amnesia princess

Chapter 68

On the day of leaving, it was raining lightly in the sky, and the dim light was like the shadow in her heart, which couldn't be seen through no matter what, the road ahead was bumpy, but it couldn't stop her determination.

With a sneer in his heart, Ye Yingxi is really good at being a human being. In front of her, he acted completely ignorant and pretended to be so innocent. Does he not feel guilty at all? Her child was lost because of him.

The pain may disappear with time, but the scar will always be there.

She is no longer the gentle Liang Yuxi. From now on, she is the original her, An Ye Youxi, a person who only lives for herself, and it is impossible to pay attention to the affairs of that ruthless man.

Even if we meet, we are still strangers!

Hate, no matter how you can calm your heart, that cowardly Liang Yuxi is dead, and she is the only granddaughter of the Anye family who lives in the 21st century.

Amnesia princess, she actually became Ye Yingxi's amnesia princess, ridiculous, sad, lamentable!
The other person who once fantasized about her should be a tall, handsome and capable person. Yes, these Yeyingxi have done it, and they have done it very well, but what about being outstanding?He was the one who hurt her the most.

Amnesia, such a ridiculous thing happened to her, she must be ridiculed by those sisters!

You Xi is strong, the eldest of thirteen sisters, and the heir of Mengyu Pavilion, she shouldn't cry, since she was a child, she has nothing to ask for, and she has never been in such a state of embarrassment, heartbroken and unable to breathe.

As the carriage ran swaying, her heart ached from the shock, a tearing pain, which made her feel so uncomfortable.

Why, I finally got everything, but lost it in an instant!
Why, no one can help her realize the simple happiness she wants?
Why, the person I love so deeply, would choose to betray me!

What happened to all this?Isn't she very strong, she has never cried since she was a child, why is she so helpless now, no one can help her, no one can understand her heart, no one can accompany her in pain.

Don’t you think that the love in this world is all fake? Why is the heartache so real? I used to watch men and women acting on TV and always feel that it’s fake, but why is it so real in me?
She doesn't understand love. Why did Ye Yingxi want her to understand? Is it because she lost her memory, so she forgot her own principles and her own nature?

Loved, but hurt, how ridiculous, she, An Ye Youxi, would end up like this today, is God punishing her, but she didn't do anything bad.

Why, she really wants to go home, misses her grandpa, misses her sisters so much, they can give her the warmest support, even if she is hurt, she won't dislike her, but how do she go back?

Come, it is your choice, go back, but can't find the direction.

Blame her own weakness, blame her stupidity, blame her blindness, but the worst thing is that until now, she still has love for Ye Yingxi, and she can't let it go.

Thinking of leaving, her heart hurts, hurts his deception, hurts his concealment, hurts his unfeeling, hurts, really hurts!
Several times, seeing his apologetic face to her, several times, seeing him want to care about her, but being treated coldly by her, several times, seeing his red eyes, several times, she felt distressed and wanted to care He, but when she thought of his betrayal, her concern turned into hatred.

People say that the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred. I'm afraid that's the case for her now, but the love has not disappeared despite the amount of hatred. This is what bothers her the most.

Opening the curtain of the car, looking at the drizzle outside, I feel the same as my current mood, I always feel that God always treats me leniently, why is it not lenient in this backward ancient times, making her suffer so much, even losing had their first child.

Regardless of whether she is Liang Yuxi or An Ye Youxi, in short, all the pain and all the feelings are borne by her alone.

This world is really too complicated. Originally, she lived too easily and at ease, that's why she was looking for such boring things, time travel, such boring things, she would actually do them.

I sent my sisters away one by one, and even I was sent to this strange place to live a strange life.

That general dared to play tricks on her. If she hadn't lost her memory, how could she have been designed by that general to marry Ye Yingxi? If it was her in the past, she would definitely try her best to resist. If it was her in the past, she would not be stupid to fall in love with that person.

Liang Yuxi's personality is completely different from hers, and it is impossible for her to blend together, but why did she have her weakness at that time?
Kindness, gentleness, when did these get along with Youxi?Why did she become so much after amnesia?
Who is to blame?No one can blame, blame yourself!
Yu Xi (we’ll still be called that in the future) leaned against the window, staring at the drizzle outside without blinking. She was bitter, and her body hadn’t healed yet, so she had no energy now.

Just escaping from the palace had cost her all her energy. Fortunately, no one thought that she would leave. Fortunately, Ye Yingxi did not guard her every step of the way. Fortunately, she was no longer Liang Yuxi.

Moving forward without a direction, living without a goal, where is her life?
Grandpa, I really miss you. Your granddaughter is injured. You must be very distressed, but she can't go back. If she can go back, she must smash that machine, and she will never think about these boring things again.

Pale lips, without a trace of blood, petite face, empty eyes, seem to be blown away by the wind, and the thin body can no longer withstand a little toss.

Hand, inadvertently caressed her stomach, where her child once lived, but she lost him forever when she knew it.

"Miss, where are we going?" The coachman's voice came from outside the car. The voice was rough but warm.

"Go wherever you can, go, don't stop!" Ye Yingxi will definitely not let her go alone, so she made arrangements for several days before coming out.

In the capital, she will never go back. There are all her endless sorrows. From now on, she will live a good life by herself. She believes that she can be stronger by herself.

Only now, she really wants to find a shoulder to lean on, allowing her to express her grievances and sorrows.

Lan, all of a sudden, he misses him so much, that person who will always be by his side, that person who is his bodyguard in name, but who is actually as close as his brother, that person he bullies, that cold wood.

His shoulders are really warm and reassuring!
Tears, slipping down again, heart, painful, not abandoned, but abandoned by betrayal, the pain is too painful to speak, what should I do?
She didn't sleep all night, just sitting in the dark, licking her wound silently, every time she shed tears, every pain, she couldn't fall asleep clearly.

Counting the bits and pieces in ancient times, she can clearly remember everything. The memory of that person is hers, not Liang Yuxi's. Those happy and sad memories are so heart-wrenching.

The rain wet the hair on her forehead, and a chill came over her body, but she didn't feel anything at all, the coldness was just on the surface, the coldness in her heart, who knew?
"Miss, Xinghua Village is ahead, why don't you take a rest, the rain seems to be getting heavier and heavier!" The coachman's voice came together, and it took a while for Yu Xi to regain consciousness.

He looked at Yu in a daze, and really thought about it, "Then go there, has this place left the capital?"

"I left a long time ago. This Xinghua Village is very remote. I don't know how to get back later!" After walking so many roads and it was raining so much, he really had to find his way.

Watching the coachman driving the car humming a little tune, I suddenly felt that this place with drizzle and slightly bright sky was so beautiful.

The sky washed by the rain in the morning and the Xinghua Village in the distance look like a beautiful painting, and people's hearts seem to be washed, and the suppressed breathless heart finally gets a little bit of release .

Perhaps, this is her new beginning.

"Selling sesame seed cakes, selling sesame seed cakes..." As soon as we entered the small village, we could smell the smell of sesame seed cakes.

"Miss, we've traveled a long way, it's time for you to eat something, this sesame seed cake is really delicious!"

For the coachman's enthusiasm, Yu Xi did not refuse, took the biscuits, thanked her and closed the curtain.

Looking at the hot biscuits in her hands, her heart ached for no reason, and the tears just fell on it, sour and astringent. In this place, someone would care about her.

She is not the strongest, at least at this time, she can't be strong at all!
She was not afraid of anything before, but now she is afraid a lot, afraid that she will meet him, afraid that she will miss him, afraid that she will not be able to bear it.

So much fear, so much confusion, so much hesitation, cannot be changed overnight.

Perhaps time can heal her wounds, but she will never forget them!
Xinghua Village, let her heal here and lick her wounds!

(End of this chapter)