Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 230 He Has the Heart to Kill Me
I stopped and heard her say word by word: "At that time he thought I was his biological mother, so he missed me very much, but I treat him...I have always been cruel to him, only on the day of my birthday every year Seeing him, and his appearance by your side is just because he misunderstood that the kidney in your body is mine, so he guards you and protects you, otherwise what do you think? A man who has never been close to a woman has always What is so kind to you?"

Xi Zhan knew me a long time ago? !
I asked stiffly, "What do you want to say?"

"Do you think Xi Zhan really loves you?"

I:"……"

"To put it another way, do you think Xi Zhan understands love?"

Xi Zhan once said that he didn't understand love, so he asked me to teach him, but he behaved like he knew love better than me.

I remained silent, and she regained her composure and said, "Xi Zhan is a man cultivated by the Xi family. He grew up in a lonely environment. He has a gritty, cruel and cold personality. Such a man knows how to love?"

I:"……"

I don't know how to answer her question.

Because I am sure in my heart that Xi Zhan loves me.

But she smiled and asked me: "A man wants to start a family. What if he just wants to start a family with you?"

I bit my lip and heard her ask again: "Shi Sheng, do you know that Ah Zhan has a secret? He once wanted to kill you!"

……

He once had the heart to kill you...

This sentence kept coming back to my ears.

Tan Wen was stunned when he saw me coming, he walked over a few steps and asked caringly: "Patriarch, did she say something to you?"

I shook my head and said, "It's okay."

Tan Wen and I went to the main hall and saw Xi Zhan kneeling inside with his back straight. I remembered how he was kneeling in front of my biological father's coffin a year ago.

In fact, he had guessed at that time that the person lying in the coffin would use me to deal with him, but he still took care of all the chores as the head of the Xi family and sent him away gracefully.

I wanted to go in and be by his side, but because of what Xi Zhan's mother said, I felt withdrawn.

I shook my head and warned myself to trust Xi Zhan and not to think wildly!
I said to Tan Wen, "Let's go in."

I had just walked a few steps when a sarcastic voice came from inside and said, "They say you are the chairman of the Xi family, Zhan, who was kicked out by the Xi family. Why do you still have the face to go back to the Xi family to guard the spirit?"

His words were clearly aimed at Xi Zhan.

I walked in and saw a short and fat boy talking nonsense next to Xi Zhan. He must be 20 years old.

Xi Zhan ignored him, and he didn't see me, and continued to yell: "My mother said that you have occupied our Xi family's resources for several years, otherwise you are a wild child until now!"

He didn't speak through his brain, and he didn't even think about who he offended, so I hurried over and scolded him: "Shut up."

When he heard someone stop him, he turned around and asked me aggressively, "What are you trying to tell me to shut up?"

Are the juniors of the Xi family so idiots?
Even I don't even know!

I frowned and was about to say something, when Xi Zhan suddenly told him softly: "The name of the person standing in front of you is Xi Sheng, and your mother, Xi Juan, should politely call her Patriarch. What do you think she is? Indeed, she is still a thing, and it is as easy as crushing an ant to death if she crushes your branch."

In formal occasions, I can only be called Xi Sheng.

The Xi surname is also one of the reasons why I am qualified to inherit the Xi family.

Hearing Xi Zhan's understatement of threats, a middle-aged woman came out to hold the fat man and said with apologetic expression, "I'm sorry, Patriarch, my child's ignorance has disturbed the peace of the old mistress, so I'll take him back to the room."

She should be the Xi Juan in Xi Zhan's mouth.

There were not too many people in the main hall, but there were not too many collaterals of the Xi family. She allowed this fat man to insult Xi Zhan and did not stop her. She only appeared hypocritically when Xi Zhan mentioned me!
I knew she meant to insult us.

And Xi Zhan's sentence of crushing them to death is to remind me that now I want to stand up in front of these offshoots of the Xi family, and this fat man is the unlucky guy I use to make an example of others.

Blame him for not restraining himself.

I don't know if a tiger falls in Pingyang and is bullied by a dog, it's always a tiger!

I looked at their mother and son with an indifferent face and said: "The Xi family has always been the most disciplined and respectful, and the rewards and punishments have always been clear. Since your child does not obey the rules, let the Xi family teach them personally."

A few months ago, I heard from Tan Wen that the Xi family had a department that always punished those who made mistakes, and made life worse than death.

Naturally, Xi Juan understood what the Xi family meant by personally teaching, and she said with a pale face, "Patriarch, please forgive my child."

I curled my lips and said with a sneer: "He made a mistake and the Xi family taught him what is right and proper, unless..."

After a pause, I said, "Unless he is not from the Xi family."

The expressions of all the sidelines in the main hall changed one after another. They all knew what it meant to leave the big tree of Xi’s house, and hurriedly moved away from Xi Juan’s mother and son, who was so frightened that he knelt on the ground and begged for mercy: "Patriarch, I'm sorry, Ah Cheng shouldn't have spoken to Mr. Xi like this, and shouldn't have offended you. I will definitely discipline him."

Without giving in, I said, "Choose one."

Or be taught by the Xi family.

Either be stripped by the Xi family.

The kindness I know will not be exchanged for their respect.

Only deterrence is king.

Seeing that I had made up my mind, Xi Juan gritted her teeth and said, "Ah Cheng violated the rules and committed a crime against the head of the family, so he should be disciplined by the Xi family."

I waved my hand and said, "Go down."

Tan Wen took away the fat man who had been dumbfounded since his mother knelt down, and the rest of the Xi family's descendants left the main hall one after another.

After they left, I knelt beside Xi Zhan, and the man said softly, "After all, your heart has softened."

Yes, I still left them at Xi's house.

Then there was a long silence between the two of us, and I thought of what Xi Zhan's mother said over and over again in my mind.

I believe in Xi Zhan in my heart.

But I still wanted to ask him myself.

As long as he says it, I will believe it.

I reached out and held his little finger quietly, pretending to ask him curiously, "Do you still remember the scene when you first met me?"

"Well, I remember." He said.

"Second brother, do you remember where it is?"

(End of this chapter)