow, like an old movie being shown, those old times are passing away little by little, from me and in his life.

Finally, his tired voice came from behind, beating my heart violently: "Is this the real reason why you left me?"

I opened my eyes, left Du Xiaohang's lips, resisted the desire to turn around and rush into his arms with difficulty, and said coldly: "Yes."

There was another long silence, and the air was suffocatingly humid.

"That's good, I'll help you all." His tone was cold, without any warmth, and the traces of those who loved me before were nowhere to be found.

He turned and left, and I could only hold on to the clothes on my chest, as if I wanted to crush that broken heart with my own hands.Listening to the sound of his heavy footsteps, playing vigorously on the floor, and slowly walking out of the door of the ward, this time, I really want to say goodbye.

"Shen Meng...you..." Du Xiaohang didn't have the slightest surprise on his expression, he just looked at me a little helplessly.

I desperately held back my tears, desperately faded out of Ji Liangchuan's sad back when he left in my mind, and desperately smiled at Du Xiaohang: "Small belly, don't fight anymore, or I will really ignore you next time, take a good rest. "

"Well." He smiled at me faintly, I have never seen such a happy expression on his face.

A few days later, when I was sitting in the office, Xiao Meng knocked on the door and came in and handed me an email.When I took it apart, the pure white paper reflected the sunlight and pierced my eyes.I thought I would be brave at this moment, I thought I would be strong at this moment, but when I saw the strong and powerful handwriting at the signature, I still cried, and tears fell on his name, smudged. A large area of ​​dark wet stains, a name was signed on the divorce agreement: Ji Liangchuan.

one year later.

Meiyi called me from the United States: "Hello?"

"Shen Meng, are you alright over there alone?" Her voice was as clear and free as ever.

"Well, what about you? When are you planning to come back?"

"I'm not going back. I'll talk about it later."

"Still in a cold war with your father? It's been a year."

"Who made him not understand me, well, let's not talk about this, you..."

I panicked, I knew who she was talking about, so I had to interrupt her immediately: "Don't worry about me, you have to take good care of yourself abroad, by the way... Xue Kai came to look for me when you left without saying goodbye last time..."

A year ago, after the divorce, I locked myself in a small world, living at two o'clock and one line every day, either going to the company or going back to Hongdou's house, occasionally going out with Du Xiaohang, living a simple and casual life.

I thought that soon I would see the news of the marriage between Mr. Ji's son and Levin's daughter in the newspapers.After Meiyi learned that Ji Liangchuan and I were divorced, she found me without saying a word, and she asked me if Dong Ji and his father forced me to leave Ji Liangchuan.I know that if I tell her the truth, she will find Ji Liangchuan and tell him everything, so what's the point of my quitting?I don't want Tianyu to collapse because of me, it's because I know Ji Liangchuan, I know that he will find me back without hesitation, completely ignore the company, and ignore his father's request, I don't want things to become like this.So, I had no choice but to tell Meiyi that I fell in love with someone else, and there was nothing I could do about it.However, what I didn't expect was that Meiyi just smiled, stepped forward and hugged me lightly, and said, "Looking at you now is like looking at me a few years ago. We all love each other for the man we like. Better Future gave up the right to be with him and we were really like..."

I froze for a moment, hugged her back with all my strength, suppressed the grief and indignation in my heart, and begged her: "Don't tell him, please... Please... I don't want to see him with nothing... Meiyi , you must respect my choice."

She didn't say anything, just kept silent. After a long time, she said: "Don't worry, I don't want the happiness you didn't get."

I didn't know what this sentence meant that day. I didn't know what happened until Xue Kai found me and said to me "Meiyi disappeared".It turned out that Meiyi knew that Ji Dong wanted her to marry Ji Liangchuan, so in order to escape the marriage, she had to flee abroad without telling her parents.In order to give us a chance to get back together again, she believed that we would be able to be together again, but she didn't know that after she left, my heart ached even more, because I would rather marry Ji Liangchuan if she was the one who would marry Ji Liangchuan. Not willing to be Li Ziran.I know that Director Ji will never miss anyone who is beneficial to Tian Yu, even if he doesn't like it, even if his son doesn't like it.

When Xue Kai asked me where Meiyi had gone that day, I just felt like my mind was blank.I looked at his sad face, and suddenly felt a little distressed. If it weren't for the power of love, how could it make a person so vicissitudes, and how could it make a person stand by for so many years?Before leaving, he said to himself in a calm tone: "She left alone again quietly, and she clearly said that she would never let her go...why do you always ignore my feelings..."

When I was talking to Meiyi about this, Meiyi was silent for a long time on the other end of the phone, and then she said: "Shen Meng, I shouldn't have told you these things, but, do you know? Because of Xue Kai's suffering Pursuit makes me feel that I can't forget Liangchuan even more. I have said to myself many times, if there is a little bit, even if I forget about him a little bit, I will try to accept Xue Kai, but I have waited for so many years, but I've never seen an opportunity like this…”

"Meiyi..."

Meiyi suddenly smiled and said: "Don't worry, now I just want to learn more abroad, and I sincerely hope that you and Liangchuan will be together. When the time is right, I will return to China...in order not to worry you I, I will try to accept Xue Kai, okay?"

Apart from responding, I don't know what to say. There is too much helplessness in this world, and too much bravery is worn down by reality into a kind of weakness and calm acceptance.

A year ago, at the airport, I sent away my father who went abroad to negotiate with old friends. When the house was mortgaged, I sent away the nannies who had grown up with me. Unknowingly, Meiyi also left. A person disappeared quietly. I know that she made this sacrifice for the happiness of me and Ji Liangchuan, but even if she leaves, we will not be able to walk together in the end.Because of this incident, Director Ji completely distanced himself from Levin Enterprises. Maybe he has been looking for the daughters of big entrepreneurs for a year, and arranged blind dates for Ji Liangchuan one by one, or directly chose Li Ziran, the daughter of the Li family. Arranging engagements and marriages for them... In the end, I have no time to care about the outcome, because I no longer have any intersection with his world, because the current Xinghai is no longer the same as it used to be.

I used to naively think like a little girl that Ji Liangchuan and I would meet at a certain intersection, even if he didn't see me, as long as I could see him in a corner from afar, just one glance would be fine, just take a look Has he lost weight over the years, is he all right.Or in a certain meeting room, he is sitting opposite me, still well-dressed as before, talking and laughing happily, when he laughs, there will be warm sunshine covering his surroundings, and then we all forget each other’s pain, he Gently call me Mengmeng.

Du Xiaohang worked desperately to make money this year, and said that he must give me the best life in the future. He is now running a business in a real estate company and often commutes between the north and the south. He is very busy, but when I am off work, he always Come and pick me up on time.

Mr. He walked into my office, threw a pile of papers on my desk with a livid face, and started yelling mercilessly: "I said Shen Meng! Why didn't you win many of the cases you took this month?" Ah! What are you thinking about every day?"

"The clients in those cases were not very cooperative with me." I went on with my work without looking up at him.

"Don't give me so many excuses! I don't want to hear it! If you don't do a good job, you can get out!" After speaking, he walked out of the office.

(End of this chapter)