Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 58
When the meeting ended, I struggled to turn my eyes back to the copy in my hand, but Ji Liangchuan was the first to leave the meeting room calmly. I don't know if he took one last look at me.

Just after I left the door of the meeting room, a female staff member called me, with mockery in her eyes: "Miss Shen, Mr. Ji is looking for you."

My heart skipped a beat, and I had no time to pay attention to the way others looked at me.Yes, I am just his ex-wife, and I have no position to stand by his side and share all the joys, sorrows and joys with him.

I was taken into his office by the female staff, and he sat at the desk facing the window with his back to me.I couldn't see his face, only the thick shadows behind him when the sunlight came.

After the office door was gently closed, he still turned his back to me, moved his right hand stiffly into the pocket of his trousers, took out a pack of cigarettes from it, and then took out a lighter from his pocket, and lit it lightly.A wisp of pale green smoke curled up, like the mist in my eyes at this moment.

"When...when did you start smoking?"

He turned the swivel chair around, elegantly held a cigarette between his fingertips and put it to his lips, his eyes were filled with indifference and alienation that broke my heart.He looked at me and said with a faint smile: "People's hearts will change, let alone habits?"

I was speechless, I could only let him scratch my flesh and blood with his determined eyes.

"Don't get me wrong, I came here for nothing but to ask you about someone." He leaned his back on the swivel chair, casually playing with the lighter in his hand, with a careless tone in his tone.

For some reason, hearing his words, my heart is so lost.

"Who?"

"Do you know Li Zhuo?"

"Li Zhuo?!" I suddenly felt a shock in my heart.

"Correct."

"he is……"

"A few years ago, there was a traitor in Xinghai who leaked commercial secrets. He was the one. A few days ago, someone told me that he was seen in China." He said casually, without any waves on his expression.

I just responded lightly: "What's the use of seeing him? There is no evidence to sue him."

At this time, he glanced at me with deep eyes, pondered for a while and said: "That's right, what does it have to do with me that you don't care about?"

He was smoking a cigarette, and still said in a faintly affectionate tone: "It's nothing, you can leave."

My heart throbbed suddenly, I turned my head and wanted to leave this chilling place in a hurry.When I just opened the door, I saw a few female staff lying at the door to eavesdrop on the voices inside.I gave them a cold look, and immediately left the office door, but the whispers behind were still lingering in my ears, lingering for a long time.

"She's Mr. Ji's ex-wife?"

"Yeah, Xinghai must have exposed his daughter's marriage to Ji's family in order to build relationships, and that's why he was dumped by Mr. Ji!"

"Women are like this now, but since Tianyu stopped funding Xinghai and focused on investing in projects with other companies, the stock price has rebounded!"

"That's right, but I don't mind at all that Ji Zong got married!"

"Me too! If Boss Ji doesn't have any money, I'd like to be with him too!"

"..."

I almost ran into the elevator, and those chaotic voices disappeared.Obviously the choice I made at the beginning was so firm, but now I have no right to waver, everything is the path I have decided to take.

A few days later, Xiao Meng opened the door of my office in a dazed manner, and poked out a small head furtively to look at me.I found her and asked, "What's the matter? Come in."

"Oh..." Xiao Meng lowered his head and peeked at me, holding a pale yellow letter in his hand.

"Do you have my letter?"

"Yes... it's Mr. Ji's..."

No wonder Xiaomeng is so embarrassed. Who doesn't know that he and I divorced a year ago. At that time, the news almost shocked the entire business world.After receiving the letter from Xiao Meng, I tried my best to keep calm, not knowing what else he would send me at this time.

"That... I'll go out first." Xiao Meng said.

"Ok."

After Xiao Meng left, I opened the envelope and looked at it. When I saw the shocking red color, even the light and faint textures on the paper were like winding daggers, which pierced my heart fiercely.

It turned out that it was his wedding invitation, and the wedding with Li Ziran, the daughter of the Li family, in three months... It turned out that he could still calmly send this invitation to me. It turned out that love can be completely wiped out after being stranded for a year. It turns out , only I am still in love.

I should have understood a long time ago that Ji Liangchuan is a proud man, no woman can control him, people have to be realistic, everyone wants to live.You marry me because you love me, so you can marry other women for the same reason. Love is such a fragile thing. No matter who it is, as time goes by, you will forget the false promise and choose to empathize with others. love.

It turns out that I am not the only woman who can make him give up his principles and choose to compromise with his father.

I smiled wryly, walking alone on the side of the street where the cold wind blows, thinking a lot, but the more I recalled, the more scarred I became.

After returning to Hongdou's house, I leaned on the sofa exhaustedly.Hongdou came over to talk to me: "What's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?"

"Hongdou, do you know? In fact, I have never given up my fantasy for a day in the past year. I imagined that one day Director Ji would change his mind, and then Ji Liangchuan and I could be together again. However, I just realized today that even Director Ji Change your mind, and the outcome will not change."

Hong Dou heard the clue, and hurriedly came over and asked, "What happened?"

I lowered my head and stared blankly at the texture on the floor, and said slowly: "Ji Liangchuan is getting married in three months, he has changed his mind..."

"...But, it must be his father who forced him to marry. His father can't let Meiyi run away. Of course he will force him to marry again." Hong Dou tried her best to comfort me.

"No, I know him well. He is a very principled person. No one can force him to do what he doesn't want to do. He can compromise only because he fell in love with that girl..."

Hongdou stopped talking, but I continued with a wry smile, "Hongdou, I feel so cheap. When he kept me, I still resolutely chose to leave, but when I heard that he fell in love with someone else, I suddenly wanted to Tie him by your side and never let anyone snatch him away."

Hongdou didn't say anything, just sighed and left.

I walked back to my room, came to the desk, and slipped a fleeting pearl into the glass bottle.Since this year, it has never been interrupted. Those fleeting pearls are shining with colorful light, but now I don't know what's the point of doing it again.

When I went to work the next day, as soon as I walked to the door of the office, I saw Ji Liangchuan bowing his head and chatting with Mr. He, with a very happy expression on his face.Seeing his happy expression, I couldn't smile from the bottom of my heart anymore, when I lowered my head and wanted to walk into the office quickly, Mr. He stopped me: "Shen Meng, don't you know how to say hello when you see Mr. Ji? "

I pulled out a smile, turned around and said, "Mr. Ji, why are you here?"

"Talk to Mr. He about something, Miss Shen, good morning." He smiled and said to me, with no affectation on his expression.

"morning……"

"Okay, go to work, don't make any mistakes!" Mr. He said.

I turned my head and rushed into the office, and my body was so weakly pressed against the door. This kind of alienation and politeness made me feel so heartbroken.

In the past few days, Ji Liangchuan and his happy smiling face can be seen every morning at the Xiangri head office.He exchanged experience with each employee, and when he saw me, his expression was no longer stiff, and he greeted me naturally, so I had no choice but to continue to smile, but I had to endure the heart-wrenching pain over and over again.

Recently, Tianyu took over a big project. The senior lawyer delegation of Xiangri participated in the drafting of the contract and the review of detailed rules. With the hard work and cooperation of the whole company, the project is progressing smoothly.Thinking that I can do my best for his career, I still have some sense of satisfaction in my heart.I dragged my tired body to pack up the materials and items in my hand and was just about to leave work when Mr. He entered my office and hurriedly yelled at me: "Hey, don't go, don't go, today the boss of Tianyu said To treat guests to dinner, the lawyer delegation has put in a lot of effort this time, no one is missing, they all have to go, you are ready to prepare!"

Instinctively, I wanted to avoid Ji Liangchuan, so I had no choice but to say, "I'm a little uncomfortable..."

"Where did you feel uncomfortable? You'll be fine all day today, hurry up! I can't explain the lack of people!" After Mr. He finished speaking, he went straight out of the office and left.

I had no choice but to pack up my things and find my secretary, Xiao Meng, and asked her for her detailed address. After saying hello to Du Xiaohang, I left the company and hailed a taxi to drive to the reserved hotel.The car was driving slowly on the road, and I watched the neon lights flashing past the car window with colorful lights, but my heart was gloomy.

When we arrived at the hotel and entered the private room, a lot of people were already seated.I smiled, said hello, and sat down in a corner.Ji Liangchuan hasn't come yet, which makes me feel a little more relaxed at this moment.

While I was sitting on the side chatting with some colleagues, Ji Liangchuan walked in from the door of the private room in a decent silver-gray suit, and said to us with a refreshing smile: "Sorry, I'm late."

"It's not too late, we've just arrived, and Mr. Ji is sitting." Several staff members said with a smile.

I don't know if it's because the place where I'm sitting is too remote or he doesn't care whether I'm there or not. From the beginning to the end, he didn't look around, just stared directly, and didn't notice me at all.I felt that I was rubbing the tablecloth harder, and then I realized my gaffe, so I calmed down and stopped looking at him, and took out my mobile phone to play on my own.

"Miss Li really looks more and more beautiful the longer she grows!"

I don't know who said that suddenly at the dinner table, so I suddenly looked up again, and it turned out that there was another person walking in with Ji Liangchuan, and that person was Li Ziran.If I hadn't focused all my attention on Ji Liangchuan as soon as he came in, how could I have ignored the people who followed behind?Think about yourself, really worthless.

"Tianyu is very grateful for Xiangri Group's help this time. I hope we can cooperate better in the future. You can do whatever you want, and you don't need to save me money." Ji Liangchuan said calmly, with an extraordinary bearing.Li Ziran who was sitting next to him immediately cast a favoring look at him, and then, I still noticed a very small movement, she gently tugged Ji Liangchuan's sleeve.Ji Liangchuan just paused for a moment without expressing anything, and then she took his arm affectionately.The picture was like a dazzling light, which made my eyes dare not stay there for a second.

A meal tastes like nothing, and even the most delicious food becomes bland in the mouth.Although I tried my best not to pay attention to Ji Liangchuan and Li Ziran, I could still hear their talking and laughing from time to time.They talked about cooperation projects that I didn't understand, company arrangements that I didn't understand, memories and the past that I didn't understand, and now I know that meeting an old love is such a cruel thing.

Not long after, I got up and apologized and left first. I don't care what the people at the table think of me, because there is no public opinion that can break my heart more than seeing their sweetness.

A person walks aimlessly on the street, just walking straight forward, not knowing where the end is and where the future is.The orange-red street lights shone on me side by side, but I didn't feel the slightest warmth.

I don't know how long I walked alone, my mind was blank, I didn't pay attention to the gravel on the ground, my high heels accidentally stepped on a stone, and my foot was sprained.I stared at my feet for a moment, then stubbornly stood up again and walked forward. Although the pain in my ankle was so obvious, I still walked forward stubbornly, as if the pain in my feet could relieve the pain in my heart.

"Do you need help?" There was a soft sound of the engine and a familiar voice.

I turned my head and saw Ji Liangchuan rolled down the car window, looking at me blankly and asking, Li Ziran was still sitting in the passenger seat with a smug face.It hurts self-esteem for my rival to see me in a mess, so I smiled slightly and said, "Don't bother Mr. Ji, my boyfriend will come to pick me up."

Ji Liangchuan stared at me without saying anything, rolled up the window and drove away quickly.I watched his car drive by on the road domineeringly, and suddenly smiled sadly. If it was before, he would definitely walk home with my back on his back, no matter how tired and hard he was, but now he doesn't even They don't want to give me an extra look.

I'm just like this alone wiping my tears and walking hard, don't want to call anyone for any help, just want to bear the pain like this tonight, feel the pain and walk all the way home.I believe that I can endure this trivial pain, and there is no other kind of pain that can rival the wound on my heart.

When I raised my head again, a car stopped in front of me in a chic arc, blocking me with a domineering manner. I looked at the familiar car and suddenly froze.

Ji Liangchuan rolled down the window, but Li Ziran was nowhere to be seen in the passenger seat.He glanced at me, frowned and said, "Get in the car."

I stubbornly walked around his black BMW and continued to walk forward. Before I took two steps, he grabbed my arm firmly.He didn't care about my fight at all, and pulled me into the passenger seat. Before I got out of the car, the car had already started.

"I can go back by myself, Mr. Ji, please stop the car."

Ji Liangchuan still had a cold look, and said indifferently: "Don't misunderstand, you are from Xiangri, I don't want others to say that I am a ruthless boss."

I stopped talking, just turned around not to look at him, and grabbed the collar of my chest fiercely by myself.

When I arrived at the door of the house, I immediately jumped out of the car. Because my ankle hurt so badly, I didn't use any strength, and I was about to fall to one side.When I hit a warm chest, the shocking pain became more and more obvious. I immediately broke away from Ji Liangchuan, lowered my head and said, "Thank you, Mr. Ji."

I didn't notice what was in the scenery in front of me at all, I just knew that if I stayed with him for another second, I would definitely lose control of myself.When Du Xiaohang jumped over in two steps and grabbed Ji Liangchuan's collar angrily, my brain went blank for a moment, and I stared at the scene in front of me in a daze with fright.

"Why are you looking for her!" Du Xiaohang looked at Ji Liangchuan angrily and said.

But Ji Liangchuan just had a cold face, and then smiled dismissively: "It's just sending a colleague off work, so you have no confidence in yourself?"

"you!"

I just came back to my senses at this moment, and immediately pulled Du Xiaohang away and said, "What are you doing, Mr. Ji invited Xiangri's people to dinner today, and sent me back by the way."

Ji Liangchuan tidied his collar casually, then sat back in the car without looking at me, it was really as he said, as simple as sending a colleague off work, and then he drove away without any emotion .

I looked at the car, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses. I found that Du Xiaohang was looking at me with an unbearable expression. It took him a long time to say to me: "Don't hurt me? I'm very fragile, facing you, Shen Meng, I'm very fragile..."

I walked over and patted his hand: "Don't worry, he just sent me back along the way."

Then Du Xiaohang was really willing to believe so, he nodded and smiled at me foolishly.I looked at him, but felt sad for a while.

As Ji Liangchuan's wedding was approaching, I began to see him frequently in Xiangri Company.I don't know what this means, I only know that the time is passing by every minute and every second, and people around me are discussing their marriage lively, but I can only pretend to be deaf and dumb, and listen to the discussions as if nothing happened. walk through.

(End of this chapter)