sadomasochism double

Chapter 118

Facing the affectionate face in front of him, Zhuo Yang didn't feel much joy in his heart.

"An Ran... I have regarded you as my younger sister since I was a child..." It was very difficult to say the words, although it hurt people, but he didn't want them to suffer in the future.

But An Ran didn't care.

"I've loved you for a long time. Brother Zhuoyang...you treat me as a younger sister, but I always treat you as a man. Have you forgotten...have we been engaged since we were young?"

What I said casually as a child turned out to be reality.

Zhuo Yang was very uncomfortable.An Ran is a beauty, and no one doesn't like a beauty.

But no matter how beautiful the beauty is, she is not the one he wants to marry back home.

In short, he has no feeling of being married to An Ran.Besides, he is only 20 years old, marriage is too early for him.

In this regard, An Ran made an agreement with him.

In two years, if An Ran didn't make him feel in love, the two marriages would not count.

Zhuo Yang thought about it, and finally agreed.

That year, Zhuo Yang and An Ran got engaged.

On the day of the engagement, his little monkey didn't show up all day.

It was the morning of the third day when she reappeared, and she coldly congratulated him with her big swollen eyes.

An Ran is beautiful, and she also devoted herself to Zhuo Yang in those two years.Although Zhuo Yang made girls like him, he was definitely not the kind of bastard who played with women's feelings.

Zhuo Yang and An Ran have been wholehearted to each other for the past two years.It's just that men and women are different. Women are easy to fall in love with, but it's hard for men to fall in love with someone they don't like.

An Ran is very good, regardless of her family background or appearance, she is perfect.

However, Zhuo Yang couldn't understand.

He has no lover's liking for An Ran.

At first, though, he thought he could get by.

However, how did he know that love——cannot be settled.

Moreover, An Ran is good at everything, but has one biggest shortcoming.

Too clingy, as long as Zhuo Yang cannot be reached on the phone, or Zhuo Yang talks to any girl, she will lose her temper.

Zhuo Yang remembered An Ran's temper, and usually followed her at the beginning, but after a long time Zhuo Yang became very impatient.

An Ran even eats An Yue's jealousy.

After the two got engaged, Zhuo Yang seldom saw An Yue, but in his heart, he still missed the little monkey.

Every time I go home, I bring something to this poor little monkey.

But as the little monkey grows more and more beautiful, his temper becomes more and more strange.He kept running away when he saw him, and he was gloomy all day long, not interacting with the students around him.

Zhuo Yang was a little worried, so he took the initiative to chat with An Yue.

However, he found out that there is a girl in my family who has just grown up, and he no longer understands what the girl's heart is thinking.

And after chatting with An Yue, An Ran would make trouble every time.

The most angry time, Zhuo Yang couldn't bear it anymore.

"Let me make it clear to you...I have no love for you...An Ran...isn't it good to be my sister?" Zhuo Yang lowered his tone, is it not good to be a sister?Friendship and family affection will last longer than love...

"But...Brother Zhuoyang, I have always loved you as my man...Now you tell me to be your sister, how can I accept...how can I accept..."

Many times, Zhuo Yang felt that the outside world's evaluation of An Ran was too high, and her occasional eyes were completely like a little lunatic.But whenever he proposed to break up, An Ran would hold her heart and cry non-stop.

This deformed relationship lasted for two years, and as An Ran's hostility became more and more serious, Zhuo Yang also understood that his words should have been said a long time ago.

Zhuo Yang and An Ran broke up.

To his surprise, An Ran was very calm.

"Brother Zhuoyang...you don't like...is it because you like other girls?" she asked him.

Zhuo Yang pondered, and finally shook his head.

"No. You think too much." Zhuo Yang didn't lie, he really didn't like a girl.At first, he thought that he could fall in love with An Ran in two years... But, he couldn't force himself.

However, An Ran obviously didn't believe it, "Is it because of An Yue? Since I was a child, you have loved me the most, but because she came... all your love and care went to her, is it because of her... you don't want me?" Like mine?"

Zhuo Yang had a faint headache.How to tell An Ran that his leaving and giving up has nothing to do with anyone.

In his heart, An Yue is a skinny little monkey. Although these years have gradually gained some girlish charm, but in essence——

It's actually a monkey.

How could he like a monkey.

Zhuo Yang felt that An Ran's thinking was a bit extreme, so he quietly sent An Ran to see a psychiatrist.After An Ran's treatment and recuperation for half a year, she seemed to have returned to the optimistic An Ran she was before.

That said, in fact, he is not the sunshine of An Ran's world, so he should have retreated quickly.

But what he didn't expect was that An Ran died not long after.

He was pushed into the water by his little monkey and drowned.

The little monkey is a good swimmer, the water in the river is not deep, if she wants, An Ran can't die.

The only possibility is——

At that time, the little monkey was dying.

The first second the little monkey woke up, Zhuo Yang asked her.

"Why didn't you save her? Why did you call her to the river?" Zhuo Yang looked at the little monkey on the bed, his mind was in chaos.

He thought of what An Ran said before, An Yue liked him, and she did a lot of things later, including framing her, all because of him.

Zhuo Yang didn't want to believe it.But now An Ran is dead.

The little monkey said: "It's not that I don't want to be saved...it's just..." She seemed to be greatly surprised, and burst into tears after saying a few words.

An Ran died, and it was Mrs. An who suffered the most.She kept saying that An Yue killed An Ran for more than a moment.Even the housekeeper could prove that An Yue and An Ran went out together that day.

It seems that the witness evidence is conclusive.As for everyone's accusations, the little monkey just sneered, "It was me... I did it all... I didn't like her in the first place... Why did I save her..."

Zhuo Yang felt disappointed.

Feel more angry.

An Ran saved his life, and from the moment she blocked the bullet, he decided that he would protect An Ran well in his life.

Although he couldn't give An Ran love, he had the idea of ​​being able to take care of An Ran for the rest of his life.

In the name of my brother.

However, An Ran died.

Still dead so unclear.Zhuo Yang, who was furious, really wanted to do something.

But when he came back to his senses, he couldn't do anything critical of An Yue.

What really made Zhuo Yang decide to marry her was because of Zhuo's father.

Such a big incident happened, especially when An Yue admitted that she liked Zhuo Yang. Soon it was reported that the two brothers and sisters were jealous over a man. Various criticisms from the outside world.

At this time, Zhuo's father proposed to let Zhuo Yang enter the military academy and follow the path they arranged.

Zhuo Yang was a million people who were unwilling, and finally gritted his teeth and simply married An Yue.

Doesn't it mean that they are unclear?Then...he just married her!See what these people have to say.

It has to be said that Zhuo Yang's thoughts at the time were naive.But it's also well thought out.He wanted to escape from the Zhuo family and needed an excuse, and this excuse was now An Yue.

Moreover, he found that An Yue was not safe in An's house. After An Yue's accident, An Yue's dull temperament became even more silent.

I didn't say a word for almost ten days and a half months.

It was only by chance that Zhuo Yang found a lot of bruises on her hands. He grabbed her hands and looked at them carefully before he understood.

An Ran was tortured both mentally and physically by Mrs. An.

Sometimes, Zhuo Yang actually hated An Yue.She had promised not to lie to him again, but it turned out that she was a liar.Lies all over.

Moreover, she was obviously a soft-hearted girl, but she did such an unforgivable thing.

For a while, Zhuo Yang felt that the reason he married her was to help An Ran get justice.

But gradually, the pressure of life and the pressure of the company made him completely unable to care about other things.

The only thing he wants to do is to prove himself...to prove himself that he can still achieve great success in a place where his father does not follow the Buddha.

Many people live their lives for dreams.

And Zhuo Yang's life is to achieve himself.

However, shortly after marrying An Yue, Zhuo Yang understood something.

For example, An Yue has a more serious mental illness than An Ran.In the first year, Zhuo Yang was busy with work and seldom went home.

When he came home, he found that everything had reached the point of no return.

(End of this chapter)