Ji Liangchuan, I have loved you for so many years

Chapter 76 Extra Story 1: Shen Meng
"The two of you are really going to make a fuss! Who else! Say it quickly!" Hong Dou lay on the coffee table in my living room and helped Ji Liangchuan and me write the wedding invitation.I have been so busy with various matters related to the wedding these days that I really don't have time, so I can only ask Hongdou to help and promise to make up for her the bonus she lost for skipping work, so she is willing to come.

"It's almost there, Meiyi, Jiali, Xue Kai, Xiaoxu, and Ji Liangchuan's company colleagues, my colleagues, well, it's almost there, let my parents write the rest." I counted .

When I was packing up the wedding invitations I had written, I remembered a person, and my mind went blank. His wedding will go on as scheduled, but it has nothing to do with me anymore.

I dressed up and went to the hospital to pick up Ji Liangchuan. I originally wanted to take Hongdou with me, but Hongdou hurriedly left because he was afraid of disturbing us.

Facing the glare of the sun, I walked all the way, passed by lush flowers, and walked to the door of the hospital. I looked up at the pure blue sky, and suddenly felt unprecedentedly relaxed.I looked at the same scenery a month ago, but I just felt that these gorgeous sunlight would melt me, my whole life, because I was afraid that God would take away my most important person.

He looked at me and called my name with sparkles in his eyes.I can hardly believe what my eyes saw. I don’t know why I stood by his hospital bed for a long time, just looking at him greedily, afraid that all this is my hallucination, I gently close my eyes and then open them again. When I opened it, he had already left me, and went to a paradise that I couldn't touch.

I suddenly went crazy and ran out all over the hallway calling for a doctor. In the end, for some reason, I suddenly felt dizzy, and I passed out in the long hallway.One second before I closed my eyes, I saw countless gray and black figures approaching me, and various voices whistled in my ears, but I didn't understand a word.I think I must be too tired, and my body tells me that I must rest.

When I woke up again, I felt the scorching temperature spread on my face, the weather was sunny outside the window, the sun shone warmly on my quilt, and the white ward had the faint fragrance of lilies.

"Why don't you take good care of yourself?" There was a familiar voice in my ear.I thought I would never hear it again, and I thought that the hundred days I waited for was just a waste of time, but now that beautiful voice resounds clearly beside me, every tone is so beautiful.

I raised my head, and saw Ji Liangchuan's pale face looking at me with a slight smile, and he was still wearing a hospital gown.He sat next to my pillow and stroked my hair gently with one hand.

The sudden soreness filled the whole atrium, I could hardly make a sound, I just grabbed his pants fiercely, and big drops of tears wetted his pants.I still can't make any sound, I can only cry.I grabbed his hand and began to tremble because of the force. I wanted to speak, but I found that it was such a difficult thing. In the end, I could only pop out one word at a time: "...you... You and I……"

Ji Liangchuan hadn't regained his strength yet, he just hugged me lightly with one hand, and said in a tired voice, "I'm fine, I'm fine."

I desperately dragged my heavy body up until I could reach his waist.I was afraid of hurting him, so I could only hug him gently and lie on his shoulder.I have so many things I want to say, but my throat can't make any sound, I can hardly control my posture, I can only cry, crying until my throat is as uncomfortable as a fire.

He also didn't say anything, just hugged me lightly and said: "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here."

It seems to have given me the warmth of the whole world, and the phrase "it's okay" means to me that we can finally be happy.I nestled in his arms, feeling his most real temperature, and it took a long time before I finally calmed down.He wiped away my tears with his sleeve and patted my head: "Are you sleepy? Sleep a little longer?"

I shook my head, finally able to calm down and speak normally: "Are you my Ji Liangchuan?"

"Yes, it's me." He seemed to be enduring a kind of sadness, and his tone changed.

"I thought you just left...I really thought you just left...Why did you go...You know I'm fine..." I hugged him harder, I was afraid that he would suddenly disappear.

At this time, he stretched out a hand to touch my stomach, and felt a burst of warmth in the lower abdomen. He asked with some sobs: "Baby... When you are gone, do you hurt?"

I held back my tears and shook my head: "It doesn't hurt, I can still give birth. Liangchuan, we can have many, many babies, and we still have a lot of time."

Thinking of the suicide note he wrote to our baby, my heart felt as if it had been hacked into pieces. How could he have that kind of thought?How could he leave me alone in this world?

"Patient No. 15, your time is up, you must go back to your room to rest now! You haven't fully recovered yet!" A nurse suddenly appeared at the door of the ward and said.

I was startled and immediately got up from his arms.I don't know how long I've been in a coma. If it was not long after Ji Liangchuan woke up, then he must have come to see me regardless of everything. I looked at him and didn't know whether to cry or laugh: "You can't Get out of bed, right? Go back to the ward!"

Ji Liangchuan smiled indifferently: "Stay with you for a while, I'm fine."

"What does it mean to be okay? Do you know, have you ever thought about how I would live if you were gone? How could you be so selfish regardless of your physical condition and my mood?" Sometimes, I Angry that he never took care of himself.

"Liangchuan, listen to her, she will collapse if you don't take good care of yourself." At this moment, a group of people poured out from the door of the ward, and it was the kind-hearted Dong Ji who spoke.

I saw the smiles of many people, Aunt Ji's, Mom and Dad's, Hongdou's, Xue Kai's, Meiyi's, etc. They all cried and laughed, and they all blurred into the same look in my eyes .

Ji Liangchuan smiled helplessly: "Okay, I'll go back to the ward, and you take care of her."

As soon as he finished speaking, the nurse at the door came over and helped Ji Liangchuan back to the ward.When he was about to leave, Ji Liangchuan turned his head to look at me and said, "I'll come see you later."

I nodded foolishly, unable to tell whether I was laughing or crying.

At this time, Ji Liangchuan and I were stunned by Ji Dong's words.I don't know what Ji Liangchuan's mood is, I only know that I seem to feel the sunlight from outside the window leaning in, illuminating my life.

"What are you looking at? Hurry up and recuperate, and prepare to remarry and have children."

The doctor said that I was just malnourished and passed out due to overwork. I took a day off and ate some delicious meals my mother bought me, and I felt much more energetic.I just felt that I had some strength in my body, so I tidied myself up briefly and went to Ji Liangchuan's ward.If I no longer see him intact, I am afraid that everything yesterday is just a dream.

I stood quietly at the door of his ward with a feeling of uneasiness. I was afraid that the ward would be empty the moment I opened the door, or... I can't imagine, my mental state is very bad, and I can't believe what I saw Something is not true.

When I worked up the courage to push open the door of the ward, I saw Ji Liangchuan sitting on the bed and reading a book.The warm wind outside the window blows the milky white curtains, giving it a refreshing and pleasant look.

At this time, I was completely at ease.When he saw me, he quickly asked, "Are you feeling better?"

I nodded, and in the next second I couldn't help but ran over impulsively and got into his arms. I nestled in his arms and murmured: "Hug me."

He put down the book, his hands had regained some strength, he hugged me tightly, and put his chin on the top of my head: "The doctor said that I am fine, and I escaped death by a narrow margin, and I will be discharged from the hospital in a month. don’t worry."

I nodded and nestled comfortably in his arms, embracing him like embracing the whole world.

Every day, different people came to the hospital to visit him, and Ji Liangchuan's body has almost recovered, but the doctor's suggestion is to stay in the hospital for a few more days of observation.I cook delicious meals for him every day, and then watch him eat them all, and we live our lives simply like this.Before he was discharged from the hospital, he urged me to contact the wedding party and write a wedding invitation. He said that he would not waste any more time.

When I thought of this, I still felt like I was in a dream. I smiled and stepped into the gate of the hospital.When they came to the ward, Ji Dong and Aunt Ji were helping Ji Liangchuan pack his things.I glanced at Director Ji and didn't say anything, I just twitched the corner of my mouth and walked over and said, "Aunt Ji, let me come."

Aunt Ji just smiled and said: "Okay, don't bother you two, let's go first."

Ji Liangchuan was fully dressed and stood in front of me safe and sound.I helped him dust off his clothes, he grabbed my hand, gave me a light kiss, looked at me deeply and said, "Let's go to take wedding photos."

I patted him lightly: "It's not that I haven't taken pictures before! We are remarried, not married, okay?"

But there was no smile in his eyes, he looked at me seriously and said: "No, this time we are truly married because of love, and it must be more grand than last time."

Looking at his determined eyes, I just felt moved for a while, I nodded slightly, and hugged him.This time it is really never to be separated again, no matter what the reason, there is no power that can separate us.

The wedding was being prepared as scheduled. We took many pictures of beautiful wedding dresses. In the photos, we were all smiling and embracing each other. However, I didn’t expect to hear a piece of news that made me feel a little disappointed a few days before the wedding.

When I got home from outside, I saw Ji Liangchuan standing alone in front of the window with his hands on his forehead, looking sad, I immediately ran over and hugged him from behind: "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

His body froze, and he turned around slowly to look at me, his pupils were dull: "My dad...is hospitalized..."

I can't express my mood at this moment. I don't know if I still have hatred for Ji Yuankang. I only know that he is the father of the person I love, and I don't want to see him like this.I just held Ji Liangchuan's hand, trying to give him strength, but I didn't know what to say.

He looked at me, and it seemed a bit difficult to say: "I know you hate him, in fact, including me too... But he is old, I don't know how long I can see him again..."

I held out my hand to stop him, I understood everything he wanted to say, I understood everything.I hugged him gently, like holding a child: "Liangchuan, after we get married, your father will be my father. I dare not say that I can completely let go of the past, but I can learn to let go for you, but I need a while..."

Before I finished speaking, he hugged me tightly, put his head on my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "It's good to have you."

The day before the wedding, I went to the hospital to see Dong Ji, the old man who was seriously ill.He haggarded a lot, but his face still couldn't hide the joy, after all, tomorrow was his son's wedding.

It was just me and him in the intensive care unit.He seemed to be in good spirits, at least not as bad as I thought.When I came, he didn't seem to think of it at all, he just gave me a guilty look, turned his head and sighed: "You must still hate me, right?"

I remained silent, because what he said was the truth, and the harm he caused to me could no longer be undone by making up, although I was very grateful to him for allowing me and Ji Liangchuan to be together again.

"Destroying your family and killing your children, I have done too many bad things. For my son, I have become a terrible devil. Until I saw Liangchuan lying pale on the hospital bed, I just started to get scared, I'm afraid that our father-son relationship hasn't been repaired yet, he just left...I've done so much for him, if he leaves before he can enjoy it...I...I know he's all for you, I have never seen a girl who is as unforgettable as you are to him, so in the end I realized what is the most important thing to Liangchuan... I don't beg you to forgive me, my only request is I hope you can continue to love him well, no matter what mistakes he makes in the business, one day he may really have nothing, you must protect him, stay by his side, and don't leave him..." He lay weakly on the hospital bed Speaking of these.

I nodded and ran out of the ward, leaning against the door of the ward, I burst into tears suddenly.

On the day of the wedding, I was wearing a pure white wedding dress, holding a large bouquet of beautiful violets in my hands. Like many years ago, I was led by my father to the red carpet, wearing crystal high heels, and walked forward with anxiety.Standing in front of him was a handsome man in a white suit. Time seemed to go back many years. That was the day we first met. He also liked to look at me and smile, showing the most beautiful eyes in the world.I looked at him, he looked at me, gradually we approached, as if all the people around me disappeared at this moment, we looked at each other quietly in our own world.

Dad once again handed my hand to Ji Liangchuan's.He squeezed my fingertips, and the warmth was his temperature.We stood together and listened to the pastor's oath, no matter whether you are poor or rich, sick or healthy, in this life, you will never leave.

When the wedding was about to end, Dong Ji was pushed to the scene by his assistant in a wheelchair. His condition was up and down, and he was going to go abroad for treatment next week.Now that he dragged his old body to our wedding, I was moved to tears, because after all he let me know that I am not the only person in this world who loves Ji Liangchuan so deeply. one.

Finally, the bride and groom kiss.He kissed my lips softly, as if afraid of hurting me.I kissed him back, feeling his breath.When I close my eyes, I think of many, many of the days we have been together these years, sweet, bitter, happy, and sad.Then I remembered some people, many, many, people I can't forget.

Although Dad's company can't be regarded as improving for the time being, at least he has more friends to help him solve problems, analyze the company's situation, and try to achieve the greatest recovery in the short term.On the other hand, my mother accompanied my father day and night, being his strong backing, and made up for the differences between them over the years.Auntie Ji will accompany Director Ji to go abroad for treatment next week, and she may not return to China in the short term, but as long as she is with her beloved, it doesn't matter where she is.And Meiyi, she promised me that she will settle down and find a job in China when she returns to China this time, she will never leave without saying a word, and she promised me that she will consider trying to be with Xue Kai , As for the later development, I don't know.

And my dearest red bean, we talked for a long time one night, and I was just laughing at myself for finding out what was on her mind so late.For Hongdou, I just feel that I owe her a lot.I don't know how many times I hurt her without knowing it, but she didn't say anything.From now on, we dare not mention a single person between me and her. As long as we mention that person, our hearts will be torn apart.

Faced with this love that ended without a cause, Hong Dou finally chose to give up, otherwise what else could it be?He has married someone else.I didn't ask Hongdou about the reason, and she didn't want to tell me. In this way, none of us mentioned those three words, but we all deeply understood who we were talking about.

Yes, that man, the one that scars my heart just now, and I haven't seen him since.

(End of this chapter)