Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 74 Protecting Your Hundred Days (2)
The air was panic-stricken, and the pale walls were peeling off debris, which fell to the ground little by little, and suddenly shattered into a small piece of fine powder.I looked at him, but he closed his eyes stubbornly, unwilling to open them to see me again.

"Didn't it be agreed, you can't die first, didn't we agree to become husband and wife together?"

"You promised me...it's like that every time, you can say whatever I say, but you have to break your promise every time..."

"Why are you so stupid... If you don't take your phone away, you won't be harmed by those people... You know it all... You know it all, why do you go..."

"I always thought you were the smartest man in the world, but now it seems that you are really stupid, so stupid!"

"..."

I lay on the bedside and wept so badly that the door of the ward opened with a creak, and the sound pierced into my ears.I struggled to support myself and turned my head, only to see a familiar face.The door was ajar, and only half of that face was exposed, but I could clearly make out that it was the girl named Chen Yajie.

There was an instant "hum" in my head, like a thunderstorm in my ears. That sentence was one of the few words she ever said to me: "My father is from the underworld..."

Yes, she said that!She said so!Now she is here again!It's all her!It's all her!I turned my head and looked at her with a hideous look.She was taken aback immediately, turned her head and wanted to run.I stood up from the bed like crazy, opened the door and rushed out, stepped over, stretched out my hand and grabbed her arm, and pressed her to the corner: "You!"

She looked at me in horror, tears streaming down her eyes: "Sister Shen Meng, believe me, I didn't know that things would turn out like this!"

"Did those underworld people be sent out by you!"

"I... But I didn't know that those people were going to silence Li Zhuo!"

"It really is you! You must know everything! You must know everything! You want to kill him!"

"No! I don't know him at all! You trust me!"

"Say! Why on earth did you kill him? Why?" I have lost my mind, and the girl in front of me is like an enemy who will be killed even if the world is destroyed.

"I really didn't! You believe me!" Her body kept shaking, but I almost lost control and had the urge to strangle her.

"Let her go, it has nothing to do with her." A cold voice suddenly came from behind.My heart suddenly became cold, and as those bits and pieces of memories flooded into my mind, my heart gradually froze.

That familiar voice, that familiar person.I turned my head and looked at the expressionless Du Xiaohang, as if everything had come to my senses, and everything seemed to be empty.

"Little belly..." My tears suddenly dried up, and I slowly approached him step by step, but he still looked at me expressionlessly.The way he looked at me in the past was so gentle and sunny.

"I hate him, it's that simple." He said flatly.

I tried my best to calm my disordered breathing and my beating heart: "You incited Li Zhuo to find that girl and borrow someone from the underworld just to kill him?"

"One thing I'm afraid you don't know. The mobile phone was originally in your hands. If you insist on not handing it over, you should be the first to be unlucky."

I was stunned. That night, I fell asleep alone in a dark room. When I woke up, I saw Ji Liangchuan's melancholy face.He ignored everything I said, no matter what I said, he just kept saying that he wanted to get his phone back, and that was because he was protecting me and trying his best to protect me.

"If he hadn't taken the phone away, I would definitely settle the matter for you and not let Li Zhuo hurt you at all."

"..."

"However, since he is willing to be your scapegoat, I have no choice but to fulfill him."

I froze in place, looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar person in front of me, suddenly I laughed: "Small belly, you are not like this, you were not like this before."

"That's right, I used to never think that I would become what I am today, but I lost my mind because of you."

"Do you know that he probably won't be able to wake up again..." I rushed over and grabbed his collar tightly, the force almost made him suffocate, but he just looked at me coldly, and there seemed to be something in his pupils. Still flickering with sadness.

"If he can't wake up, I'll take you away."

"Du Xiaohang! Why don't you understand! Do you know that the one I love is him! The one I love has always been him! Give him back to me, and give me back Ji Liangchuan!"

He looked at me silently, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but tears flowed from his eyes.

"I know, I know, every time I tell myself, it's time to give up on you, it's time to give up on you, but I still can't help it. When I see you together, when I see you treat him When I smiled, I couldn't pretend I didn't see it, I couldn't forget you...Shen Meng, you will never know the pain in my heart. "

I let go of his collar, and my body gradually slid to the ground.I hugged my shoulders with both hands, trying to find the warmth that was gradually lost in my body, and suddenly a wound broke in my heart.I almost couldn't believe him and asked him: "Small belly... tell me honestly... Did you tell Ji Yuankang about my pregnancy?"

I looked up at him, looking at him in despair or expectation.If this fatal stroke is added to the pain between us, then I'm afraid I can no longer afford it.

"Yes." Just such a light word broke my heart into pieces.

I lowered my head, looked at the pale tiles quietly, and said to him: "Du Xiaohang, we will never meet again in this life."

I could feel his body froze slightly, time seemed to stop flowing, and there were only three of us in the quiet corridor.After crying for a while, the girl could no longer make any sound, she could only look at us in despair, and there was only a long silence between me and Du Xiaohang.

I don't know how long time passed, so long that I almost forgot where I was.Finally, from above, Du Xiaohang's voice came again, mixed with hoarse cries: "I should have known it a long time ago. After doing these things, it is nothing more than a permanent end between us, but I can't Self-control. When I knew you were pregnant with his child, I went crazy, I really went crazy... Hehe... Shen Meng, I really love you, from the day I met you, from the day I From the first time I saw you, until now many, many years ago, my feeling for you still hasn't changed..."

One of his tears fell on my knee.I was stunned, but I didn't dare to look up at him again, that little belly that I used to love so much, so dearly...

The icy air drifted overhead like a large dark gray rain cloud.I stopped talking, and after a long time, Du Xiaohang said the last sentence to me: "Shen Meng, in this life... I don't see you."

For a whole week, I didn't go home, I just sat blankly on the bench by the door of the ward.Occasionally, my parents and Hongdou would come to see me, bring me food, and take me for a walk in the back garden.Those large patches of warm sun lightly slid across my ankles like running water, jumped over my body, and then penetrated into another space.

Suddenly, I seem to have forgotten how to speak and how to face the world, but when I saw the pale ward door, I would suddenly feel a throbbing pain in my heart. Only at this time can I be sure that I am still alive .

A few days ago, the doctor said that Ji Liangchuan was out of danger.At that time, I felt joy like being born again, and that joy even made me shed more tears.

I thought he would wake up soon, quietly looked at my face and smiled at me under the setting sun, and gently called me "Mengmeng", but day after day passed, and Ji Liangchuan still didn't wake up.Every time I walked into his ward full of expectations, imagining his gentle smiling face, but in front of me was always his sleeping face and light breathing.That pale face seemed to be telling me that he was so, so far away from me.

I was sitting quietly in the sunny garden alone, watching the children opposite me laughing and playing, the corners of my mouth raised an arc unconsciously.They are so innocent and happy.I once gave birth to such a small life, although it was very short, very short, but whenever I saw those smiling children, I would still think of him, our baby, our dumb.

"Mengmeng..." There was a person sitting next to her unknowingly, her voice choked with sobs.I turned my head and saw Aunt Ji looking at me worriedly: "Don't be sad... Liangchuan will wake up..."

Suddenly, I lost control and threw myself into Aunt Ji's arms, sobbing heavily, every time I felt like a knife piercing my heart: "Aunt Ji! I'm sorry for you! You clearly promised me to take good care of him... I clearly promised Yours...it's my fault...it's because I didn't take good care of him..."

Aunt Ji hugged me tightly, and finally shed tears: "Silly boy...don't cry...everything will be fine, it will be fine..."

I cried for a long time in Aunt Ji's arms until a dull sound came from my ear.

We were startled at the same time, but when we turned our heads, we saw Dong Ji in a suit and leather shoes kneeling in front of me with his head bowed.For some reason, my heart suddenly ached.

Ji Dong's face was as sinking as water, and his eyes were bloodshot.Presumably he is also like me, suffering from insomnia for countless nights, calling the same man's name for countless nights.

He quietly looked at the grass on the ground, as if thinking about something, finally, he just said simply: "I'm sorry..."

A big tear fell down my face, I stood up hastily and rushed into the hospital.I don't know how to face him, the man I once hated so much.However, seeing him kneeling down to a woman who has always been solemn and solemn, my heart softened.That's it, all the hatred, if it can slip away like time and never come back, that's fine...

I suddenly remembered the past. Those emotional worlds that belonged to adults were actually all for love.Liu Qiming loves his mother deeply, so he wants to use Dong Ji to destroy my family and the relationship between my father and mother by all means.Mother loves father deeply, so she sacrificed herself for father's career and future, and was willing to be a woman who was cast aside by others, and followed a man she didn't love.Director Ji loves his son deeply, so for his future, he played with my love, played with my marriage, and deprived the life of the child in my stomach.Because Du Xiaohang loved me deeply, he lost his last sanity, told Director Ji about my pregnancy, and used Chen Yajie's family background to harm Ji Liangchuan.Ji Liangchuan loved me deeply, so in order not to make me sad, not to let me suffer the slightest harm, he chose to die.

There are too many injuries to count, but at this moment, what falls in my heart is deep affection.

(End of this chapter)