sadomasochism double

Chapter 6

Zhuo Yang was a little angry, "An Yue, what are you up to?"

My reputation is very low, at least in Zhuo Yang's heart.See, he didn't believe me even when he said divorce at this time.

I don't think I should have said the word if.

So I said it again.

"Let's put it this way, if you divorce, how much will you give me?"

After many Bai Fumei and Gao Fushuai divorced, they would wave their hands and not take away a cloud.

Of course I'm not Bai Fumei, I'm just an ordinary woman who lost her husband's love and marriage, but I can't lose the basic conditions of life.

So, I cheekily asked Zhuoyang for money.

Zhuo Yang's attitude was beyond my expectation, "Are you making trouble for no reason?"

I was a little aggrieved, I was making trouble for no reason, did I not cry when I saw the coffin, I blinked my eyes, feeling a little sore in my heart, but I still laughed.

"I saw Hu Ling...it's in the building next door...she didn't have a child...hehe..."

I laughed and laughed and couldn't speak, I felt like I was stabbing myself in the heart.

Zhuo Yang didn't respond for a long time, but when I said that, he looked in disbelief, "Are you following me?"

I think it is the most correct decision for me to propose a divorce.

I clenched my hands in my trouser pockets, and reluctantly shook my head, "I'm so powerless."

I have followed Zhuo Yang before.Whenever he has other smells that don't belong to me, and there are some ambiguous text messages on his phone, I can't figure out why, so I will choose to follow him, but I must admit that I haven't done this kind of stupid thing for a long time.

Zhuo Yang stopped talking, he seemed a little angry.When he was angry, he would squeeze his lips tightly. At this time, his mouth was tightly closed, like a closed clam shell.

After a while, he slowly opened his lips.

At that moment, I was suddenly a little scared.

Scared, just heard his answer so simply.

"it is good."

I didn't know what to do in the very popular movie "Death Comes". It all ended in the same way and everyone died. Why did everyone have to go to great lengths to experience the depressive feeling of not dying until death.

Zhuo Yang didn't say yes, he said let him think about it.

At that moment, I finally understood the true meaning of this movie. It turns out that people turn to seek death when they seek survival.When the desire to survive becomes less and less each time, the torment of death becomes more and more intense.People will regret, and even envy those who were recruited by Death in the first place.

So flat, no feeling at all.

For Zhuo Yang's answer, I would rather he give me a direct answer, okay.Also less those torments.

My heart was sore, my lips moved, and I wanted to say something, but I didn't say a word in the end.

Then, Zhuo Yang sent me back to the room, and left without saying anything.

I think he is probably thinking about it seriously.

Later, Zhuo Yang would visit me occasionally, and we got along peacefully, a rare peace.

No divorce, no separation, we treat each other as guests.

Wen Li would also come to see me, but whether it was on purpose or not, he avoided Zhuo Yang every time.

I think I really lack friends, so when Wen Li came for the third time, I told him about my divorce with Zhuo Yang.

"Do you think I'm useless?"

Wen Li shook his head with an inscrutable look, "Congratulations."

I turned cold, "There's nothing to congratulate. In fact, I filed for divorce. According to Zhuo Yang's temperament, I will definitely try my best to lower the alimony. I can't live anymore. What should I do..."

Wen Li still smiled, as if he didn't care about my life or death at all.

"If you can't survive, then find a job."

Wen Li said to introduce me to a job.I said that I don't have a diploma and I don't have any work experience. What kind of company would want me, a social rice bug who has been a wealthy wife for seven years, when I have nothing to do?

Wen Li was not worried at all, "Can you go to my fitness center and be my assistant?"

assistant?Today's fitness trainers are all so... er... stylish?Come in and out with an assistant?

But I'm still very grateful for Wen Li's great help. I even thought about it. If Zhuo Yang and I really divorced, this would be a good place to go if we were cash-strapped.

Sure enough, I know Zhuo Yang too well.

A week later, Zhuo Yang came to see me with a dark complexion. It seemed that he was very anxious recently, with dark shadows under his eyes and crystal clear bubbles around the corners of his mouth.

What made him so angry.

I really don't want to think it's because of our divorce, in fact, it really is.

When Zhuo Yang said the phrase "I agree to divorce", I found that my reaction was very calm, except for a little urge to go to the toilet.

Zhuo Yang used to say very few and simple words, but today they are extraordinarily long, "Since you divorced me, and you proposed it on your own initiative, and since you have no children, I can only give you three months a month for alimony." thousand."

Three thousand? !I almost screamed out.This amount is not enough for me to buy a dress.

However, I found that I didn't make any sound, just looked at Zhuo Yang with a half-smile.

It turned out that what was shown on TV was all fake, and the large sums of alimony paid by those divorced wealthy wives were all deceitful.

Taking a deep breath, I was about to speak, but Zhuo Yang seemed unwilling to even look at me, and walked quickly to the door.

I want to stop him, I want to...

Take another look at him.

As if he knew what I was thinking, Zhuo Yang stopped in his tracks, but he didn't look back. He just put his hand on the door, as if he had endured to the extreme.

"The house on the hill...you can live there until you recover from illness..."

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At this moment, after Zhuo Yang finished speaking, I clearly heard the ruthless broken voice of something in my heart.

No pity, although he thought he had pity on me.

To be honest, I had already guessed what Zhuo Yang did, but I didn't expect that even though I was mentally prepared, my heart would still hurt badly.

Wen Li comforted me and suggested to me, "Do you want to go to court? After all, this is not your fault?"

I filtered it in my mind, how to take Zhuo Yang to court, how to tell about Hu Ling being a mistress, how to cry about my innocence and my pity...

Many, many times, I thought about how to punish the man and woman who betrayed my marriage and love, but the final result was——

I shook my head and comforted myself, "Three thousand, three thousand is not bad, can I rent a one-bedroom house at the foot of the mountain?"

Wen Li shook his head, saying that I was hopeless.

However, he must not know that I have long been ill.

In fact, the days of divorce, strictly speaking, are not so difficult.

Mrs. Chen still came to take care of me. I think Zhuo Yang had already told her about my divorce, so when she saw me, she called me Miss An.

Is it my illusion, I always feel that she smiles when she calls me, as if she was born again.

"Mrs. Chen, you don't seem to sympathize with me at all?" One day, after eating enough, I lay lazily on the bed and looked at Mrs. Chen who was cleaning up the dishes by the bed. Finally, I couldn't help the doubt in my heart and asked Voice.

The cold-faced Mrs. Chen gave a rare smile, "Miss An, I think you have improved a lot since you were a wife..."

As she said that, she thoughtfully brought the mirror, and I looked at the fattened person in the mirror, feeling a little helpless.

My complexion naturally improved. I ate and drank delicious food and slept every day. My whole body has gained weight. Is it okay?

Because I may not be able to enjoy Mrs. Chen's food after the divorce, so I eat everything she cooks every time.After going back and forth, the depression after the divorce did not appear on my body, but my face was radiant, and my whole person seemed to be born again.

I touched my tender face, thinking secretly in my heart.

Sure enough, leaving Zhuo Yang is a good thing.Look at me, I am fatter than before!

However, after filing for divorce, Zhuo Yang did not come again.I know how he feels, after finally getting rid of me, how could he continue to step into this filthy quagmire like me?

I don't want him to come, lest my heart be sour again.

Wen Li and Mrs. Chen were the most diligent people who came here. Naturally, they often met each other. I have to say that Mrs. Chen is really a smart servant. She has a good grasp of what not to look at and what not to say.

So many times, she didn't ask Wen Li once. I admire her for her determination. Doesn't she feel that as a lifesaver, she seems to care too much for the people he saves?
When I asked Mrs. Chen that, she just looked at me indifferently.

"Miss An, you must be thinking too much."

I am ashamed, maybe I really think too much.

So, when Wen Li came again, I stopped thinking about it.

It's just wishful thinking that having one more friend is good after all.

My hands healed slowly, and my stomach also healed slowly, and a month passed in a flash.

I am in good health, barely alive and kicking, and the doctor told me that I can be discharged from the hospital.

I discussed with Mrs. Chen about being discharged from the hospital, and by the way, discussed with Wen Li about going to work and renting a house.

At this time, Li Si, Zhuo Yang's secretary, came over and brought a lawyer.

I smiled and signed the documents one by one.

Its decisiveness made Li Si couldn't help interjecting, "Madam, don't you even take a look at the content?"

(End of this chapter)