Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 59
This kind of life lasted for a month. On this day, when I went to the reference room to get the documents, I happened to meet Ji Liangchuan.The incandescent lamp was shining brightly above his head, and his bright smile stung me again just so close at hand.

"Mr. Ji." I said flatly.

"Okay, come here to get the materials?" He asked casually, with no abnormal expression on his face.

"Yeah." I hurriedly took a document and wanted to leave this place quickly.

When he just turned around and went out, his joking voice came from behind: "Are you coming?"

"What?" I turned around and saw him raising his head, with a nice smile on his lips.

"My wedding, you should have received an invitation, right?"

"... Received, I will go, I wish you happiness." I said coldly, then turned around.

He gripped my wrist suddenly, with firm force.Startled, I turned to look at him again.His smile had disappeared without a trace, and his eyes were full of restrained anger, staring straight at me: "You'd better not go back on your word, because you have always been a woman who doesn't count."

I was suddenly irritated, and he shook my hand tightly and said, "Ji Liangchuan! You did it on purpose! You always did it on purpose! You sent me your wedding invitation! In my sight, you intentionally made me feel uncomfortable, deliberately made me regret!"

He laughed again, with contempt in his tone: "Miss Shen, why are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you think that I, Ji Liangchuan, can't find a woman and that you are the only one in this life? You think too much of me, I I just hope that everyone around me will know this good news and come to bless me, don't take yourself too seriously."

I was speechless, looking at his unfamiliar face, I didn't want to stay any longer, and ran out in a hurry.The moment the door was closed, tears flowed down my face. It turned out that he really didn't love me anymore.

Ever since I got divorced, Mr. He simply moved his office next to mine, staring at me all the time, catching my loopholes and looking for my faults.I was getting used to it, but finally I couldn't stand it anymore.

"Miss Shen Meng! I asked you to bring over the corruption case from October last year, not the divorce case from May this year!"

"Sorry, I'll go get it again."

As soon as I turned around, he yelled again: "No! You don't have to come to work anymore. Since a year ago, you have made mistakes for me frequently. With such a stupid lawyer, how many people in the world will die unjustly?" People! Do you want Xiangri's reputation?!"

I turned my head and threw all the materials in my hand on his desk with a "snap" sound, raised my head, and replied nonchalantly: "That's fine! I've had enough of you for a long time! I worked hard when I was good Flattery, now I'm not as good as before, you just squeeze me everywhere, who do you think you are! I, Shen Meng, don't need to be angry with you every day! If it weren't for the fact that you have business contacts with Tianyu, if it weren't for Tianyu's The general manager is..."

I was stunned, it turned out that this year I was willing to be angry here, gave up all my self-esteem and was willing to stay here because of him, and I only now know and understand.

Sitting across from the desk, Mr. He suddenly smiled, with the same indifference and contempt in his tone: "Why? You still think about your ex-husband after you're divorced? That's great! But, you have to be clear that I wasn't the one who fired you today. It's because you make mistakes frequently and let me catch the reason."

"No need to say anything, I will leave immediately."

"No delivery!"

I turned my head, looked back at him contemptuously, shook my long hair and opened the office door, walked straight to my office without even closing it, and started packing in big cardboard boxes.Xiaomeng came in suddenly and advised me, "Boss, don't leave! Mr. He was just angry for a while, you can tell him you're sorry and you'll be fine!"

I smiled, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Xiao Meng, it's not a day's cold, he drove me away, it's definitely not because of this small mistake today."

"But……"

"Take care and see you later."

I packed up my things and left the office without looking back, leaving Xiangri head office.Standing alone on the street with a cardboard box with few things in it, I was at a loss for a while. I really didn't know where to go next.

In the evening, when Hongdou and I went to the supermarket downstairs to buy ingredients for dinner, I told her everything about today.

Hongdou sighed helplessly, and resentfully said: "You too, you have endured it for a year, but now you can't bear it anymore."

"Why should I humbly accept other people's insults for a man who no longer loves me?" I am willing to stay there this year, maybe subconsciously because it is the closest place to Jiliangchuan, and I can find out about the sky anytime, anywhere. Yuyu's situation and his news, but now he is flaunting his happiness in front of a scarred me.He doesn't know, in fact, I can't bear it at all, maybe avoiding it is the way I should go in the future.

"Then what are you going to do in the future? Are you looking for a job?" Hong Dou asked from the side.

"I'm tired and want to rest for a while, let's talk about the future."

"Then...do you still have enough money? Shall I lend you some first?"

"No, I still have some savings on hand."

"Oh, then when you are short of money, ask me to borrow it!"

"Well, Hongdou, you are so kind." I grinned.Every time I can only smile sincerely when I stay by Hongdou's side.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Hongdou asked me.

"Red bean! I've decided. From today onwards, I will be reborn, forget about that man, forget about the damned Mr. He, and concentrate on serving you and Little Belly. So, I'll make dinner!"

Taking a deep breath, he said these words swearingly, as if warning his future.

Hongdou's frowning face just now became cheerful, and she patted me carelessly and said, "Okay, okay, let me see how my apprentice's cooking skills are doing."

During the days resting at home, I don’t want to find a job at all. I’m just busy learning with Hongdou what a virtuous woman should do. Things I’ve never done before. It’s hard but fulfilling. At least I won’t think about it when I’m busy. Ji Liangchuan is here.However, whenever the night is mixed with the cool wind, I still think of our beautiful past. This year, I tried my best to adapt to the night without him. Without his "good night", it was very late at night. Only then can I fall asleep tiredly in the torment of longing, and only wonder if I am really asleep when I wake up during the day.After the day is over, when the night comes again, I will be extremely afraid. I am afraid of insomnia, and I am afraid that the past with him will flow into my mind like a river breaking the embankment every night, making it even more difficult for me to fall asleep.At the beginning, I could only rely on sleeping pills to spend the nights filled with longing. When I swallowed sleeping pills, I remembered that I saw sleeping pills in Zhang Meiyi’s room a year ago. It turns out that I am now Also like her, it hurts so much because of missing the same man.

While tossing and turning, I got up and opened the drawer, and the bright red invitation card lay there quietly, illuminated by the moonlight.Picking it up and groping for the texture on it, it was still cutting my fingertips like pieces of sharp blades. Now, the person I love so deeply is finally no longer mine.

After a month of quiet life, I received a call from Mr. He again, and his tone was familiar and gentle again: "Shen Meng, the company has taken on a lot of cases recently, but those newcomers are really inexperienced. Let's see you come back."

"Mr. He, I, Shen Meng, do not lack the salary you gave me."

"Oh, don't be like this. If there is anything you need to discuss, it can still be resolved!"

"No, goodbye." I hung up the phone resolutely, my heart suddenly filled with doubts, and I faintly felt that it was difficult for me to escape from one person in my whole life, and I have always been.

A few days later, I really saw the unrestrained Ji Liangchuan downstairs, leaning against the side of the BMW, looking at me with indifference and asking: "You are so ungrateful for Mr. He's kindness?"

"Is it his kindness or your kindness?" I stepped forward and looked him in the eyes and asked.

"Since it was my kindness, why didn't you appreciate it?" He was expressionless and looked at me condescendingly, like a scrutinizing look.

Instead, I smiled and said, "Why should I appreciate it? You're getting married this month, why do you care what other women are doing?"

"I haven't seen you for a year, and you're still so proud."

"I have that capital." I said coldly, turned around and walked upstairs.

"You don't need to think about it. As I said, I don't have any feelings for you anymore. I rehire you because I think you are useful. There is no need to give up my career for the sake of my children."

"Ji Liangchuan, you are right, we are all people who cannot give up our careers for the sake of our children, so I will not give up my chance to change jobs for the kindness of my ex-husband."

He stopped talking and looked at me with his mouth closed.I turned my head cruelly and walked upstairs. The moment the door just closed, I finally calmed down my restless heart. When I heard him say "I don't feel it", it really made me so painful that I couldn't breathe.

On the weekend night, Du Xiaohang took me to dinner, and when I nodded blankly, I realized that I had already sat in Du Xiaohang's car before I knew it.When his warm palm covered the back of my hand, I realized that I had been in a daze for a long time.

"Shen Meng, what's the matter with you recently? What's on your mind?" He leaned over and looked at my face and asked with concern.

"Ah? No!"

"I still said no, I have called you several times, you just heard it."

"Hehe, is it?" I felt a little embarrassed for a moment.

"What's the matter? Tell me."

"Just thinking about what to eat for a while." I looked at him and smiled.

He flicked the tip of my nose affectionately and asked, "Have you made up your mind?"

A burst of tender memories came to my mind, and I said unconsciously: "I want to eat soft fried fresh milk."

It used to be Ji Liangchuan's favorite food.

"Soft fried fresh milk?"

"Ah."

"Okay, I'll take you there."

Du Xiaohang took me to a restaurant and ordered soft fried fresh milk. The golden crispy skin was filled with sweet milk, and the taste was so sweet, but, in the end, I still couldn't learn how to make it.Just like love, I can't see clearly when I can't get it, and when I see it clearly, when I get it, I won't manage it properly.

After dinner, the car was driving on the side of the road, the evening breeze was blowing, and the streets became familiar.I opened the window and looked at the scenery on the side of the street carefully. It was indeed near Midnight Flower. I unconsciously looked towards the place where I once knew him. I saw a man pulling a woman fiercely at the door. His wrist was dragging outward desperately.I saw that woman looked familiar, so I said to Du Xiaohang, "Small belly, stop."

"Ah."

As soon as the car stopped, I walked over and the woman was yelling.

The man turned to the woman and shouted: "Why are you pretending to be innocent when you come to this kind of place! Come with me!"

"Let me go! Liangchuan is still inside!"

There was a "buzz" in my head, and I could see clearly under the dim light. It turned out that the woman in front of me was the female employee who brought me into Ji Liangchuan's office that day.

"Hey! Get away from me!" Du Xiaohang came over at some point and grabbed the man by the collar.The man's ferocious aura just now was completely gone. He gave the three of us a vicious look, spit out a mouthful of phlegm, and walked away.

"You... what did you just say?" I looked at the woman who was still in shock and said awkwardly.

"Yo! It's you! President Ji's ex-wife, thank you!" The woman deliberately emphasized the word "ex-wife".

"You just said... he was inside?"

(End of this chapter)