A Collection of Old Sayings by Fourth Sister You

Chapter 68 Forbidden Court (68)
There is only a little bit of fate between you and me, and we should separate when it is exhausted. (2)
He pressed his hand on hers, and she was so disgusted that she had no choice but to push him away.He leaned forward almost rascally, hugged her forcibly, and then patted her on the back with one hand, trying his best to comfort her, "Don't worry...don't worry...the nurse is gone, you still have me. Forget about the past, let's start again. You will come back to the palace with me at dawn tomorrow, and return to Rouyi Hall with me, and we will live our lives with one heart and one mind, okay?"

He was drawing a beautiful picture again, after she lost her youth.Could it be that Chunwo's death was in exchange for her return to the prison?She looked at him with a half-smile, "I live with you in the former court? Are you not afraid that the Queen Mother will kill you? Are you not afraid of being drowned by the saliva of the official?"

He was overwhelmed, so many things happened, he began to reflect.She is not safe in Yaohua Palace, there seems to be no place to hide her in the sky and the earth.So it's better to come back to him, he can't stand the blow anymore.

He squeezed her shoulders tightly, "Leave it to me, I have everything. As long as you are safe and sound, I will have confidence in you."

A sneer bloomed on the corner of her lips, "What is your status in Rouyi Palace? Is it the queen? Concubine Jing? Or Wuzhen?"

His face changed slightly, "I'm going to wrong you for the time being..."

It took her a lot of effort to control her emotions. Looking at this man's shameless face, no beauty in the world is willing to give up. All the good things in the world have been taken up by him alone.

That being the case, let's pretend to submit first!The palace cannot go back, so he held him steady and asked him to withdraw Banzhi, so that she and Aunt Jin could escape smoothly.To travel long distances, there is a lot of preparation work to be done, and dry food for carriages and horses needs to be prepared.If you want to gain time, you must deal with him.

Inviting pets and flattery is her strong point, she doesn't need to speak, just raising her arms to wrap around his waist is enough.

He was simply flattered that it was not as irretrievable as he had imagined.After getting along for so long, he knew that she was not a hard-hearted person.He was still thinking of her, she was willing to block the knife for him... He suddenly realized why he had always doubted her, she had proved it with her actions a long time ago.

His heart twitched and he hugged her, his eyes were red.Thank her for still being willing to give him a chance. How long has it been since he has been this close to her?She wasn't there, and he felt like he was half-empty.Sometimes I get busy and stay up all day and night, but there is always a time when I step into the Palace of Rouyi.Only when I returned to the place where I lived together for three days did I realize that I had never forgotten it.

He trembled, and hugged her with all his strength, "Queen...Queen..." Then he heard her reply in a low voice.

She stepped aside to make room, "Go to bed, it's been freezing for a long time."

He quickly got up on the black boat and stood beside her, carefully looked at her face, and put her hands together in his palms, "I will order someone to bury the nanny properly, and her children and grandchildren will try their best to be sympathetic to them in the future. You can enter the court as an official, do you think this is good?"

She nodded and said good, "I was brought up by a wet nurse. Without her, I wouldn't be able to live now. She died, and it hurt me more than cutting my flesh, so I got angry and yelled at you." Called, and hit you..."

Her sudden change of attitude was bound to be confusing, but he didn't want to doubt it, and even thought of the reason for her.In fact, she was a simple and pure person, but she was tired of dealing with too many things recently.When a person reaches the end of the road, he can put it to death and survive.She has no wet nurse, no relatives, who else can she rely on besides him?
Maybe it was a forced surrender, no matter how unwilling I was, I had to live on.He doesn't care if her feelings for him are not as good as before, as long as they can be together, she will change her mind one day.Just mentioning the previous beating, he was somewhat embarrassed, and said it was okay, and arranged the pillow for her, "Lie down, don't catch cold on your back."

She tried hard to control her tears, she couldn't tell what kind of feeling she had for him.She grew up in a comfortable home, because she didn't have a mother, and her father loved her even more, so she didn't know the sufferings of the world.In the few months since entering the Forbidden Court, she experienced various difficulties time and time again. She began to learn to protect herself, and if there was a slight change, she would immediately arm herself.She is not the original her anymore, she has no chance to grow up slowly, everything must be done quickly, quickly learn to be patient, quickly learn to maneuver, quickly learn to calculate... She really hates him now, even if the nanny is really a fake Yulongzhi What was taken away has something to do with him.Why did someone in Bianliang dare to pretend to be the emperor's army?It is because of his protection that he has nothing to fear.Once the authority loses justice, how can she trust him?Maybe he had to compromise, so he asked her to endure like him even if her closest relative died.What if she can't do it?Blame him, hate him, and feel sad at the same time.Jump out of this dispute, calm down and find that there is still a cluster of small flames burning alone in a corner that cannot be touched.

She closed her eyes, wiped away the tears in her eyes, reached out and touched his face, "Did it hurt you?"

He said it didn't hurt, and tried to pretend he didn't care, but the corners of his mouth twisted.Sometimes tough versus tough can straighten your spine.Once appeased, the iron bones will turn into grievances pouring out. In his 23 years of life, he has also come through difficulties step by step.He has no unique conditions, and today he relies on himself to forge ahead.He can't be regarded as a successful king. What the late emperor handed over to him was a mess. He gritted his teeth and turned the situation around.However, government affairs can overcome obstacles, and there are fatal flaws in emotions.He lacks the tact and sophistication of his peers, and He Yonghua is his first time.She used to boast that she was experienced and laughed at him more than once, but he thought it was very good.There are indeed many unsatisfactory places, but at least he is dedicated, and he gave back to her wholeheartedly.

He has lived for 23 years and has never cried. Men don't cry easily, he remembers Tai Tuo's words.But when I met her, everything changed.She gave him happiness, but also gave him pain.Thinking of that trip to Yanfu Palace together, the beauty that penetrated into the texture seems like a lifetime away.The happier I was before, the more painful I feel now in contrast.He didn't want her to see his cowardly appearance, so he turned his head and said, "I don't blame you, don't take it to heart. It's really my fault. I've been busy with the court for a while, and I've neglected many things. I thought it was right for you to leave the forbidden center." There is no threat to others, and safety can be ensured for the time being, but when it comes to the Miao Nei people, not to mention you, even I hate myself."

She didn't answer his words, and slowly moved her hand down, crossing his chest, "How long have we not been together?"

He calculated, "It's been 37 days since the incident with Xiangzhu."

She rested her face on his shoulder and said softly, "It's only been 37 days, I thought it's been months..."

He hugged the quilt around her neck, and said in shame, "I made a mistake and made you endure it for so long."

She clasped her hands and held his shirt tightly, "It's come to this point, both are at fault. I once hoped that you would not attack Dasui, and the situation of the three kingdoms would not change. The two of us have a good life." " She smiled wryly, "This may not be very progressive, but I really think so. I am not as good as you in being prepared for danger in times of peace. I only think about the immediate future, hoping that there will be no grudges or conflicts between us for at least 30 years. I My father said when I was very young that girls don't need monstrous power, as long as they are upright, they will find a good husband who loves them, and they will be blessed to live an ordinary life. I always remember what my father said, and even talked with him You are married and in love, and I am also working hard towards the future that my father envisioned for me. Unfortunately, I later found out that what he said was wrong. His words only apply to ordinary people. If you still follow the forbidden court, you will only die. But I really Can't learn? So I don't plan to go back to the palace, I want to stay here."

He was very embarrassed when he heard this, "I'm afraid Yaohua Palace is not safe, what if something happens again?"

She said: "I can't go out, so someone might break in and catch me. The wet nurse just passed away, and I want to give her a funeral. She has raised me for 15 years. I am not filial, and there is only so much I can do for her." .”

He fell silent, and weighed and weighed again and again. She really didn't want to, and he couldn't force her.He said: "The imperial guards here are lax, and if they set fire to it, they will lose their positions. If a strong enemy attacks, they will be vulnerable. Since you want to stay here, then I will send more people to ensure your safety."

Her eyes darkened, and it would be difficult to escape in this case.But don't be in a hurry to object, if you say it immediately, I'm afraid he will be suspicious, so you can only take a step forward.

The two fell asleep at the same time, seemingly in harmony.Yong Hua is not sure who ordered the nurse to be killed, if it wasn't him, it was the one in Yisheng Pavilion.But he was so unwilling to let go of his mouth to thoroughly investigate the imperial concubine, which inevitably made her feel cold.To him, Chunwo is just an ordinary court lady, but to her, Chunwo is the source of all warmth.She was very anxious, wishing to immediately catch the culprit and sacrifice Chunwo with blood.As for the person next to her pillow, she has repeatedly shown how much she loves her and how much she pities her, but compared with his ambition to expand his territory, her little desire for revenge is insignificant.

He turned over and said in a mournful voice, "Queen, let me see you."

She had no choice but to look at him, his gaze streamed gently on her face, holding the thin cheeks with both hands, and softly said sorry, "I am the king of the big axe, but I let my own woman suffer so much, I am in vain." For a husband."

She slowly smiled and did not answer his words.Maybe he is a good emperor, but he can't give her the love she expected.Saying that he was wrong, everyone has their own position, and it is impossible to say who is right and who is wrong.It's a pity that the most suitable couple can't be together because of the disparity in status, but there is nothing they can do.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked tremblingly.

Even if she was face to face with him and had no intimate contact, she still had no idea.Maybe he was really naive, he didn't dare to ask her if the meekness at the moment came from the heart, he could only prove it from the side.Give her a kiss. If she doesn't object, you should be half convinced.He is so humble in this love, he is a devout believer in love from beginning to end.It's just that I'm too stubborn, and I'm not extremely enthusiastic about the great cause of unification that is going on now. It's just that I have this instinct to do it thoroughly.

She turned her face away, he thought she was unwilling, but heard her hum.He jumped for joy, and immediately propped himself up and covered her.She was a little surprised, "You don't have to do this if you want to kiss."

He pressed his forehead against hers, "I remember you said you liked my weight."

Her face turned red immediately, because she had this quirk at that time, she liked to be pressed down by him, and she liked to carry him.Now that I think about it, I am really ashamed, but he has a good memory. If it is beneficial to him, if he remembers it, he will not forget it.

He bowed his head and kissed her, cautiously.She didn't refuse, not because she wanted to confuse him, she knew it in her heart.If you have really loved, you can be on edge when confronting him, and you can hate to bleed.But after breaking through that distance, the defense that had been armed for a long time collapsed in an instant, and everything was in vain.

She hesitated to respond to him, just to commemorate the beauty of the past.He was immediately elated, and he had the momentum of chasing and fighting fiercely, which was overwhelming.She tried to resist, but he immediately suppressed her hands, and said against her lips: "I miss you so much, I don't miss you every day. But I can't help it, I can't come to see you. I thought I had survived this period It's getting better, but it's getting worse and I can't help myself."

He can speak well and has never been the taciturn person in others' impression.Wanted to see her, but only appeared on the day she left the palace within 37 days, she should admire his determination.If the roles were changed, he would abolish the queen and she would be the emperor, I am afraid that she would not be able to bear the separation for a day, this is the difference between a man and a woman.

His lips snaked down and fell on her smooth neck, wriggling, taking his warm breath.Her heart was suspended, and she tried her best to say: "Officials, don't defile the quiet place."

He lowered his head and kissed her shoulder, as well as the bloody palace sand.Strangely, he calmed down when he saw Gong Sha, as if he had been verified that she was still there.He helped her pull up the middle coat, and said sadly: "I'm sorry." He just felt very sleepy, turned his back to her, curled up, and covered his face with his hands.

She stared blankly at his back, hesitated for a long time, and stuck it up.

He was not without affection for her, and at a certain moment it might have been very deep.He loves many things, power, country, and her.It's just that when they are placed side by side for him to choose, she will always be the last one.

No matter how many twists and turns there were before, as long as she touched him, his attitude would immediately soften.Turning around again, he lifted her head and let her rest on his arm.He said: "You are tired, go to sleep!"

She closed her eyes, her peaceful face was not as pretty as when it was full of anger and despair.

Women are naturally afraid of the cold, even when lying in bed, their legs can't help but shrink up.He noticed it and asked her, "Is it cold?"

She didn't speak, but nodded pitifully.

He hooked her foot over and let her step on his calf, that foot really looked like it was fished out of cold water, and it froze him a lot.He took a breath and touched her hand again.His hands were not warm, so he took off his shirt and stuffed it in.

The man is full of yang, and he often practices martial arts, and he is as warm as a soup lady.She gradually came to her senses, a little drowsy, touched unconsciously in the dimness, and saw his well-defined abdominal muscles, piece by piece, as hard as a stone.

He murmured, "Don't move."

Startled, she tried to pull her hand out, but he stopped her.He lowered his head and got very close to her, his eyelashes scraped on the bridge of her nose, and said dreamily: "Forget all the unpleasantness, at least for tonight."

He closed his eyes and frowned, probably never had such ups and downs like today.She was also exhausted, and wanted to think about tomorrow, but her mind was blurred, she turned to the side, and fell asleep in a daze.

Sure enough, in the dream, I saw Chunwo again, the same as before going out, with a smile on his face, and a bamboo basket in his hand.She said: "I'll buy lamb meat and make soup for you to nourish your body. It's good to eat lamb in winter, and your hands and feet won't feel cold after eating it."

She hurried over to hold her back, but she was already standing under the plane tree in the yard in a blink of an eye, Yaoyao shot back at her, "Go in, go in, don't freeze. I'm leaving, you have to be well. There is no banquet in the world that lasts forever. When the fate is over, you can’t keep it if you want to. Remember my words, don’t live for others, but for yourself. Life is too short, and it can’t last for a hundred years. Don’t let yourself leave regrets. I Very well, don't miss me. I just had a new grandson this year, and I had a dream last night that he called me, and I don't know his name..." She said, walking towards the palace gate with her head downcast.

She was so anxious that she cried hoarsely, "Mother, don't go..."

Then fell into a warm embrace, he rubbed her face, "Did you have a nightmare?"

She was still in a nightmare, crying endlessly, and he had to try to comfort her.She tensed her body, sobbing and said, "I was wrong, I stopped eating mutton, and I didn't eat hand-washing crab... Who hurt you..."

It sounded desolate to him. The hardships they lived here were all caused by him, and it was his fault alone.He didn't know how he could be so cruel, why he could arrange Xiyi into Yongjin Palace, why let her fend for herself in Yaohua Palace.I wanted to wait a while longer, but I waited and waited, something went wrong.

She calmed down slowly, he wiped her tears for her, she glanced at him vaguely, and turned her back.She still resisted him, her shoulders trembled, she was probably crying secretly!Chunwo's death will become a thorn in her heart, which cannot be pulled out, and will always be a dark wound.

When he got up early the next morning, she dressed him as diligently as before.Seeing that she was not in good spirits, he held her elbow and said, "Come back with me, don't stay here."

(End of this chapter)