Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 130 He Understands Me
All I wanted from the beginning to the end was a firm love, to hold my hand and grow old together, but I never thought of such difficulties. I have experienced too many ups and downs and grief.

I even made a choice between Gu Lanzhi and Gu Tingchen, and now I choose between Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan.

I am always making choices, splitting that firm love again and again, but why did I ever think of this in my heart? !

Gu Lanzhi is just my childhood dream.

This dream woke up nine years ago.

But Gu Tingchen and I missed it in the end.

Now I only have Xi Zhan left.

When we were together, I knew he had no intentions, but even so I still chose him, and gave up the bold confession that I had tolerated. He never said he loved me, or even said he never loved me, but I was still with him together.

I grab him, hold him tight.

Just like how I held Gu Tingchen tightly three years ago.

I want to be happy, and I'm working hard.

Even if it doesn't work.

Faced with Gu Tingchen's doubts, I grinned and said, "Xi Zhan dotes on me very much, he satisfies me in everything, gives me stability and dependence, and I never have to worry about being bullied by his side!"

Although there is no blessing of love in it.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Gu Tingchen asked me flatly, "Then does he love you? Sheng'er, no one knows you better than me. What you want is love, and I can give it to you."

Gu Tingchen and I got to know me the best after years of working together. I breathed out deeply and said, "Tingchen, the love between us has existed before, but it has gone through so much... all of it is not something I can understand. In control, I regret that I missed you, and thank you for giving your life for me. If you have anything in the future, I will also help you with my life! But I can no longer keep love with you, because I gave Another man! I can't shrink back to your side just because he doesn't love me."

If that's the case, I don't even despise myself like this!

"Shi Sheng, you will definitely regret it."

Gu Tingchen left after leaving such a sentence.

I stood there for a long time before driving back to the apartment.

After returning to the apartment, I cried a lot, because of Gu Tingchen, and even more because of myself!I once loved him, and when I said those words to him, I felt uncomfortable in my heart, and I was afraid that he would be sad.

But when it is broken, it will be chaotic.

When I had finished crying, I took off my wet clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower. While taking a bath, I received a text message from Gu Tingchen.

He said: "Sheng'er, you are the most steadfast woman I have ever seen who loves someone. When you love someone, you can give him everything, and even follow him without complaint or regret! But you are also the one I have seen. I hate the most steadfast person I hate. When you hate me, you say forgive on the surface, but in fact, you have drawn a clear line in your heart! In this world, no one has to do anything, just like you choose now For Xi Zhan, many people can't understand why you fell in love with him in a flash, but I can understand, because he gave you what I don't have, firmness, protection and so-called strength! But I am not reconciled in my heart, I still long for you, I want you...I can't lose you again!"

Gu Tingchen is the person who understands me best in the world.

He knows why I fell in love with Xi Zhan.

It's not groundless, just a whim!
I didn't reply, and after a while he sent another text message saying: "Meeting you in this life is the joy and disaster of my life, no matter who you love in your heart, I will never give up! Opportunities allow me to compete fairly with Xi Zhan."

Waiting for him to be cured...

He has been persistently fighting against another personality.

After hesitating for a long time, I didn't reply to Gu Tingchen's text message. I kept thinking about what the old housekeeper said.

If it is true as he said, I am not from the Shi family!

Then who am I? !
Will he be full of lies like Xiao Wu?

I suppressed the doubts in my heart and kept soaking in the bathtub without getting up. I suddenly felt lonely, and felt that having a man and not having a man were of the same nature. I took my mobile phone and logged on to WeChat.

Yu Luoluo sent me a video.

It is a video of Gu Lanzhi's music accompaniment.

And I happened to know the girl he played with.

Tan Yang.

In the video, Tan Yang is wearing a white T-shirt and singing, with a very pleasant voice, she is singing "The Wind Rises"

What she sang is not the Chinese version.

Instead, it was sung in fifteen languages.

English, Japanese, Korean, Korean, Spanish, Italian, Persian, etc. Among them, French and Polish are absolutely perfect. With Gu Lanzhi's piano, it makes people tremble. She is really a treasure girl!
I listened to this song three times before sending it to Tan Yang. She replied disapprovingly and said, "A friend of mine who studies music is sick and her singing voice is hoarse. She heard that I was traveling around the world and insisted on me supporting her I followed her to sing, and I thought the song translated into many languages ​​was good, so I tried it, but I didn’t expect the response to be quite good.”

I just finished reading this message, and she sent another message saying: "I also met Gu Lanzhi, the real person is more handsome than the video."

Nonsense, there is no doubt that Gu Lanzhi is handsome.

It was exactly the same as Gu Tingchen.

I replied to her: "You guys know each other."

Tan Yang replied to me and said: "I don't know, I was on the top temporarily, and I haven't rehearsed. I guess he was stunned when he saw me suddenly appear on the stage. After I finished singing, I flew to Poland and planned to play for a few days. Just go to Venice, Italy."

"have fun."

Tan Yang didn't reply to me again. I didn't know what Yu Luoluo wanted to express in sending me this video. After thinking for a long time, I sent a question mark, "Why did you send me this all of a sudden?"

"Sister Shi Sheng, I have met this girl once. Last time I met her when I was skiing in Europe. I heard that she is underage."

I replied, "What's the matter?"

Could it be that Yu Luoluo suspected that Gu Lanzhi liked Tan Yang?

It shouldn't be so outrageous.

After all, Gu Lanzhi's elder Tan Yang is 14 years old.

Besides, Tan Yang said they didn't know each other.

"I was amazed by how she sang."

I hesitated for a while and asked, "Why did you suddenly show me this? Luoluo, do you want to say something to me?!"

Yu Luoluo replied after a long time: "Brother is traveling around the world again, and I am not chasing him all over the world now, but I just saw this video by chance yesterday, and I was a little envious in my heart, envious of the girls on the stage, envious of the girls who appeared on the stage." Everyone around my brother naturally misses my brother a little bit."

Gu Lanzhi only appeared in my life for only two months, and I rejected him again and again. He knows how to advance and retreat, and now he is just returning to his previous life.

"Travel around the world and meet the rich and powerful."

Suddenly remembered what he had said.

Gu Lanzhi, an elegant and gentle man.

I thought about it, and seriously replied to Yu Luoluo: "I can understand you, but I'm not Gu Lanzhi, I can't control his mind! Luoluo, if you really miss him, while the breeze is not dry, Sunshine just went to see him, regardless of the result."

Now it is stormy outside, where is the breeze and sunshine, I just borrowed a sentence from the Internet to comfort her.

Yu Luoluo returned to me, "Thank you, Miss Shi Sheng."

When I read this message and was about to put down my phone, Yuanyou sent me a text message, "Did you go back to Xi's house with your second brother?"

I replied, "Well, no."

"Stupid, you're the only one with a big heart."

(End of this chapter)