Chapter 51

Zhuo Yang had already spoken out one step ahead.

"so what?"

what--

so what?
I feel a little insulted.Is Zhuo Yang's arrogant statement contemptuous of me?I think that's what he meant.

Is there a difference between divorce and non-divorce?Anyway, An Yue is the puppy following me, I want it if I want it, and kick it away if I don't want it.When she wants to next time, wave her hand again and she will follow over.

I was a little angry, struggling to escape from Zhuo Yang's hand, but was held even tighter by the other party.

He even leaned over and bit my lip, and dropped the threat.

"My patience has reached its limit! An Yue!"

That day, because of this sentence, I was momentarily distracted.

It should be Li Chen who feels the same way as me.

Because he was standing at the door, unexpectedly he didn't block Zhuo Yang and carried me away.

When I woke up again, I was taken home by Zhuo Yang.

The home we had before we got married.

When Mrs. Chen saw me, she was momentarily surprised.

"Miss An..."

"Call her wife..." Zhuo Yang turned his head indifferently, and threw me onto the big bed in the master bedroom at the same time.

"What do you want to do?" When I bounced onto the soft bed, I looked up and found that Zhuo Yang had already taken off his coat and started to untie his tie.

After all, I am a husband and wife who have lived together for seven years, especially in bed, I have a comprehension that makes Zhuo Yang and myself proud.

Immediately, I understood what Zhuo Yang was thinking, and what he meant by patience.

"You are rape."

Zhuo Yang had thrown away his tie.

"I will sue you. It will ruin your reputation." Why is my voice trembling.

Zhuo Yang took off his shirt.

"Zhuo Yang... I will be angry if you come here again..."

but--

Up to now, I found that I was just talking about it.

At the last moment, I pretended to be indifferent, and stabbed the man I loved deeply with the coldest words.

"I just thought I was bitten by a dog. But before...I have to make sure...the dog doesn't have rabies?"

What I said was very vicious, and Zhuo Yang was obviously very unhappy.

But he actually let go of my hand, pulled out a document from the drawer next to the bed, and slammed it in front of me.

"An Yue! Look carefully! This is my health report for the past month!"

After the divorce, Zhuo Yang didn't fall in love with me once or twice.

Unexpectedly, he actually went to the hospital and gave me a medical report.

but--

so what?
You have been healthy for the past month... Besides, healthy does not mean clean.

I snorted, but quickly became indifferent.

I am a weakling after all.

Tears rolled down, and the voice was even more shrill like a desperate little animal.

"Let go of me...human scum...beast...you let me go..."

Maybe it was my cry that was too tragic, or maybe my tears played some role.

Finally, he took a mouthful of tears from my face, and slowly put it in his mouth.

"Why are you crying?"

Great, really good question.

I really want to laugh, but I can't do it, so I can only cry a lot.

I was free and slapped him without saying a word.

When the loud slap sounded in the quiet room, I found that my tears had stopped.

Zhuo Yang got angry instantly when he realized it, "What are you doing!"

His eyes almost want to eat me alive.

But I was not afraid at all, and faced his anger bravely.

"I just gave you one hundred thousandth of what you did to me...or one millionth...I just slapped you...Although it was intentional, it was far inferior to you. Every time...every time, I intentionally stabbed a knife in my heart..."

No matter how deep the love is, it can't be worth seven years of indifference, nor can it be worth seven years of intentional harm.

"I'm human... not a plaything... I'm just wrong... I shouldn't like you... Even so, I paid off with seven years of youth and the best years of my life...Zhuo Yang, you Isn't it clear? I'm not playing, nor playing hard to get...I'm really paying off my debt to you..."

It's hard to believe that I will give up on Zhuo Yang.

Sometimes, I also understand that it is a very lucky and happy time to fall in love secretly and to pay for each other.

A person's life is too short, how many people can find someone who they give everything for regardless of everything.

I sometimes feel like I'm lucky.

But sometimes I feel like I'm the biggest fool in the world.

The man I fell in love with doesn't love me.

He even insisted that I killed his lover.

he married me...

And just to get revenge on me.

take revenge on me...

I will never be happy for the rest of my life.

Zhuo Yang is like a dry well.

I guard him, thinking that I can wait until the day when he produces a gurgling spring.

However, day after day, year after year, what I waited for was my withering heart.

and so……

I decided to leave.

When I didn't die in this dry well at all, I left completely.

Maybe even if I leave, I can't find another source of nourishment for me.But at least, I will not continue walking on this dead road.

I want, too--

Look, the sky outside the dry well.

I folded my arms and curled myself up into a ball under the covers.

"Zhuo Yang, I always knew what I wanted...it's just you, now you're repeating this, do you know what you're doing?" Just teasing?Still feel unwilling?
I shook my head, feeling my face was wet, picked up the quilt, wiped my tears, and laughed softly.

"You're always like this... always feel like you're in control of everything... haven't you ever thought about it? Not everyone is willing to wait for you where you are... Not everyone is willing to want you..."

At least, I don't think so anymore.

"That day, you said you believed in Hu Ling... That was the day I felt the farthest from you. Seven years of husband and wife... I know you have never loved me... and you have never believed in me...but... I have been deceiving myself... Tell me these years... At least I have warmed your heart..."

It doesn't matter if you can't get it.

As long as you have been warm because of me, I will be satisfied.

I am so humble.

I used to love you so much.

Looking forward to your review.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I hit you... I just want you to understand... the past... I'm sorry for anything and anyone... just please... please let me go..."

I also want to spread my wings and fly.

Just like you used to be.

So high, so free.

That is--

I fell in love with your original intention.

(End of this chapter)

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