Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 229 He Didn't Love You As Much As He Expected

Last night when I heard that Xi Zhan's mother had committed suicide, although I was sad, I didn't feel the pain of losing a loved one. I even felt that Xi Zhan's mother was a little careless about my own life.

But now because of Xi Zhan's sadness, I gradually feel the same. I just realized that there is a big difference between the mother Ganlu he described and the Ganshuang who hates me!
Ganlu loves Xi Zhan and treats him as her own son, she only has Xi Zhan in her eyes and heart, as long as Xi Zhan is safe and healthy, she will not ask for anything, even if Xi Zhan insists on marrying me, she agrees.

Xi Zhangang also said that she is always easy to compromise, and I suddenly remembered her gentle attitude towards me when I came to the old Xi's house for the second time. In fact, she must have begun to accept me in her heart at that time.

The woman who always wears a cheongsam and only sees Xi Zhan as misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River is withered after all. She must be reluctant to part with Xi Zhan. Presumably she was forced by her sister Gan Shuang!

I don't know how much despair she went through before she died, she didn't even call Xi Zhan, she just kept silent... This was a fatal blow to Xi Zhan.

How should Xi Zhan get over this hurdle? !

He was obviously very sad, but he was still calming my emotions.

I squeezed his palm tightly and said to him, "I will be by your side."

Xi Zhan rubbed my cheek with the other hand, "Well, I'll go to keep the spirit first."

I whispered: "Then I will change my clothes and come to accompany you."

Xi Zhan put a kiss on my forehead and left the room. I went out and asked Tan Wen to give me the sacrificial robe of the Xi family. I took it from him and turned back to the room. I opened it and saw that it was a black dress embroidered with dragon patterns. I put on the cheongsam and put on the matching black high-heeled shoes. When I went out, Tan Wen put on my arm a black sleeve cloth for vigil, with the word filial piety embroidered with silver thread on it.

I followed Tan Wen out of the courtyard, and stopped short of stepping out of a garden.

Standing next to the rockery in front is an elegant woman in a black cheongsam.

I knew she was waiting for me here on purpose.

I turned my head to Tan Wen and said, "You go to the front and wait for me."

After Tan Wen left, she walked up to me calmly, walked around me, then smiled softly, and mocked: "You are very similar to her, both are so annoying! Shi Sheng, You are now the head of the Xi family, you have everything in the Xi family, but I have nothing as the mistress! Hehe, what a irony, I am the wife he is marrying, and I am half the owner of the Xi family. You didn't even get a penny of property! And you are just an illegitimate daughter, yet you majestically took the position of the head of the Xi family, and instantly became the most powerful woman in the world!"

I didn't care about her sarcasm, I didn't want to talk about these shitty things with her at all, I frowned and asked, "Did she die because of you?"

She hooked her lips and asked back, "Isn't it because of you?"

because I?
Is it because I am engaged to Xi Zhan?

I asked stubbornly, "You forced her to commit suicide?"

I wanted to hear the truth from her mouth.

I dare to ask and I know she will tell me.

Hearing this, she lowered her face and said: "Yes, this is my punishment for Ah Zhan, who made him focus on you! What I warned him yesterday was that he didn't take what I said seriously at all! "

Her expression was cold, without guilt at all, as if the dead person was just a pawn of hers!
A pawn that can suppress Xi Zhan and make him sad!

I closed my eyes and said, "You hurt Xi Zhan like this."

The woman in front of me is really not worthy of being Xi Zhan's mother.

But after all, she was the one who gave Xi Zhan his life.

She was the one who adopted Xi Zhan who was a baby at the time.

Without her, there would be no Xi Zhan now.

So I am still grateful to her.

I am grateful to her for bringing Xi Zhan to my side.

She suddenly raised her hand to touch my cheek. Her fingers were as cold as Xi Zhan's, but they had two different feelings. Although Xi Zhan's palm was cold, I never felt any fear in my heart.

And her fingers were swimming around me like a poisonous snake, I hurriedly took a step back and heard her ask: "Are you so afraid of me?"

I calmly said, "I don't like others to touch me."

"Oh, I think I am noble." She raised her hand to touch the sleeve on her arm, and said in an unusually calm voice: "One of Xi Zhan's mothers has already passed away because of you. If you don't want him to lose another mother, you can marry him." Check it out again!"

She is so cruel to threaten me with this!
I clasped my palms and looked at her calmly and said: "Xi Zhan respects you because you are his mother, but now you have killed his other mother, you have already worn out his respect and patience for you, if you continue If things go on like this...you are not afraid that he will sever ties with you? Besides, I will not separate from Xi Zhan just because of your threat! Xi Zhan is not a man who is at the mercy of others. "

She said fearlessly: "Isn't it just a death? Let's see who is more ruthless than the other. If Xi Zhan is willing to let go of his two mothers, I will admit it!"

The woman in front of me is not afraid of death at all, she is only full of hatred for me. It is actually very exhausting to meet such a recalcitrant person.

What's more, she is still Xi Zhan's mother, the wife my biological father Ming Mei is marrying, so what can I do to her?

I licked it lightly, and said melancholy in my heart: "I don't know exactly what your hatred for me is, if it's just because my biological mother is..."

When I mentioned the words of my biological mother, her face changed, and I continued: "If it is because of her that you hate me so much, then you are really a failure and very low, because she got my father's love. Heart, so you have been brooding all the time, and even never forgave my father for the rest of my life, and tortured her daughter! Speaking of my first half of my life, I was under your arrangement, I really want to thank you, you gave me Shi family, it was you who prevented me from living in Xi's family, so I had a perfect childhood!"

I took a step towards her and approached her, poking her heart and said: "You have been in such a mess all your life, you have always been unable to love, and let your younger sister use your identity to be a respectable mistress in the Xi family! And you What? You live in a dark corner and calculate everything!"

I never thought that I would irritate her by saying these words, but when I remembered that Shi's parents had been incognito in Ningzhen for nine years because of her, I couldn't bear it, and Xi Zhan's mother was also forced to death by her. She is absolutely inhuman!

How could she be Xi Zhan's mother?

Such a woman is not worthy to be Xi Zhan's mother at all.

The distance between me and her was only a few centimeters, and she suddenly stretched out her hand and slapped me fiercely, saying in a vicious tone, "Shut up!"

I took a step back to stabilize my body and stood still. She laughed wildly with red eyes: "Yes, I am embarrassed, I just can't ask for it, but so what? I just want revenge, I just don't allow you and me His son A Zhan is together!"

She suddenly ran towards me and slapped my face unexpectedly, I was stunned and heard her say: "Unless I die! When I die, let Ah Zhan live with you for the rest of his life with guilt?"

I just have one question right now.

Should I return the slap to her?
But she is Xi Zhan's mother...

I closed my eyes and said with patience: "Gan Shuang, that's your son, but please respect him! If you continue to be so obsessed, I believe Xi Zhan will not tolerate you anymore, so I can do it myself."

Some people really don't take themselves too seriously.

Don't think that Xi Zhan is controlled by her.

I'm so sure because Xi Zhan just said that it's not his fault, nor mine, it's the old woman's fault!
I turned around and was about to leave, but she suddenly stopped me and said, "There are no women around Xi Zhan, but he has a crush on you. Do you want to know the reason? Shi Sheng, he may not love you as you imagined."

(End of this chapter)