amnesia princess

Chapter 69

Xinghua Village, apricot blossoms bloom, people come and go to welcome Xinghua!

The people here are simple and sincere, and everyone smiles at the guests!
I have lived here for half a month!The mood seems to be much better.

She still remembered that when she first came here, she couldn't find a place to live, because it was really poor here, there was no inn, no place to live, only ordinary people's huts.

She was helpless for a while, holding an umbrella, standing in the rain, looking at the huts in confusion.

The coachman had already been sent away, but she was in trouble. Fortunately, the people here were so warm and hospitable. It was a sister-in-law who saw her helpless and kindly took her in.

Although her home only has a hut less than [-] square meters, although she does not have a piece of beautiful furniture in her home, although she does not have a delicious meal in her home, she likes this home very much.

Because in it, there is the warmth she longs for, people who care about her, and people who treat her sincerely. These are things that the money outside cannot get.

Sister-in-law Wu is an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary, but in her, she has the courage that Yu Xi appreciates. She is fat and fat, but she always smiles, and her small eyes become slits when she smiles.

I still remember the first time we met, Sister-in-law Wu looked at me as if she was stunned, talking about fairies and fairies, and when she heard that she had no place to live or where to go, she took her home without even asking. .

Knowing that she was sick, Sister-in-law Wu was busy preparing hot water and meals, and helping without stopping for a moment.

She didn't want to talk, and her heart was still not healed, but she couldn't help but say thank you to Mrs. Wu who was so enthusiastic, but she was reprimanded by Mrs. Wu, saying that no one had any difficulties when she was away from home, so she asked her to relax Hold on.

She was still smiling awkwardly, saying that her house was not big, so she should not dislike it, all of which moved her.

She lost her husband and only had a daughter who was only nine years old. The mother and daughter depended on each other, but they were still so enthusiastic about helping her. Even when she wanted to give her money, she pushed her back.

Seeing Xiao Chun'er and Sister-in-law Wu busy every day, but she can't do anything, this makes her very helpless, and she wants to help, but there is nothing she can do.

The people in Xinghua Village are very simple. They do some chores every day. Their goal is to support themselves. They don't have too much desire or greed. She really envies them that they can live so freely and freely.

Especially Wu's sister-in-law's family made her feel the care of her family that she hasn't had for a long time.

She only said that her name was Xi'er, she was a homeless person, but she just drifted here, and the enthusiastic Sister-in-law Wu had no doubts and let her live here with peace of mind.

She has seen almost all the people in Xinghua Village. It is very strange. Hearing that there are people in Sister-in-law Wu's family, those kind-hearted village names came to see her one by one, and they all called her a fairy. Shouting, although I am embarrassed, but I am used to it.

"Sister Xi'er, are you looking at the sun again?"

With the childish voice, Yu Xi turned her head to look at Xiao Chun'er beside her. She was dressed in pink and had a pretty face. The inside was extremely clear, and Xiao Chun'er with two braids was very cute.

"Xiao Chun'er, you're here!" Yu Xi would only say a few words to Sister-in-law Wu and Xiao Chun'er, and after getting along for half a month, she really fell in love with this cute little girl.

Xiao Chun'er moved a small chair and sat beside Yu Xi, propping her chin with both hands and watching the sunset, "Sister, is there anything interesting about this, why do you watch it every day?"

Yu Xi smiled faintly, her eyes were fixed on the sun, and Xi, who was printed red, was stunningly beautiful, "Does Xiao Chuner like to watch it?"

Xiao Chun'er shook her head, then nodded again, "Xiao Chun'er doesn't like to watch, Xiao Chun'er likes to play, but Xiao Chun'er likes to watch with her sister!"

What blunt words fell into Yu Xi's ears, so comfortable and refreshing, Xiao Chun'er is her current pistachio, with her innocent face, she becomes more cheerful.

"Then let's watch quietly, shall we?" Holding Xiao Chun'er in his arms, Yu Xi still didn't take his eyes off.

She wants to watch the sunset, every day, watching it rise and set, this half month, she has been like this every day, she is not very clear why, maybe it is sustenance.

In the past, they were leaning against the window together, and she was nestled in his arms. The two of them were so close in heart, but now thinking about it, he and his heart at that time were actually not what she thought, and she didn't know at all. What is he thinking.

It was agreed, to be strong, but the yearning couldn't bear it no matter what, it seemed that she had grown wings, but was suppressed and couldn't fly. She was suppressing her emotions, love and hate intertwined, and she no longer knew what the feelings were.

Like Xiao Chun'er so much, in fact, there is also the longing for his own child.

That unfortunate but fortunate child, Mommy misses you so much!If... If she could have discovered his existence earlier, then he would not have left.

If he is still there, then she must take him and leave together, and then the two of them will live a good life. Even if there is no daddy, she can still strive for happiness for that baby.

It's just that things are different, and everything can't go back.

Now, what she wants is very simple, that is to let go, but she can't do it no matter what.

She used to be strong, because she didn't encounter any setbacks, so she didn't know what setbacks were, and she always went forward bravely, because at that time, the road was clear, and she could pass easily without doing anything.

But now, every step she took was full of thorns and thorns, and she was covered in bruises along the way!
It was a complete injury, and there was no end to it, but fortunately, she pulled away, otherwise she would not know how many times she would have been injured.

Love really makes people become ignorant, she has become not like herself, has no purpose, no dignity, nothing left, and even the way home can no longer be found.

The setting sun gradually set, and my heart also gradually sank, "Xiao Chun'er, it seems that your mother is calling you!"

Xiao Chun'er looked at Yu Xi obsessively, "My sister is so beautiful, Mother must have asked us to eat, let's go!"

Yu Xi didn't care much about her Tong Yan, the moment she turned around, a tear still fell from the corner of her eye, there was only one drop, crystal clear like a diamond, but it was fleeting.

"Xi'er, are you watching the sunset again?" Sister-in-law Wu was holding three bowls of rice in her hands, and the dishes were already prepared on the table. They were all home-cooked dishes, not like the luxury of the palace, but every chopstick was eaten happily. .

Yu Xi smiled shallowly, "Yeah!" As for Sister-in-law Wu, she never said much, because there were too many things and she didn't want others to know, so she could only get along in the simplest way of getting along.

Sister-in-law Wu shook her head habitually, "You, don't go on like this anymore, look at you, you are so thin that you want to go away with the wind, and your body is so weak, why don't you be happy, eat more..."

Getting used to Sister Wu's nagging, Yu Xi smiled lightly, "I'm fine, sister-in-law, don't worry!"

Her body, she knows well, the nutrient solutions, calcium tablets, etc. since she was a child are not free, she has never had any disease, this time it is only because of miscarriage that she is so weak, As long as it takes a while, she believes that she will be able to recover.

What is it if the body recovers?The heart can no longer be recovered, and it will never go back to the past.

"Eat more, it's not that sister-in-law is telling you, you will hurt yourself if you go on like this!" In fact, she has already seen this girl. Hurt for love.

Although she is a country woman, some things can be understood at a glance. Xi'er stares at the sun in a daze every day, and she must be missing something. She already knew this.

"Women, don't be too stubborn, you have to be open, not all men are good..."

"Sister-in-law, don't worry, I'm fine now!" Knowing that Sister-in-law Wu was worried about her, Yu Xi tried her best to smile, but she didn't know that her own smile was uglier than crying.

After eating, Yu Xi went back to her room very early.

She doesn't want to face people, and no one, only one person, she can not wear a mask, and don't need to force a smile.

Sitting blankly by the window, her room is facing a vegetable garden, where a lot of vegetables are grown, and Sister-in-law Wu basically eats it herself.

Looking at those blooming vegetables, she will wait there every day, because she has never seen blooming vegetables, so she likes to look at them. When she came to Xinghua Village, she realized that her previous experience was really too little. What kind of thing, I don't know that vegetables can bloom, I don't know what arable land is, I don't know the people in the countryside, so they are so simple and lovely.

Compared with the city she was in before, this place filled her with a sense of freshness.

She can watch a small caterpillar crawl for more than an hour without getting bored, and she can watch big-headed flies flying among the vegetable leaves for a long time without getting bored.

This made her happy, because she seemed to have gradually forgotten a little bit, but whenever she lay on the bed and closed her eyes, her thoughts were like a flood, and she couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard she couldn't be happy.

She hated, hated herself for being incompetent, and even shed tears for him.

As long as I think of him, my heart can't help but hurt, the pain is so painful that there is only one person to bear it quietly.

In the middle of the night, I woke up, looking at the darkness, afraid, and hesitated. It has been half a month, but it is still the same!

She thought she could let it go, but she overestimated herself, she was simply a puppet of love, she couldn't let it go, couldn't look away!

Sister-in-law Wu said to take it easy and let it go!Every day, I will say some truths and deeds to make her happy!
But that injury, who knows?
(End of this chapter)