Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 73 Protecting Your Hundred Days (1)
I can no longer remember how I got to the hospital, and suddenly I lost my sight when I was in a trance, and everything around me was completely black in front of my eyes.Xue Kai held me tightly and helped me out of the house.We got into a car and the horn kept going.I didn't move and let the time flow slowly.Xue Kai kept silent, covering mine with his cold palm, trying to give me strength and comfort, but he found that even he himself couldn't say anything.

When I came to the hospital, the dazzling incandescent lights above my head shone in my pupils, and I woke up.I smashed the locked door like crazy, I could only call his name, I couldn't say anything except his name: "Liangchuan! Liangchuan! Liangchuan!"

"Sister-in-law! Don't do this!" Yu Xiaoxu ran over and pulled me away.

I sat on the cold ground with a "snap", and I didn't know what else to do except cry.I beat the ground with my hands, and I shouted his name like crazy. The huge door of the emergency room in front of me was like the door of death, with a hideous face facing me coldly.My heart has never been so afraid of anything like it is now, twisted into a ball, and the force crushed all my meridians.

When I woke up the next morning, I realized that I had passed out without knowing it last night.I sat up in a daze, only to find that I was lying on the white hospital bed, and Hongdou was lying on my bedside and fell asleep.When I walked out of bed carefully, I still woke her up: "Shen Meng, are you awake?"

"En." I responded and rushed out the door, and Hongdou immediately grabbed me.

"Don't go to see him yet, he's not out of danger yet, and the doctor says he's not allowed to visit."

Tears flowed down again.I grabbed Hongdou's cuff, and my finger bones trembled and rattled: "Hongdou, tell me what happened to him? Who is going to kill him? Tell me!"

Hongdou's eyes dimmed, and she lowered her head and whispered softly: "He has been stabbed several times. I heard from Yu Xiaoxu...he seems to be someone from the underworld."

"The underworld... How could he offend people in the underworld... Impossible, impossible!" I was so flustered that I didn't know where to put my hands.

"Calm down first, you'll be fine after the dangerous period, don't worry."

The door of the ward was suddenly opened, and Xue Kai was greeted with a pale face, holding Ji Liangchuan's mobile phone and a letter in his hand.I froze, bit my lower lip and looked at him.

"There are still text messages he wanted to send to you in his cell phone, and this letter was found by his father in his car, please take a look." After finishing speaking, he turned around slowly Go, out of the ward.I took those two things, and the pain in my heart oppressed me. I didn't know if these were the last things he left me, but they were as heavy as my heart, and they fell straight down.

Hong Dou covered her face and ran out of the ward, a dull air filled the air, and the surrounding area was pale and vast.The world suddenly quieted down, and I was left standing alone at the door of the ward, facing the pale wall, holding his mobile phone and his letter in my hand.

I turned on the phone, and all I saw was my name: Mengmeng.The draft box is full of text messages he wants to send to me, but the dates of these text messages are all stuck in a long, long time ago.

Mengmeng, it's raining heavily today, I don't know if you have brought an umbrella, you are always forgetting, don't forget.

Mengmeng, don't forget to wash the change of clothes at home, or you will run out of socks again.

Mengmeng, be careful when taking the bus, don't oversleep.

Lemon, the weather is hot and dry today, remember to drink plenty of water.

Mengmeng, don't fall asleep while watching TV in the living room at night, no one will come home to cover you with a quilt, you will catch a cold.

Mengmeng, you are not allowed to sleep on your stomach when you are too tired, be obedient.

……

These unsent text messages, and the one stored in the phone at twelve o'clock every night: Mengmeng, good night.The time was during the time when we broke up. He told me that every day and night after the breakup, he was still typing these text messages that I might never see in my life. Warm care and exhortation.

Tears welled up, and I held the phone tightly to my chest, just like hugging him tightly.Tears fell on the letter, I tried to calm my sobbing body, and spread the letter.His vigorous handwriting is like a clear stream, flowing into my heart lightly.

Baby:

Son, when I heard that you had quietly come to this world, I couldn't believe my ears. After all, Dad has been looking forward to you for a long time, but it's a pity that when he just learned of your arrival, he also learned of your arrival. Your leaving, that kind of mood makes me miserable, but Dad can't cry.Children, no matter you are a boy or a girl, Dad will teach you that people must learn to be strong and bravely face all difficulties encountered in life.Dad did it, because Dad learned to give up. At the beginning, Dad reluctantly proposed to break up with Mom. It was not because he didn’t love her, nor because of those properties and status. He just hoped that Mom could live a better life. After all, there is still an uncle who can give Mom brings happiness.Dad didn't cry, although my heart hurts so much, but, child, if I knew that you had grown into a life in my mother's belly that day, if I knew, I would never give up on you and my mother, and choose to leave alone, Because you are our baby.Dad will work harder to make money. Whether it is working day and night or being ordered around, Dad has no complaints or regrets.For you and mom, dad can give up those pride, just to give you a happy life.Although I can't give you a rich family and let you enjoy the glory and wealth like a little prince or princess, but as long as we are together, my mother and I will give you the best love.I believe that my mother will be a virtuous mother, and I will be a competent father.

Child... If, if you hadn't left in such a hurry, Dad would accompany Mom to the hospital to give birth to you, and then watch you grow up bit by bit, and then Mom and I would teach you to walk and teach you Talk and teach you to know the world.When you grow up a bit, we will send you to the best kindergarten, where the teacher will teach you to write, play the piano and draw.I believe my child must be the most well-behaved baby in the kindergarten.

When you go to elementary school, you will learn a lot of knowledge. If you don’t know it, your parents can teach you.I also believe that my children will be admitted to a good junior high school, a good high school, and a good university.

When you grow up, go to work, and find your other half, Dad will definitely help you check it out, so that you can have a happy marriage, just like my mother and I, okay?

Son, when you grow up, my mother and I are already old, and maybe we can't control you anymore. Don't forget to come and see us when the time comes.When you get married and start a business, your father can only sit on the recliner with gray hair and hold your mother's hand, looking forward to your return home every day.

Your future, Dad has already thought about it for you, including each of your schools, your annual birthday present, your major, your place of work, and so on.

However, you failed to get Dad to look at you.Please don't blame grandpa, grandpa has his own difficulties.Dad hated him, but when Dad saw the notice of grandpa's critical illness, Dad couldn't hate him anymore.Son, please forgive me, forgive dad for not being able to hate grandpa for taking your life.

I know that mom hates grandpa, but dad can't blame grandpa any more, and can't let him get hurt a little, so dad can only exchange his life for yours, in order to atone for his sin.

For the safety of my mother, my father snatched back those people's things, otherwise, my father was afraid that my mother would be hurt by those people.But after a few days, those people told me that they kidnapped your mother in order to get the things back.Dad was very scared at the time and went to the place they said without hesitation. However, when Dad passed by the roadside and saw his mother walking along the street intact, Dad knew he had been fooled.In addition to wanting to return the things, they also want to get rid of the people around grandpa, one counts as one.But, for you, father is willing to give everything, even this life, so that mother will not be sad anymore, and will not kill grandpa again, because father's life can already pay off the debt.

Son, Dad is writing this letter to you while he is sitting in the car waiting for those people to arrive.Soon they will be here, and soon Daddy will go to heaven with you.

Remember, Daddy loves you.

father
I breathed in the cold air heavily, fearing that the feeling of suffocation would kill me in an instant.The tears had already dried up, dripping drop by drop on the letter, smearing large swathes of handwriting.

I fell to my knees and almost crawled out of the ward.I didn't have the strength to stand up, so I could only hold the letter tightly with one hand, and slowly climbed to his ward step by step with the other hand propped up.

Those memories rushed into my mind, they belonged to me and him, they all belonged to us, those years of life, sweet and sad.

When we first met, I didn't see his face, but I only knew that his voice was special, deep and pleasant.Maybe from that moment I was already attracted by him, I fell into his arms with a drowsy head on my head.That kind of warmth surrounded my whole body, so I didn't even want to leave him again.

The fate is the same, that is, on such a blurred night, I was drunk, I was lost, we were crazy entangled in the hotel, and I became a real woman from then on.I complained about him, cursed him, but couldn't hate him.

After that, we got to know each other, he is a man with a wise head, I can't deny that I was attracted by his handsomeness, his smile, everything about him, and then we started dating.I always thought it was just a show and it would end when we had seen enough, but I was wrong, we got married and had the most memorable honeymoon for me.When we are with him, there is always a faint warmth around us, like a summer fragrance, refreshing for a long time.

Later, I foolishly realized that I really fell in love with him, and that feeling was sweet and a bit bitter.Thinking back carefully, in fact, I fell in love with him a long time ago, it's just that I haven't understood love for so many years.

We lived an ambiguous husband and wife life like this, and when I found out that he hadn't forgotten Zhang Meiyi, I fully realized the bitterest taste in love, which is a pain that hurts to the bottom of my heart.I started to be decadent and depraved, and I lived a black-and-white life upside down. In the end, he saved me and dragged me from those feasting places to the hotel.I cried and struggled under him.When he asked me if I liked him or not, the softest part of my heart was poked hard.When I was madly talking about how much I like him, he hugged me tightly and murmured on my neck that from now on I can only like him alone.At this moment, I realized that we love each other so deeply.

After more than a year of married life, we broke up. I endured the pain and left the home that once belonged to us. He chased after him desperately.Seeing him running in the rain, my heart hurts like countless wounds have been pierced, but I have no choice.

A year later, both he and I are struggling to resist missing each other.Finally, when his wedding date was approaching, I still exposed my miss for him, and he once again followed desperately.We hugged each other tightly and spent a sweet night, and those misses came back to us.

After that, we eloped, and he gave up all the happiness that belonged to him and chose to be with me.At that time, we all naively thought that we could always hold each other's hands and go on, even if there was an unknown road ahead.

Life has become difficult, but there is still love between us.

I put down my self-esteem for him and went to Midnight Flower to be a singer who was ridiculed by others. He put down his self-esteem for me and worked for other bosses.

That night, when he knelt down on one knee and collapsed clutching his stomach, I panicked and rushed over to ask him what was wrong, but he just smiled and told me that it was all right. At that time, I really thought he was all right.However, I didn't know that he was suffering from stomach problems by eating every meal in order to give me a good life.

When I thought there was everything with love, he broke up with me.

I blame him for abandoning me for the sake of glory and wealth, and left our small but warm house everywhere.When I heard rumors from the outside world and those women cursing him, I was still indifferent. I thought it was all his retribution.However, I misunderstood him. The reason why he left and chose to bear those remarks was to let me live a prosperous life.

When I found out that I was pregnant with his child, I stubbornly didn't want to get him back.If I let go of my pride and ran to him and told him we were going to have a baby, none of this would have happened.However, when I saw him block the knife for his father, my heart ached and I became cold.I hate him for being indifferent to our dead child, and hate him for protecting our enemy, but I don't know that he is in such pain, and he loves and cherishes our baby so much.

I thought he tried every means to stun me with drugs. The evidence I wanted to take away was for his father. It turned out that he was trying to prevent those people from finding me. He was afraid that something would happen to me, and he tried his best to protect me. , transferred all the dangers to himself.

However, I said to him: "Ji Liangchuan! I hate you! I want to hate you forever! I want to hate you forever!"

He must be very sad, but the person he loves so much has said such words to him.Damn me, I don't know anything, it's my fault I never knew him.

When I met him on the street against the sun that day, I couldn't understand the smile on his face. Today, I understand.He was relieved when he saw that I was fine, it was a comfortable smile.

He couldn't hurt his father, and he didn't want to make me feel bad, but he couldn't let go of his child being killed by his father, so he had no choice but to commit suicide and use his own life to pay off the debt.

This is the man I've loved for so many years, Ji Liangchuan. From this moment, I really understood him and everything about him.However, I am afraid of this moment, but it is already too late.

I pressed my chest on the ground and moved to the door of his ward little by little, tears were already wet, even though the nurses desperately yelled at me and came over and grabbed me desperately, I was still indifferent.When I reached the door of the ward, I finally stood up with difficulty, threw off the nurses surrounding me, opened the door and rushed in, locking the door behind me.

The curtains were blown by a gust of wind, and the air was slightly cool.I walked over step by step, looking at Ji Liangchuan who was covered in bandages in front of me, my legs began to tremble.I tried my best to control myself and walked over with difficulty. As soon as I got to his bedside, I knelt on the ground, and there was no longer any strength to support me.I looked at his quiet face, breathing lightly and shallowly, as if his fragile life at this moment.

Tears were dripping down the side of the bed, I reached out tremblingly, and gently stroked his pale face, again and again.My throat was suddenly choked and painful, I struggled to keep my voice steady, and whispered beside him.

"Liangchuan...I'm here...you open your eyes and look at me...I'm sorry...I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have misunderstood you, I shouldn't have resented you..."

(End of this chapter)