Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 231 A Premonition of Relapse

Xi Zhan is smart and has insight into people's hearts. When I asked this question, his eyes sank and he asked me in a low voice, "What did someone say to you just now?"

I shook my head and denied, "I just wanted to ask you."

At the end of the sentence, Xi Zhan said firmly: "Every time you lie, you shake your head and avoid looking directly at me. Yun'er, no matter what rumors you hear, you just have to believe in one thing, I will not leave for any reason You will not let go of your hand because of any difficulties."

Why did he suddenly mention this...

I asked stubbornly: "Then when did you first meet me?"

If it was me in the past when I heard what Xi Zhan's mother said, I would hide it in my heart and torture myself, thinking wildly all day long, but when I met Xi Zhan, I wanted to ask everything clearly.

Xi Zhan knew that I wanted an answer, so he thought for a while and answered seriously: "I've heard of your name before, but I didn't pay much attention to it, and I don't know your appearance. It was when you first met me that you really knew that you were the president of the Shi family and Gu Tingchen's ex-wife later on. Although I could have known your identity earlier, I am not interested in investigating you. You said you were agreeing to me I believed that you were Shi Yun, and I didn't care much about whether it was true or not."

He said that we met for the first time at the homestay, I believe it.

As long as he says it, I will believe it.

And Xi Zhan's behavior was normal during that time, he thought I was short of money so he didn't need to ask me if I needed money, if he knew my identity at that time, he would never have asked me such an idiotic question.

So our acquaintance did not have any misconduct or other factors.

Xi Zhan let me approach him only because I am Shi Yoon.

It's not because of the kidney that everyone misunderstood...

I asked in a low voice: "Then why did you let me approach you?"

Why did he suddenly announce that he would be my second brother and guard my life?
Why is it me that there are so many women in the world?
Xi Zhan replied indifferently: "You kissed me."

I asked confusedly, "Huh?"

"After falling into the river, you couldn't control your breathing. When I was close to you... You kissed me that time, Yun'er. I have always acted alone in my life, but I am a stubborn person in my bones. Yuanyou's words are conservative and old-fashioned! You kissed me that day, it was my first kiss, the situation was caught off guard, I didn't have time to stop you, the thing has already happened and I can't do anything about you, maybe you were in my heart at that time Dropped the mark so that..."

Xi Zhan suddenly turned his eyes to look at me, and said in a firm voice, "So that no matter what mistakes you make or what you do beyond the rules, I will pamper you. You need to grow up slowly as a child."

I stared blankly at the man with a firm silhouette in front of me, remembering that he really indulged me during that time, no matter what happened, he never punished me from the perspective of a bystander.

And whenever I have something to do, he is always the first to appear by my side!

He is like a mature and steady adult, guarding my child in obscurity.

Xi Zhan, you really spoiled me like a child.

So what if Xi Zhan's mother said that he wanted to kill me even if it was true?

Even if I die in his hands one day in the future, I am willing.

"Xi Zhan, thank you."

Thank you for showing up in my life at the right time.

……

I stayed with Xi Zhan that night, and I couldn’t bear it anymore and was forced to go back to the room. After returning to the room, I felt a faint smell of rust in my throat, but I didn’t pay much attention to it, but my whole body was weak, and I fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while So, it didn't take long for someone to keep calling my name in my ear.

I reluctantly opened my eyes and saw Xi Zhan.

He noticed that I was not in good spirits and asked gently: "Are you still sleepy?"

I got up and lay in his arms and asked, "Is the funeral going?"

"Well, get up and change clothes."

With extreme reluctance, I got up and changed clothes, and with my tired body, I followed Xi Zhan to see his mother for the last time. When closing the coffin, I saw that Xi Zhan's eye sockets were still bloodshot.

The funeral ended at nine o'clock in the morning. Instead of going back to the old Xi's house, we took a car back to Tongcheng. On the way back, my lower abdomen hurt all the time, and the smell of rust in my throat became stronger and stronger.

We returned to the apartment around one or two o'clock in the afternoon. Xi Zhan drank a glass of milk, took a shower, and then went to the bedroom to catch up on sleep. While he was asleep, I drove to the hospital by myself for a physical examination.

I went to Xi’s Hospital, and the dean got the news and hurried over and took me in for a physical examination. The results on the CT scan were not satisfactory, and the doctor said that my cancer might recur.

I asked in astonishment: "Isn't it cured? How could it relapse?"

"Patriarch, I just reviewed your previous medical records. Your uterine cancer was at an advanced stage before. The term "advanced stage..." is not easy to be cured. No one in the medical field today can guarantee that there is no chance of recurrence. Difficult labor a month ago... Although the treatment was timely, it damaged the body after all, and now the body has begun to show signs of recurrence, so I suggest you continue to take anticancer drugs."

Is the precursor of relapse that I may leave this world with disease at any time?
I've dodged death time and time again, will I have another chance this time?

Can I be lucky enough to let the god of death favor me again and again?

I covered my red eye sockets with my hand and asked, "How effective is the anticancer drug?"

"Patriarch, the anti-cancer drug you took before is from Xi's family. Its curative effect is world-leading and can stabilize your condition. As long as you keep taking the drug, there should be no major problems, but I can't guarantee it [-]%."

My heart was heavy, and I took a deep breath and said, "Prescribe me the medicine first."

The doctor also prescribed painkillers for me and poured me a glass of water. After I took a few pills, the pain in my lower abdomen gradually disappeared. He also told me to do less intercourse and try to keep it around twice a month.

Naturally, there should be no too drastic behavior.

Xi Zhan is a vigorous man, how can he be gentle?
Unless I deliberately remind him, but once reminded with his vigilance, he will find the problem.

I don't want him to know that my health is worrying about me.

Forget it, wait until the end to find a way.

I took the medicine and drove back to the apartment. Sitting in the living room, I tore off the labels on a few medicine bottles and put them in my satchel. Xi Zhan never rummaged through my things. The most dangerous place is the safest.

I have been sitting in the living room in a daze, not quite sure why my love is so bumpy, it has never been smooth, especially when I met Xi Zhan's mother and my physical condition...

Now he and I will avoid talking about marriage.

He had already lost a mother to his engagement.

If our marriage...

Gan Shuang was right, she lived with me with guilt all her life.

This is the Xi Zhan I least want to see.

I closed my eyes, and the heaviness in my heart was so clear.

The pain in my heart is so obvious.

When I opened my eyes again, I met a pair of deep eyes.

The owner of the eyes asked me, "Why are you crying?"

(End of this chapter)