Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 232

Did I cry?

I reached out and wiped the corners of my eyes and found that they were moist.

I smiled silly and said, "I don't know why I'm crying, maybe too many depressing things have happened recently."

Xi Zhan could easily tell whether I was lying or not. I suppressed the panic in my heart and sighed: "I just want a love, but the road is too tortuous, even your mother..."

Xi Zhan was wearing a thin white sweater on his upper body, his hair was slightly messy on his forehead, and his dark eyes were full of sophistication.

He was silent for a while when he heard what I said: "She adopted me as a baby and gave me a chance to live, so I respect her, but only if she respects me, I gave her a chance, if she still insists I won't stop it any further."

I asked him, "Are you willing to let her commit suicide?"

Xi Zhan: "..."

"She is your mother, and she is going to threaten you with death. In your heart...Xi Zhan, in fact, your heart is very sad."

Losing a mother was already extremely painful for him.

If he loses another one, then he...

In a person's life, love is indeed extremely important.

But apart from love, there is also family affection, and marriage is always a matter between two families. Once one party blocks it, how can we, as juniors, resist the stubborn ideas of the elders?

Especially Xi Zhan's mother hates me so much.

Perhaps because my words touched his heart, he said coldly, "Don't think about it, I will take care of it."

I said in a soft tone: "Xi Zhan, in fact, the current state is quite good. I am not in a hurry to get married. I will wait for your mother... maybe after many years, she will let go of her hatred for my mother. Then she will accept me and stop persecuting you..."

I wasn't necessarily alive then.

He asked coldly, "Are you feeling timid?"

I denied it: "I just want to think more about you."

For Xi Zhan's mother... I don't care about her, so whether she lives or dies has nothing to do with me, I'm just worried about Xi Zhan.

I don't want him to be sad.

"In that case, leave this matter to me."

His voice was firm and unmistakable.

I didn't ask him how to deal with it, he turned back to the bedroom when he saw me in silence, I could feel that he was angry with me from the bottom of his heart.

Did what I just said annoy him?

But I didn't say anything excessive.

Did he think I was starting to back off?
I'm a little flinching.

Because my physical condition is a liability.

What should I do?

Why is it so difficult to have a healthy body.

I closed my eyes and lay on the sofa, not long after Xi Zhan came out of the bedroom and came to my side, I opened my eyes and saw him squatting beside me, I offered to ask him, "Are you hungry? "

He shook his head and said, "I'm leaving Tongcheng later."

I forced a smile and asked him, "Where are you going?"

"I said before that I was going back to Finland."

He used the word back for Finland.

In his heart Finland is his home.

"Oh."

My breath was weak, Xi Zhan's fingers gently stroked my cheek, and asked caringly, "Are you feeling unwell?"

I raised my hand and clenched his palm against my cheek and said softly, "Maybe it's because I haven't had enough rest recently."

The doctor said that my condition has a precursor to relapse but there is no relapse, so I don't want to worry about it now.

"Hey, I'll go back to Tongcheng early. If you're bored here, you can find me in Finland. I'll let Yuanyou see you off."

"Well, how long are you going to be in Finland?"

"One or two months, you can't say for sure." He said.

"Then I'll come to you after attending Yu Luoluo's wedding."

He said softly, "Well, let's sleep for a while."

I half got up and kissed him on the cheek, and he hugged me with joyful lips, and said in a low voice: "I love you, Shi Sheng."

He called my name and said he loved me.

Xi Zhan has never been so sincere.

Maybe he was afraid that I would worry about his mother.

I responded to him, "Xi Zhan, metoo."

Xi Zhan loves me, not just wanting to start a family as Gan Shuang said, the man in front of me treats me like a treasure in his life.

I believe him, he believes me.

No one in this life can separate us.

Even Xi Zhan's mother can't!
……

After Xi Zhan left, I fell asleep on the sofa. After waking up, my mental state recovered a lot, and my body was normal.

I made myself a meal in a happy mood, and after the meal, I went to Xi's house to deal with business, and it was already late when I got home.

My mom called me after I took a shower.

She asked me when I was getting married.

I laughed at her and said, "I just got engaged."

"Mom just asked casually."

"Don't worry, I will put it on the agenda."

Hearing this, my mother reassured and said: "Well, I feel relieved seeing you like this, Shi Cheng...why didn't you mention that girl's family background?"

Listening to my mother's words, they should have met Song Yiran. I asked her with concern, "What's her attitude?"

"Your father went to S city to meet her during the day, she is a very beautiful girl, but when it comes to Shi Cheng, she is not willing to reconcile."

I asked: "What do you mean by not willing?"

"She said she would think about it for her children, but she had a hard time in her heart, and she said give her a year or two to think about it."

I agreed: "Very good, Shi Cheng needs time to make a living, but the child... Jiu'er won't be too close to him."

The one-and-a-half-year-old Jiu'er is very unfamiliar with the word "father".

"I'll talk to Shi Cheng when I have time."

"Well, I'm going to rest first." I said.

My mother reminded me: "Remember to have dinner."

"Well, I won't treat myself badly."

After hanging up the phone, I finished my medicine and fell asleep.

For the next half a month or so, I took good care of my body, and spent the rest of the time handling business at Xi's house, occasionally going to the hospital for a physical examination, and the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with my health.

Just because there are no major problems doesn't mean there are no hidden dangers, it's just that my damaged body can't be tossed about anymore.

On the 20th day when Xi Zhan left, Yu Luoluo called me. She smiled and asked me, "When will sister Shi Sheng arrive in Nanjing?"

I reacted and asked her, "When is the wedding?"

"The day after tomorrow, are you coming tomorrow?" she asked.

"Where are Ji Nuan and Tan Yang?"

Yu Luoluo said: "They are going to Nanjing tomorrow."

"Well, then I will arrive in Nanjing tomorrow afternoon."

"Then I'll wait for you in Nanjing."

I laughed and said, "I wish you a happy wedding, Luoluo."

"Thank you, Miss Shi Sheng."

I plan to fly directly to Finland to find Xi Zhan after attending Yu Luoluo's wedding. We have been separated for 20 days!

During these 20 days, Xi Zhan rarely contacted me. I was afraid of disturbing him, because there was a time difference between us.

And he's always been busy.

I thought for a while and turned to Xi Zhan's WeChat and sent a message: "Tomorrow I will go to Nanjing to attend Luoluo's wedding. I will stay there for about two days, and then I will take a helicopter directly to Espoo to find you."

Soon he replied to me, "Yeah."

It should be one o'clock in the morning in Finland right now.

I sent a rose and asked, "Haven't slept yet?"

"Wait until you say good night to me."

I:"……"

I do text him goodnight every night.

But every night he didn't call me back.

I didn't expect him to...

Are men so coquettish?
I sent him a surprised expression, "You wait for my good night every night, do you think you miss me a lot during this time?"

Xi Zhan: "..."

I asked, "Don't you miss me?"

"Good, don't make trouble."

Xi Zhan also sent a helpless emoji. This was the first time he sent me an emoji, which really surprised me.

I said unrelentingly: "You just miss me."

Without answering, he asked instead: "Baby, do you miss me?"

(End of this chapter)