Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 810
I have lowered my stance.

"Shi Yun, you admit your mistake but you never know it."

Doesn't it mean that I admit my mistake?

I couldn't figure it out, Xi Zhan suddenly got up and left the ward.

I stayed in the ward for a while, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was my fault. When I mustered up the courage to go out to apologize to him, I saw Xi Zhan and Assistant Yin at the end of the corridor.

Xi Zhan is smoking.

He smokes when he is irritable.

I approached without disturbing them.

He thought about waiting for Assistant Yin to leave before going forward.

Assistant Yin was reporting on the things in the research room, and Xi Zhan listened quietly. After Assistant Yin finished speaking, he began to report on work. Xi Zhan took a puff of cigarette and interrupted him: "You don't need to report to me about the company. Mo Yuanlian can give it to him if he wants it."

So this is why Xi Zhan is unwilling to return to the company?
"What does this mean, Mr. Xi?"

"I once took his power from him. If he wants it, I will pay him back this time. It's not like I owe him anything."

Xi Zhan was extremely frustrated.

He once said that having power is to protect our family, but now he is willing to give up power unconditionally.

Does he even want our family?

Assistant Yin was surprised and said: "But Mr. Xi, the company was built by you alone. It has finally come to this point. Why do you want to give it up? I think this decision is inappropriate."

"Yin Ruo, don't you also want him to go back?"

Xi Zhan is picking on Assistant Yin as Mo Yuanlian's person. Although everyone knows it well, they haven't picked it out.

Assistant Yin was taken aback and said: "I have always belonged to Mr. Xi, as long as I receive the salary given by Mr. Xi, I will be Mr. Xi's for a day. I have never betrayed you for so many years."

"Yin Ruo, what if it's him?"

"What does this mean, Mr. Xi?"

"If it was him, would it be easier to leave that position? These days, I have been thinking about one thing, whether to continue wasting my life in the busyness, or to choose a suitable time to retire after success, but the retreat and Easier said than done?"

Assistant Yin asked: "Is Mr. Xi tired?"

Xi Zhan took another puff of cigarette and said, "I'm tired."

Xi Zhan was depressed.

I want to comfort him...

But our relationship is so raw.

I guess he wanted to quit because of me too.

Because I broke his heart.

"Mr. Xi just said that it's not easy to quit, so you must never think about quitting, otherwise your foundation will be ruined."

"Do you think Mo Yuanlian will kill them all?"

"Mo will always let Mr. Xi taste the pain he suffered back then."

Xi Zhan was silent, and Assistant Yin stayed by Xi Zhan's side quietly. After a long time, Xi Zhan asked Yin Ruo, "Yin Ruo, the love I was sure of; the only one in this life; the unconditional protection; the happiness that is sure." It was denied by her."

Everything that Xi Zhan was sure of was denied by me one by one!
What he said was denying himself! !
This is the most serious thing.

Assistant Yin asked clearly: "Mr. Xi has such negative thoughts now, all because of Mrs. Xi? I don't know what happened in the past ten months, but I can feel that Mrs. Xi has been very Guilty and missing you, she always calls me to ask how you are doing."

"Yin Ruo, she..."

I tightly circled the man's waist, his body was slightly stiff, Assistant Yin hurriedly left the scene when he saw this! !

"Second brother, I'm sorry for you..."

Xi Zhan said coldly, "Relax."

I don't want to see him sad.

So I don't want to let go! !
"I won't let go!"

Xi Zhan opened my fingers and said: "Shi Yun, we can't be resolved with an apology. You have to know where you are wrong before we can proceed to the next step of the conversation."

He has pointed the way for me.

I hurriedly said: "I know I was wrong. I have never been clear about Mo Yuanlian's issue. I always thought you didn't mind, so I became even more unscrupulous. I made you uncomfortable, and I hurt you , Xi Zhan, I apologize to you!!"

I said softly again: "Second brother, can I apologize to you? Don't ignore me, you know that I love you!!"

Xi Zhan still said coldly: "Release."

"I was really wrong. I couldn't figure out about Mo Yuanlian. I promise you that I will try not to meet him in the future. Even if I meet by chance, I will pretend to be a stranger, okay?"

"You promised me this."

Xi Zhan suddenly reminded me.

Yes, I have promised him this.

I also swear that I am not familiar with Mo Yuanlian.

But now it's developed to this point...

Many things are really beyond our control.

But I was wrong on this one.

Because I really promised him in the first place.

I once promised him but I didn't do it!
Now I'm starting to promise him again...

Children know the story of wolf came.

So how can Xi Zhan trust me?

Although I am very willing to promise Mo Yuanlian to be a stranger with him from the bottom of my heart, even if I promise Xi Zhan swearingly, who can guarantee that in the future, I will not be involuntary and gradually start dating again for one reason or another? !
Once that happens, it's time for me to lose my promise.

And these are not important.

Whether there will be an intersection with Mo Yuanlian in the future is not the point.

But in Xi Zhan's eyes, there is something wrong with me.

I have a problem with my understanding of love.

This is what he cannot tolerate.

I said in a trance: "I did promise you, but because of this... I really can't explain anything to you, because it's like an excuse, and I know what you want! Xi Zhan, what do you want?" I want me to understand where I stand, and who I should care about, instead of letting one person appear by my side... such as Gu Tingchen, Gu Lanzhi later, Fu Xi, and Mo Yuanlian, Or I don't know who will be next... These men are not the point, the point is how I treat them."

Xi Zhan treats the woman beside him coldly and alienated.

But I always treat people politely.

Once polite and courteous, it is easy to have problems.

What Xi Zhan cares about is my attitude.

But what kind of attitude will not go wrong?
This is another complex issue.

I was very sad because I couldn't figure out how to express my thoughts to Xi Zhan, let alone how to promise.

"Xi Zhan, they don't have much to do with me. You know that. Even Mo Yuanlian... I don't care much about him, but as your wife, there is a problem with me doing this. I don't care. I should get close to him, I shouldn't pity him, I shouldn't want to be his family, I shouldn't have given him a chance to get close to him from the very beginning, this is my biggest mistake."

"So you admit your mistakes but never know your mistakes."

(End of this chapter)