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Chapter 180 He Didn't Misunderstand Me
Xi Zhan didn't explain to me why Chen Shen was there. He lowered his head and kissed the corner of my lips, then raised his hand and pinched my earlobe. I stared at his face and smiled happily!

I am grateful that he did not misunderstand me.

I am grateful that he is willing to listen to my explanation.

I am grateful that he is more willing to believe in me!

I thought we could be reunited, but I was thinking about the thing about him asking me to kill the child and Gu Tingchen's threats...

"Second brother, third brother brought me your words."

Suddenly there was thunder in the sky.

"Well, I know," he said.

"You said it's over between us."

He said truthfully, "I want you to abort the child."

"But this kid means a lot to me."

After a few bursts of thunder, there was a downpour outside the window, and the weather in Tongcheng changed as it said, which seemed to imply the ending of Xi Zhan and me.

Xi Zhan suddenly let go of me and looked at me coldly. I sat back on the bed in a daze and didn't want to discuss this issue any more, so I changed the subject and asked, "How did you leave Finland?"

"Chen Shen understands that I won't be detained for long, and he has already got what he wants, so he offered to let me go."

Under the pressure of the Xi family, Chen Shen let Xi Zhan leave...

I think the relationship between the two of them should not be so bad!
They are just a means of commercial competition!
"Then your power..."

I want to ask how much of his power is left, but I can't ask that question, because I am the one who destroyed his power!

Xi Zhan didn't answer my question, but said in a calm voice: "Don't worry, life's ups and downs are normal."

Pausing, his eyes suddenly looked at my stomach.

"Kill this kid."

There was no doubt in his voice.

Seeing him so determined, I was terrified, and I quickly reached out to grab his sleeve, but he took a step back!
This is the first time Xi Zhan has rejected my behavior like this.

No matter what happened in the past, as long as I stretched out my hand and grabbed his sleeve, I could be relied on, and I could get his pampering.

But now he rejects me.

The corners of my eyes were moist instantly, I raised my head slightly to force back those tears, and asked him in fear, "Why do you have to kill him?"

"You know your physical condition yourself."

Sure enough, Xi Zhan was worried about my body.

I lowered my eyes and said, "I want to keep him."

No matter what he does I will keep him!
"Me and him, you can only choose one."

Xi Zhan turned sideways and looked out the window. There was a magnificent river with bright lights on the banks of the river!

I know this man is serious.

He never slaps himself in the face when he speaks.

He does what he says!
I sat by the bed without speaking for a long time, and Xi Zhan also stood by the window patiently waiting for my final answer.

I pursed my lips and remembered what Gu Tingchen said. He imprisoned my parents and took such ambiguous photos of me.

Even threatened to destroy my child!

If I stay with Xi Zhan, I will face three threats from Gu Tingchen, especially the safety of my parents.

In addition, Xi Zhan made such a tricky choice.

And I have no face to keep Xi Zhan for the time being.

I just did something so cruel to him and I couldn't forgive myself even if he forgave me!
This decision made me very uncomfortable. If I put these things aside, I will keep this child in my heart [-]%!
So the answer is obvious.

Even if I leave Xi Zhan, I will keep my child!

But am I willing to leave him?

I still wonder if Xi Zhan did this on purpose!
He knew that I wanted a child but still let me make this choice. I suddenly realized that Xi Zhan wanted to leave me!

So he brings up this choice that obviously knows the answer!

He is forcing me to leave him, to be this bad guy!
Thinking of this, I asked him desperately, "Do you want to leave me?"

Hearing this, Xi Zhan remained silent, as if he only saw the bright rivers outside the window.

I suddenly understood his choice.

I think he will leave no matter what my choice is, he came to see me today just to say goodbye to me!

I thought of those explanations he just said.

Misunderstanding in his heart is not the reason for our separation.

Indeed, he did not misunderstand me.

But he still wants to leave me.

Wounded lions need time to lick their wounds.

I think so.

This is the only reason I can comfort myself.

I can understand, after all, I hurt him.

But the sadness in my heart is so clear.

"Xi Zhan, I choose the child."

I said these seven words seriously and solemnly.

But this heart is broken.

He turned around and stared at me with his deep eyes for a long while as he did when he met me for the first time, and finally let out a soft hum in his nasal voice!
My fingers gripped the bed sheet tightly and I wanted to say something, but finally I just said, "Thank you for pampering me."

Hearing this, he turned around and left the room indifferently.

He left the room decisively without saying a word.

Xi Zhan is really more heartless than imagined!

I reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, suddenly I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart, I covered my cheeks with my hands and cried, I was at a loss!
I don't want to leave him!

But he has the idea of ​​leaving.

I also have reasons for having to leave.

The parting between us is to follow the trend!

Just go with the flow at this time!
After all, he and I became strangers.

Strangers...

No, no, I don't want to be a stranger to him.

I quickly got up and went downstairs to chase him. I saw Xi Zhan's haughty back at the gate.

He walked forward unswervingly in the pouring rain, without the slightest hesitation!

I know he will come out of my world soon!

I stood at the gate not daring to go out in the rain and bravely catch up with him to keep him, I was afraid that I would get sick after being exposed to the rain!
If this is the case, then this child will really be lost. I stood at the door and stared at the back of that figure with extreme fear in my heart!
I wanted to call out to stop him, but I didn't have the courage!

He's gone, gone!

I stared at the back of the night in despair, and suddenly mustered up the courage to shout, "Xi Zhan!"

There were bursts of thunder and the sound of heavy rain. I don't know if he heard my call, but he suddenly stopped!
The man's body was a little stiff, and I tightly grasped my dress with my fingers, trying to find a little support: "Xi Zhan, I can't bear to leave you! I know it's my fault, I'm sorry for you, I made you This is it now!"

I made him a wounded lion!
I made him lose everything!
I was the one who crushed a man's pride!

Xi Zhan didn't turn around, and I mustered up the courage to continue: "I can't bear to leave you, but I have to leave you again! Xi Zhan, can you give me eight months?"

(End of this chapter)