Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 179 Goodbye Xi Zhan
The fear in my heart became deeper and deeper, the doctor comforted me for a while and told me not to get excited, and then gave me a physical examination!
In the end, he concluded: "You have a small amount of bleeding caused by your poor physical condition. Maybe there is a threatened miscarriage, but the situation is not particularly critical."

The phenomenon of threatened miscarriage? !

I couldn't accept this result, so I hurriedly asked the doctor to find a solution for me. Seeing how excited I was, he quickly comforted me: "The child is fine for the time being, but you have to cooperate with the hospital's treatment and go to the hospital for regular check-ups, and take abortion-prevention injections. , and the most important thing is to keep a happy mood, because being too nervous or overjoyed and sad will make the condition of the fetus unstable, and many pregnant women have miscarriages due to emotional instability during pregnancy!"

After a moment of silence, the doctor asked, "Do you have a problem with your back?"

I was surprised and asked: "What?"

"Your medical record shows that you have been seriously injured, and the central nervous system is still in the recovery stage. If you are pregnant now, it may cause... You should be clear about the situation. The time you conceived this child is not very suitable. I personally suggest you Get rid of it, if the body recovers smoothly and cultivates well in the future..."

The doctor flicked my medical case and stopped abruptly, "Have you ever had uterine cancer?"

I nodded and said with difficulty: "Yes."

"Your uterus has not been removed, but your body is still at a loss, and your back is... your physical condition is really poor, not suitable for pregnancy! If you insist, it will threaten your life , I really suggest you call..."

I interrupted the doctor's words and said firmly: "You know my condition. I have accumulated a lot of miscellaneous diseases, and I have also had a kidney transplant... My pregnancy this time is my only chance. I don't think I will do it again in the future. Mother's qualifications, so I decided to risk my life to give birth to this child, you just give me a treatment plan, no matter how much it costs, I am willing to use the best medicine for me!"

The doctor frowned and asked me, "Does your family know?"

"Well, he knows."

"Does he know your physical condition?"

It was only when the doctor asked me this question that I realized that the reason why Xi Zhan asked me to abort the child might be to know my physical condition!

Maybe Xi Zhan doesn't want me to take risks? !

Now I only have this reason to comfort myself!

I nodded and said, "He knows."

Seeing my resolute attitude, the doctor sighed and said: "I will try my best to help you, but you must maintain a good mood and put an end to intercourse."

I nodded, and the doctor also told me about the dangers of continuing pregnancy, "This is your choice, let alone whether the child can be kept, even if you give birth in the future, it may not be certain..."

He hesitated to speak, and I knew what he meant.

I left the hospital with anti-abortion pills, went back to the apartment and lay down to support the baby. At night, I couldn't help but feel lonely.

In fact, how could I not understand what the doctor said?
I am also afraid, afraid that my life is in danger.

Afraid that he would leave Xi Zhan.

But I am even more afraid of this child leaving.

Gu Tingchen once aborted my child and made me suffer from uterine cancer. I always thought that if I kept that child, I would not have to get sick, and naturally I would not experience those painful things afterwards!

So this child became my obsession!
I want kids!
Want to fight against fate once!
I want to be a mother more!
I wiped the moisture from the corners of my eyes and slept with my eyes closed. I woke up once in the middle of the night, but when I saw the tall and straight figure standing by the window, I was shocked and murmured to my second brother.

The back with my back was unusually lonely, when he heard me calling him to stay still, I called out to my second brother again with sadness in my heart.

He just turned around and looked at me with desolate eyes.

I quickly apologized and said, "I'm sorry."

He hummed lightly and asked, "Is the child still there?"

The first time he saw me was to ask about the child!

I suddenly understood that he was here to kill people tonight!

It's here to kill this little thing in my stomach!

I asked, "When did you come back?"

"Just arrived." He replied.

His voice was deep and indifferent, I stared at him with some fear but also some miss, I got out of bed nervously and stood in front of him, carefully aggrieved and said: "I know that I am a murderer who ruined your future A half-life career! I feel very sad, I feel sorry for my second brother, I have failed your kindness! I never thought of doing this, but I was..."

Xi Zhan hummed lightly, he looked down at me, his deep eyes were all alienated, which made my heart very uncomfortable!

"Do you remember what I once said?"

I was stunned by the question Xi Zhan asked me suddenly, and I reached out and grabbed his sleeve cautiously.

Seeing this, Xi Zhan's eyes looked at my small movements.

He suddenly asked: "Are you afraid that I will leave?"

I hummed lightly, and Xi Zhan suddenly reached out to hold me in his arms, and I could clearly feel the man's beating heart.

Shocked, I asked, "Second brother doesn't blame me?"

It's been a long time since I hugged Xi Zhan, and I haven't felt the clear breath from him for a long time.

I hugged his waist tightly with both hands and heard him say in a hoarse and deep voice: "Baby, why did you forget what I told you once?"

He even wants to call me baby! !
I suddenly felt aggrieved in my heart and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Our life is too short, and the life we ​​want to go with you is even shorter. At least you have never appeared in my life for nearly 30 years. Misunderstanding, pain, concealment and other negative emotions will only lead to us. The two are drifting away. No matter my mood is good or sad, I will never push you away from my side, I hope you can remember these words for the rest of your life."

He has said these words to me before, and when Xi Zhan said these words again, my heart suddenly became enlightened!
The depression of this period suddenly dissipated.

He rubbed my head, and said tolerantly: "You are a child of the Xi family, it is right that the Xi family wants you to recognize your ancestors, and it is right that the Xi family wants to suppress me, all of this is just for a reason That's all."

"But the third brother said that your career has been completely defeated."

I said guiltily, "I pushed you into that situation, no matter if I meant it or not, I'm the murderer after all! Second brother, I'm sorry, it's all my naivety's fault!"

It's all my fault that I trust others too easily!
I put my arms around his waist and told him everything that happened during that time.

Xi Zhan suddenly lowered his head and kissed the corner of my eyes, the cool feeling slid over the skin, I heard his faint voice say: "Xi Wei is from the Xi family, and I am the head of the Xi family, you trust me He's normal."

From the beginning to the end, Xi Zhan didn't blame me.

But he didn't see me when he arrived in Finland that day.

When I thought about it, my heart became very blocked. When I asked him, he paused and explained, "Chen Shen is inside."

Chen Shen was in prison at the time? !
"Why is he there?"

(End of this chapter)