Chapter 56 It's a coward.

Su Jingchen still cared and took care of me as before, when he saw me in a daze, he would accompany me in a daze, speaking in a non-painful way.Lying on the piece of grass borrowed by him, looking up at the blue sky slowly turning "green", watching the birds, seeing the invisible wind, and looking at his "smiling" face.right!Everything I see recently is so ugly, the wind is cold, and the sun is venomous.

"Senior, why do you think the hummingbird flies so low?" I turned my head and asked Su Jingchen who was lying beside me and closed.

He opened his eyes quietly and thought for a while, and said, "It should be because it sucks nectar, so it usually flies as high as flowers."

"Oh, is that so?" I said.There was another silence and I said again "Is that so?" Wasn't it because of something missing?So fly low just to find what it lost?Perhaps, it has been searching for the lost thing, but it has not been able to find it, so it is willing to fly so low for the rest of its life.The world is too big, and we are all too small to occupy the whole world. "

"Xiaomo, did you lose something? You said it so sentimentally." Su Jingchen whispered.

"Maybe it's just afraid of heights, how high the sky is! It's not an eagle, and it doesn't have broad wings. It's afraid that it will be dizzy if it flies too high, so it will fall to the ground hard. The higher it flies, the harder it will fall, isn't it?" ? So it’s a coward.” I continued without answering Su Jingchen’s words, and laughed out loud at the end.

"Maybe what you said is right, maybe it really likes the solid feeling of the ground. But after all, we are not it, and guessing in vain is futile."

"You've been very unhappy recently, what's the matter?" Su Jingchen asked relationally.

I kept silent because I didn't know what I was missing.It seems that in an instant I lost a lot of things.Or maybe I'm just messing with myself.

"We've known each other for a long time, Xiaomo, and we're often together but I've never met you, you're smiling, I don't know if you're really happy, you keep everyone out, and you haven't gotten to know the real you. "Su Jingchen looked at my face and said seriously, his amber eyes were full of distress.

I said, "So what does the senior want to know and understand?"

"No, I think... I'm actually a hummingbird too. I lost something and hovered on the ground looking for it, but I couldn't find it. So I'm destined to fly so low for the rest of my life. Go." Su Jingchen said sadly.

"Senior..."

"Xiaomo, I like you." Before I finished speaking, Su Jingchen popped out this sentence, which startled me, and my head was buzzing.

"I like you. It was the first time I saw you. Your smile was as bright as the sun, but there were piles of sadness in your eyes. I don't know why you are suddenly so deep in my memory." He continued, My heart continues to be confused.

Shouldn't I be happy?Isn't this what I want?Isn't this what I've been expecting?With Su Jingchen.But how can I feel panic, fear.

Ling Anzhi's devil's face suddenly appeared in my heart.Think of his domineering kisses, wicked smirks, and self-righteous words.What's the matter, I shook my head, trying to get rid of his hard work, but his arrogant face became clearer and clearer.

"Senior...Senior, it's getting late, I'll... go home first." I got up and straightened my clothes that were covered with weeds, and I couldn't help but squeaked.

"Don't run away from Xiaomo..." Su Jingchen grabbed my hand, his eyes filled with disappointment and sadness.

"Listen to me, you can choose to say goodbye." Su Jingchen said.

I nodded.

(End of this chapter)

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