Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 129
I can get pampering and stability from Xi Zhan, but I can't feel the thing called love. It wasn't until then that I realized that I, who used to be particularly tolerant in terms of emotions, began to become urgent, and urgently wanted to love from the bottom of my heart. The man responded to me.

I can no longer be as willing to follow as I used to be, but this has not changed anything. What is the difference between the Xi Zhan I follow now and the Gu Tingchen I followed back then? !

I was once married to Gu Tingchen, but I didn't have that love when I got him.

Now I have Xi Zhan, and he is so indifferent to me.

At this moment, Xi Zhan's dark and distinct eyes looked at me coldly, and I suddenly began to feel timid in my heart. In fact, I was wrong from the beginning. I should not stubbornly beg Xi Zhan to be with me, I should wait until I am with him When both love each other again.
I opened my mouth, and after all I didn't want to use all my self-esteem to ask him what he thought of me. My heart was suddenly very peaceful, there was no joy, no grievance, and I only had to suffer on my own.

I hypocritically smiled and changed the subject and asked him, "Are you not going to work today?"

Seeing me asking him calmly, Xi Zhan's eyes flickered and he said, "Go back to Xi's house later."

The Xi family he mentioned should refer to the big house between the two cities of Wutong.

I said softly, and Xi Zhan ordered: "Yun'er is with me."

I don't know how to get along with him now, and want to urgently leave this suffocating space, I shook my head and refused, saying: "I have something to go to the company later."

Xi Zhan was silent and left the room after a while.

I got up and stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and saw Assistant Yin waiting downstairs. After a while, Xi Zhan in a suit and leather shoes appeared downstairs. He walked towards Assistant Yin with long and broad legs. Light glanced at my position indifferently.

I pursed my lips, mocking myself a bit.

He retracted his gaze, got into the car and left the community.

After the shadow of his car disappeared, I fell on the ground as if discouraged, and suddenly realized that I had circled myself in again, sinking deep in it again and again like three years ago.

I covered my face with my hand and cried bitterly, regretting my heart so much, if I could re-elect, I would never provoke Xi Zhan, let alone say that I like him!
The sadness in my heart was too deep, I sat with my legs crossed in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows for a long time, until the assistant called me, "Mr. Shi, I found the butler back then."

"Where is he?" I asked.

"Mr. Shi, he is waiting for you at the entrance of the city."

Tongcheng has been raining heavily, I hesitated for a while, got up and took the car keys and drove to the entrance of the city.

In the distance, I saw an old man standing at the intersection holding a dark umbrella. Just as I stopped the car, a truck drove in the distance and knocked him into the sky.

My face turned pale in an instant, and I quickly got out of the car and ran to him. His face was wrinkled, and it was a familiar face when I was young. In those years, Xiao Wu and I often surrounded him.

The old butler was dying. He reached out and held my palm tightly, and said intermittently: "Miss, I haven't seen you for many years. I have a secret that I have always wanted to tell you."

I squeezed his palm tightly and comforted him: "You hold on, it will be fine!"

Enthusiastic people passing by helped call 120, and the old butler said with blood on his face: "Miss, actually, the master and wife. No, actually, miss, you were never from the Shi family. Your birth is far more than you are now, miss, listen to me." Say, go find it."

I have never been from the Shi family, what does this mean? ! .
I was stunned by the butler's words. I tightly grabbed his palm and asked him who to look for. He said a few words but didn't say anything, and finally passed out in my arms.

An ambulance arrived shortly after, and I drove to the hospital.

The butler has been in the process of rescue. After a while, the assistant and the people from the housekeeper’s hometown came. The assistant saw that I was soaked and quickly put on a coat for me. I trembling and grabbed the assistant’s arm and asked: "The driver of the truck What's going on?"

"The police just asked about it. The driver was driving under the influence of alcohol and is currently in custody."

I asked him, "Jiang Chen, do you believe it's a coincidence?"

The assistant asked suspiciously: "What does Mr. Shi mean?"

"It wouldn't be that coincidental," I said.

There are not so many coincidences in this world.

Everything is within the conspiracy.

Two hours later, the butler was pushed out of the operating room. Although he saved his life, he remained in a coma. The doctor asked the family members to prepare themselves, saying that the probability of becoming a vegetable was very high.

I was out of breath like a towering mountain was crushed in my heart, I swayed and followed the assistant to leave, and saw a luxury car parked next to my car at the hospital gate.

I know that car, even very familiar.

During my three-year marriage with Gu Tingchen, he often drove this Mayba Herr, and I always remembered the license plate number.

I closed my eyes and said to the assistant, "You go back first."

The assistant nodded and handed me the umbrella in his hand. After he left, I walked towards the Mayba He with difficulty. On the way I walked, the window of the car rolled down slowly, revealing the handsome face of the man. I stood there abruptly, not wanting to take a step closer.

Gu Tingchen turned his head slightly and asked me in a cold voice, "Miss me?"

I held an umbrella and looked at him without saying a word through the rainstorm.

He asked with a sarcastic smile, "Sheng'er, are you happy with Xi Zhan?"

I shook my head and said frankly, "Not happy."

He raised his eyebrows and asked; "Oh?"

"I'm sad because he doesn't love me."

Gu Tingchen asked clearly: "Who do you think he will love?"

That's right, Xi Zhan doesn't love anyone in his heart.

Gu Tingchen in front of him should have a normal personality.

Looking at his familiar face, I thought of our past three years. It was me who was the first to get rid of our love. I chose Xi Zhan and gave up on him.

But what can I do? !
When I chose Xi Zhan, I didn't know he was still alive, so I put down my guard and started a new life.

Even though I still love Gu Tingchen now, that kind of love is nostalgia and the past, and has nothing to do with current love.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Gu Tingchen's slightly gentle voice came through the rainstorm: "I did so many wrong things in the past that made you miserable, so I forgive you once, and I promise you to be with Xi Zhan. I also wish you happiness, and I hope you remember to come back to me when you can't hold on anymore, and I am willing to accept you unconditionally."

He is willing to accept me unconditionally, but I am unable and unwilling to return to his side.

With red eyes, I said calmly, "Gu Tingchen, I chose this path myself. No matter if I can survive or not, I will never have anything to do with you again."

I say this to discourage him.

He is alive now, and I wish him happiness even more.

"Sheng'er, how can finding a cruel and cruel man love you?"

(End of this chapter)