sadomasochism double

Chapter 5

My state is actually not suitable for driving, but the desire to survive has come, even if it is a death train at this time, I have to drive.

Holding my belly, I climbed into the expensive Porsche and rushed out of the garage.

But it was so painful, I found it was so painful that I couldn't even lift my hands to touch the steering wheel.

I don't know how the car was driven out by me, and I don't know how it still drove for a while.

The eyes became more and more blurred, and the lights in the dark night were magnified countless times, a little blurry, and a bit like those brilliant diamonds.

bang——

I can't help but drive towards those diamonds. Women love those shiny things, they are beautiful, and some of them represent eternity.

However, I didn't touch those diamonds, but I felt a heat on my forehead.

I think... I probably crashed the car...

The morning light slowly poured into the carriage, and I vaguely saw a face appearing in front of me.

The sky is a little dark, and my eyes are a little blurry...

This is the second time I have been so close to death. They all said that death is not terrible. What is terrible is that at the moment of death, I feel the fear of death, but there is no real death.

This is the scariest thing.

I didn't want to die, so I reached out to that person hard.

My mouth smelled fishy, ​​I didn't know if I could make my own voice, I just stretched out my hand hard, "Help me... save me..."

If one survives, there will be future fortunes.

I was lying on the bed, in the shape of a corpse, but my eyes were quietly looking at the person in front of me.

He said his name was Wen Li, and he was the passer-by who sent me here.In fact, I think it should be called a good-hearted person. After all, in this day and age, there are not many people who dare to meddle in their own business.

"Thank you, Wen Li."

I opened my mouth and thanked this passer-by, who is also a kind person.

He nodded, and after staring at me with wide eyes, a look of disappointment suddenly appeared on his face.

I am a little puzzled, shouldn't I thank you?Or should there be a little more practical way of saying thanks?

"Your hand was broken." Wen Li said, and gave me a sympathetic look, "And then you still have acute appendicitis, and the 1% mortality rate was almost hit by you."

"Should I say I'm lucky?" I made a rare joke.

Wen Li shook his head and spoke, "Do you want me to notify Zhuo Yang?"

What the hell!

I looked at the handsome and strange man in front of me again. He said his name was Wen Li, and he was a fitness trainer in a fitness institution.

In fact, I have no doubts about this at all. Looking at the huge muscles in his arms, I completely believe his words.

It's just that I didn't expect that he was still my high school alumni.

"Are you An Yue? Are you from the same high school as ours?"

Unexpectedly, there are still people who remember me. Most of the people, don't they all remember the high school belle An Ran?

As her Cinderella sister, shouldn't she be left in the dust, no one cares about her, and no one remembers her?

Squinting my eyes, I think I need to remind him.

"Well, I'm An Yue, not An Ran."

Wen Li was in a daze, I thought he was a little familiar when he was in a daze, but soon, he smiled, the sense of familiarity was gone, he stared at me for five seconds, finally nodded, and said firmly: "Are you Ann?" Yue, I only know An Yue."

Because of this sentence, my impression of Wen Li has been raised to another level.The unknown Cinderella is still remembered by someone, she is still my savior, can I not be happy?

"Thank you, Wen Li."

Wen Li shook his head, just stared at me, and said in great frustration, "You don't remember me."

I'm sorry, I really don't remember, and I can't think of it without racking my brain.Fortunately, Wen Li didn't seem to care too much, just said: "Do you want me to inform Zhuo Yang for you? By the way, I heard that you are married to Zhuo Yang. How about it?"

I laughed, probably because I laughed a little bit reluctantly, Wen Li's voice weakened, "I brought you porridge, do you want some?"

I was suddenly moved. It's been a long time since no one cared about me so much in these years.

Nodding, surviving a catastrophe will bring blessings, of course I want to eat.

I didn't tell Zhuo Yang about my injury and hospitalization.

Wen Li said he would lend me my phone, but I just smiled.In the end, he may also understand that Zhuo Yang and I quarreled or separated or divorced...so he didn't mention Zhuo Yang again, so I liked him even more.

I was in the hospital for seven days, even though the phone, like the car, has been changed beyond recognition.

But during that time, no one came to me.

I thought, Zhuo Yang must not have come home, otherwise he would have found that there was a car missing in the garage, and he would have also found that I was not at home.

I should be disappointed, but I found that this kind of disappointment and heart-wrenching feeling is not too much, only a kind of helpless feeling of self-deprecating and laughing.

Mrs. Chen found me in the hospital in the afternoon, crying with snot and tears, saying that her grandson was not good in the past few days, she went to take care of her grandson, and asked for leave for her husband, but she didn’t come home and didn’t see me, so she didn’t know I had an accident.

I interrupted Mrs. Chen's rambling, touched my stomach, and licked my mouth, "Mrs. Chen, I'm hungry."

With tears in her eyes, Mrs. Chen nodded hurriedly, "Madam, I'm going to cook you food..." She brought my change of clothes and some fruits, and she was ready to cook me food after she settled down.

It's just that when she came to the door, she suddenly said, "Well, madam, I came in a hurry, sir's phone number was not connected."

I laughed, "It's okay, leave the phone to me, I'll call myself."

I naturally did not fight.

In fact, once I can get out of bed, I like to stay by the hallway window and look down.

There are lush trees and lawns that have been stepped on and have no shape.I don't like the smell of the hospital, nor the color of the hospital.I think, the whole hospital, it is this piece of green that heals me the most.

When you are saddest, you can always see a piece of scenery, can't you?
I think, I started to think about my future life.

Zhuo Yang... Oh, I have no expectations.

I was making up my mind, but when I turned around, I saw a familiar figure.

It was Hu Ling, a TV rookie. Coincidentally, she was in the same hospital, but she didn't seem to know me. Even if we passed by, she didn't recognize me.

I was a little curious about her, thinking there was nothing wrong, I was going to chat with her.

She walked through the corridor and arrived at the ward. I haven't figured out how to talk to her. At this time, the door of the ward has been closed.

I should have turned around and left, but, I found someone I knew well in the ward.

"Yang, I can. You haven't had a good rest these days, so go back and rest first." Hu Ling's voice was a little gentler than the well-regulated voice on TV, but somehow it made me feel cold all over my body.

My body quickly turned cold because of the next voice.

"Take good care of your body. This time, you have suffered...I will make up for you about the child..."

I am actually a person with rich associations, hospitalization, children, Zhuo Yang, a face similar to An Ran.

In fact, I can easily guess the story connected in the middle.

Can I comfort myself now, Zhuo Yang doesn't want my child, nor other women's children.

What a pathetic self-consolation.

I should have laughed at myself as usual, but I found that I couldn't laugh.

I don't know how I got back to the ward.Mrs. Chen brought me a lot of delicious food, but I have no appetite.

"Ma'am, what's the matter with you?" Mrs. Chen asked with concern.

I laughed and shook my head, "Probably, I don't have much appetite."

"Sir..." Mrs. Chen hesitated to speak.

I shook my hand, "I've already called, I guess he's in the hospital..."

It should be said that in the past few days, he has been in the hospital, but he has not found me. He just stayed with another woman.

I was a little disheartened and had no appetite, so I sent Mrs. Chen away, and I slept dimly with my quilt covered.

When I woke up, it was already noon the next day.

The ward was deserted, with sunlight shining in through the transparent screen window.

I was suddenly very hungry, so I brought Mrs. Chen's soup in a thermos and drank it all in one go.

My whole body gradually regained strength, I picked up the phone and called Zhuo Yang.

The phone rang several times before Zhuo Yang answered it.

"Are you free?" I asked him.

He was a little hesitant, and didn't give me an answer for a long time. I thought, maybe Hu Ling couldn't leave, and I didn't force it. I just said softly: "I'm at 503 in Building B, come and find me, otherwise... I can come and find you..."

I won't go on, Zhuo Yang is so smart, he must know, I already know everything.

When Zhuo Yang came, I was not in the ward, but just looking at the green downstairs in the corridor.

"You came."

"Your hand..." When Zhuo Yang saw me, a trace of astonishment flashed in his dark eyes.It was consternation, not guilt, or sadness.

I nodded and said lightly: "A small incident happened. It's okay."

Zhuo Yang pursed his lips and stopped talking.I think he must want to say, since it's okay, I'll go first.

Still I spoke to break the silence.

"If divorced, how much alimony can I get?"

I thought this sentence would be difficult, but to my surprise, it is very simple.

I myself admired myself a little. I was able to be so calm, not irritable or angry at all.

(End of this chapter)