Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 87
Assistant Yin didn't explain the reason to me, he just said lightly: "It's not easy for us as subordinates to figure out what Mr. Xi is thinking. If Miss Shi has any questions, you can ask him directly."

I:"."

I just want to know why they are there.

After Assistant Yin left, I was lying on the hospital bed and thinking about things. What Xiao Wu said that day touched people's hearts. I reached out to touch the position of my kidney, and felt an unspeakable pain in my heart.

If my kidney here was really Xiao Wu’s, I would feel worse than dying now, thinking that I was in the hospital, I went to the doctor for a kidney checkup, and he said, “You did have a kidney transplant 12 years ago, and you’re still recovering. Very good, not a little different from normal people."

When I heard these words, I was in a trance for a moment, and I suddenly thought of Xiaowu's pale and swollen face. Her appearance of terminal illness was because I used her kidney.

And it was taken forcibly without her permission and she was not eligible to donate a kidney as a minor. When I thought of this, I felt dense pain in my heart, like being bitten by ants.

Now my body is expected to be healthy, but she is dying
I asked the doctor with difficulty, "Is it because I can no longer donate a kidney to others?"

The doctor looked at me strangely, and explained: "You only have one kidney, how can you donate it? Moreover, the success of kidney transplantation is not completely worry-free. The survival time of the kidney is about ten to thirty years! But I said This is just a probability, and it depends on the working status of your kidney! Once your kidney has a problem, you want to have a second transplant, let alone whether you have a kidney source, first of all, the success rate is very low!"

What the doctor said was like a bolt from the blue. My kidney can only survive for ten to thirty years.
But I have had a kidney transplant for 12 years now, but I am only 23 years old now.

If it is true what the doctor said, then my life span is very short.

I also suddenly understood what Xiao Wu meant. She wanted my kidney, my only kidney. She wanted to cure my cancer and let me die. What difference does it make if I just die? !

Healing me and then letting me die is just torturing me one more time!
Xiao Wu's hatred for me is really deeper than imagined.

Seeing my melancholy expression, the doctor lowered his tone and comforted me: "What I'm talking about is just a probability. Your kidneys are in perfect working condition. There shouldn't be a big problem if you live to be five or sixty years old."

Now, as far as I am concerned, I have a lot of time to live, and what I am worried about is not the question of the length of life.

I just don't know how to face Xiao Wu in the future, and I don't know whether I should return her kidney! !
I went back to the ward in pain, and spent the next two months recuperating in the hospital.

During that time, only Assistant Yin came to visit me. When I was about to leave the hospital, I knew that I would go back to Wucheng to deal with the bad things before, but I didn't want to go back to Wucheng at all.

Assistant Yin was considerate. Before I said I would go back to Wucheng, he was the first to ask me, "Miss Shi, do you want to go back to Xi's house first? I'll go back to Wucheng after my body is fully recovered and the medicine stops."

Assistant Yin's tone was as if Xi's house was my home, I would go back whenever I wanted and leave whenever I wanted, but that was obviously Xi Zhan's territory.

I wanted to say no, but I couldn't say it.

It's better to stay at Xi's house than to go back to Wucheng.

I compromised and said, "Well, I still want to thank Xi Zhan."

I still haven't thanked him for saving me from the fire that day.

Assistant Yin took my things for me and took me back to Xi's house.

Xi's house is in a relatively remote location. The first two times I went there were in a hurry and both were at night. When I left, I was absent-minded and didn't pay attention to the surroundings. Now sitting in the car and looking through the window, I found that there are eustomas planted along the way .

The flowers are small and delicate, with different colors, including pure white, fresh green and light pink, and purple and white, with a touch of purple on the white petals.

There are eustomas stretching for hundreds of miles along the way. It can be seen that they have been carefully cared for. You can see this kind of flower everywhere outside the Xi’s villa. I couldn’t help asking Assistant Yin curiously, “Who planted this?”

Assistant Yin followed my gaze and explained with a smile: "Mr. Xi ordered this. This kind of bellflower has a long flowering period and is easy to take care of. Does Miss Shi also like bellflower?"

I went over and plucked a pink platycodon flower and said with a smile, "It looks pretty."

The assistant suddenly said: "Yes, the flower language is very beautiful."

What is the flower language of bellflower? !
I didn't think about it for a while, the assistant took me into Xi's house, the huge villa was empty, not even the maid I had seen before was there, so I asked the assistant out of words.

The assistant explained patiently: "Mr. Xi likes to be quiet, so there has been no one serving in the villa. Last time, there was a maid that Mr. Xi specially ordered to prepare for Miss Shi."

The assistant paused, glanced at his watch and said, "She'll be there later."

I said oh, and the assistant took me upstairs to the same room as before. The white shirt I wore was hung up, and the bed sheets I slept on were replaced with a new set.

The assistant went in with my things and explained: "This is Mr. Xi's room, but he seldom lives in it because he travels around all the year round. Ms. Shi should live here."

Xi Zhan's room.
that baggy shirt is his
I feel ashamed now that I was dangling in front of him in his shirt.

I said thank you, and the assistant smiled and said, "Miss Shi, you don't have to be so polite."

The assistant left after arranging me. I wandered around the room and found a white dressing table abruptly placed in the cold-colored room. I saw a lot of expensive cosmetics on it. When I opened the drawer, there were various There are all types of lipsticks, especially complete.

This must have been prepared by the assistant. Thinking of this, I hurried to open the closet. Sure enough, there were many styles of clothes in it, and the dresses took up more than half of the closet.

I originally wanted to put on makeup to cover up the scars on my face, but the thought of being at Xi's house made me feel less tired than before.

I, who is used to refinement, don't seem to be too harsh on myself here at Xi Zhan.

I chose a dress with a simple style to wear on my body, and after turning around in front of the mirror, I realized that there were all black suits and white shirts hanging in the closet.

The man I've seen seems to be wearing only a black suit and white shirt, very rigorous and meticulous.

I changed my clothes and went downstairs with bare feet. The maid had already arrived and she was busy in the kitchen. I quietly went to her and asked, "Little girl, what are you going to eat?"

The maid was taken aback, she turned around and shouted in surprise, "Miss Shi."

Seeing her lingering fear, I laughed and said, "I'm not scary."

"I'm easily startled, Miss Shi seems to be in a good mood."

I asked back: "Really?"

I don't even know what I'm having fun with!
Maybe it's because I'm cured, maybe I don't have to go back to Wucheng for a while, I can temporarily bury myself in the sand like an ostrich.

The maid smiled and said, "Yes, Miss Shi seems to be in good spirits."

I explained, "Maybe it's just recovering from a serious illness."

"What would Miss Shi want to eat tonight?"

I smiled and said, "Whatever you want, I'm not picky eaters."

"Okay, I'll cook something to nourish my body."

I went out of the villa to feel the summer sun, which was quite sinister. I stayed in the room for a while and went back to the room to play with my mobile phone.

I haven’t clicked into WeChat for the past two months. The news in it is 99 plus. I don’t know who sent it to me. Anyway, I don’t want to pay attention to those people and things for the time being.

I took a look at the entertainment headlines and found it boring, so I went to Xi Zhan's study to find two books to read.

I opened the door and went in and saw a lot of calligraphy and landscape paintings hanging on the wall.

There are also words on the painting, and the handwriting is clear and sharp.

I have been to his study, but I was nervous and didn't take a closer look at it. Now that he is not here, I can watch it gracefully.

I found that the seals on the calligraphy and paintings were all engraved with Xi characters, and I guessed that they should be written by the elders of Xi Zhan's family.

The books in Xi Zhan's study room are all old-fashioned and have a sense of time. I really couldn't find anything good-looking, so I randomly picked up a copy of Lin Weiyin's "You Are an April Day in the World" and went back to the room.

I watched for a while and the maid went upstairs to call me to eat. I put down the book and went downstairs to see that she cooked a lot.

I asked her to sit down and eat with me, but she refused, no matter how much I persuaded her!

The little girl cried anxiously: "Miss Shi, please let me go."

I frowned and asked, "What's the matter?"

"Rules of the Xi Family"

When mentioning the rules of Xi's house, the maid paused, she thought for a while and explained: "I came from the old house, and the rules of Xi's house are very strict, like we can never commit the above crimes."

Is eating a meal together the above offense? !

Besides, I'm not from the Xi family.

I remember the assistant said that the Xi family is a special family. I don't know what is special about it, but it is true that the rules are strict.

I didn't embarrass the little girl anymore, after I had dinner, she finished cleaning the kitchen and left.

I was the only one left in the huge Xi family, and suddenly I felt a little lonely.

Later, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep, so I got up and took the vase and went outside the villa.

The bellflowers on both sides of the road are extremely beautiful, and the fresh green and light pink are the most beautiful.

The street lights at the entrance of the Xi’s villa were quite dark, so I squatted by the side of the road and picked a total of [-] flowers, all of which were put in vases, mostly white, with fresh green and light pink petals for embellishment.

Satisfied, I stood up with the vase in my arms, when I turned around and saw the person behind me startled.

The dim light fell on him, making him look gloomy and dark. I suddenly remembered the time when he appeared in front of everyone two months ago, hugged me and got up without saying a word, and called me Yuner in a low voice. appearance.

Although his face was still so cold, it was extremely warm.

Because he took me away from my embarrassment, embarrassment and humbleness.

I smiled and said, "Thank you."

Xi Zhan is smart, so he naturally understood what I was thanking him for. He hummed indifferently and asked, "How is your health?"

I hurriedly said: "The doctor said that there will be no problem after a few months of recuperation."

"Well, why don't you rest at this late hour?"

I approached him with the vase in my arms, and saw that his delicate face was as delicate as a knife. I took out a white eustoma from the vase and handed it to him, explaining: "I saw it was beautiful and wanted to take it back to the room."

Xi Zhan looked down at the white platycodon, silent for a moment before finally taking it in his hand.

Just like when Chu Xing asked about his relationship with me two months ago, he didn't say anything after all.

He is too lazy to talk, explain to others, and force himself to do things he doesn't want to do, so he has always been very casual, which makes him look extraordinarily cold.

Seems naturally fearless.

According to Xi Zhan's capital, he can indeed be fearless.

I took back the platycodon flower, found a step for myself and said, "Let's go in."

I didn't wait for him to come back. I walked around him and entered the villa. When I walked to the door, I saw him following me.

I pushed open the door and went in, put the vase on the table, tilted my head and asked him, "Have you eaten?"

He rolled out the word "um" from the back of his throat.

I:"."

I stopped asking him, but greeted him and went back to the room.

After returning to the room, I remembered that I slept in his room. I slept here, but where did he sleep? !
I got up and hesitated in the room for a long time before I opened the door, went out and stood on the stairs and saw Xi Zhan sitting on the sofa with his eyes closed, his back slightly leaning on the sofa.

I asked him softly, "Second Brother, do you want to go back to your room to rest?"

Hearing the voice, Xi Zhan opened his eyes and looked at me. His eyes were deep, revealing an indescribable coldness.

I said with a little helplessness in my heart: "Lie on the bed and feel comfortable."

Xi Zhan refused, saying, "There is only one bedroom in the villa."

I blurted out subconsciously: "The bed is very big, we each sleep half of it."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to slap myself on the mouth, but the words I said were like splashed water and I couldn't take them back.

Xi Zhan was startled and said: "Well, you go to rest first."

My face is very hot, hot.

I quickly turned around and ran back to the room, tossing and turning on the bed, unable to fall asleep, wanting to change into a conservative pajamas but afraid that Xi Zhan would find out that I was guarding against him.

I got up and looked at the eye bed, it was indeed terrible, and my heart calmed down a lot in an instant.

After about 10 minutes, Xi Zhan entered the room. Instead of coming up immediately, he took a black nightgown and went to the bathroom. When he came out, he lay quietly beside me.

Xi Zhan has not spoken since he entered the door. He is indeed reticent. Even in this situation, he feels at ease. I suddenly felt that I was thinking too much, and I fell asleep not long after turning my head.

In my sleep, I felt that the thing I was holding was very hard. When I opened my eyes in a daze and saw the man in my arms, I was startled. I quickly let go of him and stepped back many meters to keep a safe distance.

Xi Zhan was still asleep, he was lying on the bed well-behaved and very peaceful.

I picked up my phone and checked the time. At six o'clock in the morning, I turned my eyes to look out the window, and it was drizzling outside.

I put down my phone and looked at Xi Zhan. His profile was facing me, with sharp and perfect contours.

Such a man is a born winner, let alone a frightening existence? !

I sighed, and suddenly I heard a man's cold voice asking: "When do you want to see me?"

(End of this chapter)