Give you a lifetime of love

Chapter 90 I rejected Gu Lanzhi

"Little girl, I have been waiting for you here."

Under the stars, the eyes he looked at me were tender and compassionate, extremely bright. I knew that as long as I bravely took a step forward, I would be able to own the vast stars.

But I can't do it after all.

I shook my head and cried, "I'm sorry."

Hearing that Gu Lanzhi sighed, he lowered his eyes and said, "You still chose Gu Tingchen two months ago. I don't know what your thoughts are, but as long as it is your decision, I will support you. I hope you are happy from the beginning to the end, and I hope you will be happy and healthy in this life! But little girl, you are not happy at all, so why don't you give me a chance to let us go back to the past?"

Back to the past? !
Gu Lanzhi and I have nothing in the past.

But I followed him for nine years self-righteously.

The lights in the teaching building were slightly dim, and I stood downstairs at a loss, not knowing how to answer him.

But I knew in my heart that Gu Lanzhi and I were after all a dream of my youth.

I couldn't get close to him, couldn't hold his palm.

It is even more impossible to hand over a barren self to him.

I raised my head and looked at him sadly, and said with a rare opening of my heart: "I used to like you very much, and I liked you so much that I was dying. Just saying your name can break my heart, and I have no fear even if I die. Now meeting you is thrilling, and there is no place to rest! But Gu Lanzhi, too many things have happened in the nine years I have followed you, such as I married your brother Gu Tingchen; for example, I got cancer Infertility; for example, I am now a woman who is laughed at by the whole country! Gu Lanzhi, how can it be so simple for you to go back?"

Gu Lanzhi understood the fear in my heart, he gently comforted me and said: "Shi Sheng, you don't have to think about anyone or anything right now, I just want to ask you, would you like to be with me?"

Would you like to be with me?
What Gu Lanzhi asked was the simplest and purest idea.

But I can't go back.

I can never go back with him.

After a pause, he said in a warm voice: "I've seen that video and I feel sorry for you from the bottom of my heart. I was wondering how my little girl could be bullied like that without principle?"

Being bullied without principle.
I pursed my lips, and refused with great difficulty in my heart: "I'm sorry, I don't know why I am like this, and I don't know why I dare not approach you, but thank you for the warmth you once gave me."

After all, I rejected Gu Lanzhi. There was no sorrow or joy in his expression, but I could feel his heavy heart.

He asked me softly, "Are you willing to give up on me?"

I looked stunned, I never thought that Gu Lanzhi would ask such a humble question.

I thought about it, and answered seriously: "You once said that there are too many people in this world who can't get what they want. No matter whether I am willing or not, I will eventually be willing."

Gu Lanzhi, he should have his own happiness.

He shouldn't be with me, a woman who can't even have children!
He should have a happy family, even a son and a half daughter.

I admit, Gu Tingchen said that I could not give birth to a child really hit me hard, and it became a wound in my heart that could never heal again.

"Then can you listen to me play the street where the wind lives?"

The street where Feng lived was the beginning of my relationship with Gu Lan, and I always thought it would end here.

But I said goodbye to him many times, but we never left completely.

Like old friends, we always have to find a time to get together and talk about the past.

I raised my lips and said with a sweet smile, "I wish I could."

Gu Lanzhi turned around and went into the classroom. I sat outside the wall and listened like I was when I was young, tears streaming down my face. I think the love I had when I was young will never go back!

The 4-minute piece was fleeting, and I got up and left before I finished playing. The summer wind blew up my dress, blowing away my years all over the place and those nine years of hard-won love.

It was very late when I drove home, and I was lying on the bed tiredly before I saw the assistant sent me a message, "Mr. Shi, the company has no other problems except that the company's stock has fallen by 5.00% in the past two months due to the fallacy. The business is in good condition and we look forward to your return.”

The effect of fallacies.
It should be the video of me pleading with Gu Tingchen in the rain.

I am the face of Shijia, and my doing this kind of thing must have affected the company.

I didn't reply to the assistant's message. I put down my phone and lay down on the bed and fell asleep in a daze, very restless.

When I woke up, it was already noon the next day, and there were many missed calls on the phone that was turned to silent.

Chu Xing, Ji Nuan, Yuan You, etc., including assistants.

Slightly weary seeing these spirits early in the morning.

I clicked on WeChat and saw the message sent to me by the assistant.

"Mr. Shi, look at the trending searches."

It sounded like something terrible had happened.

I clicked on Weibo——

The number one in the hot search is Shi Sheng.

The second most searched is pianist Gu Lanzhi.

The third hot search is the street where the wind lives.

The fourth hot search is Shi Sheng's men.

Men, this word is speechless.

I frowned and clicked in to see a video.

A video of me and Gu Lanzhi.

He stood upstairs and I stood downstairs.

He looked at me affectionately, and I looked at him with tears streaming down my face. Under the stars and the moon, we are like a pair of lovers in a film and television drama.

This video recorded what we said last night verbatim, and even the picture is very high-definition. When I heard the sentence again, "I have looked for you, I have looked for you without hesitation, just like you have followed me for nine years , I have kept you in my heart for nine years." At that time, I forced myself to turn off the video.

I looked down at the comments, and all of them were calling me a vixen and shameless.

Speaking of which, I have been on the hot search three times, each time with a different man, and all within a short period of two months.

It's hard not to be misunderstood like this, and I became the target of everyone's attacks in an instant.

I quit Weibo and sent a message to my assistant, "I will go to the company to deal with it later."

This matter has to be dealt with after all, otherwise Shijia stock cannot afford me to toss about like this.

In my heart, I really feel that I am unlucky. Every time someone records the video, who is this? !

Who followed me to the school building?

I checked my enemies, and found that anyone who had disputes with the interests of the Shi family was suspected, and the scope was too large, so I simply stopped thinking about it, sat on the bed for a while, and then went to the bathroom to wash up.

I changed into a dress and drove to the company.

I was very surprised when I saw someone downstairs in the company. I murmured, "Third Brother, why are you here?"

(End of this chapter)