Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 37 His Intention
Very light, very light kiss.

It was so light that I could only smell the faint scent of wine between his lips and teeth.

My body was limp in his arms, and he held my waist to lend me strength.

I stared at him blankly, wanting to ask him if he would like to have a relationship with me, pamper me and love me.

Naturally, he can leave at any time like other women.

But just when I wanted to ask, he deepened the kiss. I hugged his neck and responded to him without any emotion. I just found a driftwood in the vast sea where I could stay temporarily.

He let go of me for a long time and stared at me like a seductive fairy. There was a burning light in the depths of his eyes. I looked at him and smiled. He touched my cheek and asked, "How does the wine taste?"

I laughed and said, "It's not that I haven't drunk alcohol."

Fu Xi smiled without saying a word, then pulled me away from the bar.

I was panting all the time in the car. Seeing my hopeless appearance, he started the car and said jokingly, "Look at you who have never seen the world, baby, I have a question for you."

I asked, "What's the problem?"

He supported the steering wheel with one arm, and fastened the seat belt for me with the other. At this moment, he was looking at me with deep eyes. Such a serious Fu Xi made me a little uncomfortable, "What's the problem?"

He suppressed his smile and asked, "How does it feel to kiss me?"

I:"."

I don't know how to answer his question.

The feeling is very complicated, but there is no emotional ups and downs.

At that moment, it was the joy of life that did not refuse.

Besides, I don't want to reject him either.

After all, the purpose of my coming to Tongcheng is also him.

I bit my lip and thought for a while and said, "It's very fragrant."

He narrowed his eyes and asked, "What smells good?"

"The smell of wine is very fragrant."

Fu Xi snorted and said, "Not promising."

Then he drove me to dinner.

After eating and chatting about the current situation for a while, Fu Xi has been living a life as usual, he asked me what I plan to do next, I sighed and said melancholy: "I don't want to go back to Wucheng in a short time."

There are too many people there that I don't want to see.

He suddenly said, "Give me Chu Xing's contact information."

I held the water glass and asked, "What are you going to do?"

"I know several medical professors who have made great contributions to your illness. I can introduce them to them." After a moment of silence, Fu Xi said angrily: "In this world, you are the only one who is stupid, because of a man. Toss yourself like this, Gu Lanzhi, are you sure you want to give up?"

I just told Fu Xi all my recent experiences, and I was looking for a listener for myself. I thought about it and said, "How can it be so easy to give up after nine years of obsession? Fu Xi, than Nine years of obsession is even more frightening is giving wrong sincerity, I really have nothing now."

My little bit of pure love is gone.

"Bullshit, don't you still have a grandfather?"

Hearing this, I looked at him with burning eyes.

He frowned and asked, "Why are you staring at me like that?"

"To be honest, I want to find someone who can get out of it and fall in love."

Fu Xi was silent, I got up and said, "Send me back."

The hotel was not far from where we ate. Fu Xi sent me back on foot. When I was at the entrance of the hotel, I suddenly stood still and looked at him hesitantly. He asked clearly: "What do you want me to do?"

"Fu Xi, I want to have a relationship with you."

Fu Xi asked me calmly, "Give me a reason."

"I want to taste the feeling of being pampered, and it's okay to pretend."

That's why I've always wanted to be in a relationship.

I want to experience what it's like to be loved and loved by others.

Our shadows were long under the street lamp, Fu Xi laughed softly and stretched out his hand to pat my forehead lightly, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, if you want to spoil me, just give it to you, but I'm sorry I can't be with you." Fall in love, because what I want is reciprocal love, and you don’t have me in your heart.”

I thought Fu Xi would be the one who would reject me the least.

But at the moment he still rejected me.

He lowered his head and kissed my forehead and said: "We have known each other for so many years, I can spoil you, love you, and fall in love with you or even marry you like a man, but do you love me?"

Fu Xi, who has always insisted on not getting married, said that he could marry me.

His words were sincere, which I never thought of.

I hastily withdrew from his embrace and said, "Sorry to bother you."

Fu Xi lowered his eyes, still said with a smile: "Rest early, see you tomorrow."

After Fu Xi left, I was always in a mess.

I seem to have provoked someone who should not have been provoked.

It never occurred to me that he felt the same way about me.

I took out my phone and sent him a message asking, "Do you love me?"

If he loves me, I will leave Tongcheng immediately.

Fu Xi replied to me: "Not yet."

Seeing his untrue answer, I was relieved. Just as I was about to put away my phone, a black Mercedes parked by the side of the road opened the door.

Then I saw a familiar face.

I asked in shock, "Why are you here?"

The man under the street lamp had an indifferent expression on his face. He looked at the direction Fu Xi was leaving, and said ironically in his voice: "Shi Sheng, the streets are full of people looking for someone to fall in love with. Are you happy?"

am i happy !
Gu Tingchen asked me a fatal question.

I have always wanted to find someone to fall in love with, but I was afraid that the person I was looking for would really love me.

For example, just now Fu Xi, I was really afraid that he would love me.

I'm afraid that my absence will bring him extreme pain, and besides, I won't be able to respond to his wishes.

The person I want to find should be like this, he is not stingy with his love, but he also has to keep his feelings, and he can retreat from me at any time, so that I don't have psychological pressure.

I thought Fu Xi was the best choice a few hours ago, but he rejected me just now because I have no love for him.

I suddenly understood that it was impossible for me to find someone to fall in love with.

I sighed and said, "It has nothing to do with you."

Gu Tingchen knew my whereabouts like the palm of his hand, Ji Nuan must have been helping him besides by accident, thinking of this, I sneered and said, "You are very obedient to Ji Nuan."

Gu Tingchen kept staring at my forehead, he ignored my words and suddenly came over and wiped my forehead vigorously, I took a step back and cursed coldly: "Are you crazy?!"

Gu Tingchen kept a cold face and said nothing, he pulled my shoulders and imprisoned me in his arms, his palm kept rubbing my forehead, even if I cried out for pain, he would not hear it.

I knew he was angry, so Fu Xi kissed my forehead.

He has restrained his temper in this way.

Gu Tingchen wiped it for a long time before letting go of me. He hugged me tightly with a sigh, and said in a low voice: "Shi Sheng, if you want to fall in love, can you find me?"

(End of this chapter)