sadomasochism double

Chapter 119

An Yue sleepwalks every night, pretending to be An Ran.

This is a terrifying scene. Zhuo Yang woke up from his sleep, and saw the sweet woman sitting on the bed and smiling at him at a glance, and called "Brother Zhuo Yang..."

At first, Zhuo Yang thought that a ghost was on him, but after following An Yue for a week, he went to consult a friend who majored in psychology and found out that An Yue had a serious mental illness.

After falling into the water that time, An Yue was afraid of water and her health was not good.

With the reason of recuperating his body, Zhuo Yang went to a psychiatrist and hypnotized An Yue.

In An Yue's memory, he discovered many things that he didn't know before.

For example, how this girl likes him, how she suppresses him, how she faces her sister's provocation, how she faces her stepmother's scolding...

No wonder she doesn't like to talk.

I'm afraid that if I'm afraid to speak up, I won't be able to suppress my emotions.

From that moment, Zhuo Yang decided to go home every night.

Go back no matter how late it is.

Only, things haven't gotten better for months.

An Yue seemed to have discovered something and stopped taking the medicine.That stubborn and hateful appearance made Zhuo Yang grind his teeth every time.

I really want to leave her alone, but she looks like a skinny monkey, and Zhuo Yang has a soft heart for no reason.

The real turning point was when Mrs. An showed Zhuo Yang An Ran's suicide note.An Ran's suicide note was very high, it said her love for Zhuo Yang, and she also said that she loved her sister very much, but she couldn't accept her sister taking away her boyfriend.

On the surface, it looks like a poor wife's helpless accusation against the hateful mistress, but Zhuo Yang is not a fool.I quickly figured it out...how could a person write a suicide note without a reason, and secretly point everything to his "beloved" sister.

unless……

At that time, An Ran had already thought of a fake suicide to hit An Yue, and also to keep Zhuo Yang.But unfortunately, for various reasons...

She literally lost her life in the end.

Zhuo Yang felt that all this was like a joke.Without this suicide note, he might still have the most beautiful thoughts about An Ran.

But when he wakes up, he only feels that distorted love makes people crazy and perverted.

Zhuo Yang felt powerless, coupled with the fact that the excellent culture had just started on track, many things were not as he wished, and he felt decadent. Just when he felt that he had lost all his beliefs, what he saw when he returned home was a woman rolling on the sofa. little monkey.

At that moment, he asked her.

"When you married me, I asked you that I have nothing, do you care?"

"Don't care." She answered the answer back then.

"Will you stay with me all the time?" Zhuo Yang asked after being silent for a second.

"Yes. You are my belief... Wherever you are, I will be there."

Perhaps moved.

Or maybe other things shocked Zhuo Yang's weak heart at that moment, and they spent their first night that night.

At that time, Zhuo Yang didn't know his feelings for An Yue.But he has a faint feeling that this is this person, and the future will be this person who will accompany me for the rest of my life.

He was as infatuated with her body as she was with his.

Like hungry travelers in the desert, they depend on each other and absorb what they need from each other.

In fact, for Zhuo Yang, getting along with the little monkey is not as bad as he imagined.

On the contrary, he felt that the little monkey obediently stayed by the side without speaking, and the peaceful feeling made him very comfortable.

It's just that the good times don't last long.

An Yue started to fall ill again.

She started to pretend to be An Ran, crying and scolding An Yue.

At first, Zhuo Yang didn't pay enough attention to this. He thought that seeing a psychiatrist and taking medicine would be all right.

However, gradually, he found that when An Yue, who was pretending to be An Ran, started to hurt herself, he understood the big deal.

At that time, he was so busy that he was dizzy and had to take care of An Yue who was about to harm himself at any time, his spirit had collapsed to the extreme.

Finally, he exploded.

He didn't think getting angry at a woman, or his own, was something a man could do.

But after venting, he found that An Yue was much better.

seem--

Subconsciously, she felt guilty about An Ran's matter, the worse Zhuo Yang treated her, the less chance she would get sick.

This disease can be cured.

Zhuo Yang took An Yue to see countless doctors, but basically nothing worked.

As long as Zhuo Yang is cold to her, she will obviously be much better.

What is this... What a blind and masochistic love...

After a long time, Zhuo Yang felt that he was abnormal.

Every day when he came home, he would habitually sneer and venomously talk, and seeing her teary-eyed, he actually thought she was very cute, and he loved her wantonly at night.

Zhuo Yang knew that he was also perverted, but he didn't think about correcting this wrong way of getting along with marriage in the past, instead he felt happy in it.

In the most bitter and tiring time, there are countless women throwing themselves into their arms, among them is Li Si.

However, it is probably because his heart is not normal. Zhuo Yang is gentle and polite outside, and he does things simply and neatly, but all the emotions are brought home.

He likes to vent his bad temper in front of An Yue.He likes to see An Yue being bullied to tears.

He thought it was a way of venting, and it was also a way of suppressing An Yue's illness.

But he got deeper and deeper, and An Yue didn't know when he had fully woke up.

Later, An Yue filed for divorce.

This isn't the first time she's brought it up.

Every time she plays her temper, she will file for divorce.

Zhuo Yang didn't pay attention, and even felt that she was acting more realistically this time.

but--

Gradually, he found something different.

An Yue seems to have come out of the predicament, she seems to have come out of the previous haze.

And he-

But it's already stuck in the mud.

Can no longer get up.

How could this be……

how can--

In the beginning, An Yue took him to hell, why is he the only one staying in hell now?

It's not that Zhuo Yang never thought of giving up An Yue at first.

An Yue is not a good wife, her willful spirit is not normal, and occasionally she is naughty like a monkey.

He thought, if she could start a new life, why couldn't he.

Her disease can be cured, why not his?

During the months when An Yue left, Zhuo Yang had been seeing a psychiatrist for active treatment.

But the more the treatment, the worse the effect.

He began to suffer from insomnia, vomiting, and heartache.

He asked the doctor why he was like a passerby stuck in a swamp, the more he struggled, the deeper he sank?Why can't I get treatment?

As his friend, the doctor only smiled lightly after hearing about his symptoms.

"In the name of love, I'm sorry, you have been deeply poisoned."

It took him a day and a night to touch the ring thrown in the fountain.When the two rings were strung together, he was surprised to find that his heart gradually calmed down, and he gradually became sleepy.

He thought it would be all right.

but--

That's because he had never seen An Yue.

An Yue laughing happily with Li Chen.

That's him—

A smile never seen before.

He is jealous, he is restless.

He is mean, he is shameless.

He said she was a ruthless little liar who had conned countless times for seven years.It's all right now, she pulled away and left, but he couldn't move anymore.

Unwilling, that is his.The person is his, the smile is his, everything is hers.

Don't want, don't want to let her into the arms of other men.I don't want that gentle and sweet smile to bloom towards other men.

He is a mean person.

He just wanted to hold her tightly in his arms.

But they forgot that in that deformed marriage, they lacked too many things.

They take pleasure in hurting, and in order to confirm the existence of the other party, they always try their best to poke the other party's body with bruises.

They forget that in marriage, what they lack is not only communication, but also trust.

He thought she was a bad girl who lied to the sky, and her habitual doubts and suspicions ruined her last chance for him.

She left.

And left without looking back.

The little monkey left.

Never again take advantage of the absence of the tiger to dominate.

but--

Tiger doesn't know.

Without the company of a little monkey, it is not much fun to be a bully.

Episode [-]

Zhuo Yang felt a piece of air when he woke up in the morning.

That hot young woman from last night has disappeared, reality and dream are intertwined, which makes Zhuo Yang have an illusion.

He hasn't found An Yue yet.

(End of this chapter)