Hidden Marriage 100 Points: Actor Husband, Deep Routine

Chapter 248 I have met the Milky Way, but I only need one star
"Since you said that I was selfish, why punish yourself in such a dangerous and decisive way? If you just want to punish me, there are many ways, and you don't have to go to this extreme."

Feng Beichen looked quietly into her cloudy eyes, his voice was hoarse and solemn.

In fact, in front of her, he rarely spoke to her in such a tone, "So, now, what do you want to change?"

"……I'm tired."

She collapsed into his arms, her eyes closed, and her wet eyelashes concealed the pain in her eyes.

"If you're tired, take a good rest." He put his hands under her legs and picked her up. On the way back to the bedroom, the servants stepped aside one after another.

For Feng Beichen holding Gu Nianxing's activities in the villa in public, the servants gradually became accustomed to it from their surprise at the beginning.

Especially after the lake filling incident happened today, no one would question how much the husband attaches importance to his wife.

After all, their husband even jumped into the lake for his wife, and even filled the lake, hugging and kissing intimately in the public, what is it?

Feng Beichen knew that she was not asleep, but she just didn't want to open her eyes, didn't want to see him.

He thought about leaving just like this, but today he inexplicably wants to be by her side.

Especially when she was crying in pain and despair just now, like falling into the abyss of hell...

The heart that was pulling him was also gripping, with bursts of dull pain.

He couldn't even imagine the pain she was going through, and he didn't know how to get rid of the pain.

He could only guard her side like a wooden man, watching her silently, silent and silent, he didn't know if this kind of company was meaningful, but he just wanted to be by her side like this.

Gu Nianxing lay down at first to avoid the topic just now, but maybe she was really tired. Less than 10 minutes after lying down, she felt that she really felt sleepy.

When I woke up after sleeping, it was already more than an hour later.

Opening her eyes, she subconsciously thought that he must not be there, so she habitually looked at the ceiling in a daze.

Suddenly, his voice came, "Do you want some water?"

She was stunned, he was here?
"Okay." When I woke up after a nap, my mouth was indeed a little dry.

Within a few minutes, he came over with a glass of warm water, and she propped herself up to sit up, but he had already brought the water glass to her lips, and he didn't intend to let her do it herself.

"Drink slowly."

Her mind was a little confused, she opened her mouth, facing the cup, and drank the warm water one mouthful at a time.

He put the cup aside, took a pillow to cushion her back, and looked at her face with deep eyes.

"The concert starts in two hours, and the rain has stopped."

Gu Nianxing knew that Feng Beichen was deliberately avoiding that topic, her heart felt as if she had been pricked by a needle, and the stinging pain made her blurry eyes clear little by little.

Only then did she see clearly that his appearance still seemed to be the stunning appearance in her memory, but with the passage of time, his temperament became more mature.

The slender hand stretched out towards his face, but he didn't avoid it, and let her touch it.

Gu Nianxing felt his brows and eyes, his thin lips, and his outline tensed and slightly trembling under her fingertips.

Her hand suddenly slipped down, her eyes lowered, and she landed on his gauze-wrapped feet, "Are we two hopeless?"

Her voice was sad and desolate, and the thoughts in her heart were intricate.

He stretched out his hand, held her cool face, let her eyes look at him at the same level, and his four eyes met. His beautiful thin lips said slowly: "Probably, we are all terminally ill patients."

This answer surprised her a little.

I didn't expect him to admit it so directly and include him as a patient.

She didn't think he was a patient, he was still the decisive and powerful man.

The sick, the desperate, she was always alone.

Seeing the uncertainty and confusion in her eyes, his voice was very gentle: "I have met the Milky Way, but I only need one star. She is sick, and I will be sick. Only when she is cured, can I be cured. Time cannot erase The pain of the past, I want to cover it with these warm palms, one inch of light years, waiting for a lifetime, the stars she promised that year will never be forgotten."

It was probably the most touching thing he had ever said in his life.

An inch of light-year, waiting for a lifetime?
"It's too late, if it was two years ago, I would definitely throw myself into your arms with tears streaming down my face, and respond to you with my most sincere enthusiasm. The world is so big, but I have no idea at all, because I The place I want to go the most is only by your side.”

She raised her hand, pushed his palm away, raised a bitter smile, and said to him very seriously: "When I was young, my mother was a popular artist, and my father ran the family's pharmaceutical factory. In people's eyes, they get together less and leave more, plus my father is very ordinary and my mother is so beautiful, their marriage will definitely not last long, but they told everyone with the facts, their marriage is not afraid of rumors, until later mother And their father passed away, they are the ones who care most about each other."

Feng Beichen quietly stood aside, neither making a sound nor trying to interrupt her.

She seldom mentioned her parents to others, and she has always carefully sealed up this sentimental memory.

Today she would suddenly mention it, which surprised Feng Beichen.

"The so-called marriage is the crystallization of love. It should be sacred, never leave, and never change until death. You think, right?"

"Ah."

"Look, you also think what I said is right, haha, so, the two of us have tarnished and insulted our marriage. We are married in the name of hatred, to satisfy our own selfishness and revenge, and we are doomed... to harm others Has."

"What do you want to say?"

Feng Beichen's voice was suddenly tense, and his eyes were gloomy looking at her.

"I can't forget the pain you raised for me, and it's even more impossible for me to forget, so every day after I married you, we seemed to live in harmony, but in fact, the seeds of hatred in my heart have always been there, deeply rooted, growing Corrupting my soul, no matter how much compensation you make to me, how much you pay, I will never be moved, let alone live in harmony with you sincerely. I said it so clearly, do you understand what I mean? "

"do not talk."

He closed his eyes, concealing the gray and lonely look in his eyes.

She laughed, and her voice was cold: "During the two long years when I completely disappeared in your world, I was in hell all the time, lingering in the abyss, what supported me to live... Do you know what it is? No You are not anyone, but hatred. Those who harmed me live well in this world. Why did the innocent me and Shi Lao have to bear these burdens and die? Therefore, I have never wanted to die, just lived in such a state of embarrassment, even Marrying you with this humble body..."

　Tears: Writing this episode is really tangled and depressing. I really want Actor Feng and Xiaoxing to be together well. Seeing Xiaoxing struggling in the abyss of hatred and emotion, I really can’t bear it . ┭┮﹏┭┮
　　
　
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