Hidden Marriage 100 Points: Actor Husband, Deep Routine

Chapter 247 That Pain I Will Never Forget

Gu Nianxing rinsed his mouth, and when he returned to the restaurant, he found that the atmosphere in the restaurant was inexplicably low.

Seeing that Feng Beichen got up and was about to leave, but when he saw her, his expression moved slightly, and he spoke with a nervous voice, "Are you alright?"

"fine."

In fact, she didn't want everyone to see it.

After all, she didn't want anyone to know that she couldn't eat bacon.

I don't even want to recall the days when I was begging, running around for a piece of stale meat and food.

So before the bacon was put on the table, she didn't show any disgust.

"Don't have this dish appear on the table in the future."

Feng Beichen turned to the butler at the side with a cold voice.

"Yes……"

The housekeeper and a few servants hurriedly removed the dish with bacon.

Luo Anran was shocked, "Here, she doesn't eat it, others can eat it, why did she take it away..."

Before he finished speaking, Min Xiu raised his hand and grabbed her arm.

It was only then that Luo Anran realized that Feng Beichen's gaze was unusually cold, sweeping over her body, made her shudder.

"Hey, I'm eating, eating..."

Lowering her head, Luo Anran began to shove the rice into her mouth.

After Gu Nianxing sat down, Feng Beichen changed a bowl for her, "Tell me what you can't eat in the future."

His voice was full of persistence, and he looked into her eyes full of seriousness.

Gu Nianxing frowned slightly, isn't he angry?
Why is it that he now looks as if the previous lake jumping incident never happened, and he looks completely fine.

"No need, it's fine if I don't have that dish, there's no need to remove it." Gu Nianxing said lightly.

Feng Beichen's face was still serious, "It's not good to affect your appetite."

"..."

Now Luo Anran was dumbfounded.

She looked at Feng Beichen and Gu Nianxing in disbelief.

She just heard from the servant that Feng Yingdi filled the entire lake for Gu Nianxing in a fit of rage, and she still felt it was an exaggeration.

At this moment, seeing that Feng Beichen was going to not serve this kind of food just because Gu Nianxing accidentally ate a piece of bacon.

This... is too conniving, right?
As Gu Nianxing said, she doesn't like to eat, so if she doesn't add that dish, she will be fine.

Even a sentence that affects your appetite will not work!

Feng Yingdi really opened her eyes.

What is indulgence?What is appeasement and rape...

Pfft, it seems that this idiom is not appropriate, anyway, Luo Anran feels that his world view has been subverted, the unsmiling and rigorous Feng Dayingdi he knew before may be a fake fake.

"President, I, I have something to do with An Ran, I want to take my leave first."

Min Xiu was afraid that Luo Anran would cause some trouble again, so he got up and said to Feng Beichen.

Probably because the atmosphere here is too weird, after Min Xiu finished saying this, Luo Anran had no objection, "Yes, yes, we still have something to do, that, let's go first, you take your time."

After speaking, Luo Anran dragged Min Xiu and left the restaurant.

Out of Chenhai Manor, before getting into the car, Luo Anran let out a long breath, looked at Min Xiu, and suddenly said with a serious face: "Mu Muxiu, should we introduce Feng Yingdi to a psychiatrist?"

"What do you want to do?"

Min Xiu was speechless.

"Don't you think Feng Yingdi is ill? And it's... terminally ill."

Luo Anran looked determined, "I think Emperor Feng needs to see a psychiatrist, otherwise, he will take jujube pills."

"I think you're the one who needs to see a psychiatrist." Min Xiu shook his head with a disgusted expression on his face, "You're talking nonsense, blah."

……

Seeing that Gu Nianxing put down his chopsticks before taking a few bites, Feng Beichen frowned, "Just eat this?"

"Ah."

"How about asking the chef to make something else, S City-style lo mein?"

Gu Nianxing shook his head, "I'm full."

Standing up, his eyes glanced over inadvertently, seeing that Feng Beichen's feet were wrapped in gauze, Gu Nianxing's eyes flickered slightly, "You...why?"

She thought that if something like this happened today, it shouldn't be like this between the two of them.

He would disappear from her sight for several days like that day after she proposed to take the contraceptive pill, and he would not even take the initiative to talk to her.

However, today, he didn't do that, even... indulgently removed the food she didn't like.

Seeing that she didn't eat much, he ordered the chef to make other food for her...

It shouldn't be like this, she thinks, it doesn't make sense.

"why?"

Calmly looking at her somewhat astonished face, he said slowly, "Why do you think so?"

Gu Nianxing looked away, she lowered her eyes slightly, and said after a few seconds: "The two of us, maybe we were wrong at the beginning."

"wrong?"

"Yes." Gu Nianxing hid the complicated thoughts in his eyes, and smiled bitterly: "It hurts each other hundreds of heads, sometimes it's really stupid, I'm afraid, one day I won't be able to last that time."

"Don't talk nonsense, you are still young, we still have a lot of time."

He reached out and stroked her cheek, the touch under his fingertips was smooth and delicate, but it made him feel unreachable.

Because her blurred eyes were full of determination, "Maybe you feel nothing now, but a situation like today may happen again in the future. I don't know when my emotions will get out of control, and I don't know Is it because of a mental illness? All I know is that I can't be so comfortable, let alone stay by your side with such peace of mind, do you understand? Some beautiful things are born to be destroyed. "

Looking at her bewildered appearance, his heart felt a dull pain.

He hugged her into his arms and tried to give her warmth, "Don't think too much, no one asks you to do something, just be yourself and do what you want to do."

"Is it really like that? Can it really be like that?"

She suddenly sobbed, this was the first time she lost control in his arms in the past two years, and cried after her emotions collapsed: "Then tell me, why can't I get out, why... I can't do it? I hate , I hate it all the time, I let myself be cruel, I remind myself not to be soft-hearted, not to repay hope, because it hurts too much, that kind of pain, as long as I experience it once, it will make my life worse than death, and I will never forget it... ..."

Feng Beichen didn't interrupt her, but hugged him, gently stroked her back, trying to make her relax in this way.

Her crying gradually stopped, and after a few minutes, she raised her head from his arms and looked up at him.

You can vaguely see the wet tears on her face, her eyes are not blurred, and there is a look of brokenness and despair spreading, "I spent eight years loving you, and two years hating you, But why did you break in so selfishly in my remaining years."

(End of this chapter)