Chapter 55
My eyes moved to the two small dark blue fish swimming happily in the water plants in the glass tank by the window, and my tears burst out again. What happened recently, I always feel emotional.

The memory flashes back to my 12th birthday... My parents gave me a dark blue catfish, a very big fish, because I like it, so my father spent a lot of money to buy it, and put the big fish tank in my In the little nest, my little heart was very happy. When I was a child, I didn't ask much, and it was easy to satisfy.

Xiao Yi, who was two years older than me, kept looking around outside the fish tank with envious eyes, his face stuck to the glass tank, and he yelled stupidly at the catfish.I'm tired of every time I stand on tiptoe to hit my dad's old-fashioned chimney on the head, and this slug always goes home crying to find Aunt Fu.

Auntie Fu lives in the apartment next door to my house, and has a good relationship with my parents, so her son Xiaoyi would come to visit me when he has nothing to do, coveting my favorite things.

Aunt Fu is a very kind lady, every time Xiaoyi sues, it always backfires.She said, "Good boy! Xiaoyi, Momo is a girl, you have to let her go, didn't you say you want to be like Dad? Dad is not as gentlemanly as you are."

I turned my head to cover my mouth and sniggered while making faces at Xiaoyi, watching Xiaoyi's face drawn into a bitter gourd shape.

At this time, my mother pulled me behind her, touched Xiaoyi's head, and said to Aunt Fu, "My Momo is too naughty, Xiaoyi is very good...

It's a pity that later that fish was taken as a meal on the plate. I watched it with my own eyes, but I was powerless to stop it.

Xiaoyi also moved away with Aunt Fu, and he didn't even say goodbye when he left.

I laughed out loud suddenly, not knowing if it was a wry smile or really happy.

The fish in the tank swims very happily. I don’t know if they are laughing at my loneliness. If I can, I also want to be a fish.

There has been a lot of wind recently, bringing the panic of a few paulownia trees outside the window, just like my mood at the moment, panic like being trampled by a group of runaway horses, boom boom boom, panic panic.

When he came to watch the door again, Ling Anzhi was already gone, and also, I was just a puppet in his eyes, only a novelty for a while.Now that the novelty period has passed, the rest of the ending is to be abandoned in a corner, and he doesn't care about my feelings.When the whole world abandons me and doesn't like me, I will tell myself that no one else loves you, so learn to love yourself.The language is very weak, but it is really the only thing I can do that is not difficult for myself.

The days that followed were very ordinary, returning to the quiet life before, Ling Anzhi no longer taunted and tortured me around me, occasionally bumping into me in a corridor in the school, just passing by like strangers, without even looking back. never had.And I am like a small animal imprisoned in amber, calm and unshakable.It turned out that I only knew that when Ling Anzhi was by my side, the sky was thundering, and when he was not there, it was still water, without him it would not be able to move.I actually miss those days, when did I become a masochist?
(End of this chapter)

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