A Collection of Old Sayings by Fourth Sister You

Chapter 66 Forbidden Court (66)
Riding on a tall horse, wearing a black fox cloak, half of the face is covered by the fox fur, only a pair of deep eyes can be seen. (5)
One is under the eaves and the other is in the back hall. Although they are in the same bedroom, they are so close to each other.

She looked up at the dome that was getting colder and colder. The sun was hanging on the western sky, and she stretched her hands into the light band without any warmth.The northwest wind passed through the fingers, but it was cold to the bone.She stared at the setting sun obsessively. The first winter she spent in Dayue was the most unbearable in her 16 years of life.Bianliang is dry and cold, while Jian'an is damp and cold. Every time this season, Chunwo prepares a smoker cage. She sits on it wrapped in a quilt all day long, and she can't even move it.Chunwo was afraid that she would get angry, so he had to make herbal tea for her. She was fourteen or fifteen years old, and she still opened her mouth and waited for her to feed her... Where is Chunwo now?She felt that she had no direction at once, and this fear was bigger than losing love.

There was a clanging sound in the wind, it was Huangmen running, and the keys at his waist collided.When he reached the bottom of the steps, he saluted far away, and whispered in Qin Rang's ear.Qin Rang listened attentively, and suddenly there was panic on his face, he hastily fought back and sent him away, he lifted his robe and skirt up the steps, tripped on his toes, and almost fell down.

Yun Hua walked over, "Is there any news?"

Qin Rang muttered, raised his eyes to look into the hall, and walked out from the door today, "Say."

Qin Rang responded, glanced at her, and said to Ai Ai expectantly: "The head of the army sent a message that...the corpse of the Miao Nei people was found three miles south of the imperial city."

Yun Hua was taken aback for a moment, thinking he had heard it wrong, "What? Say it again."

Qin Rang swallowed, "I found the Miao Nei people, in the south of the city..."

She swayed, fell down and sat down all of a sudden, her mind was in a daze, she was shaking like a dead leaf on a branch, and asked: "Where is he now?"

Qin Rang hurriedly helped her up, "I've brought it back, and it's in the military chief's yamen."

In fact, I had a hunch early today that Chunwo was doomed since his disappearance.He was also angry, and after annihilating the remnants of Yunguan, he devoted himself to foreign affairs and ignored other forces in the city.He was worried about her, so he went up to help her, "Queen..."

She pushed him away, "At the head of the army...I'm going to see her."

She looked half-mad and half-insane, her face pale as paper.I was dizzy and couldn't even see the sky and the earth clearly.Stumbling down the steps, Lu Jing and Qin Rang were afraid that she would fall, so they guarded her left and right with their hands.She has one foot deep and one foot shallow, as if stepping on clouds, not caring whether she will roll down the steps in the next moment.She felt that her heart was going to be broken, her body was shrunk into a nucleus in the big coat, and the wind hit her from all directions, blowing her body to pieces.She almost cried all the way forward, leaving her mournful sobs on the empty Tianjie.

He followed closely behind, and tried to get closer several times, but she refused.He actually felt lonely, and this time, he might lose her completely.

Her legs were weak, she staggered forward, fell down and got up, no matter how painful her palms and knees were, it couldn't overcome the panic in her heart.She was going to see Chunwo, maybe they made a mistake, maybe that person wasn't her at all... She put up her skirt and stepped through the Yimo Gate, and the Military Head Division was just outside the gate, occupying a large courtyard.But when it was approaching, she hesitated a little.She was afraid, what if it was her?What if it was her...

She was trembling all over, shaking uncontrollably, and her teeth were chattering.The main gate of the military head division was wide open, and as it was approaching evening, the inside was dark, like an open animal's mouth.

Seeing her back away, he knew she was afraid, so he went into the pavilion by himself.All the classes bowed their hands in salute, and he lowered his eyes to look at the ground, where the body was covered with a white cloth, and he could only see a vague human figure.The commander removed the cloth, and he pursed his lips tightly, with a serious expression on his face.

She still came in and saw Chunwo's face, calm and silent.Her knees softened and she knelt down, crawled over, and gently pushed her with her hand, "Mother..."

Chunwo remained motionless and would never talk to her again.She took off the veil and saw that the Taoist robe on her chest was soaked with blood and turned dark black.She couldn't believe it was real, lifted her up, and held her in her arms.The pain was excruciating, and I wanted to scream and howl, but I couldn't make a sound.It took me a long time to lose my breath and cry heart-piercingly.

She's sorry for her, she hurt her.The last person who loved her was also lost, and she finally had nothing.The sudden change crushed her to pieces, she wept blood, her appearance of terribly hurt was depressing.

"Mother, take me too, I can't survive..." She cried and said, with a little hope, she tried to touch her hand, but it was cold.She was dizzy, unable to breathe, and felt that the ghost was flying out of the top of her head, maybe she was really going to die.

He forcibly pulled her up, her appearance frightened him, she couldn't stand up, so he could only embrace her, turned his head and told the recording scene, "After the inspection, let's have a decent burial."

Lu Jing said yes, but she stopped and said no, called mother in a mournful voice, and stretched out her arms to reach him, but he didn't allow her to get close to the corpse, she couldn't get out, and watched Chunwo being carried away by Ban Zhi.

He clasped her neck with one hand, and forced her into his arms, "I will order the arrest... Those who took her will be arrested and handed over to you."

She doesn't want to listen to him, now it's all in his mouth, he said that Yulong didn't do it directly, she didn't ask personally.Chunwo's body is in the military head division, who knows if they have recuperated and died and claimed to have found it.

She hated him, hated him with gnashing teeth.She couldn't hear what he said, so she raised her hand and slapped him across the face, "Yin Chongyuan, from today onwards, I will break up with you, goodbye is also an enemy!"

The slap was so loud that everyone was stunned, and a large group of people fell to their knees immediately.She is fearless, and it would be best if he could kill her, since there is nothing left to love.She felt relieved, raised her head, a strand of hair rested on the corner of her mouth, she laughed, laughing loudly with tears in her eyes, describing it as scary, like a ghost.

He was slapped by her, and his dignity was swept away. If it were someone else, he would have been hacked into pieces, but he held back.He understood her current mood, she had to find someone to hate in order to suppress the unwillingness and anger in her heart.

He lowered his hand and said, "It's my incompetence. If I hadn't gone to sacrifice to heaven, maybe I could have found her earlier..."

"You killed her, stop acting!" She screamed, pointing at him fiercely, "You killed Yunguan, you killed the wet nurse, and you're going to kill my mother and brother, I'm at odds with you in this life !"

She saw a Tangxi sword on the antler stand next to her, pulled it out and stabbed at him.She really wanted to kill him, and the only way to relieve her hatred was to tear him into pieces.It's a pity that she was weak and was stopped by the crowd.Lu Jing tremblingly said: "No way, sage, he is an official, don't do anything that makes you regret."

She doesn't regret it, and now she feels disgusted when she sees his face. It turns out that it is not difficult to go from love to hate, just turn around.She tried to break out, but she didn't have the ability, and was exhausted by the end, with nothing to do but cry.

What should I do next?She doesn't know where the road is.But he had to leave this imperial city, and he couldn't stay for half a minute.She threw the sword and walked out staggeringly. It was almost dark, and she had no idea, standing in the chaos and weeping.

He chased out, "Where are you going?"

She ignored him and moved away stiffly.He can't let her go at this time, for fear that something will happen to her.He stepped forward to stop her, his face hidden in the twilight, his voice was slightly choked, and he said half beggingly: "Don't go, I don't worry."

She raised her eyes, "Do you want another slap?"

He didn't move, but she raised her hand and slapped her again. He endured the pain, "As long as you feel better."

How can she live better, hate him, hate herself even more.If it wasn't for her impulsiveness, they wouldn't have come to Yue Country, and Chunwo wouldn't have died unexpectedly.If there were no such things as before, even if we faced the war in Jian'an, we would die together, how could we be so ambiguous like now!Chunwo was implicated by her, she repented and beat herself hard, but he restrained her hands.He begged her to calm down. What is calmness?She pushed him away with all her strength, "I want to go back to Yaohua Palace."

He said: "It's getting late today, tomorrow..."

Before he could finish speaking, she slammed into the palace wall. He was shocked and hurried to block it.She really wanted to die, and with all her strength, she knocked him down with a muffled groan.He bent down and coughed, still grabbing her and not letting go, but he didn't dare to force her, so he had to give in, "I ordered someone to prepare the car..."

She turned around and walked towards the right door, he looked at her back anxiously, and followed her while clutching his chest.

(End of this chapter)