Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 55 Time can't take away longing (1)
It was Hongdou who woke me up in the morning. When I opened my sleepy eyes, I realized that I was lying on Hongdou's bed at some point. Her face was haggard, and she obviously hadn't slept well.

"Wash your face and eat breakfast." She spoke to me softly, for fear that a louder voice would break my heart.

"Yeah." As soon as I got up, I slumped on the ground, my whole body was sore and I lost strength.

"Oh... let me help you up."

"Yeah." After I got up, I looked deeply at the door, as if I wanted to see through the world outside the door.He, is he gone?When did I fall asleep last night?It seems that in the dream he kept calling my name, maybe everything is my illusion, he should have left long ago.

Looking out of the window, morning dew hangs on the tender green leaves to reflect the sunshine after the rain. Suddenly there was a loud noise outside the door, and my heart collapsed instantly, and I opened the door suddenly.Ji Liangchuan closed his eyes heavily, frowned, his face was filled with a hint of sadness, his forehead was covered with messy hair that had been ravaged by the rain all night, and he fell on the ground outside the door, curled up tightly, his face pale In one piece, he actually guarded the door and slept all night...

I fell to my knees on the ground with a "plop" like a fool, and I forgot how to shed my tears, but the heart-wrenching pain was still lingering unforgettable.

After being stunned for a while, Hongdou immediately ran over to touch his forehead, turned around and shouted at me: "Call an ambulance quickly, he has a fever!"

"..."

"Shen Meng! Why are you still standing there! You!" Hong Dou looked at me who was silent, rushed into the room and made a call.

I forgot how I followed Hongdou to send Ji Liangchuan to the hospital. Everything was done by Hongdou, registering, asking, and buying food. I was just mechanically manipulated by her, listening to her, no He nodded, but didn't know what she said.

After a busy day, I finally regained consciousness, grabbed Hongdou's shoulder and shouted: "How is he?! How is he?!"

Hongdou tried her best to stabilize my emotions, and said with a smile: "It's all right, I just have a fever, and I'll be discharged tomorrow after some fluid infusion. Would you like to see him?"

I was stunned, and after my eyes dimmed, I hooked the corners of my mouth and said with a wry smile: "No, I'm going back to your house, and I'll stay with you for a while."

Hongdou stopped persuading me, shook his head and went into his ward.I stayed outside the door looking at the room in a daze for a long time, and finally restrained the desire to rush in with difficulty, turned and left.

The next day, Hongdou came back from the hospital and told me that Ji Liangchuan had been discharged from the hospital, and he kept calling my name when he was sick. I was heartbroken, but I could only smile wryly.

Ji Liangchuan kept calling, texting, and coming to Hongdou's house. I had to turn off the phone and close the door. Compared to him, I was in more pain.A few days later, Director Ji made the last phone call: "Shen Meng, I hope you can settle the matter as soon as possible. If Tianyu doesn't cooperate with Levin Company immediately, I'm afraid even Tianyu will face bankruptcy one day."

I replied feebly, "Got it."

A few days later, I sent the divorce agreement to my home. I can no longer imagine how much pain I caused him. Perhaps, he has already figured it out, because he no longer seeks me.

Major Internet news began to spread again. Recently, Ji Yuankang, the chairman of Tianyu, personally ordered to withdraw the funding for Xinghai, and invested a large amount of funds in some other companies' projects. All the other shareholders immediately agreed.

On weekends, I go to see my dad.Sure enough, without Tianyu's support, the company would face financial problems again.Dad sat in a daze in the study, and only when he saw me did he show a smile with difficulty.

"dad……"

"Mengmeng, I always feel that your mother hasn't come back because I failed to save Xinghai... This time, Xinghai may really be doomed...I'm afraid your mother will never come back..."

"Dad! Stop thinking about that woman! She doesn't deserve what you did to him!"

"Mengmeng, maybe you are still young, you don't understand, there are some things, reason can never overcome emotion."

I get it, I really get it all, Ji Liangchuan, who used to be a shrewd and wise man, has now become so stupid for love, chasing a car irrationally, sleeping outside the door in the rain irrationally One night.He can give up his self-esteem and all his pride for me. I understand all this, but unfortunately, I understand it too late.

"Mengmeng, Dad knows that you can't rely on others all the time, don't worry, Dad will definitely solve the problem, so I may have to go abroad during this time."

"Going abroad?"

"Yes, I have a few friends abroad, maybe I can ask them about this matter."

"Well, then you must be careful when you go out alone." At this point, I can only give it a go.If it wasn't for Li Ziran manipulating her father behind her back to snatch away all the favorable projects, maybe Xinghai could find a turning point, maybe I wouldn't be separated from Ji Liangchuan... It's a pity that it's too late to understand.

"Mengmeng... can you sell your car first, and this house needs to be temporarily mortgaged for a period of time. Dad knows I'm sorry for you, but fortunately, Liangchuan is by your side, so I can rest assured."

It turns out that Dad doesn't know about us yet, so there's no need to increase his worries.

"Dad, I will bring the car to you tomorrow, so don't worry, take this opportunity to go out and relax."

"Well, Mengmeng, you and Liangchuan should live a good life."

I endured the pain and nodded desperately.Why don't I want to live a good life with him?However, fate does not allow it.

When I came out of the house, I called Director Ji again, hoping that he would not tell Dad about the matter between me and Ji Liangchuan for the time being. I didn't want to add any trouble to him who was already very tired.Director Ji hesitated for a moment, but agreed to me. I politely said "Thank you" and hung up the phone.

The next day, I handed over the car to my father. For a while, I had nothing. This time I really have nothing. There is no home I can go back to. I can only take a taxi to go to work and go back to Hongdou’s house. Every day at two o’clock and one line life followed closely.

After living a peaceful life for a few days, there was a sudden knock on the door of Hongdou's house.I instinctively shrank back, and now, I dare not face him anymore.Hongdou cautiously looked over from the cat's eyes, and after relaxing for a while, she turned her head and said to me, "It's not him, it's Meiyi."

Meiyi?How did she come?

After Hongdou opened the door, Zhang Meiyi jumped over and immediately took my hand and walked out: "Meiyi? Why are you here?"

"Don't ask so many questions! Come with me!"

I got into a car with her in a daze, and the driver politely called her "Miss".That's right, Zhang Meiyi is no longer the ordinary girl she used to be. His father is now the old director of the famous Levin Enterprise, and she is a daughter.

Before I had time to ask clearly, I was dragged into her house by Zhang Meiyi, and hurriedly rushed into a study.A heroic man was sitting in the study looking at the documents in his hand. When he saw us, he immediately put down the work in his hand, stood up and looked at me sternly.

"Dad! Have you seen clearly! The person Liang Chuan loves is her, not me!"

"So what?" He was unusually stern, with the same aura as Director Ji, maybe all rich old directors looked the same.

"How? The marriage you arranged with Ji Yuankang will make many people suffer! I will not marry him!"

"Meiyi! Have you forgotten how we were insulted by Ji's family back then? Now he begged me to cooperate with him, why should I not agree! I can't wait to command him and see him loyal to me like a dog Yes! I'm trying to win you over! Daughter!"

"Dad! You fight and fight like this, and the people who hurt you in the end are all people of our generation, do you know that!"

"Meiyi! Dad knows that you have never forgotten that kid over the years. You are my darling. Don't I know what you are thinking?"

As soon as this sentence came out, I froze, Zhang Meiyi froze, and all the air froze.Everything shows that I am the outsider, I have stepped into this world that does not belong to me at all.

"But dad, Liangchuan doesn't like me anymore, what's the point of letting us be together like this! I won't promise you!"

"You!" Zhang Xianhe suddenly coughed violently, his whole body bent down, panting desperately.Zhang Meiyi rushed over at once, shouting anxiously.

"Dad, don't be angry, your illness is not completely cured, I..."

With a wry smile, I picked up my bag and walked out, facing the wind, putting my hands in my pockets, watching the stars twinkling in the sky, just like his eyes when he looked at me... Shaking my head, throwing away those Reminiscing, I should have known a long time ago that our road will not go far, even if Ji Dong will not come to me, and use Ji Liangchuan's future to force me to leave him, I will not be able to face Zhang Meiyi's pain and her Dad's illness, and Du Xiaohang's sadness and despair, he chose to calmly continue to be with him.Our union is just the beginning of a tragedy, the mistake between us is the meeting.

I walked back to Hongdou's house in a wild way of thinking, and the gloomy street lamps flickered, making people upset. There was a thick darkness and a small cluster of orange lights in front of me.When I was about to reach the door, the figure leaning against the wall next to me immediately stopped my progress.

He has lost weight, with a green beard growing around his chin, his figure is exhausted and bleak, his eyes are full of helpless pain, when he saw me, his pupils dilated immediately, and he walked straight to me, asking with tranced tenderness :"You're back……"

I bit my lower lip and kept calm: "Go back, I've made a decision."

"I don't believe it! You lied to me!"

"Yes, I'm just lying to you. I never loved you."

He suddenly took a step back and looked at me in disbelief who said this sentence so easily, but he didn't know that when I said this sentence, my heart had already been cut open by the words he heard into countless fragments.

"You said you don't love me?"

I raised my head, looked at him firmly, and said fiercely, "Yes."

"Then let me ask you, what is this?" He still looked at me, and took out a beautifully crafted peace amulet from his collar.When I saw this peace talisman, I was instantly speechless and could only stand there in a daze.

"You gave this to me. You don't love me. Why did you go out alone in the middle of the night in an unfamiliar foreign country to buy me a talisman?" He approached me, and an inextinguishable flame suddenly rose in his eyes. .

"I picked it up by accident. I didn't go out that day to buy it for you..."

"Shen Meng, don't you think you're fake?" He suddenly smiled and looked at me mockingly.

"You're right! I've been a fake woman who knows how to play tricks from the beginning to the end!" I bypassed him and ran home.He suddenly grabbed my wrist and grabbed me tightly: "Mengmeng, say you love me..."

I closed my eyes tightly, and said coldly: "Please let go, and the divorce agreement I sent over, send it to me as soon as you sign it."

"I won't let you go! I won't let you go until I die! Tell me why you left me, isn't it Ji Yuankang!"

"Ji Liangchuan, others can't influence me." I turned my head away, bit my lip, and bit by bit opened his blue fingers, one, two... until our hands started to turn red.I tried my best to shake off his hand, and ran forward desperately with his back on my back. When I stopped, I took off the ring on my ring finger and threw it on the ground, and rushed all the way into the house. At this moment, tears finally Burst.

That night, I hid in the curtain behind the window and watched his slender figure stand under the street lamp for a whole night.He lowered his head slightly, looking at the ring on the ground reflecting the moonlight, standing still for a long time as if he had lost his life.Until I saw the tears in the corner of his eyes, I also started to cry, and stood with him in that lonely corner for a whole night, from the dark night, to the pale twilight, and then to the cool morning, he finally Slowly bent down, picked up the ring, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, turned around, and left with a weak body.I leaned against the wall by the window and shed tears all night, my heart was already broken.

Dear, please leave with my peace talisman, I hope you can live a happy life...

It's been a long time, it's been a long time, I haven't seen him again, the person I love the most in my life, but, it's been a long time, I haven't received the divorce agreement signed by him.

When my life gradually returned to calm, after get off work one day, I received a call from Hongdou: "Shen Meng! It's not good!"

"What happened?"

"Du Xiaohang caused trouble after spending the night drinking, and got into a fight with a gang of hooligans. Now he is unconscious in the hospital, come here quickly! I..." Hong Dou said, her tone became disordered.

I just felt a pain in my head, and quickly pinched my forehead with my fingertips to persuade Hong Dou, "Don't be afraid, I'll be there right away."

Little belly, we haven't seen each other for so long, I didn't expect that your life is still so heartbreaking.

I rushed to the hospital in a hurry, and as soon as I got to the corridor, I saw Hongdou sitting on a bench wiping tears desperately: "Hongdou, how is your little belly?"

"He...his leg was broken by those scoundrels...he's just healed..."

My heart sank suddenly, and I hurriedly opened the door of the ward. When I saw the little belly covered in bandages, tears flowed down my eyes instantly.I rushed over to touch his pale face with trembling hands, the corners of the mouth and cheekbones were still covered with dark green bruises.He opened his weak eyes and smiled when he saw me: "Shen Meng...you are here..."

"Little belly... why are you so stupid... why don't you cherish your own life... how long will you be satisfied..." Big drops of tears rolled down his face, and he wrapped the bandage tightly Gently wiped away my tears with his hands.

"Shen Meng... come back... come back to my side..."

I looked at him and asked him: "I asked you last time, the only thing that can repay you is kindness, are you willing to accept such feelings..."

He stared at me, without any hesitation, but said firmly as if he was afraid that I would leave in the next second: "I don't care... just let me love you, as long as you can stay by my side..."

"Aren't you going to be so decadent if I'm not with you?" I asked him.

He closed his eyes and said lightly, "Yes."

I looked at him with sad eyes and smiled as if saying goodbye to the past: "Then you promise me that you will not be decadent anymore."

God's will is so, it cannot be violated, and now, everything is telling me that I really have no chance with that person.

Why are everyone so stupid, whether it's Ji Liangchuan or Du Xiaohang, I really don't deserve you to do this...

Du Xiaohang needed to be hospitalized for a month because of a broken leg. During this time, Hongdou and I took turns to see him.A week later, his facial and abdominal injuries had mostly healed.

On the weekend, I came to the hospital early in the morning and bought him a bag of fruit.He smiled when he saw me, I walked over, sat on the edge of the bed, peeled an apple for him, and fed it into his mouth piece by piece.He just looked at me with a smile and opened his mouth blankly. "Am I that funny?"

"I'm happy, I never thought you could feed me, ha ha!"

Memories came to my mind violently, how many times Ji Liangchuan and I used to sit on the sofa and eat fruit while watching TV, he would peel the fruit and feed it to me intimately, he always had a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, Looking at me tenderly, the movements are as gentle as if you were treating a baby.At that time, I really felt so happy... I looked at Du Xiaohang and smiled lightly. Memories will never replace the future.

Hongdou suddenly came in from outside the ward, still holding a big bag of oranges in his hand, and the moment he saw us, he froze there: "Shen Meng, come out for a while."

"Oh." I replied, and followed Hongdou out of the ward.

(End of this chapter)