Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 811 Your Attitude
I know what my problem is, but I don't know how to express my commitment to him. We seem to be unable to proceed to the next step of the conversation because I can't give him the answer he wants.

It should be said that I am quite powerless.

There is a feeling in my heart that I can't explain.

"I'm sorry, I didn't do what you wanted. I let you down so much. I was so annoyed when I hurt you. I know you didn't blame me for this. It was more Mo Yuanlian's side... The me at that time It's more about making you sad."

It's true that I didn't grasp the degree well.

It is indeed my problem that caused the current situation.

Xi Zhan looked at me silently with lowered eyes, and I took a step back from him and said, "I heard what you and Assistant Yin said just now, no matter what you think, I will protect your company well, if you If you are really tired and tired, then let Yuanyou Yizheng Heming and the others help you support it. I don’t want you to step down from that position. I’m not greedy for power, but I don’t want those who stare at you in the dark. Your people come and bite you like a mad dog when you are powerless."

I hope Xi Zhan is safe and sound.

Even if he doesn't want to have power anymore.

I also want to keep his power.

After I finished speaking, I asked him, "Xi Zhan, what answer do you want?"

The man's voice was dull, "Your attitude."

He wants my attitude.

But I just gave him a promise.

But he said that I had promised him.

I used to always say in front of Xi Zhan that I had nothing to do with Mo Yuanlian, including Gu Tingchen, but my previous contacts with them sometimes exceeded that of friends. Lian cared too much.

This is where my problem lies.

"I don't know how to express my attitude."

Hearing that Xi Zhan stubbed out the cigarette butt and walked into Yuner's ward, I sat on the bench and thought about what I just said, I really can't explain it!
Because his attitude is too vague.

I don't know how to express it.

After thinking about it carefully, it was really my fault.

I never gave Xi Zhan the sense of security he wanted.

We were separated for ten months before, and when we met again after ten months, Xi Zhan didn't blame me for anything, even though I personally gave him his injury, he didn't blame me, and he didn't misunderstand me because I shouted that I wanted Mo Yuanlian that day Me, he just wants my attitude, just wants me to give him a clear attitude.

I also remembered what he once said, life is too short, I appeared too late in his first 30 years of life, misunderstanding and suspicion cannot separate us, the key is my heart.

Because he can't control my heart.

That's roughly what he said.

He is now completely obeying the words he said.

But I couldn't get the attitude he wanted.

I love him, but he thinks my love is too messy.

He thinks I want to care about more than him.

It's not that he wronged me for no reason.

Because I had a similar experience in my previous life, Gu Lanzhi appeared beside me when I was entangled with Gu Tingchen, and even recorded that video, I kept telling Gu Lanzhi that I liked it You, I like you to death. Although I wanted to draw a clear line with him at the time, the words I said at the time were more like asking for nothing. Before that, I was kissed by Fu Xi in the bar .

Although Xi Zhan and I had just met when these things happened, there was Mo Yuanlian behind him, which made him experience it for himself.

In Xi Zhan's heart, I am a person with a criminal record.

He is the only person who does not understand love for this life.

It's natural for him to have doubts about me.

Besides, when I confessed to him before that I wanted to be with him, he never promised me. He kept teaching me what love is. In Xi Zhan's heart, love is very pure and flawless.

There is no room for another person.

Now I have violated his taboo!

I made Xi Zhan doubt his own love.

This is the most crucial question.

I sighed and felt my stomach ache again.

In fact, a delicate and critically ill woman like me is not worthy of love, let alone a man as perfect as Xi Zhan, but he is like a ray of light that illuminates my life.

Before he appeared, my world was dark, but after he appeared, my world was bright. The pampering and pampering he gave me was something I had never had before I met him, and I didn't even dare to think about it. It made me feel what mutual respect is, what is love, and what is the unquestionable trust between two people. The experience he gave me was unprecedented.

The love Xi Zhan gave me is also a teacher and a friend.

Make me more like a little woman.

And Xi Zhan gave me far more than what I gave him. All these years, I have blindly enjoyed the favor he gave me, but I never gave him anything, and even hurt him everywhere.

"Xi Zhan, how should I explain to you?"

I really can't explain it.

And my heart is getting more and more inferior.

He has always been flawless.

And I have many problems.

But I have never had any other thoughts about those men, and I even keep a distance, but sometimes I will exceed this distance because of my soft heart, for example, I can't just watch Mo Yuanlian die, this is the crux of the problem So, I also understand that I have to deal with these issues before I can proceed to the next conversation, but my promise is worthless.

Xi Zhan felt that my promise was worthless.

This is the most frustrating thing.

I thought a lot in a mess, and my head was dizzy, because no matter how I thought about it, it was very painful.

Forget it, think about it later.

I got up and went back to the room, Yuner was already awake, her round eyes were staring at Xi Zhan, when she saw me coming in she called for my mother, I responded and asked her, "Is it still hurting, baby?"

"Yun'er doesn't hurt, Yun'er wants to eat candy~"

Yun'er is greedy, and most of her mind can only think of this matter, I coaxed her: "I will give it to you when I recover from my illness."

"Father, Yoona wants to eat candy~"

She asked Xi Zhan for help again.

Xi Zhan responded to her: "No."

Hearing that Yun'er looked slightly sad.

I hurriedly said: "The shopping malls are not open yet, can I go shopping when the sun rises? I will reward you with strawberry juice."

It was only after hearing that Yun'er's mood improved.

Half an hour later, Yuner finished the transfusion, she asked Xi Zhan to hug her, Xi Zhan hugged her into his arms, the man was tall and big, and Yuner was small and cute lying on his chest.

"Dad, Yuner wants to go home."

"Well, I'll take you home."

Xi Zhan carried Yun'er out of the ward, I hesitated whether to follow, Yun'er shouted, "I want my mother too."

Xi Zhan turned to look at me, "Let's go?"

Is Xi Zhan taking me back to his home?

(End of this chapter)