A Collection of Old Sayings by Fourth Sister You

Chapter 74 Forbidden Court (74)
Rolling around in the world of mortals is too tiring, if possible, I would rather never meet her. (4)
If he lost his temper, she would feel better, since she was ready to die alone anyway.But he is like this again, why is it always like this!She simply hates this feeling, time and time again, isn't there a time when he gets bored?She bit her lip, and tried her best to hold back the crying, and shed tears as she wanted, as long as he couldn't see her, she could at least retain a little dignity.

"Damn Cui Zhuyu, you killed him rightly." He said slowly, "In the past, he taught you, but only to get close to Yunguan, and never really thought of you. Ah Rong's poison was given by him, and the Miao Nei people were killed by him." Yes, even to help you escape, there is suspicion of taking you to Wurong as a hostage. Such a person deserves to die, and it is not worth being sad for him."

But how could she not be sad?Calm down now, what happened just now was like a dream.She will never forget the sound of the hairpin piercing through the flesh, and the sudden enlightenment after exerting force... She is only now afraid. If she knew that Yu Longzhi was at the inn at that time, she would never do it herself.She had no choice, one was to avenge Chunwo, and the other was to worry that Aunt Jin and Brother Fo would also die inexplicably.Later, when she leaves Bianliang, she may still have a chance to take revenge. What about Aunt Jin and the others?Will be taken away, will be beheaded in the wilderness, who can save them?She felt that she had done nothing wrong, but in terms of personal relationship, she was full of sins.She is ruthless, no different from the person she hates.

She squatted down slowly, and the human figure also fell from the curtain, but it was still tightly wrapped, unwilling to show up.He saw the blood on her skirt, which had solidified and changed color, exuding a rotten breath.He tried to reach out and pull, "Come with me to freshen up."

She still didn't speak, and stepped back stubbornly.He frowned, "I am a loner, and now you are the same, why do you have to torture each other? When you first left, I was going crazy, you know? I don't want to hide it from you, but I thought about giving up, but In the end, I still couldn't be ruthless. You see, this Rouyi Palace is the place where we got married. You have sat on the mat and slept on the bed. This is your home. Although your movements are restricted, you are safe. In the future That's it, stop floating outside, the world is dangerous, come back to me."

She finally cried, Li Li trembled and said, "Is it because I am willing to wander outside? Now that things have happened, I don't think it's my fault alone."

He nodded, "You're right, but it's all my fault. I only said I love you, but I never did anything for you." He pulled the curtain again, "Come out, be obedient. You've got yourself like this , I'll take you to wash up."

She was still very stubborn, trying to get rid of his restraint, "I can take care of myself, the officials go away, I don't want to see you."

He was a little disappointed, "I thought you needed someone to accompany you."

She said: "I don't need it, I can do it alone. Since the officials have locked me up, they should do it thoroughly. Don't be muddled, you are not tired, and I am also bored."

He fell silent, and after a pause, he said, "In that case, I'll go." He turned around, walked towards the door step by step, opened the hall door, and closed it again.

She listened to the movement and was relieved to make sure he had left.Slowly turning in circles, freeing myself from the veil.

It's not that she doesn't want to see him, but she just feels ashamed to face him.Her feelings for him were too complicated to explain clearly, it was already impure.What happened in the past can be ignored, what about the ongoing war between the two countries?The people in my hometown, as well as my mother and younger brother in Sui Palace.She has no relatives anymore, although the two are estranged, they are blood relatives after all.The more people lack, the more they miss.Of course, it is not only due to family affection, but also another layer of concerns.If she becomes a person who has lost her foundation, I'm afraid it will really be over.In the future when the Yue Kingdom wins, all the ministers in the court will force him to be the empress, then what will she be?Do you love the concubine?Materially, there may not be much change, but what is lost is face, and no dynasty or generation has the reason to abolish the queen.Love meets the first, adding to such a turbulent identity is a living target, and later people will not tolerate her.

So just don't communicate at all, just go through this life quietly and forget it.

She came out from behind the curtain in dismay, and looked down at the blood stains on her body as she walked, thinking of Cui Zhuyu's dying appearance, she felt sad again.Just rolling up her sleeves to wipe her tears, she suddenly saw someone standing in front of her, which startled her.

It turned out that he hadn't left and had been watching her in the hall.She hurriedly backed away, but he grabbed her wrist at once.

"Follow me to wash up." He dragged her into the side hall, but she refused and struggled hard.He swung his sleeves and pinched her under his arm.

The Rouyi Hall is the emperor's sleeping hall, and a special bath was dug to lead to the underground hot spring. When you open the door of the hall, you will see clouds and mist.It is very warm inside, sweeping away the chill outside, it will always be spring in March.

She was a little terrified, she didn't dare to enter the pool after falling into the water last time, and now she was coerced by him again, of course she would feel disgusted.But he was very strong, she couldn't beat him, so he put her on the beauty couch with a cold face, and began to untie her clothes.

"It was stained with the blood of an animal, and someone took it and burned it." He said to himself, broke away her hands that were clinging to the skirt, pushed open the window, and threw the brocade and flowered jacket out.Then there was the skirt. There were more bloodstains on the skirt. He robbed her of the waist tie, but she refused to let go. He glanced at her, "Are you shy?"

She bit her lip and said nothing, her face full of reluctance.Unable to help her, he pulled hard and tore the satin until it reached her waist, and the skirt fell off naturally.

"Do you want to go into the water?" He asked her, she blushed angrily, and stared at him fiercely.He gave her a blank look, remembering that she didn't know how to drink water, he got up to get the basin, held his sleeves and squatted by the pool to scoop it up, and brought the basin in front of her.The towel was soaked in water, and the handkerchief was wrung out to wipe her face and neck.Looking down at her shirt, "Untie it, the whole body needs to be scrubbed."

She couldn't bear it anymore, and whispered: "I will clean up myself!"

He ignored it, "I will take care of you personally from today on."

Tears welled up in her eyes again, he covered her face with a towel and wiped it off, then took off her shirt.

"It's getting late today, and I'll wash your hair tomorrow." He put her into the mattress, tucked the quilt for her, and said, "Re-light the benzoin, go to sleep!"

He straightened up to go, but he was held by the waist, and when he looked down, her fingers caught his evil spirit jade.He looked at her probingly, "what's the matter?"

"Don't go." She said, leaning back between the pillows, her snow-white face looked pitiful and fragile, "I'm afraid."

He sat down again, "I won't go, I'll watch you."

She closed her eyes and let out a long sigh. After a long time, so long that he thought she had fallen asleep, she suddenly said: "Send me to Yaohua Palace, I will never run away again, and I will practice there. It's all used for confession. You let me go, I don't want to stay in the palace."

"What about me?" he said, "Can you take me with you? How long do you want me to worry about before you let me go?"

She was slightly surprised, and then a faint smile floated on the corner of her lips, "Guanjia, if you don't love me, you can forget me. There are so many beauties in the ban, there is always one who can please you. You have never given They have a chance, they can't express themselves. If you are willing to accept them, you will find that they are actually cute."

He fell silent, pursed his lips and said, "I'm not a foolish person."

He said it with a serious face, but the word applied to him was kind of ridiculous.Men don't seem to worry about being troubled by some bad words. No matter how outrageous they are, they are all half-praiseful.

Her eyes became softer, and she reached out to stroke his cheek.He has a new-born beard, and he pricks her fingers, making a beeping sound when he touches them.He pressed the back of her hand tightly, lowered his head, and couldn't see the expression on his face, only thick eyebrows, shrouded in a layer of melancholy.

"Do you hate me? I know you must hate me." She murmured, "Sometimes I hate myself too. I live blindly. The past 16 years are like a dream. I have nothing Yes, the official..."

He took her hand to his lips and kissed, "You and me, I've always been here."

Her eyes were full of light frost, she nodded and said, "I owe you a lot, and I want to pay you back. But I have nothing, what can I do to make it up to you?" She thought for a while, and slowly moved her finger down, and landed on his "This is our bridal chamber, the official family will consummate it with me tonight! Will there be any children after consummation? I want a child."

When she said that, touching the softest part of his heart, he actually had the urge to cry.

He stepped on the pedal, and put his cheek against her, "Think about it, now is not a good time."

"Because I killed someone?" She raised her eyes to look at him, "Do the officials think I'm scary?"

His collar has a touch of Canaan incense, which can soothe the soul.He put one hand on the back of her head and told her, "It's nothing to kill someone. In the emperor's house, no one can stay away from blood forever. Did they tell you, I killed someone for the first time when I was 11 years old. You will be ten years old during the Chinese New Year." Seven, so many years late, what is there to praise?"

His way of comforting people is different, she lowered the corner of her mouth, "Is it Zhou Yanei?"

He nodded and said yes, "He was my companion, and he was with me for six years. That time he set up a trick to trick me, and I saw through it. If he doesn't die, I will die. People who are disloyal and disrespectful to us , What do you keep it for? You should eradicate him, so you are doing the right thing.”

He tried his best to relieve her, but it was still difficult to make her happy.Zhou Yanei has been teasing him, and he has no relationship with him.But what about Cui Zhuyu, who has been a good teacher and helpful friend for so many years, she still remembers how he was when he taught her the art of piano.There are two pianos, one tall and one short, and he sits side by side with her in front of the bamboo grove. He has a gentle voice and a gentle smile, and leans over to teach her fingering. Hitting is also..."

He was hateful, but after his death, she couldn't think of his badness anymore.She is full of guilt and self-blame. She is an unworthy disciple who deceived her master and destroyed her ancestors. After death, she will go to the [-]th floor of hell.

She grabbed his collar and lured him over bit by bit, "The official is with me, don't leave me." He took off his clothes and went to bed, and she curled up in his arms, feeling a long-lost warmth.She raised her face, pressed against the throbbing pulse in his neck, and said softly, "I have sinned deeply, I'm afraid I will die a bad life in the future."

He hugged her tightly, "Don't talk nonsense, no one in the world dares to judge your life or death. With me here, you will live a good life."

She felt very sad when she heard it. How could a person with nothing to live live well?She propped herself up on top of him, and asked him softly, "Official, will you appoint someone else as queen in the future?"

He half-closed his eyes to look at her, the beautiful face, just like when he saw her for the first time, the strong visual shock hit his heart.He longed for her and never changed.He traced between her eyebrows with his fingers, "The queen is the person in my dream, and it is a great fortune to have her. She must be cherished and loved, and no one can match her."

Her smile was like a light cloud in the sky, slowly falling down and kissing his lips.

(End of this chapter)