Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 38 Am I the Dove Occupying the Magpie's Nest?

Listen carefully, there is a touch of fragility in his words.

and frustration with the status quo.

If I had ever heard those words I would have been damned happy.

I closed my eyes and didn't speak, nor did I break free from his embrace. The two of us were deadlocked here for a long time. After a while, Gu Tingchen let go of me, and asked in a faint voice, "What room do you live in?"

I frowned and said, "You should open a room by yourself."

Gu Tingchen entered the hotel as if he didn't hear me. I stood at the door and waited for a long time before entering. I entered the elevator and pressed the fifth floor, went out to find my hotel room and opened the door.

The moment I pushed the door open, I was stunned, "How do you even know what room I live in?"

I never told Ji Nuan about this.

Gu Tingchen took off his tie and explained indifferently: "What a coincidence, you live in a hotel property under my name. Another thing is that Ji Nuan never contacted me at all."

I looked at him in surprise and asked, "So you knew I was in Tongcheng from the time I checked into this hotel and registered with my ID card? When did you come here? How long have you been waiting outside?"

I clearly want to escape from Wucheng, from him.

But he got into his field like a fool.

Gu Tingchen smiled and said nothing, he seemed to be in a happy mood, but just now he was so angry that he was about to die.

I was also very depressed, so I went in to find my suitcase, saw that I was packing my clothes and Gu Tingchen didn't stop him, and after watching me finish packing, he said lightly, "You can't escape, Shi Sheng, you go I'll go wherever I want, anyway, I have plenty of time to spend with you now."

I paused and asked indifferently, "What exactly do you want?"

The two of us are like a knot that can't be untied no matter what, it's not because of me, it's because of his stalking.

After amnesia, Gu Tingchen treated me stubbornly.

"Remarry me and be my Mrs. Gu."

I subconsciously said, "Impossible."

I will never be his Mrs. Gu again in this life.

Seeing that I refused too resolutely, Gu Tingchen's expression was ugly. He raised his hand to touch my cheek, and I turned my head to avoid it. Thousands of bright rays of light made my eyes ache, and the sockets of my eyes became sore all at once.

I still can't be calm, and I will still be emotionally aroused by him.

These emotions come from the past, pain, depression, helplessness and greed.

I suddenly understood why they all said that it was Gu Tingchen who accompanied me for three years.

This man is the pain in my heart and the love in my heart, even if this love is passed on.

Just like what Ji Nuan said, Gu Lanzhi's appearance was short-lived, he was the one who got me to know Gu Tingchen. Thinking of this, the obsession I had nine years ago seems to be broken.

This feeling made me super depressed, and it also made my faith shaky.

I lowered my eyes and heard him say: "Shi Sheng, I lost that memory, I don't know what happened to us, this feeling of not being able to control myself is very hesitant, you are the president of the Shi family, you are used to Master everything, you can understand how I feel! Shi Sheng, I want to retrieve that memory, the doctor said that I need to get in touch with people and things from the past, and you are the most important person."

I am the president of the Shi family, and I am often in a high position, so I naturally understand the feeling that big people are used to controlling everything.

I stood up and asked with a calm smile, "Why do you think I will help you?"

Gu Tingchen also stood up, turned his head to look at the slightly rippling Jiangchuan outside the window, and said softly in a deep and magnetic voice: "You want to fall in love and be loved by others, I can give you all these, I Want to get back the memory, we just hit it off! Shi Sheng, let's give each other a chance."

He said, if you want to fall in love and be pampered, I can give you all of these.
He once gave it to me, but he left my world without persisting for a few days.

When we meet again, he will send my friend to prison, no matter how much I beg him, it will not help.

Even if I was talking about my child, "Gu Tingchen, I didn't quarrel with you when you took my child away two years ago. Even if the doctor said I would no longer be qualified to be a mother, I didn't quarrel with you! You took away my child. My qualifications to be a mother, now I let you let Ji Nuan go for a change?"

At that time, Gu Tingchen was terribly nice to Wen Ruyan, and he was extremely cruel and cruel to me. Compared with me like this, he looked very pitiful. After all, he didn't love me at that time.

A man who has no love for me can understand anything he does.

But I can't forgive it, after all, he was like this when I was his wife.

He never respected me, never respected his own wife.

I walked up to Gu Tingchen's side, held his palm and clasped his fingers tightly. He was stunned, and I raised it in front of my eyes and asked calmly, "Why do you think that I lack your love?"

Gu Tingchen: "."

Whoever I am looking for in love will definitely not be their Gu family brothers.

I asked, "Don't you want to know what happened to us?"

Gu Tingchen tightened his palms suddenly, and my palms turned white. I pretended to be calm and smiled and said: "Nine years ago, I fell in love with a man, and I always followed him as my belief. Then he left my world. Six years later, your father came to me and asked me to marry your Gu family. You knew the Shi family at that time. Without a ten-year technology company, I naturally rejected him!"

Gu Tingchen pursed his lips and asked in silence for a while, "And then?"

I still remember that when Chairman Gu took out that photo, my heart was trembling, and hope was ignited for life. At that time, the only thought was to marry him, no matter what the price was.

So when I learned about Wen Ruyan's existence, I took the initiative to find that woman, and deal with my husband's troubles outside like other wealthy women, and I even had to bear the hardship by myself.

With wet eyes, I questioned each sentence: "Your father took out your photo, I thought you were him, so I married you without hesitation, but you tortured me for three years and killed the child in my stomach! How do you think my cancer came about? How do you think my body got destroyed?"

Faced with my accusation, Gu Tingchen's pupils constricted and he took a step back.

I covered my eyes with my hand, and said silently with tears: "You forcibly touched me before my body recovered! I couldn't bear to refuse you, because I thought you were Gu Lanzhi, so I never could refuse you! Even if you I can forgive you unconditionally for hurting me like that, and treat you as well as I can! I am willing to give you all of the Shi Family until I die!"

The more selfless I say, the more I hurt Gu Tingchen, because these are all referring to Gu Lanzhi.

I don't know why I do this, I just feel happy to say it.

Give back to him little by little the harm he once gave me.

Gu Tingchen's voice seemed to contain a thousand catties of iron, and he asked heavily: "So, I am a dove occupying a magpie's nest?"

I let go of his hand and looked up at him.

His eyes were red, probably because of my anger.

After all, he is a very possessive man, and he can't allow himself to pretend to be someone else's identity to enjoy the love of others. I thought about it and said truthfully: "Yes, at least the man I love is not you."

(End of this chapter)